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"Okay, I'll be there right away."

Lu Ze is not polite at all. After all, he has been a neighbor for more than a year, and both parties are familiar with each other. Also, Lu Ze is usually a master who can make do with just one bite. His craftsmanship is really not that good.

No one can stop him from eating.

Putting on his slippers, Lu Ze then turned off the TV and entered the east room to take a look inside. Braised saury, sweet and sour pork ribs, braised prawns, scrambled eggs with green pepper, and a bowl of tomato and egg drop soup. No wonder Lu Ze

The room smells so good.

Yang Dan sat cross-legged on the kang, put a piece of food into his mouth, glanced at Lu Ze and said, "Sit down, are you used to being a big man? Do you still need me to serve you?"

"Today's food is really good. Four dishes and one soup for one person? It's so particular. Sister Dan, is it your birthday today?"

Lu Ze got up on the kang with a smile on his face, shook the remaining water in the wine glass, bit open the lid of the liquor bottle with his teeth, and poured himself a glass. What is naturally ripe cannot be overripe.

"I'm leaving tomorrow."

When Yang Dan said these words, Lu Ze froze for an instant, but returned to normal in less than a second. He still raised his glass with a smile and touched Yang Dan.

"Moving away? Can we break up today? That's fine. Thank you, Sister Dan, for taking care of you over the past year. I also wish you the best in your future acting career..."

"I said I'm going home. I'm going back to the north. I've bought the ticket. I'll take the train at around two o'clock tomorrow afternoon."

After two taels of boredom, Lu Zeha took a breath, took a bite of food and asked, "You're not acting anymore?"

"No more acting."

"Because of Er Fatty?"

"It's probably half of the reason. Hengdian is too hard. I've been working as a drifter for three years. I've had enough of this kind of life."

Lu Ze took out the cigarette case from his trouser pocket and handed one to Yang Dan. He lit it for her before lighting his own cigarette. The two of them sat on the kang in silence and puffed away, each with their own thoughts.

.

"I haven't received a job for more than a month, and the fat man is trying to trick me behind my back. For nearly two months, I haven't earned a single dollar. I can't live like this anymore, and I'm scared."

It’s true that female floats in Hengdian don’t make money. Unlike men, they have nothing to spend money on except food and accommodation. They have to pay more attention to taking care of themselves, making themselves younger and more beautiful, and then pick up more jobs.

play.

Their expenses are much higher than that of men. They have to spend two-thirds or even three-quarters of their salary to buy skin care products almost every month. So Lu Ze knew that Yang Dan, who had not worked for more than a month, had arrived.

At the end of the road.

Lu Ze didn't say anything. He quietly finished his cigarette and extinguished it in the ashtray. If she just ran out of expenses this month, Lu Ze wouldn't mind helping her, but she might not have any job in the future. How could this be a problem?

help?

Yang Dan filled up the wine glass and drank it all in one breath. The wine was very strong, and Yang Dan's expression was a little painful. The bright red manicure on his fair and slender fingers was very translucent, with a seductive charm.

If you don't go to Hengdian, you won't know how much pressure these female extras are carrying. Yes, they come here to suffer because they want to be famous. But is it wrong to want to be famous and make money?

"Lu Ze."

"Um?"

"You don't know how uncomfortable I feel. Really, since I was a teenager, I have always had a dream of becoming a star. Making money is secondary. I feel like the drama I filmed is being played on TV and in the media.

It feels like my name is there, but I can't do it... I've had this dream for more than ten years. When I rejected the second fat man, I knew that I was finished and it was time to wake up from the dream...

....."

"It's not your fault, it's really Sister Dan."

"I know it's not my fault. If he wants to sleep with me, I have to stick out my butt willingly? Why! But I didn't expect this. When I went to wait for the job, no one paid attention to me. I was made anxious.

I squeeze forward like a man, but what? They treat me like air! Ignore me! Do you know!"

Yang Dan drank too much, and her yelling was hysterical. Her anger covered up the weakness that a woman is born with, and even her tears were overflowing.

After taking another sip of wine, she stretched out her beautiful hand, made a fist with one hand, and pressed out her little finger with her thumb, with a mocking look on her face.

"It's just a group of leaders. Just one group leader strangled me to death. He's such a big guy, and I can't get what he wants! I've been living for three years and have nothing, and I fucking admit it!

Want to sleep with me? Fuck you!"

Lu Ze immediately suppressed Yang Dan's wine glass to prevent her from drinking any more. She could hardly sit still now. If she drank any more, something would easily happen.

"Don't worry about me. I'll drink more today. I'm tired. I'm so tired. You know! Lu Ze, my dream is broken! Do you know what makes people feel the most sad? It's that there is no fucking hope! I

I have worked hard for so long! I have paid so much! But when you look up! Damn it! It’s all dark! There’s no light to be seen! There’s no hope at all! Do you know how desperate I am!”

"Sister Dan, stop drinking. There are neighbors here. They have been working all day and are all tired. Please keep your voice down."

"I don't! Anyway, I will leave tomorrow and won't contact anyone. What should I be afraid of? If they scold me, they will scold me! Tiredness is their business, what does it have to do with me? I'll be loud!"

After saying that, she even sang a ditty, like a complete madwoman.

