For The Rest of Our Life

When Lin Xian returned home unconsciously, Aunt Liu was still asleep and was watching TV in the living room. Seeing Lin Xian walk in from the porch, limping and carrying a wet muddy body. When she discovered Lin Xian's elbows with blood stains on her clothes, she was shocked.

She was a little afraid of blood halo and blood, but she jumped up in panic, greeted her in two steps and rushed to Lin Xian's front. She took Lin Xian's intact left hand, looked up and down Lin Xian, panicly said: "Xian Xian, what's wrong with you?" Seeing Lin Xian broke a large skin, and the blood-stained ankle bone, she Suddenly said anxiously: "Are there any injuries besides hands and feet? Oops, what's wrong with you, have you wrestled? Are you going to the hospital?"

Lin Xian took off her schoolbag and placed it on the floor, and then took off her wet coat. Fearing to soil the sofa, she only put her coat on the glass coffee table. During her undressing, she was pulled to the wound and her eyebrows wrinkled slightly. But she still smiled hard, comforting Aunt Liu, saying: "It was just a bike ride on the way back that I didn't see the road and fell, I was fine and I didn't need to go to the hospital." She took a small chair from the coffee table and sat down Carefully felt the excessively burning pain on his body, and then determined that the place where the blood was bleeding should be only the ankle and elbow.

She rolled up the sleeves of her shirt. The cloth stuck to the skin for a long time, sticking together with the flesh and blood of the wound. When separating, Lin Xian couldn't help but took a cold breath and gave a soft "hiff" sound. Her voice trembled a little, and asked Aunt Liu: "Auntie, can you help me get the medicine box at the top of the cabinet over there?"

Aunt Liu saw Lin Xian's large piece of bruises and bruises on her elbows, which was dizzy and dazed. After hearing Lin Xian's instructions, she reacted and promised repeatedly: "Good, I'll go right away."

She quickly took the medicine chest and placed it on the coffee table. The man sat down on the sofa and helped Lin Xian take out the alcohol and cotton swabs in the medicine chest one by one and placed it where Lin Xian reached with his hand.

Lin Xian took a cotton swab, dipped it in alcohol, and then wiped it on his **** elbow. Aunt Liu felt pain when she looked at it, and quickly reminded her: "Envy, alcohol will hurt."

Lin Xian gritted his teeth and pressed the cotton swab against the wound. At once, there was an overwhelming pain that made her tremble. But she still endured the pain. After a while, she carefully cleaned and disinfected the wound with a cotton swab and pretended to respond to Aunt Liu as if nothing had happened: "It's okay, I can bear it."

Aunt Liu didn't dare to look directly at Lin Xian's scary wounds, and even less so he helped Lin Xian clean the wounds. Looking at Lin Xian's pale white face, she couldn't help but worry: "How careless. What's this called? It fell like this. Your aunt knows how much it hurts."

Hearing the three words "Your Auntie", Lin Xian Qingchuang's movements took a slight pause. She thought of Xiao Wanqing, Xiao Xiaoqing first came to see her after seeing her fall, and took her to see the doctor. When she discovered that she had cut a small wound on her finger at the beginning of the year, she felt distressed. She thought of stroking her around her wound. , Gentle and careful movements to help her blow. In contrast to this moment, Lin Xian suddenly felt a bit acid in her nose, biting her teeth to endure the pain of cleaning.

When she pressed the cotton swab, there was another pain in her heart.

I really miss...I miss Aunt Xiao.

Aunt Xiao will definitely be distressed.

She wanted her to be distressed, but she didn't want her to be distressed.

She feels sad and sad, she will be very happy, but she will also feel bad for her.

She changed a cotton swab and calmly said to Aunt Liu: "Aunt Liu, if my aunt calls you, don't tell her about it."

Aunt Liu is a little uneasy: "Your aunt cares about you very much and will call me to know the situation almost every two or three days. Don't you tell her? Is this okay?"

When Lin Xian heard Xiao Wanqing care about her, she felt soft and sweet. She shook her head and thoughtfully said: "It's okay, when she comes back, she will find out naturally, and I will tell her later. Don't tell her now, she... she's sincere, and I'm afraid she's too worried. She has been busy with her work recently, so don’t worry her any more.” In her tone, she was unconsciously intimate and spoiled. Aunt Liu heard something that was not right, but didn’t pay much attention to it.

After all, Lin Xian pretended to be relaxed and said, "Look, I'm fine with me."

Aunt Liu couldn't help feeling: "Envy you are a good boy. Your aunt didn't hurt you in vain." She promised: "Well, then I won't tell her first." She smiled and teased: "Your aunt If I am angry, I will not report..."

Lin Xianli immediately smiled and said, "I'm not afraid, I'll take care of it, everything will charge me."

"Haha, you kid..." Aunt Liu was amused by her.

