Ghoul: From Being Sentenced to Death

Ps: The perspective and scene switching frequency in this chapter is relatively high. If it causes discomfort, you can skip it. It will not affect the subsequent

‘Kill me! Kill me! If I could go on like this... it would be so much fun... hahahahahahaha.

Kaneki Ken's mind was in a mess, his spirit was split, and his body was excited.

He didn't know when his tears had dried up, leaving only the burning pain. Under this extreme torture, Kaneki Ken fell into memories.

‘Is Dong Xiang safe?……’

‘How is Nagachika doing lately?……’

Kaneki Ken, who was immersed in his reminiscences, felt his blindfold being taken off."Who... is it?"

"Rize..." Looking at the beautiful and elegant person in front of him, Kaneki Ken found the answer

"Kaneki-kun... why did your hair turn white? That's funny.……"

Kamishiro Rize held Kaneki Ken's chin with one hand and looked at him with a mocking look.

"What your mother taught you is really interesting... In order not to hurt others, you have to make yourself the one who is hurt? Do you really think you live by this doctrine?"

Even though Kaneki knew it was an illusion, he sank into his memories again.

Listening to Rize's questioning, Kaneki Ken lowered his head slightly, hesitated for a few seconds, and then spoke."That's... what my mother taught me... so……"

"You listened to the dead." Rize filled in the second half of Kaneki Ken's story with a sense of malice, because the funeral of Kaneki Ken's father had already appeared in the revolving lantern.

In the memory, the scene was a wooden coffin with mourners standing on both sides. These people were wearing black suits, but their necks were white. In other words, they had no heads.

"Dad? Yes... when I was four years old... but... but why can't I remember his face?"

"Because you never paid attention to him... You only care about your mother, right? Selfish child."

Rise leaned on Kaneki Ken's chair, lowered her head slightly, and put her red lips close to Kaneki's ear.

"No, that's not the case!"

""Shh... keep your voice down, I want to see a new performance." A finger was placed on Kaneki Ken's mouth, signaling him to stop talking.

In the memory, Kaneki Ken chose to read the books left by his father in order to know what kind of person his father was. It was also at that time that Kaneki gradually fell in love with reading.

On the stage... the young Kaneki Ken was performing poorly, and the small figure was walking unsteadily in the performance costume.

"Kaneki-kun is so cute, he's a great protagonist."Rize looked ahead with interest.

"I... wasn't... I was just forced to perform on stage."

Kaneki Ken answered with an embarrassed look on his face.

He didn't know how to refuse others... and hurt himself...

At this time... the scene changed again, and it was Kaneki Ken's mother who appeared.

"My mother is a very gentle and excellent person. She taught me Chinese characters, took care of all the household affairs and worked part-time outside."

Just seeing this, Kaneki Ken couldn't wait to introduce her. Every time he mentioned the word mother, his tired eyes showed admiration.

"Haha...

"What...what do you mean?" Kaneki Ken asked with an abnormal expression.

Facing Kaneki Ken's question, Rize did not give any answer, because the answer was already given in her memory.

At some point, Kaneki Ken's aunt (mother's sister) appeared at home. She seemed to be talking to her mother and finally took away a bag of subsidy money.

"My aunt's family was very poor, and she often came to ask for some money shamelessly. Although her family was not well-off, my mother still did her best to help her."

Kaneki Ken's voice perfectly matches this memory

"What a terrible parasite, why do you want to help? Look at your mother... As a ghoul, I feel tired for her." Rize's tone was very sad. As a ghoul, she couldn't stand it.

With her aunt's husband in debt and unemployed, Kaneki Ken's mother had to work part-time, and she had to work a lot of jobs... for a long time... She died of overwork.

Kaneki Ken was only ten years old at that time.

So in order to make up for her sins, her aunt took Kaneki Ken to her home.

At first, Kaneki Ken tried hard and wanted to be a part of their family.

Kaneki Ken handed his full-mark test paper to his aunt. There is no doubt that Kaneki Ken was praised by his aunt, and his aunt was still complaining about her child, saying that it would be great if he could study as well as Kaneki Ken.

After being praised, Kaneki Ken studied harder. The second full-mark test paper appeared in his aunt's hands. Instead of getting the praise he imagined, he was greeted with dislike and disgust.

His aunt frowned and said in a bad tone."Are you mocking me? Go back to your room with your test paper!"

It turns out that my aunt's children don't study hard, and Yuichi is addicted to video games every day...

Gradually... my aunt no longer pretends, and always speaks ill of Kaneki Ken. Over time, Kaneki Ken feels that this home is no longer comfortable.

The home given by his parents has disappeared, his aunt's home is disgusting, and the only pillar in his heart is that man... Nagachika Hideyoshi.

The two chat about meaningless things every day, but it is also a kind of redemption for Kaneki.

The memories were interrupted, and Rize patted Kaneki Ken on the shoulder."See you later~ The master is here."

Because the gecko walked in and interrupted Kaneki Ken's memories, Kaneki Ken, who was immersed in his memories, only remembered that he seemed to have suffered torture once

"Kaneki-kun, I have to admit that your body and spirit are so tenacious, so I had to do one thing with great painstaking efforts."

Gecko pulled off Kaneki Ken's eye patch and pushed the scarred Guangren and his mother, Miss Hui, in front of Kaneki Ken.

"Mr. Kaneki!!! Come! Make your choice!!! Which one do you want to survive, the mother or the child!"

In an instant, Kaneki Ken's eyes widened and tears welled up again.���Flow out

"You are lying, right?! You! Didn’t you promise me? Why!!! You are lying!"

"Oh? Promise you? You believe a meaningless lie."Gecko was amused by Kaneki Ken's words and replied in a nonchalant tone

"It's really funny that you can endure this garbage for so long, hahahahahahaha"

"asshole!"

"Thank you for the compliment. So which one do you want to save? Or which one do you want to kill?"The excitement in the gecko's eyes almost erupted. Such an exciting moment made the gecko burst with joy.

‘I can't choose...I can't choose at all……’Kaneki Ken's heart was filled with grief. He had lost his mother and knew the pain of being without a mother. A mother would feel the same way if she lost her child.

At this time, Kaneki Ken noticed the shape of Hui's mouth. When these shapes were put together, it meant Guangren.

‘Why do I have to choose... How am I different from a murderer... I indirectly killed someone’

"Don't hesitate! Choose quickly, Mr. Kaneki, do you want them all to die?"

The gecko glanced at the mother and son below, as if he wanted to find a pleasant way to kill them.