Gifting You With A City that Will Never Be Isolated

The result was more serious than Xue Ling imagined. Cheng Jingbo read Lu Mengfa's interview with her email and contacted her by phone. She asked her to delete the details about the life of Bai Ziren. Lu Ning is not happy. She thinks she is professional enough and does not need others. Pointing, but did not expect that Cheng Jingbo, who has always been peaceful, showed persistence and even strength in this matter. He said that if she did not modify, he would directly contact her superior leader, her uncle, to help out. Solve the problem.

After Lu Jin hangs up the phone, everyone is trembled. I don’t understand what I am doing wrong. It is obviously seeking truth from facts. It is also the party’s voluntary telling her. What can be more true for Cheng Jingbo? She almost wanted to smash the computer, waited for the indignation, reopened the document, and quickly moved to the second half.

"The loneliness of her body is very heavy. This can be clearly felt in the process of communication. It may be related to her growing environment. Parents are divorced too early. They live in a new family with their mothers. There are no playmates in childhood, these have imprinted a deep imprint on her, so that now can not smoothly integrate into the collective life, talking about hobbies, there are very few, more time is just a person in a daze, I do not know how she is Get in touch with the world, but I wonder if the microscopic world she sees through the microscope is more temperature than the outside world."

Lu Ning blinked and read it twice, eventually biting his teeth and deleting the whole paragraph.

"Cheng Jingbo, you are a neurotic, I hate to die," she said angrily.

Not long afterwards, Lu Ning spoke to Xue Ling, Xue Ling said her: "Lime, standing in the direction of Cheng Jingbo, he has the responsibility to protect his girlfriend, you don't think too much, you will learn smarter later. Don't offend him."

The cousin’s suggestion was euphemistic and subtle. Lu Jin was speechless and had to suffer a loss.

Of course, these things and the twists and turns of them, Bai Ziren himself will never know. Since the task of the tutor is completed, she is relieved and has no interest in the final content presented by the interview.

Having said that, in the past few days, she has been helping to take care of two younger brothers at home, especially Muzidong, who has not stopped for a moment. It is a very difficult little guy to run in the house with a sword all day, when she goes down the stairs. The little guy suddenly ran up, and she almost ran into him.

Muzi North is more worry-free. I have three to four days a week to go to the training center. When I go home, I will stay in the room to read a book. As long as I have food and drink, I won’t cry or make trouble. I only occasionally run to ask Bai Ziren. The invisible future brother-in-law is sacred, and Bai Ziren told him seriously that she still has no boyfriend, and Mu Zibei shook her head and did not believe it.

The time that really belongs to Bai Ziren is not much. For example, after dinner, when their family of four went out for a walk, she could get a short and quiet time to see the book recommended by Cheng Jingbo.

On this day, Uncle Mu took Muzi North to the training center, Liu Xinyu sneaked to drink afternoon tea, and after the nap, Muzidong got up again. At four o'clock, the family's aunt went to the supermarket to buy food. Bai Ziren looked after him alone. Zidong, unexpectedly, did not pay attention to the disaster, the mischievous Muzi took the sword to cut a small vase, the porcelain splashed, a piece of rubbed his forehead, draw a sharp mouth.

Bai Ziren quickly took the medicine box, looked for gauze and anti-inflammatory powder, and simply helped Muzi East to stop bleeding. Muzidong had already burst into tears and said that he was sore to die. Bai Ziren was shocked and immediately took him out to the nearest hospital. After sitting on the taxi, I called my mother and Uncle Mu.

Liu Xinyu learned on the phone that the matter had already flown away, but it was Uncle Mu, calmly comforting Bai Ziren, let her not worry, they came over, everything would be fine.

Muzi North sewed a needle, the forehead was quickly bandaged, but the eyes still had flashing light. When Liu Xinyu arrived, I saw that my beloved baby suddenly became like this. I was so sad that I hugged him and almost cried. .

"Mom, my sword is broken, I have to buy a new one." Mu Zidong took the opportunity to ask.

"Is this all thinking about buying toys?" Liu Xinyu sucked his nose and looked at his face. "Is it still painful? Let your mother see your face."

"No pain, I want to buy a sword."

"You silly boy, you don't hurt, but my mother is very painful."

Bai Ziren stood on one side and silently watched their mother and son.

After a while, Liu Xinyu put his attention on Bai Ziren. I wanted to say that it was all right, but the opening was a sentiment that I didn’t even expect: "I went out, he became like this." It seems that I can only stay in the future, and care for the children, you are not on the heart."

The light in the eyes of Bai Ziren was dimmed to the end, and the whole shoulder became very heavy.

After fifteen minutes, Uncle Mu came to the north with Muzi. On the way back together, Mu Zidong had forgotten the pain, and Muzi Beidou started to speak. Liu Xin’s words were silent, but gently touched two small ones. Baby's hair.

