Genshin Impact: Traveling through time and space to become Furninna's second personality

The relatives who were originally friendly and kind to her changed the moment they learned that the inheritance had been spent.

She became an annoying burden. No matter which house she went to, she was kicked around like a dirty ball.

Gradually, she understood one thing: she went to many houses, but none of them belonged to her.

She was never a real family member of these houses.

So, she began to live a life of dependence on others.

She went back and forth between houses that did not belong to her, mopping the floor, cooking, washing, and hanging clothes. In order to have food to eat and a place to stay, she had to learn to do everything.

When the uncle frowned and glared, try not to appear next to him, otherwise you might get beaten.

When the aunt walked very fast and her steps were heavy, you must turn off the lights and go to bed quickly, because it meant that the aunt and her husband had a quarrel.

If you were found not turning off the lights and going to bed at this time, you would be scolded by your aunt all night, and even slapped.

If my cousin gets good grades, she can ask her uncle for pocket money, because if he is happy, he will probably give it to her.

And this money can be saved for food expenses in the next few days.

In such a high-pressure environment of living under someone else's roof, she gradually learned to read people's expressions and learn to calculate with others...

And the third change in her fate was when she was 13.

That day was the anniversary of her parents' death, and she happened to be beaten by her uncle again.

The emotions accumulated over the years, coupled with her longing for her parents, her emotions collapsed immediately, she ran out of the house, squatted on the road and cried.

A kind person passed by and asked her what was wrong, but she didn't answer, just cried.

Seeing this, the kind person had to call the police. The police are the embodiment of justice, especially in the eyes of children.

Looking at the police standing in front of her, she finally couldn't bear it, and cried and told the police about her years of grievances.

The police and people sympathized with her experience.

Afterwards, with her consent and the help of the local government, she went to an orphanage.

Everyone in the orphanage got along well, and the director's mother was also a good person.

She had food and a place to live, and no longer had to worry about being beaten.

But past experiences made her mature too early, and made her see the dangers of human nature too early, and understand the importance of self-reliance.

She still rarely smiled, but studied very hard.

In addition to her daily studies, she also worked hard to read and learn all kinds of books on human relationships, games, power, psychology, etc.

The reason for doing this was not because she knew that she would become a ruler in the future.

But past experiences made her feel insecure and made her understand the importance of being strong.

Learning these things was just her way of arming herself.

Only in this way could her uneasy and empty heart get some sense of security.

......

The fourth change in her fate was when she was 15 years old.

That year, four sisters came to the orphanage, all of them looked like fairies, very beautiful.

Among them, the sister with pink and white hair is called [Shiju].

The sister with long white hair is called [Aileen].

The sister with long golden hair is called [Ruoling].

The sister with short black hair is called [Qingmeng].

Sister Shiju is the owner of a convenience store, sister Ailin is an unemployed vagrant, and sisters Ruoling and Qingmeng run Internet cafes.

They are all good friends and often visit the orphanage to visit the children. Most of the operating funds of the orphanage are funded by them.

Every time they come, they will bring a lot of delicious and fun things.

In addition, they have set a rule that the best children in the orphanage can go to the Internet cafe of sister Ruoling's house to play games for one night every week.

As the most hardworking child in the orphanage, she occupies this quota every week without exception.

The Internet cafe is a game place, and she met another girl while playing games.

The girl should have been a girl with a carefree life, but for some reason she had to live under the eyes of others.

The girl lived in the eyes of others, constantly playing the role of what people thought, and had a very hard life.

Just like a child with depression who meets other people with the same depression, he will often be very gentle and constantly comfort the other person.

When people meet another person with a similar situation as themselves, they will often be very gentle and show great sympathy.

In psychology, this is a kind of abnormal compensation psychology.

The reason why they are so gentle to people of the same kind is that they subconsciously regard the other person as their past self.

They will feel that when they redeem the other person, they also redeem themselves.

The same is true for the girl named Xiaoling.

SheIn the girl she met in the game, she saw her former self.

The self who had been dependent on others since childhood, lived cautiously under the gaze of others, and was afraid that making a mistake would lead to eternal damnation.

So, she wanted to protect that girl.

......

The story is over.

Fuling polished the content of the story. For example, the TV and washing machine in the story, which were not from this world, were hidden by her and she did not tell Funina.

"Well... why do I feel that Xiaoling in the story is you, and I am the girl you met while playing games?"

Funina said in the room after listening to the story.

She didn't know what the so-called "playing games" was, but she thought that playing games was a real game like hide-and-seek, and the Internet cafe was a bit like a playground.

Fuling couldn't help but smile after hearing this.

"How could that be? I am just another personality born from your consciousness. I have no past at all. Have you forgotten?"

"That's right!" Funina nodded.

After a pause, Fuling spoke again: "The reason why I want to tell you this story is that I want to use this story to tell you my feelings."

"Just like you admire my strength, governance ability and shrewdness..."

"I also admire your innocence, your liveliness and vitality. These are also the most beautiful qualities in my heart. I came here to protect these qualities of yours."

"Fu Nina, you think I am the most perfect you."

"But in my heart, you are also the one I yearn for... the most perfect me."

"So, don't worry, don't worry."

"You are my most important treasure, I love you forever."

"I..."

Fu Nina in her consciousness wanted to say something, Fuling could even feel that she wanted to cry.

"Thank you, Fuling. It's great to have you!"

"You are also my most important treasure, and I love you forever!"

After a pause, Fu Nina said again: "I hope that Xiaoling in the story can also find someone who loves her."

......

On this day, Fu Nina returned to her previous happy state.

After getting Fuling's response, she felt her soul was warm.

Fuling was also very happy about her joy.

In the room, Fuling sat alone in the room, she raised her hand and looked at her palm...

In fact, she lied to Funina.

The girl named [Xiaoling] in the story was actually her, and the girl she met in the game was Funina.

She saw her former self in Funina.

But she couldn't go back, she couldn't become the happy little girl when her parents were still alive.

But Funina was different, her innocence, her kindness, her playfulness, all still there.

So, she wanted to protect Funina, to protect Funina's innocence, kindness and playfulness.

As she said, Funina was the most perfect her, the innocent and playful self who ran around with pigtails when her parents were still alive.

After she spent all the inheritance left by her parents and suffered all kinds of discrimination and beatings, she often thought that if she still had money in her hands, or if her parents left her more things, it would be better.

She didn't mean to blame her parents, but she understood that with money, she could protect herself and live better.

In other words, this is the "confidence" that allows her to protect herself without bowing to others and life after losing the protection of her parents! !

This is why she almost paranoidly wants to create followers and attack machines.

With these things, even if she is gone one day, these things can become the "confidence" for Funina to protect herself! !

This is her paranoia!

"Hu..."

She sighed long beside the bed.

The reason why people are gentle to similar people is because they see their past in each other.

They believe that as long as they redeem each other, their former selves will also be redeemed.

So, when the end comes.

When she successfully protects Funina, perhaps she can also usher in her own "redemption".

......

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