Giving You Love of a Lifetime

The body is joyful, an unprecedented joy. I tilted my head up and enjoyed it without resistance, but Xi Zhan never answered me. It was almost dawn when we started that night.

　　 He didn't stop until nine o'clock in the morning.

　　 I was lying on the bed tired like a dead dog, without a trace of strength, Xi Zhan turned and went to the bathroom.

　　 It took him a long time to take a bath. I almost fell asleep when he came out. I didn't wake up a little bit until he hugged my waist.

　　 I held his waist and buried my head in his solid chest, and asked tiredly, "Where did you go yesterday?"

　　 He returned to me coldly, "S City."

　　啧, he was so wild when he did it, but now he is so cold, I opened my mouth and bit the wound on his chest.

　　 Xi Zhan’s injuries have not healed yet, but he allows himself to be showered in the rain. He gently rubs my head with his palm, not preventing me from biting him, let alone groaning, which is especially forbearing.

　　 I uninterestedly let go of my mouth and raised my head to look at the wounds on his body. They have all been treated, and he should have done them in the bathroom.

　　 I gently touched his wound with my finger, and asked distressedly: "Aren't you in pain?"

　　 He said lightly, "It doesn't hurt."

　　 "You lie to me, why don't people hurt if they hurt?"

　　 Xi Zhan looked at me with deep eyes, and said in a firm voice: "It doesn't hurt. I have suffered more injuries than this."

　　 Xi Zhan mentioned the word once for the first time...

　　 I'm very curious about Xi Zhan's time, rubbed his sharp chin with his head, and kissed his collarbone.

　　 "Can you tell me about your past?"

Xi Zhan is very few words and is not a person who can share his past with others. I thought he would ignore my question like he once did. I did not expect that he replied seriously: “It’s not going well. You talk."

　　 Isn’t there time now? !

　　 I suddenly understood that he doesn't want to share his past with me now. I didn't ask any more, but changed the subject: "Why were you so enthusiastic last night? It's a bit unlike you..."

　　 Xi Zhan seemed to be very tired. He closed his eyes slightly and ignored me. I came out of his arms and turned over with loss.

　　 His heart is closed tightly, even if I am his woman, he never thought of opening to me, this is something I suddenly discovered.

　　 It's no different even if you become his woman.

　　 just can stand beside him with a little dignity.

　　 do things that can only be done between couples.

　　 The more I thought about it, the more bored I got. I got up early and drank Chinese medicine and wanted to go to the hospital, but I saw Xi Zhan's suit at the door.

　　 I picked it up and threw it in the washing machine. I was afraid that there was something in my pocket, so I took it out and turned it over and found a small medicine bottle.

There are countless small pills in 　　.

　　 I frown, what is this? !

　　 I took out one and put the rest in the living room, and then went to the hospital and paid a lot of money to find a doctor to check the ingredients.

　　I went to see Song Yiran while waiting for the test results. She was awake and transferred from the intensive care unit to the general ward.

　　 I was there from time to time when I visited her.

　　 She ignored Shicheng and looked at the rainstorm outside the window with a cold face, fearing to disturb them, I said a few words and left.

　　 After I left the ward, I went to see Song Yiran's child. It was only a palm size. The doctor said that the child had survived with difficulty, but he has never cried since he was born.

　　 I asked the doctor suspiciously, "What do you mean?"

　　 "It's possible to be dumb by nature..."

　　 The doctor did not finish. The child I looked at the glass side was very uncomfortable. In fact, she was the most pitiful.

　　 I comforted myself and said: "No."

　　 Seeing that the doctor like me did not speak any more, and I stared at the child in the glass room enviously, wishing I had a baby too.

　　If Gu Tingchen never...

　　 I didn't dare to think about it anymore, and left in a panic to find a doctor. After a long wait, he told me that the test result was X medicine.

　　 No wonder Xi Zhan was so enthusiastic last night. It turned out that he took medicine, but who gave him the medicine, I suddenly remembered the lady last night.

　　 My doubts are not wrong. It was Xi Zhan who stood by the window in the corridor and looked at her last night, but who was she? !

　　 That age is definitely not a rival in love.

　　 I have been unable to figure out this in the hospital, and Xi Zhan has not contacted me. I suddenly felt very upset in my heart.

　　 It was evening when I returned to the apartment, and it was still raining heavily in Tongcheng. I opened the door and saw Xi Zhan standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window. His position and line of sight could see me entering the community.

　　 Hearing the movement, he turned his eyes to look at me.

　　His eyes were cold, I looked at him indifferently and returned to the bedroom, and he opened the door not long after lying on the bed.

　　 His head was almost against the door frame, I lowered my eyes and didn't look at him again, he asked me faintly, "Yoona, are you angry with me?"

　　 He even knew I was angry! !

　　 I don’t say anything: "No."

　　 "You are angry."

　　 His voice is particularly sure.

　　 I thought about it and asked: "Who was the woman downstairs last night?"

　　 Hearing this, Xi Zhan was silent for a moment. I raised my eyes to look at him and saw that his face was cold. Just when I thought I could not hear the answer, he said Shen Ling, "My mother."

　　 When he mentioned his mother, his expression was cold.

　　 Actually, I guessed that it was a woman from the Xi family before, because the cheongsam dress was so similar, I didn't expect it to be.

　　 "The S city you went to yesterday?" I asked.

　　 He frowned and asked: "Are you doubting me?"

　　 Xi Zhan's face was quite ugly, he silently explained for a while indifferently: "She asked me to meet in Tongcheng last night, but I didn't expect... She followed me after I separated from her."

　　 Xi Zhan's sentence unexpectedly paused for a while.

Something must have happened during 　　! !

　　Who gave him that medicine X?

　　Who is thinking of him? !

　　 I am very confused, I really need Xi Zhan to solve my puzzles.

　　 Obviously, he didn't want to explain to me.

　　 I know that it is difficult for a character like him to actively explain anything, unless I ask, I think for a while: "I saw a bottle of pills in my pocket when I was washing your suit this morning."

　　 I fixedly looked at him and asked, "What is that?"

　　 "The medicine you have been given before."

　　 Xi Zhan was very frank. He lowered his eyes and put the ring on his finger with his fingertips, and said indifferently: "She gave me the place."

　　 That her, I instantly thought of Xi Zhan's mother.

　　 I asked in surprise: "Why is she like this?"

　　 Xi Zhan disapproved and said: "She wants grandchildren."

　　 Xi Zhan's mother wanted her grandson, but she drugged him outside, and I instantly understood that she had arranged for Xi Zhan with other women.

Thinking of this, I feel very upset. I want to ask him who the woman is, but it seems that I am so small. After all, it is not him who is wrong. He is already so honest, and he came to my apartment to find me the first time. .

　　 I lowered my head uncomfortably, and Xi Zhan said in a slightly gentle tone: "Yuan You said women like to think crazy."

　　 Yuanyou said, he listened to Yuanyou everything.

　　 I asked angrily: "Then has he said that women like to be indifferent? Brother, I don't want you to be so indifferent to me."

　　 Maybe my temper is too hot, Xi Zhan curled his eyebrows and looked at me, reminding me in a faint voice: "Yona, stop making trouble."

　　 His tone is too weak.

　　 was so light as to have no feelings for me.

　　 I asked, "Do you love me or not?"

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