When the red light was over, Uncle Mu said a few words of Mu Zidong, and was immediately interrupted by Liu Xinyu: "He is like this, you still have the heart to marry him? The child always has to be naughty, is he not worth a vase? money?"

Uncle Mu frowned: "I am not distressed by my vase, but warned him that he can no longer slash with his sword and hurt others."

Liu Xinyu said coldly: "As long as I look at him, I will be fine, mainly because I am not here. You must say me."

Uncle Mu looked down and looked at Bai Ziren sitting next to him. He was a little apologetic. He wiped his cheek with his palm and rubbed his eyes in the twilight.

Back home, Liu Xinyu held Muzi Dong upstairs to rest, Muzi went out to sweat, and Uncle Mu took him to take a bath.

Bai Ziren sat alone on the sofa in the living room, looking at the afterglow of the sunset outside the glass window, and his heart was empty. After thinking for a while, she went out with a light hand.

Bai Ziren went to the convenience store, bought a box of biscuits and a hot drink, paid for the money, and the phone rang when he walked out of the door.

Pick up and listen to Cheng Jingbo.

"You just called me?"

"Well? No, maybe it was accidentally pressed."

"Your voice sounds a little tired, what happened?"

"I didn't take care of my younger brother and made him hurt. I feel very guilty."

"Is it serious?"

"There was a wound on the forehead. I went to the hospital to sew a needle. My mother saw it very sad. I didn't talk to me on my way back."

Cheng Jingbo’s voice stopped and seemed to be able to hear her whistling wind, knowing that she must be alone wandering outside.

"I just had a meal with my friends, I opened a road, and now I parked outside. Do you want to chat?" He asked, shaking his window, looking up at the night sky, and a star folded out of a silver-white The light, for a moment, is extinguished, and the sky is restored to the quiet black and blue. The still star is more like a grain of dust, small but just falling in his eyes.

Bai Ziren agreed.

Half an hour later, the two walked through the streets in the winter, passing through the department store, welcoming the New Year.

She remembered the fact that she had a New Year in a few days. She remembered that she was very looking forward to the New Year when she was very young. She would have a good career and a good mood. A family of three would go to a fixed store to buy new products. She wore a red dress. The bib, pulling the hands of mom and dad, observing all kinds of strange things all the way, finally bought a kaleidoscope, went back to sit at the steaming table, squinted and studied the splendid fragments, and felt happy.

That is not a small number, and the temperature that will be happy when you think of it.

She has not spoken, and her face falls in the eyes of others.

"Let the New Year, go in and see what can be bought." Cheng Jingbo's proposal broke the silence.

"Ok."

Bai Ziren followed Cheng Jingbo for a circle and went to a counter selling scarves. Cheng Jingbo stopped and looked at a row of fine cashmere scarves on the shelves and asked her which color to look good.

"Coffee," she said.

"That's a man's, you see the lady's row."

She blinked in surprise and asked very straightly: "Do you want to send a lady scarf to send a friend?"

His eyes were like a light deep in the sea under the light. It was very gentle, and he didn't want to sell it. He said directly: "It is for you."

This time, she only looked at him with a stupid look.

"I think blue is for you." He didn't give her time to think, gently took off the long blue scarf and wrapped around her neck. "Let's look in the mirror and watch it like it."

She turned and looked at herself in the mirror, her cheeks reddish, I wonder if it was too warm.

"Don't think about other things, just answering hi or not." He stood behind her.

“Like.” She touched the loose scarf that was soft enough to feel like it was wrapped in a warm cloud.

He bought this scarf, which is not cheap, and handed it to her with a beautiful box.

She easily got a New Year gift like this.

"This is not bad." To the counter next door, he looked at a pair of ladies' gloves at a glance.

He took one and let her reach out and help her, and asked, "Warm?"

"It's very warm." She is telling the truth, the important thing is that the style is simple, it is what I like.

"It will be very cold after school, you can wear to go to class."

He said that he bought it again. It was very natural. She felt a little wrong in the vagueness, but she was dragged away by habit.

When he arrived at the imported snack counter, he picked a box of the biggest chocolate and bought it without looking at the price. He said to her, "I have eaten so much chocolate, and now you have a big one."

Bai Ziren’s left hand has already smashed several bags. It’s very inappropriate to think about it. How to spend his money all the way, he is so cheeky, so he decisively said: “Don’t buy, you have sent me several new years. Gifts, as friends, it’s my turn to send you."

He just smiled, didn't explain much, insisted on buying the box of expensive chocolate.

Bai Ziren could not stop his shopping impulses. He used his eyes to search for other food on the shelves to see what was suitable for him. He quickly took it, but he did not let her do so, and soon urged her to cash. station.

Finally out of the department store door, Bai Ziren tried to discuss with Cheng Jingbo: "You bought me too much, do you want to take it back?"

"What do you mean by taking it back?" he asked earnestly.

"As a New Year gift, these are too many. I want one more. Others can be given to other friends."

"These are ladies supplies." He looked at her. "Unfortunately I don't have other girlfriends."

