Giving You Love of a Lifetime

Gu Tingchen took me to the hospital forcibly, and the results of the examination did deteriorate, and I needed chemotherapy to maintain my condition.

　　 I refused chemotherapy, Gu Tingchen taught me with a calm face: "Shi Sheng, the body is the most important thing. Hair can grow longer if it is gone."

　　 He thought I was afraid of losing my ugly hair.

　　 I hugged my body weakly in his arms, and whispered softly: "My condition has deteriorated to such an extent that it is hopeless. I don't want to lie on the bed for the rest of my life."

　　 He looked at me with wet eyes, "Just wait for death?"

　　 Gu Tingchen's expression looked sad, I raised my hand and held his palm tightly and weary and said, "In fact, it's very tiring to be alive."

　　 He held my arm tightly, "Sheng'er."

　　 It is false to say that he is not afraid of death, but I don't want him to feel too uncomfortable, and I know from the bottom of my heart that he will go to Xiaowu when he is desperate.

　　 I warned him: "There is something that cannot be resolved between me and Xiaowu. If you dare to find her, I will dare to commit suicide in front of you."

　　 I don’t need Xiaowu to heal me anyway.

　　 Gu Tingchen spit out two words, "Stubborn."

　　 I laughed, "You don't understand."

　　 Gu Tingchen held me helplessly and returned to the Shi’s villa. I slept dizzyly in his arms.

　　 When he woke up the next day, his mental state was much better, and the man beside him was still sleeping.

　　 He seemed to be sleeping very restlessly, frowning lightly without stretching for a moment, I raised my hand to smooth his body.

　　 I went into the bathroom and took a bath. Gu Tingchen was still sleeping when I came out. I went to kiss him on the cheek and said softly, "Thank you."

　　 Thank him for being gentle with me.

　　 He and I have gone through too many hardships, and now we finally opened our hearts together but lost to the illness.

　　Although he gave this cancer, I don’t want to blame him again, even if I still miss the child in my heart.

　　 If he didn't knock out the baby in my stomach, I am healthy now, and there is a healthy baby.

　　 But life is not so much if.

　　 I really admire myself, and being able to forgive him again and again may be that I have not resisted the warmth of reality after all.

　　 I succumb to his love, the warmth he gives.

　　 I feel sad for myself when I think of this. I have been too lonely in this life, so I want to catch the slightest warmth.

　　 grasped firmly, refused to let go.

Gu Tingchen, the greatest pain in my life was given by you, and the deepest love in my life was also given by you. I can't tell whether I want to blame you or hate you, but I chose you in this life. The way forward Still rely on you.

　　 hope you don't do anything that makes me sad again.

　　 Maybe I disturbed him, and Gu Tingchen woke up.

　　 My lips are still on his cheeks. He opened his eyes sleepily, put his arm around my shoulder and brought it into his arms.

　　 The bed is very soft, and I am so intimate with him, his palm is subconsciously placed on my chest.

　　 I felt itchy and avoided his palm.

Gu Tingchen rubbed my face affectionately, and asked me in a low voice, "Should we go back to S city? I asked Chu Xing last night, if I had another operation, my condition should be stabilized, and the new drug they developed has a new direction. , It should be successful in a few months."

　　 Gu Tingchen's most used word is should.

　　 There is still a hint of fear in his voice.

　　 I hugged his neck and asked, "What about the success rate?"

　　 He pursed his lips, and said with difficulty: "Five."

　　 The success rate is 5%. If I fail, I won’t be able to get on and off the operating table. I should bet on this opportunity.

　　 But what if the operation is successful?

　　 My disease cannot be cured, and it will last a few months at most.

　　 The new drug Gu Tingchen said is very difficult at first glance. How can it be successfully developed in a few months?

　　 The ultimate hope is still in Xiaowu.

　　 I whispered: "I don't want to have surgery."

　　 "Well, then we won't do it."

　　 I was surprised. I didn't expect Gu Tingchen to talk so well.

　　 I didn't know he had made up his mind then.

　　 Gu Tingchen and I lay in bed for a while. He was reluctant to get up but still got up to go to the company.

　　 After he left, I changed my clothes and drove to the hospital. When he arrived, I saw that the ward was empty.

　　 I asked the nurse who made the bed in the room.

　　 The nurse said she was transferred in the morning.

　　 I took out my phone and sent a message to Ji Nuan to ask where she was.

　　 She quickly returned to me: "Chen Shen's apartment."

　　 Ji Nuan and Chen Shen are together. I have nothing to worry about. I drove back to the company, and it didn't take long for Ye Wan to contact me.

　　 I didn't want to answer her phone at all, but when I thought of her calling me at this point, Mr. Ye should have punished her. After hesitating for a while, I decided to go to bed.

　　 I connected the phone and put it in my ear to ask: "What's the matter?"

Ye Wan on the phone was anxious and frustrated. She accused me, "Shi Sheng, is the private grievance between us interesting to tell my dad? What is the difference between you and the little boy who was bullied and went home and asked an adult to complain. You are naive, can't afford to lose, and become angry."

　　 I smiled sarcastically and reminded her: "You invited me in the name of the Ye family, how can it be regarded as a personal grudge?"

　　 Ye Wan was anxious, "You shameless!"

