Giving You Love of a Lifetime

"Sheng'er, you just had an operation and you need to rest well."

　　 I was not dead, Chu Xing forcibly took me out of Wucheng for surgery.

　　 An operation with a success rate of only 1%.

　　 Ke Chu Xing said that when he arrived at the Shi’s villa that night, I was dying. At that time, I was lying on the bed in a white dress, pale and lifeless, and it would be a death to not have surgery.

　　 The operation is not a success, but it did not fail.

　　 At least I bought myself some time.

Ji Nuan raised his hand to straighten the long hair on my ears, and I opened my lips with difficulty. She saw that I was so busy to stop me and said: "You just woke up with the instrument in your body, and you can't speak for the time being. ."

I blinked in compromise and heard Ji Nuan say: "We didn't take you away immediately a few days ago. I called Gu Tingchen according to Chu Xing's proposal. When he came to see you, he thought you were dead and cried. It was very sad. They also held a funeral for the purpose of holding a funeral. The lawyer also read out your will."

　　 even organized a funeral for me...

　　Is there no one named Shisheng in Wucheng?

　　 Thinking of this, my eyes are full of sadness.

Ji Nuan rubbed my stiff arm from lying down for me, and said guiltily: "Chu Xing disguised you as a dead person to punish Gu Tingchen, making him sad and regretful and full of guilt for the rest of his life, but I... Seeing him crying in silence at the funeral, he finally told him the truth softly."

　　 crying and sobbing...

　　 I remember Gu Tingchen came to my house to find me before I fell into a coma, and said sincerely: "I have been thinking about who I really love...I love the woman I hate."

　　 He also said: "Be my Mrs. Gu, and we will remarry."

　　 I didn't promise, and he didn't fulfill his promise.

　　 Gu Tingchen finally decided to marry Wen Ruyan.

　　 I pursed my lips and asked hardly: "Don't you hate it?"

　　 My voice is abnormally hoarse.

　　 Before, Gu Tingchen put Ji Nuan in jail for Wen Ruyan, and the days inside must be like years. Unexpectedly, she complained with virtue and told Gu Tingchen the news that I was still alive.

"I hate him." Ji Nuan paused, rubbing my arm lightly and said: "I hated him all the time in the days in prison, hated him for sheltering Wen Ruyan, hated him for bullying me the best My friend, all the hatred disappeared when he knelt on your grave and cried heartbreakingly."

　　 Ji Nuan couldn't bear to say: "I love Chen Chusheng so fearlessly. I understand the pain of losing the one I love. Seeing Gu Tingchen like that is like seeing who I used to be."

　　 Ji Nuan said that Gu Tingchen was heart-piercing crying for me. Before, I couldn't imagine the appearance of that cold man with exposed emotions, let alone the sincere love that he cried in front of my grave in front of everyone.

　　 Gu Tingchen like this is really distressing.

　　 I closed my eyes tiredly, and heard Ji Nuan ask me, "Do you still love him?"

　　 I opened my lips and said hoarsely: "Love."

　　 My love for Gu Tingchen has lasted for nine years. This kind of affection can't be wiped out in a moment. Now that the ending or another kind of fulfillment, wishful thinking has to be willing to bet.

　　 Ji Nuan asked caringly: "Then will you go back to Wucheng after you get better?"

　　 I was disappointed and asked her, "Who am I after I go back?"

　　 Ji Nuan suddenly hesitated: "Sheng'er, I have been thinking about one thing for a long time, and have been hesitant to tell you, but I am afraid that you will not accept this result...but I hope you can know the truth."

　　 I asked her suspiciously, "What's the truth?"

　　 I've been a person who died once, so what can't be the result?

　　 She solemnly said: "Gu Tingchen has an older brother named Gu Lanzhi."

　　 Maybe it was not long after I was sober, my consciousness was very vague and my head was heavy.

　　 "I know about this." I said.

　　 Ji Nuan looked at me pityingly and said, "They are twins, they are exactly the same."

　　 I looked at her in shock and asked: "What do you mean by that?"

　　 "It wasn't Gu Tingchen you met nine years ago."

　　 My eyes went dark, I only heard Ji Nuan calling my name.

　　 My mind is empty at the moment, I can't think about anything.

　　 It’s hard to understand what Ji Nuan said.

　　 It took a long time to understand the meaning.

　　......

　　 I have a secret hidden in my heart——

　　 I have loved Gu Tingchen for nine years.

　　 When he was young, he often followed behind him.

　　 finally became his wife when he was old.

　　 Nine years, I unswervingly guarded that man for nine years.

　　 guarded the secret love with an uneasy and cautious posture.

　　 Even if he doesn't give me love, even if he doesn't even have the slightest pity.

　　 I still stay by his side without hesitation.

　　 because my love is pure,

　　 Until this lifetime, this is the only one.

　　 But now Ji Nuan tells me that the man I love who is as gentle as the breeze and the moon is never him.

　　 The so-called memories, the so-called deep feelings, are wrong from the beginning.

　　 When I think of this, my heart feels dense pain.

　　 I went into the emergency room again, and after I was awake again, Chu Xing appeared in the ward. Seeing my sad look, he stroked my head with his palm and asked in a soft voice, "Sheng'er, why are you crying?"

　　 Am I crying? !

　　I still remember the first time I saw "Gu Tingchen"; I still remember the warm voice calling me little girl softly; I still remember the song he played for me in the classroom-Street where wind lives.

　　 The memory between me and him is so pitiful, but I cherish it very much.

　　 Like a treasure, I hold it tightly in my heart.

　　 But now someone tells me, "It was not Gu Tingchen you met nine years ago."

　　 If the man who called my little girl that year was really not Gu Tingchen! !

　　 Isn't it a joke for my wife and the torture that I have suffered for these three years?

　　Isn't my love always deceiving myself and others? !

　　 The pain in my heart was so painful that I shook my head and didn't know what to do, as if my heart had been gouged out by a huge hole with blood flowing in it. The truth was indeed a result that was more unbearable than death.

Seeing that I kept crying, Chu Xing was distressed to death. He held me in his arms with flushed eye circles and softly coaxed me: "Don't be afraid of Sheng'er, you're fine, the doctor said you will get better, as long as We have enough time, as long as you listen to me to recover from the illness, everything will be fine!"

　　 I yelled at a loss, "Brother."

　　 I couldn't stop the tears, Chu Xing wiped it for me and said, "I'm here."

　　 Life seems to have lost all its meaning, I tightly grasped his arm, and remembered that when Ye Xueluo ‘Gu Tingchen’ put a scarf on me tenderly and called my little girl...

　　He is the man I really met nine years ago.

　　 I was soft in Chu Xing's arms and said, "I want to go back to Wucheng."