Giving You Love of a Lifetime

The early spring in France was mild. When I got down from the helicopter, I felt warm and involuntarily took off my coat.

　　Shang Wei followed me off the helicopter and suddenly came over and put his arm around my shoulder, pointed his finger at the castle and said, "Mother is waiting for you inside."

　　 I frowned and asked him, "Why aren't you in the hospital?"

　　 Shang Wei grinned and explained: "Mother has a private doctor."

　　 I believe for the time being, Shang Wei glanced at the Xi family guarding around the castle, curled his eyebrows and asked me, "Sheng'er, what are you guarding against?"

　　 He asked directly, and I found an excuse to say: "I suffered a loss some time ago and suffered a serious injury, so now I am very cautious when I go out, not against you."

　　 I walked ahead without waiting for Shang Wei to speak. The huge castle was empty. I asked him doubtfully, "There are no servants in the castle?"

　　Shangwei walked beside me and chatted with me and explained, "There are no servants in the castle. Both my mother and Aiain live."

　　 I am puzzled again and asked: "Aiain."

　　 "Your stepfather, the Duke of this country."

　　 Duke is the first rank among nobles.

　　The status is unimaginable.

　　My mother married a good man.

　　……

　　 When I arrived in the castle, I found that there was nothing wrong with the servants in Shang Wei's mouth. The huge living room was full of busy servants, and there were a dozen servants waiting on the promenade on the second floor.

　　 They wore uniform gorgeous dresses, like the style of the Renaissance, and the whole decoration style in the castle was dark, like the lifeless atmosphere in the movie.

As soon as I stood on the promenade, I felt a bit of suffocation. Suddenly I regretted agreeing to Shang Wei to come to France and wanted to escape here immediately. Shang Wei saw the hesitation in my heart. He suddenly clenched my palm and clasped my fingers. I was stunned. I was stunned to shake off his palm to no avail.

　　 Shang Wei pulled me around the long corridor into the room.

　　 The room is very big, about 100 square meters.

　　 And there is a big bed in the center of the room.

　　 There was a pale woman lying on the bed.

　　 There is still a needle on the back of her hand.

　　 Shang Wei pulled me closer and called mother.

　　 The woman opened her eyes weakly, she looked at me dullly for a long while, and I hesitated and asked, "How is your body?"

　　 I still cannot call her mother.

　　 She returned to me, "Very good."

　　 "Sorry, I used your kidney." I said.

　　 Her kidneys suddenly failed, and I...

　　 I hope there won’t be that day.

"It's okay, you are my daughter. I hope you are healthy and worry-free." After a pause, she said with a weak voice: "I have never been a mother, and I don't know how to be a mother. If I didn't let you feel I’m sorry when it comes to maternal love. Sheng’er, you are my daughter and the only blood in my life. Although I don’t know how to love you, if you want my life, I’m willing to give it to you. Your responsibility, a lifetime responsibility..."

　　Her life...

　　 Like this kidney.

　　 My heart trembled slightly, and I squeezed the palms of my hands, not knowing what to say, and finally only said, "I am the one who drags you down."

　　 She doesn't know how to be a mother.

　　 But she was willing to give her life to me.

　　 This is actually maternal love.

　　 The indifferent estrangement on her face is actually just her consistent character. Perhaps in the bottom of her heart, she is looking forward to getting in touch with me.

　　 Otherwise, I won’t let Shang Wei take me to see her.

　　 By my age, I have experienced so much life and death, I can no longer be easily moved and emotionally exposed.

　　 I continued: "Sorry, what did the doctor say?"

　　 "It's pretty good, it depends on medication," she said.

Although the face of the woman lying on the bed was pale but still delicate, she smiled gracefully and said: "I once promised your father that when we two get fate, it will be after death. Now he will go one step ahead of me. I’m just following, it’s what I want, so you don’t have to feel guilty."

　　 I suddenly thought of the stone monument on the top of Wushan Mountain.

　　 There is a sentence on the inscription, "Xijun is dead when the predestined condition is restored."

　　 Although she hates my father, she also loves deeply.

　　 She also didn't want me to feel guilty for that kidney.

　　 When I understood her deep love, my eye circles suddenly became wet, and my heart hurts terribly, it was for her.

　　 She saw my strangeness and said to Shang Wei, "Wei Er, Aiain is coming soon. I have something to discuss with him. You will take Sheng'er out for a stroll. You will come to me in half an hour."

　　Shang Wei led me out of the room, and I sighed and told him: "Look at her this way, I feel uncomfortable, because after all, it is me...because I caused it, and I gave the result. I am sorry for her."

　　 Shang Wei asked me indifferently, "Is it just that?"

　　 I closed my wet eyes and said: "My life was given by her, I owe her after all, I don't know what to do!"

　　 "Sheng'er feels uncomfortable because she was killed? Have you ever thought that all she wants is a daughter?"

　　 I paused and asked: "What do you want to say?"

　　 "You are my mother's daughter and my dearest person. Do you remember you once asked me what my faith is?"

　　 "What is your belief?" I asked.

　　 He once said that faith is fate.

　　 Take fate to protect the things of life.

　　 He didn't answer, and he was rarely reticent.

　　 Shang Wei took me into the elevator and downstairs, but when the elevator opened again, it was dark outside, so he reached out and turned on the lights.

　　 What appeared in front of my eyes was a slender corridor. Although there were lights on both sides, it gave people a very gloomy feeling.

　　 I asked Shangwei, "Where is this?"

　　 He smiled and said, "Guess."

　　Shang Wei led me inside. Gradually, I smelled a fishy smell, the more the fishy smell became worse, and there was a hint of decay. I felt something was wrong in my heart and refused to go any further!

　　 Shang Wei turned his head and asked me, "Aren't you curious about what's inside? There is something that belongs to you over there, do you want to check it out?"

　　 Have my things? !

　　 I hesitated to keep up with him.

　　 Shang Wei walked ahead and opened the way. Gradually, I smelled a smell of formalin, and the smell of decay became clearer and clearer.

　　Walking to the innermost is a hall.

　　 And there is a wheelchair in the middle of the hall.

　　 An elderly foreigner was sitting in a wheelchair.

　　 He looked at Shang Wei with horror, his mouth was all in French, and I asked Shang Wei if I didn’t understand, "What did he say?"

　　 After asking, I said again: "Why is he here?"

　　 Where is it?

　　 There is even an elevator going directly here.

　　 And who is this old man? !

　　 "He said he was the devil."

　　 Shang Wei walked over and patted his cheek lightly. Although he was wearing a gorgeous costume and looking handsome and looking harmless at humans and animals, he was more like a devil about to explode at this moment.

　　 I tried to calmly approach the old man, but the closer I got, the stronger the smell of decay, like flesh decay...

　　 I haven't figured it out yet, Shang Wei suddenly grinned and asked me, "Sheng'er, does this smell good?"