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After spending a day in Sichuan Province, they returned to the imperial capital. At home, she had never been so proactive. The bedroom, bathroom, kitchen, living room, and even the balcony became their battlefield.

This was her happiest day, and at the same time she was full of apologies to Lu Ze. She felt that she was sorry for Lu Ze and made Lu Ze give up so much.

Lu Ze just comforted her, without any regrets. A happy ending will not hit you on the head. You need to find it and catch it. You will definitely lose a lot in the process, but compared with the ending, it is nothing.

It doesn't matter anymore.

The two applied to different schools in the same country and city. She went to study finance, while Lu Ze continued his studies in architecture and interior design.

They began to work together, and Lu Ze tried his best to tutor her in English. Every day was so tiring that Lu Ze gave up work and devoted himself to studying.

She took the TOEFL test in May, and she was very happy when she left the examination room. She probably did well in the test.

Then the two went to have a big meal, and it was at this time that Lu Ze revealed his plan to study abroad to his roommates.

The roommates were shocked because now he no longer had to go abroad to study for anything. He could have directly participated in work and earned a good salary doing a familiar and easy job.

Instead of giving up the attractive salary and going abroad to continue studying in an unfamiliar place like now, they must know that studying is enough for them.

Lu Ze has nothing to regret, because he is indeed a person who loves to learn. He feels that he still has a lot of room for improvement, so he might as well do it and come back to make money after he has learned it. It is not a loss.

The key point is to be able to do meaningful things with her. This is what makes Lu Ze most happy. He likes it.

The brothers are a little reluctant to let Lu Ze go. After cultivating the relationship for such a long time, they really can't accept this. Everyone's mood is relatively low.

"Let's go. I'll treat you to dinner. Don't cry in despair. I'll just go there for a few years and I can catch up with you to get married. Don't worry."

Lu Ze tried to comfort the three of them in a man's comforting way, but they immediately put the matter behind them and called their family members laughing, preparing to kill Lu Ze.

"Fourth, what are your plans?"

At the dinner table, everyone clinked glasses. Lu Ze took a sip of white wine and asked. He was still not sure about everyone's future choices.

"I don't have much choice. I just plan to take my wife back to my hometown. My dad has found a job for me. My wife doesn't have to worry about anything. Just wait. After things are stable, things will be settled for me and her."

Already."

The fourth child held his girlfriend's hand and said in a nonchalant tone. This is what Lu Ze envies, and what everyone in the dormitory envies. He has energy that the other three don't have, that kind of free and easy energy.

Son.

The third child is already preparing to take the postgraduate entrance examination. He still wants to continue going to school, but he will not go to this school. He will go to Zhejiang Province to continue schooling. I heard that the interview has been passed.

This was a good thing, so everyone toasted to him again.

"What about you, second brother? What are you going to do after leaving school?"

The second brother was not a good drinker and was a little drunk. He stared at the lights on the ceiling with a red face and took a puff from the butt of his cigarette. Then he stamped out the cigarette butt and blew out a puff of smoke.

"I... I'm going home. I'm not going to do this job anymore. You might as well go into design. I can't sit still drawing pictures in the office all day long. What if I do on-site work? I can do everything all day long."

It's Hui, and I can't stand the hardship of traveling all over the country. Besides, my wife is still following me, and I can't take her everywhere, so I plan to go home and do my dad's business from now on.

It would be easier to live, wouldn’t it?”

Everyone nodded in agreement, without any intention of looking down on him to return home and inherit the family business. This was something they could not envy. Maybe when we meet again in a few years, they will still be ordinary office workers, but the second child has suddenly transformed.

Becoming a big boss is not impossible.

"But...I'm a bitch. I have to admit that I have capital and I can inherit the family business, but I'm a little unwilling to inherit my father's business. I want to go out and make a living. What do you mean?

This person, hehe, I feel tired and miserable when I go out, and I feel bored when I go home, and I am unwilling to give in. I am really..."

He drank too much, and his girlfriend held his hand, stopped talking, lowered his head and laughed at himself, then drank half a glass of white wine in one gulp, and continued.

"To be honest, I admire you, boss. I really admire you, but I feel sorry for you. Why do you think there is such a big gap between people? Why do you have to suffer so much and suffer so many grievances? I still

I remember when you first came here as a freshman, you were too embarrassed to go out to eat with us all day, and even if I tried to get you to go, you wouldn’t go. But when you were eating steamed buns, I felt really uncomfortable. You made it sound like I had a crush on you.