It wasn't until she finished singing that she opened her confused eyes and stared at Lu Ze. Lu Ze could guarantee that he would never forget this expression in his life, and that he would be unable to say a word.

"Lu Ze, I know I'm like a child who hasn't grown up. I'm already twenty-six, and I'm not as mature as you, a twenty-four-year-old boy. Now that I'm a kid, how long can you hold on?"

"I......"

"I hope you will be popular. Really, I promise with my conscience, I hope you will be popular! You work harder than me and pay more than me. I saw you being scolded by the director that day. I saw you on the street."

Cry...cry...don't blame me for being timid. I admit that I really don't dare to stand up for you, and I don't have the ability to stand up for you, but you have to believe it! I'm looking forward to you.

Okay, I'll wait for you to appear on TV, wait for your news to be all over the media, and then I can show off to others that you! Lu Ze! are my neighbors, and we are both lonely ghosts floating in the field.

, we don’t know anyone well except each other, so we can only sit at the same dining table to warm each other up. I really look forward to... looking forward to your popularity."

She fell asleep with tears on her face. Lu Ze looked at her for a long time, then picked up the remaining half bottle of liquor and drank it in one go, and drank two bottles of beer himself.

After serving a bowl of rice and finishing the meal, he cleared the table, washed the dishes and chopsticks, and began to spread the quilt. Her fragrance was still on the quilt. After covering it with the quilt, Lu Ze walked to her dressing table and picked through it.

Found the cleansing oil.

After pouring it on a cotton pad, Lu Ze gently helped her remove her makeup, very gently, slowly, and very carefully, and finally wiped her face clean with a warm wet towel.

Holding the washbasin in hand, Lu Ze walked to the door and was about to turn off the light. Not knowing whether she was talking in her sleep or awake, she asked.

"Lu Ze."

"Um?"

"Will you hate me if I leave?"

"As long as you live well."

........

"I'll give this to you too. I can't take it away. There are too many things."

Lu Ze took a look at his room, including quilts, electric blankets, hot water kettles, wash basins, and even half a bottle of shower gel. His room was originally quite spacious, but now it was piled up like a pig's nest by Yang Dan.

Same.

"Sister Dan, just throw away the things you don't need. I don't need them if they are piled here. I will have to throw them away in the end." Lu Ze waved his hands and persuaded with a grimace.

Yang Dan stared, as if he wanted to hit someone: "I'm happy to!"

It was past twelve o'clock at noon, and everything was packed away. Lu Ze didn't take any work today, so he was going to see her off.

The girl really has a lot of things. Even if Lu Ze threw a lot of things here, he still packed three large boxes and a large duffel bag.

"I said...how are you going to get this thing? Who will pick you up over there? Look at me, I'm so tired, I'm sweating all over."

She booked an online ride-hailing service, and Lu Ze helped stuff the suitcases, each weighing seventy or eighty kilograms, into the car, pinching his waist and breathing heavily.

"My sisters will come to pick me up when I get home. There is someone the same age as you. How about introducing me to you? My friends are all the same."

"No need, thank you."

When they arrived at Yiwu Railway Station, Lu Ze bought platform tickets. The two of them seemed to be going home to celebrate the New Year. They were the most packed in the waiting room.

At 2:17, check in.

Lu Ze helped carry her luggage to the platform. After the train entered the platform, a breeze blew up and her hair flew in the air.

They found Car No. 12, but they were not in a hurry to get on it.

Yang Dan looked at Lu Ze with a smile on her face. It seemed that her collapse into hysteria last night was an illusion. She seemed to be in a good mood.

"I'm leaving?"

"Call me when I get home and I'll keep in touch in the future."

"Then...a hug?"

Lu Ze did not refuse. After giving him a hug, he carried his luggage and put it into the carriage door.

The conductor blew the whistle on the platform and started to wave the flag, the train was about to start...

"Come in, it's about to close."

The conductor wanted Yang Dan to click back and close the door. Yang Dan didn't know where she got the courage. She suddenly grabbed the door and shouted at Lu Ze, who was still looking at her.

"Lu Ze! Give you a chance! Stop being an extra! Buy a ticket for tomorrow and go to my house! Be my man! I don't want your house! I don't want your car! As long as we can have dinner together every night! I

I don’t want anything! Are you willing to come with me?”

Lu Ze froze for a long time. The conductor wanted to pull Yang Dan away, but Yang Dan just held the door tightly, waiting expectantly for his reply until he didn't say a word.

"Actually, I'm just teasing you! Act well! You must become a big star! From now on, I will watch the TV every day, waiting to see you! Let's go!"

After saying that, she quickly opened the door and disappeared from Lu Ze's sight. The train gradually started to move. Lu Ze kept looking at the glass of the door.

Until Car No. 12 was about to leave, she suddenly appeared in front of the door at the end of the car, patting the door glass with tears on her face, and shouted: "What I said is true! What I just said is true! It is true.

Yes! Lu Ze! Did you hear that! What I said is true!"

Unfortunately, the train was too loud and Lu Ze couldn't "hear" what she was saying.

.......

She left on August 4, 2016. It was a sunny day, but in Lu Ze's memory, it rained heavily that day.

"...."