At 10:30 in the evening, Lin Xian leaned on the bed, repeatedly looking at these short messages with Xiao Wanqing, his finger on the input box, hanging in the air for a long time. In the end, she narrowed her eyebrows and entered only a few short words: "Aunt Xiao, rest early and good night."

More than half an hour later, Xiao Wanqing did not reply to her.

Lin Xian looked at his ankle wound carefully exposed outside the quilt, and looked down at the bruises and wounds on his still shocking arm, thinking about Xiao Wanqing who didn't know it so he didn't care, and he was a little dull in his heart. . Like grievances, but also like sad, mixed flavors.

Obviously it was a decision made by myself, but in my heart, I still inexplicably wanted to get the gentle comfort of Xiao Wanqing. Lin Xian secretly said to himself: Human beings are really a complicated and contradictory creature.

She turned off the phone simply and irritably, then turned off the light, lay down, hugged Little Teddy with one hand, and took a deep breath.

No taste at all! Next time, you should secretly put Teddy back on Aunt Xiao's bed and get a little scent! Oh, no, she can hug Aunt Xiao directly next time!

Lin Xian's heart became beautiful again. She closed her eyes and imagined how Xiao Wanqing should feel nervous and distressed if she learned of her fall, and the pain seemed to be slowly alleviating. She thought that if Aunt Xiao kissed her, she would have no pain.

She lifted her right arm, which was completely skinless, and gently fell on it, dropping a soft kiss. Imagine Xiao Wanqing kissing her.

Just when Aunt Xiao owes her a kiss first! She was so sweet that she smirked in her sleep.

In the next three days, Xiao Wanqing was too busy to call her any time. Lin Xian sent her a good night before going to bed every day. The first time she briefly replied to her with a smiley face at noon on the second day, and the good night for the next two days, she fell directly into the sea without any news.

Lin Xian speculated that Aunt Xiao should be really particularly busy. She looked at the crystal ball on the bedside table every night, hoping for the stars and the moon to count the days when Xiao Wanqing came back, comforted herself, and tolerated for two more days, Aunt Xiao came back.

At the Ching Ming Festival, Zhou Qin called Lin Xian, and wanted to let Lin Xian go home to sweep the tomb. At the same time, take the opportunity to discuss with Lin Xian first. If Xiao Yunqing is transferred out in the next semester, Lin Xian's accommodation problem.

But Lin Xian remembered that she walked unfavorably these days, and was laughed at by Shi Man if Aunt Xiao was on a business trip. She must not believe that she was a pure child. It is forbidden to ride a little sheep, and even more afraid that Zhou Qinxin’s keen sense is found to be working outside, so she made excuses to shed some cold for the past two days.

Zhou Qin was distressed when she heard her voice tired. Lin Xian's grandfather and grandfather's generation are still alive, and the grave sweepers are great-grandfathers. It's okay for the adults to go, but it's not necessary for Lin Xian to go. As for accommodation for the next semester, there is no need to hurry. Zhou Qin didn't think much, let Lin Xian pass, and only concernedly asked about her uncomfortable symptoms, asked her to see a doctor? Do you need her to drive over and take her to the doctor? I heard that Lin Xian had already gone, and told her to take medicine and drink plenty of water and fruits.

Lin Xian was a little embarrassed to hear her mother's worried voice and babbling concern. She threw out her tongue and twitched a few words at Zhou Qin, and finally fooled.

In the hotel in Hezhou, Xiao Wanqing was packing up his luggage in Anjiang. She packed all the things that should be packed, and her eyes gradually fell on the photo album that she had always placed on the bedside for the past two weeks, but she never dared to open it.

In the past few days, Lin Xian stopped calling her in the evening. Obviously, everything was developing as she expected, but Xiao Wanqing was not happy at all. Even, her thoughts were so heavy that she began to suffer from insomnia every night, and it was difficult to fall asleep without sleeping pills.

She dared not look at Lin Xian's charming bright smile again. She was afraid that her reason would be succumbed to her reluctance and coercion. Reject Lin Xian, hurt Lin Xian, let Lin Xian be disappointed, even desperate. Whenever thinking of Lin Xian's possible crying face, Xiao Yunqing couldn't sleep.

She reached out heavily to pick up the album, and the phone beside her pillow suddenly vibrated violently. Xiao Wanqing was so shocked that he only grabbed the hard card cover and album of the album, and slid down.

A small red cloth bag, written with two large characters Lin Xian with a black signature pen, suddenly dropped on the tan floor of the hotel.

Xiao Wanqing stared blankly at the objects on the floor, as if thinking of something, and suddenly stiffened. She squatted slowly slowly, picked up the small bag that appeared unexpectedly, trembling and poured out the object in the bag-an earthy amulet.

The mobile phone vibration finally stopped in a panic, and the missed call showed three harsh characters-the little guy for a long time.

Xiao Yuanqing gradually looked at the screen, and gradually looked at the three big characters of the little guy. They gradually disappeared in front of him, slowly closed his fingers, and clenched the amulet in his hand.

