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"The first stage of simulation has been completed, the score is 82, the score is: good, the course has ended."

The first stage lasted for one month. After exiting the system space, Lu Ze couldn't help but sigh. Perhaps he was now able to give himself some simple psychological suggestions, and the immersion effect was not so strong. He could look at it objectively.

self in the system.

He has to admit that he worked very hard in this course, but he couldn't solve the fundamental problem. First of all, his mentality has changed a lot, and he is very impatient now. This instability puts great pressure on both life and work, causing both

None of them handled it well.

However, in reality, he is just a bystander in the course. He can only experience all this at the end of the course. There is nothing he can do to continue the course.

"Enter the second stage of simulation. The first stage is one year. Please prepare the host, 3...2...1..."

...

Eight months later…

"Mr. Wang, please walk slowly, I will see you off."

Lu Ze opened the car door, and after Mr. Wang got into the car, he was just like Manager Liu half a year ago, bending down and facing the car window, sending the customer away with a smile on his face.

He was promoted because Manager Liu died. One day he came home after drinking too much and was crushed to death by a large trailer. Later, the company leader was thinking about who should sit in this position. After thinking about it, he still felt that he often went out to socialize with Manager Liu.

, Lu Ze, who has a good relationship with customers, is the most suitable.

After unbuttoning a button on his shirt, Lu Ze turned to look at his current subordinate, Xiao Song: "Are you okay? I'll give you a taxi. Have a good rest tomorrow during the weekend."

"No need, Brother Lu, my home is nearby, just a few minutes' walk away."

Lu Ze suddenly felt dazed and couldn't help but ask: "Where do you live?"

"Ronghua Community is not far away, just nearby."

Lu Ze suddenly had the illusion of seeing his past self. He rubbed his face, patted his shoulder and said, "Then I won't see you off. I'm leaving first."

Xiao Song hailed a taxi for Lu Ze and told the driver the location. Lu Ze leaned his head against the glass and stared blankly at the scenery passing by on the roadside.

He handed thirty-five yuan to the driver. He opened the door, still a little drunk, took out a cigarette case from his trouser pocket and lit it for himself. He held his suit in his hand and walked slowly towards his new home.

I took the elevator up to the twelfth floor. I coughed and the voice control light came on. I rummaged through my bag to find the key to my house, unscrewed it and walked in.

It was only ten o'clock in the evening, and today's banquet was not long. After opening the door, Lu Ze saw her sitting on the sofa, watching a variety show.

"Why aren't you sleeping yet?"

After hanging up the clothes, he took off his shoes, took out the slippers on the shoe rack, threw them on the ground, and asked her softly.

"I'm going to bed after reading this. Do you want some tea? I'll pour you a cup to relieve your hangover."

She got up and went to the kitchen. Lu Ze sat down on the spot where she had just sat, leaning against the sofa and letting out a sullen breath. Within two minutes of sitting there, he felt the need to urinate and went to the bathroom to turn on the water.

"Gulu..."

Feeling a little hungry, Lu Ze habitually looked at the dining table. There was nothing on the dining table, but it was clean. He didn't know since when, he couldn't eat hot meals when he got home in the middle of the night.

Lying on the sofa again, looking at the 42-inch LCD TV in front of him, he moved to a new home half a year ago. Although it was rented and was more than 70 square meters, the decoration was much better than the old shabby home.

"Boom."

A cup of tea was placed on the table. She also sat on the sofa. She smelled Lu Ze's body and quickly frowned.

"To take a bath."

"Wait a minute, I'm tired. I'll take a rest before going back and lie down for a while."

"To take a bath."

Lu Ze was about to turn over, but suddenly stopped, stared at her sideways for a while, got up, walked into the bathroom and started to take off his clothes. He felt uncomfortable, and replied as if in revenge: "I have something to do tomorrow, just

I can’t go shopping with you anymore.”

"Oh, okay." Her reply was crisp and clear, and there seemed to be no regrets at all.

Turning on the shower, the water rushed over his body and flowed over his bulging beer belly. After drinking wine and taking a bath, his blood pressure would easily rise. Lu Ze felt a little dizzy now.

After drying his body and putting on his bathrobe, he had let go of the unhappiness in his heart just now. He wanted to make out with her to ease the atmosphere, so he sat next to her and hugged her shoulders.

