Giving You Love of a Lifetime

I want to explain it to myself, but I remembered the **** remarks I said in the afternoon. I said before that I only trust him and Xi Zhan. Now I told Shangwei that he and Xi Zhan are the most important to me.

And also said a lot of heartbreaking words.

"Miss, don't feel guilty, I know that Shangwei deliberately set you up to stimulate me, and you don't need to care..."

Mo Yuanlian paused for a long time and said, "Don't care about my mood, I won't misunderstand you, I can understand it myself."

He can understand...

I hung my head, and my heart felt astringent.

"I want to say that Shangwei is self-inflicted."

Mo Yuanlian asked me, "Do you think I hurt him?"

I honestly replied: "Yes, I guessed it was you with a high probability, but I think it was Shangwei who made his own feelings. Although I think he made his own feelings, he still feels uncomfortable. I don't see him hurt or sad. Shangwei is a relatively poor one. people."

Shangwei is not only pitiful, but also ignorant of the world.

Mo Yuanlian's voice suddenly became indifferent: "It has nothing to do with me."

I subconsciously asked: "What?"

Mo Yuanlian's voice was cold, "I didn't intend to let him go, but his injury has nothing to do with me. Even if he is not injured, I will send someone to do it. Since he is injured, I will let him go this time."

Unexpectedly, the injury of Shang Wei had nothing to do with Mo Yuanlian.

So who did it? !

"Mo Yuanlian, even if you do anything to Shangwei, I can understand it, because it was his first choice."

Mo Yuanlian on the phone was silent. I squeezed my phone and did not speak, but did not hang up. I got up and walked to the other end of the corridor. It is rare to see the moonlight in Wucheng without rain.

I opened the mouth and said, "There is moonlight today."

Mo Yuanlian then answered, "The lady kept saying that it was Shang Wei's choice, saying that he was self-inflicted, but the lady kept saying that he could not see him hurt or sad... So what did the lady want to express? While calming me, I didn’t want me to hurt him. ?"

I was suddenly blocked and speechless!

I really want peace.

But it is difficult for me to find a balance in it.

"Miss, although I shouldn’t ask you anything here, liking is not about losing yourself. I don’t want you to be embarrassed, let alone imposing. I once asked you, if someone hurts me, what should I do? What the lady said at the time was I firmly believe in this sentence and I will fulfill it naturally!"

"Mo Yuanlian, I'm sorry, the words I said this afternoon were all to appease Shang Wei, I don't really think like that..."

He interrupted me, "Miss always wants to appease one and the other, but in the end hurts everyone who wants to appease."

His two words are really heartbreaking.

"I……"

"Miss, you should be fortunate that I am a psychology student. You know your every move and your perfunctory comfort to Shangwei, but can it be replaced by someone else at the scene? Would he misunderstand Miss? Besides, even if I know that the lady is not telling the truth, as the person involved... I am sorry, I don’t want to say too much to make the lady feel uncomfortable, and this matter will stop here, I hope the lady will figure out what to do is right, hope The young lady understands that lying to appease is an escape from reality."

After speaking, Mo Yuanlian hung up my phone.

My heart suddenly became frustrated, and I still felt uncomfortable after kicking a few breaths, and I was tired all over my body.

Why is it so tiring to deal with the worldly feelings?

I miss Xi Zhan suddenly in my heart.

Only being with him is the most relaxing.

When I returned to the ward, Shang Wei was already asleep, I arranged two special nurses to take care of him, and then went downstairs to leave the hospital.

Unexpectedly, I saw Huawei at the entrance of the hospital.

"Huawei, why are you here?"

I no longer call her Huabei.

She turned her face, her cheeks were still a little fat, but her eyes were big and cute, "I just heard them all."

What did Shangwei and I just said?

Then when did she hear it? !

"Yunyi is indeed my father-killing enemy. In fact, I have always known about this, but I do not blame him because my father treated me... He is a demon, he is not worthy to be a father, he tortured me and abused me, yes Yun Yi hit and killed him and saved me."

Unexpectedly, it turned out to be so true.

Hua Wei sighed deeply: "Shang Wei is right. I am Yunyi's person in this life. Yunyi has the same life experience as me. We can empathize with each other! This kind of feeling will never be understood by the young lady. I can’t understand Yunyi’s past, and Yunyi has dealt with you...you treat him...I’m sorry, I shouldn’t say these inexplicable things, and the things that Shang Wei just said, Huaerlu does have nothing to do with him."

"Shang Wei didn't mean that just now..."

"I have always known about Shangwei's dislike of me, so the lady doesn't need to comfort me. I've long been used to it."

Hua Wei's expression was cold.

This coldness seems to exist for many years.

"Well, Shangwei still doesn't understand the world, you should want to visit him here? His health has not been very good. You need someone to accompany him. Huawei, you go see him."

Hua Weiran silently, I asked her caringly, "Are you not willing? Because of what he just said? It depends on your wishes."

I don't want to worry about these things.

Then I left the hospital.

Instead of going back to Shi's villa, I drove back to my apartment by car. I lay tired in bed and felt very tired.

Why are you so tired? !

I grabbed the phone and looked at the time.

Xi Zhan should have arrived in Finland.

I just don't know how to reach Espoo.

I put down my phone and Ji Nuan called me when I was about to fall asleep. She called my name and said, "Sheng'er, Lan Shang is going to Finland tomorrow. I'm back to Wucheng without incident in Iceland. Now I'm transferring. It is estimated that there will be more than ten hours to return home."

"Don't you follow him to Finland?"

"He suggested, but my teahouse is still open. I want to return to the teahouse to operate it in advance. By the way, my wrist has gradually become more flexible. The doctor said that I can paint again after training for a while."

I was pleasantly surprised: "Nuan'er, congratulations!"

"I have always thought that I am a useless existence. Painting can regain my confidence, and I only have this talent."

I corrected her, "How can you say that? Among most people, you are exceptionally good, your personality is good, and your three views are so upright. You are just an ordinary background. I know that you have always been inferior. What does it matter?"

"I was not so inferior, but the man I was looking for was too good, so I want to become good, and painting is the only way I am good at and can change myself. Maybe I only have small achievements in this field. Will be less inferior."

I pityed her and said, "But the two people's minds are the most important thing. Isn't it important that you like me and I like you?"