Yes, haha, anyway, I think you have sacrificed too much in this short half of your life, and it’s not worth it for me to do it for you! Upvote! I’ll have another drink with my boss!”

There was something in the second child's words, and he mocked Kong Lingzhu behind his back. Except for herself who was too stupid to understand, everyone else understood.

These words came out through the second child's mouth without even asking the second child's girlfriend.

Lu Ze is very popular. Even his roommate's family members regard Lu Ze as a friend, so they are not worthy of Lu Ze. They don't know how Lu Ze lived before going to college, but in the past three years of college, they all know that Lu Ze

Ze sacrificed too much for her.

And what about her? She seems to have really not sacrificed anything. She eats, sleeps, and drinks soup all day long. She is treated like an imbecile by Lu Ze, but she allows Lu Ze to sacrifice time, money, and his own future life plans.

In their opinion, this love is unequal. Even though she also loves Lu Ze, she doesn't seem to know how exhausted Lu Ze is when chasing her, and how exhausted he is mentally and physically to maintain this relationship when getting along with her.

She didn't understand what the second child said, but Lu Ze understood it, hugged her shoulders and smiled.

"What's not worth it? What I have now is all obtained in exchange for that time. Life is full of bumps every step of the way. I feel that I have walked in a solid way and it's good that I haven't fallen. I'll skip this topic.

cheers."

They drank a lot that night and talked a lot. This seemed to be something that many college students had to pass when they walked out of school. Even Lu Ze drank too much that night. He only vaguely remembered that the second brother and the three big men

I cried until I couldn't stop crying.

Until that day, Lu Ze felt that the sky had fallen.

She failed the SAT, which meant...she couldn't get into the school she applied for.

Lu Ze didn't blame her because he knew she had tried her best, but he didn't comfort her either. He left her crying alone in the room while he sat on the sofa and smoked cigarettes.

She stayed in the house all day, and she didn't come out until Lu Ze asked her to take her out for dinner in the evening. Her eyes were already swollen from crying, and they were very swollen.

She was also silent when eating, as if she was dead, expressionless, she didn't even know what she was going to eat, and she couldn't even speak.

"Or, I won't take the exam this year? I'll just take the exam again next year. I can also work to make some money first."

Lu Ze asked cautiously in a low voice, for fear of irritating her.

"No! You've already passed the exam! You can't not go! I can't let you sacrifice too much for me anymore. I feel that I will be sorry for you in this life. Let you..."

At this moment, Lu Ze suddenly understood. She understood the second child's complaint, but she was just pretending to be stupid because she was afraid of being embarrassed because she understood. In fact, she was quite smart, at least her emotional intelligence was not bad.

After returning home, her parents called to ask about the test results. They felt a little relieved when they heard that Lu Ze had passed the exam. During this time, they recognized Lu Ze.

But when they heard that she had failed the exam, her parents' eyes suddenly went dark. They kept their eyes open but could not see. In the end, they could only lament that fate was playing tricks on people.

A few days later, they called again and asked her to apply for a school in the same country but in a different city, but she rejected it because this was Lu Ze's plan. Even though it had been broken several times, this

This time, I said I couldn’t do this anymore.

Therefore, she has to take the exam for another year.

At the same time, she started to pack Lu Ze's luggage, just like a wife who had already passed the door and her husband was going on a long trip. She had prepared everything, even her socks.

Early the next morning, Lu Ze carried his luggage and got into the car with her.

"I could really prepare for another year."

"No, you just need to wait for me, okay?"

Lu Ze said nothing and accepted her arrangement. Then he came to the airport, got his boarding pass, checked his luggage, and said goodbye to her at the door.

He hugged her and kissed her on the mouth.

"I am leaving?"

"Lu Ze..."

"You must wait for me, okay? I will definitely pass the exam. I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

She said she was sorry a lot, and then she watched Lu Ze enter the waiting room and cried like a tearful man at the airport gate.

It's a pity that Lu Ze didn't see it, otherwise he would have rushed over regardless...

The plane took off, and he saw her waving constantly, and wanted to wave to her, but the plane window couldn't be opened, and no one else would let Lu Ze open it, so he couldn't wave it out for her to see this time.

He closed his eyes on the plane, but tears kept falling down. He looked at the white foreign girl next to him with a puzzled face.

At this point, he seemed to understand the third meaning of the second child.

Maybe...it's youth that is defeated by life.

"..."