Genshin simulation: I fell into darkness, in exchange for her peace

My name is Nilu, and I'm a very stupid girl.

I never figured out complex problems, astronomy, mathematics, linguistics and so on, I couldn't understand anything at all, and I was trying to be the last in the exam.

Every time I went to class, I wanted to listen carefully, but as the teacher spoke... Talk about ah... Talk about ahhhh

Watching the teacher's mouth close like a bubble-spitting fish, my head would become groggy and I would fall asleep on the table.

My classmates said that I still snore when I sleep, and my mouth opens and closes like a small fish.

After I went back, I bought a fish from my parents and stared at the fish for ten minutes, and then I looked at the mirror with my mouth open... One in one, one in one... One in one.

Hee-hee, it's really like a fish that's only spitting bubbles.

I found that I still have strengths, at least my body language is very good, imitating the bubble-spitting fish!

...... But what's the use?

This can neither make mom and dad proud, nor let me gain popularity among the little ones.

I'm still the girl who no one expects from me.

But as the saying goes, "everyone has a chance to shine when they get their place right", and I finally found what I was good at, which was dancing!

When I was 8 years old, I was caught up by my dance teacher because of an accident, and then I learned dance with her, and soon got my first chance to be on stage.

Before taking the stage, the teacher told me not to be nervous, to go on stage for the first time, and to do my best.

I also told myself not to be nervous.

Backstage, I had a mouth like a fish... Together, I imagined myself spitting out bubbles, imagining that the tension was wrapped in bubbles, and then with the bubbles "popping" and shattering, my nervousness flew away at once.

- But I'm still nervous.

I finally got on stage, and the residents of the Grand Bazaar applauded me in a friendly way, but I saw disappointment in their eyes.

Because they came to see the master's dance, but now it is me who has no experience.

I was really too nervous and made mistakes several times.

I secretly glanced at the audience and found that everyone was really disappointed and absent-minded, and some were still chatting with others.

Suddenly, I saw a little boy about my age, with his mouth open bigger than a bubble-spitting fish, and his eyes rounder than the eyes of a goldfish, looking at me like that.

- What does he mean!

Is it amazing that people who dance so badly, can they still perform on stage? Is he laughing at me stupid?!

So angry! I have to dance better, I have to prove to him that at least I am talented in dancing!

I danced as hard as I could, sweating all over, and when I got back backstage after the dance, I gasped like a bubble-spitting fish.

However, the master praised me for dancing very well, especially in the second half, and I already had a bit of the style of a real dancer.

I proudly rushed out of the backstage to announce this to the little boy, but he was gone.

...... Unfortunately, I don't even know his name yet.

But fortunately, the next day he came to the Zubayr theater again, and I was backstage and saw him staring at the stage expectantly.

What is he expecting, he should be looking forward to the teacher's dance, right? ...... No, you're expecting me, right?

There was no performance for me that day, but I begged my teacher to let me on stage.

And the moment I took the stage, I saw his eyes light up.

He...... Is it really expecting me?

...... It turns out that I will also be expected?

I looked into his eyes, he looked into my dance... I don't remember how I finished it, I just remember that it was probably the best I've done since I learned to dance.

After the jump, I immediately rushed off the stage and wanted to talk to him... But he was driven away by the guards around him.

...... Think about it, just look at his dress, he must be the child of the upper aristocracy, right?

How can a girl like me, who was born into a civilian family, be stupid and has little talent, be worthy of a relationship with him?

He came to see my show again today, and this time I noticed loneliness and sadness in his eyes.

Why is he lonely?

Why am I distressed?

I try to dance, is it my delusion? I noticed that after I finished dancing, the loneliness and sadness in his eyes disappeared.

...... No, that's not my delusion.

From now on, he will come to every performance I perform.

Every time, he came with loneliness in his eyes, and every time he watched my dance, the loneliness in his eyes would dissipate.

2315 days of acquaintance, 815 performances, 815 times of staring... His eyes are like the cleanest night sky, clear and beautiful, and his eyeballs are like the brightest stars dotted in the starry sky!

And what am I in his eyes?

He grew more and more handsome.

