Giving You Love of a Lifetime

I want to fall in love, I want to taste the taste of being loved, even if I pretend, I am happy.

　　 Because I have very little time left.

　　 I don’t have time to think about the things that make me sad.

　　 I squinted my eyes, smiled and said, "It has nothing to do with you."

　　 I was about to drive away. Gu Tingchen suddenly opened the door and jumped into the car. His actions were extremely dangerous. I stopped the car and scolded him furiously, "Madman, you will get hurt like this!"

　　 Gu Tingchen's eyebrows are fearless, I stared at him coldly, and when I was about to drive him out of the car, he firmly said: "Do you still love me?"

　　 is a question sentence and an affirmative sentence.

　　 He has been the groom of someone else for three months, but now he says this with confidence.

　　 Does he really think he can do whatever he wants?

　　 After all, it was the opportunity that I gave him to completely expose the soft side in front of him.

　　 Blame my love for being too determined.

　　I'm so sure that I don't love him, no one believes it.

　　 "Yes, I love you, do you dislike it?"

　　 I laughed openly and openly, and I spoke the truth and anger.

　　 Gu Tingchen squinted his eyes and told me to drive, "Drive back to Shi's villa."

　　 "What about you?" I asked.

　　 He said lightly: "I'm with you."

　　 I thought about it and said, "Forget it, I don't want to take you to Shi's house."

　　 "Then look back at the villa."

　　……

　　 I drove to the Gu’s villa. Gu Tingchen got out of the car and pulled my wrist into the villa. The inside was neatly cleaned up, and the sofas were all covered with white cloth. There was no breath of life.

　　 Gu Tingchen released me and removed the white cloth. I went to sit on the sofa. He went into the kitchen and poured me a cup of hot water and handed it to me.

　　 I held it in my palm, feeling a little at a loss.

　　What does he want to do?

　　 It was in the afternoon when the sunlight outside the window slowly fell in, shining warmly on me, but Gu Tingchen didn't say anything, and kept busy cleaning the villa.

　　Neither of us bothered anyone. Soon in the evening, when Gu Tingchen got down from the stairs, he changed his clothes, light-colored sweaters, light-colored pants, and the rather messy and moist dark hair.

　　 He came over and sat across from me. I stared at him calmly. He looked at me gently, and asked patiently, "What do you want to eat at night?"

　　 Gu Tingchen's eyes are sharp and clear, and he has always been deserted. It is as soft as it is now, almost like I could not imagine before.

　　 I shook my head and said, "I'm not hungry."

　　 He condensed his eyebrows and said in a low voice, "How about not eating at night?"

　　 I was taken aback, and subconsciously said: "You don't have to pretend to care about me."

　　 Gu Tingchen was taken aback, and asked abruptly, "Have I treated you badly before?"

　　 After three years of marriage, Gu Tingchen couldn't tell me that he was bad, because he didn't even have bad qualifications.

　　 He used cold violence on me for three whole years.

　　 Every time I have sex, I leave the villa without saying a word, and I can't see anyone except in bed, except that he forced my child to be destroyed that year...

　　 It was fake to say that he didn't hate him, and he was really cute.

It took me a few years to digest this matter. Now I can’t say forgiveness but I can’t say hate. I’m relieved. Many things will be relieved with the end of life, even if it will always stick to the soft heart like a thorn. Occasionally, I will find it out by myself.

　　 I sighed, smiled and said, "No."

　　 The doorbell rang outside the door, and Gu Tingchen got up and opened the door.

　　 When he came in, I saw some ingredients he ordered online.

　　 I asked him curiously, "Are you cooking?"

　　 "Well, do you like carp, right?"

　　 I froze, nodded and said, "Well, I like it."

　　 It's not me who likes carp, it's Wen Ruyan.

Wen Ruyan met with me before leaving Wucheng. She stared at me pitifully and asked, "Do you know why Gu Tingchen likes carp? Because I like it, he will try to make myself like what I like, Shi Sheng, you In the future, you will find that he is a man of deep affection and righteousness. Once he likes it is the happiest thing in the world, but he does not like it, then you are the saddest woman in the world, because the one you love A man has the most ruthless heart."

　　 At that time, I said stiffly: "Who said I like him?"

　　 Wen Ruyan asked in surprise: "Then why do you want to marry him?"

　　 I can't see her proud, and lied: "At our level, we are more concerned about the right person. Gu's family is suitable for me, and I am completely suitable for Gu's family, that's all."

　　Although I can't accept Wen Ruyan being proud, I always cook a dinner before Gu Tingchen arrives at the villa. There is a carp soup in the dinner. I have always wanted to please him before.

　　 I did not expect to be misunderstood by him that I like carp.

　　 But these are not important, it doesn't matter what you like to eat.

　　 Gu Tingchen went into the kitchen to cook. I went upstairs to find the room I used to change to a thin sweater, then went downstairs to pour a cup of hot water and took two tablets of painkillers.

　　 Being boring in the living room, I stood at the door of the kitchen quietly looking at Gu Tingchen.

　　 There is a lavender light in the kitchen, which is very soft when it falls on him.

Because he was too tall, he bent over slightly and cut vegetables on the chopping board. His slender fingers held the handle of the knife and looked so tight. Just looking at me made him lose his senses. When he reacted, the mood swings in his heart were chaotic. , After all, I have never seen him at home.

　　 Gu Tingchen made me panic with just one action, somehow, I was wronged.

　　 I loved him for nine years and secretly loved him for six years, but he never gave me any response. Do you really want to go through the rest of my life so lonely?

　　 But the unwillingness in my heart is so strong.

　　……

　　 Gu Tingchen made two dishes and one soup.

　　 I took a piece of fish to my mouth and chewed it carefully. He looked at me with anticipation. I smiled and said, "It's delicious."

　　 "Fish is frozen, not as fresh as it is."

　　 I shook my head, "This is already good."

　　 What does his cooking have to do with the fresh texture of the dishes?

　　 As long as he did it, I was ecstatic.

　　 I ate very slowly. Gu Tingchen ate two bowls of rice very quickly, and did not urge me to put down his chopsticks.

　　After I finished eating, he got up to clean up the dishes.

　　 I said goodbye to Gu Tingchen when he came out of the kitchen. He was silent for a while, staring at me with deep eyes, and asked in a low voice, "Are you leaving in such a hurry?"

　　 I smiled and asked him, "Do I need to stay?"

　　 "Here, it used to be your home."

　　 I used to live in Gu’s villa for three years, and it’s a fake to say it’s not.

　　 I twitched the corner of my mouth and said, "I thought it was once."

　　 I turned around to leave, and suddenly my wrist was held tightly.

　　 I looked back at him confusedly, and asked, "What do you mean by...?"

　　 "You haven't answered why I want to fall in love?"