"Ye Wan, the real win or loss is not to fight quickly, but to solve each other without blood! Look at you, what can you win except for pouring red wine on my face? You are afraid of losing the qualifications of the person in charge of the Ye Shi family It’s hard to move. After all, the Ye family has other shareholders. Although you are the heir of the Ye family, you can’t help being suppressed by those who are interested. You really lost your wife and broke down.”

　　 Perhaps speaking of the heart, Ye Wan became angry and said: "Shut up! Do you think I am afraid of you? You are just gaining power early. When I take over the Ye family, I will definitely let you lose!"

　　 I asked, "Do you have a chance to take the Ye family?"

　　 Ye Wan: "..."

I reluctantly reminded her again: "Ye Wan, you just can't tell the situation. I told you before, whether it's the Chu family in S City or the Fu family in Tongcheng or the family in Wucheng Shigu. As long as one family boycotts your Ye family, it will be difficult for you to gain a foothold, not to mention these families are currently in my hands.

　　 Ye Wanfa asked me in a dazed tone, "Do you think you can really let those men fight against the Ye family for your disregard of all interests? Do you think Gu Tingchen will turn against his aunt for you?"

　　 She still can't see the situation clearly.

　　 I asked her back, "Didn’t I say I’m pretty? Which man doesn’t love beautiful women? Who makes you look better than me?"

　　 "Shi Sheng, you are really shameless."

　　 Ye Wan repeated these words over and over again.

I felt boring, and said in a bad tone: "You can try, Ye Wan, the qualifications of Mr. Ye to dismiss your person in charge show that he is afraid of me. He knows that people who know the current affairs are brilliant, so don't ruin his Ye family any more. I advise You better behave with your tail in the future!"

　　 "Shi Sheng, you are really unreasonable!"

　　 Ye Wan hung up the phone angrily, and I thought with a dazed expression about what she said. Who on earth is it?

　　 I directly pulled Ye Wan into the blacklist.

　　 I put down my phone to process the files, and called me when I couldn't make it through at noon.

　　 He bluntly said: "I want to go back to Wucheng."

　　 I was surprised and asked: "Why suddenly want to go back to Wucheng?"

　　 "Shi Sheng, I want to stare at her."

　　 Shicheng pointed to Xiao Wu in her mouth.

　　When Shicheng was willing to go back to Wucheng, I was naturally overjoyed, and quickly said: "That's OK, I will drive over to pick you up later.

　　 "Well, I want to rent a house."

　　 I originally wanted to say that I have a house here, but thinking about Shi Cheng’s rejection of Shi’s family, I quickly blocked this sentence in my throat.

　　 I picked up the car key and went to town. I drove for three or four hours. When I arrived, I saw that Shi Cheng had already packed up.

　　 And beside him stood a pale woman, the woman looked at him with aggrieved eyes, as if reluctant to bear him.

　　 Doesn't this woman follow him back to Wucheng?

　　 In fact, I can understand Shi Cheng's current situation. One is a woman who looks like a small five, and the other is a real small five.

　　 He also faces the difficult boundary of choice in his heart, but I don't think he should let down this woman who has been by his side.

　　 But I think it's just that I think that I am not qualified to say anything in their relationship, it all depends on their own choice.

　　Shicheng carried the luggage into the trunk, and when she was about to leave, the woman said weakly, "Acheng, safe journey."

　　 She has no humble retention.

　　 She let go of her frank and frank.

　　 But her red eyes told me that she loved the man in front of me. I couldn't bear it and turned my eyes away from her.

　　 Shicheng was a little impatient and said, "Well, you can go in."

　　 She shook her head and said, "You go, I watch you go, and I will leave when you leave. I wish you happiness and health in the future."

　　 The woman I was looking for was very sensible.

　　 Being sensible is uncomfortable.

　　 I drove away slowly, and I saw in the rearview mirror that she had been standing on the spot, her body was thin and weakened, and she was no longer visible until we turned the intersection.

　　 I was curious and asked Shicheng, "You broke up?"

　　 "You are in charge of Laozi."

Shi Cheng was depressed, and I was too lazy to feel bad. I took him back to Wucheng and accompany him to rent a one-bedroom house. At that time, he didn’t expect the rent in Wucheng to be so expensive, and he was silent for a long time. He opened his mouth and said, "You borrow three thousand yuan from Lao Tzu first."

　　 Shicheng only had 10,000 yuan on his body. I transferred 5,000 yuan to him from WeChat and asked, "Are you looking for a job in Wucheng?"

　　 He frowned and said, "You turned me two thousand more."

　　 I whispered: "Pay back together then."

　　 Shicheng rented a house and had no money on him, but he still had to live in the huge Wucheng, so I transferred him an extra 2,000 yuan.

　　 I never thought that I would be so unsatisfactory in an outdated life, there was only 10,000 yuan in my body.

　　 But even if he is so poor and provoking trouble, that woman used to be by his side!

　　 After renting the house, I often wanted to find a job. I didn't want me to follow him. I simply drove back to the company. When I first arrived at the company, I was a little at a loss when I saw the man sitting in my seat.

　　 I hung my head obediently, he stood up and walked over to me, and asked indifferently, "Forgot what I said?"