And I'm getting more and more beautiful... Hee-hee, secretly boast about yourself, it should be fine, right?

My name is Nilu, I am a very stupid girl, I have never figured out complex problems, I used to be stupid enough to spit bubbles like a fish.

I wasn't expected by everyone since I was a child.

But now, there is a man who has been saved because of me.

Cause-based scholars have said that human needs are divided into five levels: physical needs, security needs, emotional needs, respect needs, and finally the highest level, self-actualization needs.

Academically, the reason why he became the most special person in my heart should be to satisfy my "self-actualization needs".

But I think that sometimes things don't need to be explained so complicated at all, just trust your own heart.

2315 days of acquaintance, 815 performances, 815 looks....

He just looks at me and the loneliness will dissipate.

I just have to look at him to gain courage.

Do I dance because I like to dance, or because the people of the Grand Bazaar laugh, or... Dancing for the guy who watches me from the audience every time?

On the day I was 14, he gave me a patishalam through the guards.

Is this a coincidence?

The legend of Patishalan is derived from the god of flowers and represents love and romance.

I suddenly wanted to go to him, but he was still being watched by guards, would I make him feel troubled by doing so?

I want to convey my heart to him in the dance, will it bother him?

Or could it be that I've been doing it myself?

......

I like Patishalan and I like him.

......

When I was 15 years old, he suddenly broke away from the guards and rushed into my dressing room, which startled me at first, but then joy followed.

We finally had our first conversation and I learned that his name was Elan... What a nice name, does the "Lan" in his name represent Patisharan?

I also learned that the troubles that the theater had encountered for so many years were all secretly helped to solve them... It turns out that he has always been guarding me like a knight.

Then, in his mouth, I heard what I wanted to hear the most—

he said, "I like you," and he said, "Please be my fiancée." "

But...

Why add "reward" before these beautiful statements?

The pure feelings I aspire to should not have anything to do with these things.

I subconsciously rejected him, but before I could say what I really thought, he suddenly laughed and left.

...... I could feel the sadness in his laughter, and I seemed to have said the wrong thing, but I didn't know what I had said wrong.

Nilu, you really are a very stupid girl.

Since that day, he has not come to see my performance again, and during that time I was completely empty, and without him watching from below, I suddenly felt too lazy to dance.

I inquired for a long time, and finally found his address, and I saw him again, but his eyes became so strange.

I suddenly felt as if my heart had been clenched tightly.

Not because he looked at me like a stranger.

It was because his eyes, which were as clean and clear as the night sky, became cloudy.

During this time, he must have experienced something quite sad, right?

I'm stupid and don't know how to talk to comfort people, but I can invite him to watch me dance, and as long as he watches my dance, maybe all the negative emotions in his eyes will dissipate like before.

But he refused me and wanted to drive me away.

But I can't leave here, because if I leave now, I'm afraid all contact with him so far will be severed here.

So I offered to ask him for help, so I could hook up with him again... But I seem to have said the wrong thing again.

His eyes were even stranger, and he offered me to do that kind of thing for him.

I know that I shouldn't do that kind of thing, but I'm stupid, and it's easy to say the wrong thing, and if I only need to do something to remove the barrier called "reward" that separates me from him, and let the relationship between me and him return to the original pure words, then I am willing.

My name is Nilu, I am a very stupid and stupid girl, I can never figure out complex problems, and it is easy to say the wrong thing with one mouth.

But one day, I use this clumsy method to remove the barrier between me and him, and let me and him return to the same relationship as before—I

dance for you on stage, and he applauds me offstage.

If I go back to the old relationship with him without any impurities.

Would he be willing to talk to me about a sparkling love affair like a fairytale prince and princess?

......

[It's like holding something most precious, you hold that green memory in your arms, kneel in front of Nasida, tears gush out like spring water]

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PS. Am I too emotional? Or do I substitute the protagonist too deeply, and this chapter writes myself crying again....

In addition, this chapter is more than 3,000 words, which can be regarded as a 3,000-word love letter I gave to

Nilu, here Nilu's character is a reference to the game data, she is indeed stupid, her behavior is also very simple, and she was also born into a civilian family