Giving You Love of a Lifetime

I love you thousands of times.

　　 These are the sweetest words Gu Tingchen has ever said to me.

　　 I know that he is waiting for my response at the moment, I grip the phone tightly with my fingers, and I can't vomit the words to my mouth.

　　 He waited for me patiently, I was at a loss in my heart at the moment, the tangled tearing feeling was about to tear me apart.

　　 I pressed my lips tightly and said, "You are ridiculous."

　　 I didn’t want to say these words, but I still hurt people to my lips. Gu Tingchen said in silence for a while: “Good night, rest early, and I will return to Wucheng when my mother’s condition stabilizes.”

　　 I expressed concern and asked: "What happened to her?"

　　 "Pre-gastric cancer, surgery is required."

　　 Cancer... It's cancer again.

　　 I stretched out my hand to cover my belly, and rarely softened my voice: "It's very early treatment, so don't worry too much."

　　 "Well, you have to pay more attention to your body..." Gu Tingchen paused suddenly, and after a long time, he said in a low voice, "The two most important women in my life are sick, but I can't help it."

　　 Gu Tingchen’s voice is very low, and I can feel the helplessness in his tone. I hesitate to ask, "Why do you love me?"

　　 Gu Tingchen: "..."

　　 He didn’t answer this question. I asked, “You don’t remember what happened before. We met only a few days ago... Have you fallen in love with me in these few days?”

　　 Or he has no memory loss at all.

　　 There are too many doubts about his memory loss.

　　 Gu Tingchen suddenly asked, "Do you love me?"

　　 I subconsciously denied and said: "I don't love."

　　 "Come and ask me this question when you love me."

I:"……"

　　 Gu Tingchen hung up the phone directly. I threw the phone on the bed out of anger. I suddenly remembered that I had thrown up the anti-cancer drug. Then I got up and put on my shoes and poured a cup of boiling water to take the anti-cancer drug again.

　　 In any case, the medicine must never be stopped.

　　 I want to survive and live as long as I can.

　　 I had insomnia that night. I don’t know why it’s hard to sleep at night now. I force myself to close my eyes.

　　 After the first half of the night, I fell asleep in a daze in the second half of the night. The next morning I was woken up by a strange phone.

　　 I picked up the phone and saw that it was calling from City A. I frowned and pressed the call button and put it in my ear to ask: "You are?"

　　 He asked me back: "Guess who I am?"

　　 is a very low voice with vicissitudes of life.

　　 Very inexplicable phone call, I stared and asked: "The number is from City A, who are you?"

　　 He repeated: "Guess who I am?"

　　 I raised my voice and asked, "Mischief?"

　　 "Shi Sheng, who is boring to play pranks with you?"

　　 He actually knows my name! !

　　 I sat cross-legged on the bed and asked cautiously: "Aren't you going to say your name? If that's the case, I'll hang up."

　　 "Shisheng, you won't live long."

　　 His voice is particularly unpleasant, hoarse in the vicissitudes of life, giving people a very gloomy feeling, like the kind of a middle-aged man who squaws but can speak clearly, which is frightening.

　　 Besides, it is a fact that I will not live long!

　　 How did he know this?

　　 I hung up the call, feeling a vague sense of uneasiness in my heart, I hope it was a prank.

　　 How do the pranksters know my name?

　　 said like a curse, "Shi Sheng, you won't live long."

　　 I copied this number and sent it to my assistant, who asked him to investigate for me. He called me in less than ten minutes.

　　 I asked him nervously, "Did you find it?"

　　 He replied, "Shi, this is an anonymous mobile phone card. I found from the sales department that this card was opened three days ago, and just called you."

　　 "Can't find any other information?" I asked.

　　 "You can find out where you bought this card, but it does not rule out that it was changed hands. I need to spend time to investigate."

　　 "You help me stare at this."

　　 I reminded: "He just called me and asked me to guess who he was. I thought it was a prank, but he called out my name and said that I will not live long...should be someone who knows that I am sick!"

　　 "Shizong, will it be Shicheng?"

　　 When the assistant mentioned the name, I remembered that there was such a person in Shijia, but it was a long time since I contacted him.

　　 Or there is no need to contact.

　　 He is the adopted son my uncle adopted on the street. He is usually stubborn and stubborn. He doesn't do the work that his uncle arranged for him at his house at the time, and he mixes with those on the street all day.

　　My uncle blamed him for being unsatisfied, and he broke the relationship between the two after he became an adult, and then I never saw him.

　　 My uncle was also killed in the plane crash nine years ago. He didn't even come to the funeral. He didn't regard himself as his family at all.

　　 There is no evidence for the assistant's guess, because Shi Cheng and I have no grievances. Besides, the voice on the phone is too unlike him.

　　 What's more, Shi Cheng shouldn't know about my illness.

　　 I rejected this idea. The assistant didn't have been entangled in this matter all the time, and said: "Ms. Shi, Miss Ji is still in the hospital."

　　 I am concerned and asked: "How is her mental state?"

　　The assistant replied: "I lost glucose last night, and I ate some lean meat porridge after waking up. Now I am sitting in the hospital bed silently."

　　 "I will go to the hospital to see her later."

　　 After I hung up the phone, I put on a light makeup. After I finished the makeup, I remembered that I hadn’t eaten anything from yesterday to today.

　　 I went to the kitchen and drank a bottle of milk and found a few slices of bread. After eating, I drank anti-cancer drugs. It was disgusting, but I could barely swallow it. Taking a medicine was as difficult as fighting.

　　 I took the car key and drove to the hospital, and miraculously met Wen Ruyan at the door. I was surprised and asked, "Why are you here?"

　　I haven't seen Wen Ruyan in the last few days since I saw her at the police station last time, and she didn't come to me to sway and make me feel bad.

　　 Wen Ruyan was even more surprised to see me than I saw her, her eyes dodged around me and then quickly left the hospital.

　　 I was puzzled, but didn't delve into it.

　　 I found Ji Nuan's ward, and when I was standing at the door, I saw her gaze faintly looking out the window, with dry branches outside.

　　 I opened the door and asked, "What are you looking at?"

　　 Ji Nuan shook his head and said, "It's nothing."

　　 I went to sit next to her and asked, "Have you eaten?"

　　 "Well, some porridge." She replied.

　　 I asked gently: "Will you be discharged later?"

　　 "Yes, go home and rest for a few days."

　　 The communication between us was very ordinary, no one talked about Chen Chu, it seemed that no one would take the initiative to talk about this man.

　　 He is a scar in my heart that can never be uncovered.

　　 I smiled and said, "Then I will take you home later."

　　 Ji Nuan did not refuse. I asked her at random what she wanted to do next. She remained silent for a long time and said: "I want to enter the Chen family."

　　 I asked in a puzzled way: "What does it mean to enter Chen's house?"

　　 "I want to marry into the Chen family."