"There is no other...girl?" Bai Ziren found that it was impossible to disassemble this sentence with his own logical thinking.

"Well, you are one." He said, looking in the direction of the park. "Go, go sit with me for a while."

Bai Ziren followed the fog.

The number of parks in the big winter night was awkward. The two picked up a bench and sat down. Cheng Jingbo bought hot coffee.

“Is there a better mood now?” he asked.

"Have."

“It’s a common thing for a child to bump into it. You don’t have to blame yourself. As for your mother’s attitude, I don’t think it’s correct.”

She rubbed hot coffee in her hands and heard the shoulders move gently.

"She should treat her children fairly."

"I have grown up, she may not have treated me as a child."

"You are only twenty-three. For me, there is no difference with a big child."

"You are only twenty-eight." She suggested that he is not that old.

“Thank you for reminding me, otherwise I always have the illusion that I have lived for a long time.”

"..."

After a quiet silence, he said: "Why don't you try to communicate with your mother?"

"I don't know how it will become like this now." Bai Ziren said, "In the period after she and her father divorced, she often cried alone. At that time, the burden of life was heavy. She worked overtime every day. When I got home, I was already asleep. With it, there is almost no time to face her face, and there is nothing to say over time."

"What is your grandmother's grandfather?"

"Mother and Dad are elope to the city, and have a bad relationship with their hometown. I have never seen them."

"They are separated because of emotional breakdown?"

“Dad is engaged in art work. He often drinks outside. When he returns home, he shuts himself in the room. Sometimes he doesn’t come out for two days. Mom always feels that he is left out, and his father’s personality is like a child. When I earn money, I will be very happy. I will buy a lot of gifts for me and my mother. But when I can't get the job, I will not say a word, I will be sullen, and my mother will not eat the meal."

"Later?" Seeing her stop and pause, he directed her to say it.

Bai Ziren is a bit embarrassed.

"Tell me if you want," he added softly.

Bai Ziren nodded and promised to go on.

"One time they quarreled, Dad accidentally hit her mother. My mother cried for a long time and said that she didn't want to live this kind of time. Dad fell out of the door. After two months, I saw him again. He bought a lot of things. Send us, but my mother is still not happy."

"Dad proposed to go to Japan to develop, my mother did not agree, and I don't believe he would make money in Japan, but Dad insisted that they would not give in and they could only choose to separate."

"Dad wants to take me away when I am divorced, but my mother does not agree. She told me that he has serious mental illness and that I will be hurt when he follows him."

"After my father left, my mother has not found a job, we can only rely on savings to live."

"Fortunately, she met Uncle Mu, he is a very good person."

"But Uncle Mu’s family doesn’t like me. I don’t want to go to their home. Mother can’t do it. I can only leave me alone at home.”

"Mom wants to be Uncle's child, but her health is not good. She has been unable to do so. She has seen many doctors, ate a bunch of medicines, and was so stressed that she has insomnia every day. It has been a heavy life for five years. It is not something that others can imagine. Until she is pregnant with twins."

"So I understand why she is so fond of Dongdong and North and North, and happiness is not easy for her now."

Bai Ziren said that it was suspended here, and later realized that he had unprepared to say so many past events. This is a situation that has never happened before.

"You haven't said how you feel. Have you been happy these years?" He looked at her.

"I don't know... I didn't think that I was going to be unhappy. I just asked myself to take care of myself and try not to burden her because she has already worked very hard."

“Do you see yourself as a burden?”

Bai Ziren slowly looked up at the night sky, and the voice brought with him the vicissitudes of this age: "No one wants to see herself like this, but objectively, after she divorced, I am indeed a burden, she must be responsible to me. But emotionally a little helpless."

She is soberly dissecting herself, she does not have compassion for herself, and it seems that pity itself is futile.

I don't know why, at this moment, he experienced the change of life and death, and he is not easily affected by the extra-cardiac. He feels emotional changes.

Just listening to what she used to say, I feel sad.

He is very sad, but not only that.

Bai Ziren is looking at a star in the distant place on the horizon with a gaze. A cold wind smashes and can't help but make a small beggar.

In an instant, there was a warm force on the back of the right hand.

She lowered her head at an extremely slow speed, saw his hand covering the back of her hand, holding her hand completely in the palm of her hand, and holding it tightly.

"Don't say that you are a burden later, I will be upset." His voice was very weak.

She thinks that he has said before that he should not look down on himself. Presumably he really does not like people who have no sympathy for himself. He also thinks that he makes sense and nodded and promised him.

He went on to say, "You don't need other people anymore, I will take care of you."

For a moment, Bai Ziren thought that he had misunderstood, and he couldn't help but face his eyes. The vanilla around him was a little whispering. His eyes reflected a quiet and deep night, and she was so charming that she fell into it.

The brain was short-circuited for a while, and the ear squeaked. After a long time, she heard his real voice again.

"How, do you suspect that I don't have this ability?"