Tears wet eyes.

After a brief silence, the phone turned on again. Lin Xian sent a text message.

She asked her with anticipation: "Aunt Xiao, are you coming back tomorrow? I'm on vacation. Will you pick you up? What do you want to eat? I recently learned some dishes with Aunt Liu to fight for a full seat. Will you catch the wind and wash the dust?"

Xiao Wanqing's tears finally couldn't help it anymore, overflowing his eyes, dropping one by one on the screen of the mobile phone, blurring the painful words one by one.

Lin Xian is not worth it.

I don't deserve your attention.

not worth it.

After a long time, she wiped away her tears, went to the bathroom to wash her face with cold water, and called Lin Xian back.

The girl seemed to be standing by the cell phone all the time. The phone was picked up within seconds after the call was dialed.

Lin Xian, with a joyful voice full of energy, immediately passed into the ear of Xiao Wanqing through his mobile phone: "Aunt Xiao! Are you busy?"

Xiao Yunqing heard her heart beating, and when she heard the long-lost voice of her sweetheart, she was beating fast and hot, but her voice from her throat was calm and restrained: "Well, you haven't slept yet, I'm busy, I just watched To your text message."

Lin Xian suddenly laughed briskly, and said softly and softly: "I can't sleep until Aunt Xiao gets your reply." Her voice, with obvious excitement, enthusiastically asked her: "Aunt Xiao, you tomorrow What time is the plane? I’ll pick you up at the airport? Unfortunately, I still can’t drive. I have to take a taxi. After a while, I will get a certificate, and then I will..." She can’t wait for more than a minute. Waiting to see Xiao Wanqing and seeing her sweetheart.

Xiao Yuanqing's breath was a little unstable, and his nose was sour again, and his short nails that were flattened fell deeply into the palm of his hand. She gritted her teeth and opened her mouth several times without making a sound. Finally, she shivered and called Lin Xian's name, interrupting her cheerful hope: "Lin... Lin Xian."

Lin Xian stopped the words obediently, waiting doubtfully for Xiao Yunqing's following.

"Lin Xian, I won't go back tomorrow. We made some new conclusions in our investigation and also met some partners here. The magazine sent me to another city to continue talking about the project. I... I can't go back for the time being. "

Xiao Yunqing heard that the breathing sound at the end of the phone suddenly became heavy.

I don’t know how long it took, maybe a few seconds, or maybe a long time. Xiao Wanqing heard it again, and Lin Xian asked her tremblingly, "Then... how long will Aunt Xiao stay with you this time?" Thick nasal sounds, dull.

Xiao Wanqing heard it, and his heart was dull.

"It's still uncertain for the time being, it may be the least, it will take two or three weeks.

Lin Xian's heart sank to the bottom of the dark sea, and no longer could salvage.

She wanted to say something more. She wanted to ask Xiao Wanqing. Didn’t she return during the May Day holiday? She wanted to ask her, can she go to see her? She wants to ask her most, Aunt Xiao, what do you say you want to give me?

When will your answer be given to me?

But Xiao Wanqing seemed to be in a hurry. Once again, she hurriedly hung up her phone: "Envy, my colleague has come to me, what is your problem, send me a text message, I will get back to you later. "

Then, in his ears, there was only a calm and cold busy tone...

Overjoy and sorrow, ups and downs.

Lin Xian held the phone blankly, listening to the mechanical "beep" sound, listening to the voice of his heart, expecting and joying to die a little bit cruelly, and after a long, long time, he gently responded to Xiao Wanqing: "it is good."

She opened the text message page of her mobile phone, and there were thousands of words in her heart that she wanted to talk about. It seemed that she was full of thoughts and unwillingness, which stirred her mind up. But after a long time of restraint, she finally pressed the pinyin word by word, and sent Xiao Yunqing: "I wait for you, you take care of yourself. Good night."

She was powerless to let her phone slip from her thigh, bent her knees, and hugged her hands, and suddenly she couldn't help it anymore. She was grieved, disappointed, unhappy, and mixed with missed, uneasy, and distressed. Take a breath.

She didn't want to and couldn't bear to blame Xiao Wanqing's missed appointment, just work, but was forced to disrupt the rhythm. What could Aunt Xiao do? She should not have so many negative emotions. She is an adult. She must be patient. She should not be so coquettish. She should not cry. Lin Xian's reason made her want to stop and calm down, but her body did not listen to control, and she couldn't stop her violent tears.

She lowered her head and saw the scab wound on her ankle, then suddenly reached out and opened it fiercely and fiercely, the bloodshot oozed out, the pain, straight into the heart...

Lin Xian finally indulged himself and burst into tears.

She has worked hard.

Now, it’s not her childishness, it’s not her ignorance, it’s not her waywardness, it’s not that she is not considerate enough, it’s not that she is not like an adult.

It was her wound that hurt so much that she cried.