"Let's go shopping tomorrow. I haven't gone shopping with you for a long time. I recently negotiated a contract. I'll see what I can buy you."

She didn't push away Lu Ze's arm, and watched the TV like a wooden figure. She didn't answer Lu Ze's words, but just ate the grapes intently.

"So...what should we eat tomorrow? I think there is a good restaurant, do you want to check it out?"

She still didn't reply, which made Lu Ze very embarrassed. He released his arms around her shoulders, picked up the cigarette on the table and lit one.

"Put out the cigarette."

"Wait a minute, I'll take two puffs and then pinch."

"Lu Ze, when did you become like this?"

The hand holding the cigarette froze, Lu Ze's expression was not good, he picked up the tea cup she had just brought over and took a sip, pretending to be confused and asked: "What's going on? Aren't I pretty good? Look,

I’ve been promoted now and I’ve made more money. We’ve moved to a pretty good house to live in, and the food and supplies are better than before. Isn’t that great?”

"Are these important?"

"Isn't it important?"

The two of them looked at each other with cold expressions. It was hard to imagine that the boyfriend and girlfriend who were so bored a year ago would now treat each other with such expressions.

"One of my colleagues saw you hugging another woman in the KTV."

She struggled with her thoughts for a long time, and finally said these words. Instead of holding it in her heart and feeling uncomfortable, it would be better to show her cards quickly.

Lu Ze looked like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, and his tone became a little abnormal.

"When? Did your colleague see it wrong?"

"Haha, on May 22nd, Di Jiale, VIP room No. 03, you and a group of so-called customers hugged the women who were accompanying you to have a drink and have a good time. Did I say something wrong?"

"I...work needs it."

Her prevaricating tone gradually made sarcasm appear on her face: "Drinking heavily is a necessity of work, staying up all night is a necessity of work, and taking your subordinates to the bar is also a necessity of work. Now...you can't even find

Is it necessary for work, Miss?"

This sentence angered Lu Ze. He could guarantee that he had never crossed the bottom line, even once! He was still very loyal to love because he knew that there was still someone at home waiting for him.

"Who is looking for a lady? Are you finished? Do you have to throw all the dirty water on me? I admit that every time I go out to socialize, I will find a companion, but is it for me? If I don't do that, what are we?

When will I be able to move out of a shabby house? When will I be financially free? When will I have money in my pocket to buy you this or that? After all, who am I working so hard for?"

"For me? Have you seen that I have brought those luxuries you bought? Did I say a word of grievance when I lived in that house with you before? Lu Ze! I have never forgotten the days when I ate a bowl of noodles with you for eight yuan.

Ever, have I ever cared about how much money you make?"

"But I care!"

"That's because you are too materialistic!"

Lu Ze didn't understand her. He looked at her with a puzzled expression. Isn't it bad to make money? Isn't it bad to improve his life? Why would he marry her if he doesn't make money? What will Lu Hua's parents and sister do if they don't make money? Starve to death?

After taking a sip of tea, Lu Ze lowered his head, not wanting to argue with her anymore.

"Go to sleep, it's too late, don't disturb the neighbors."

"Lu Ze...can you resign? Let's not do this job anymore. If you keep working like this and drinking like this, your body will be broken. I can go back to Luhua with you, even if I make less money.

, even if it’s for your own sake, consider me. I’ve been on tenterhooks every day since your leader died. I’m afraid you’ll drink too much and fall asleep on the street. Don’t do it. I just want us to go back to the way we were before.

Look."

Lu Ze was silent for a long time, and the two of them sat on the sofa, still laughing at the variety show on the TV.

"No, I can't resign." Lu Ze was still reluctant to give up his current income, not only for her, but also for his parents.

"Then let's break up. I've had enough of this kind of life. You're already at work when I wake up every day, and you go home from socializing after I fall asleep. We live in the same house, but I always see you.

Without you, I don’t want this kind of love."

Lu Ze looked at her in shock, and his anger suddenly rose, but when he thought that she was right, this anger could not be released, so he held it in, lowered his head, and said in a less firm tone.

"Love is not everything in life..."

"But to me it is!"

In order for Lu Ze to live a hard life, she could justly refuse the blind date her parents gave her. She didn't care how poor Lu Ze's family was, she just valued him as a person. Why did she abandon her family and career if it wasn't for love?

"Lu Ze, let me ask you again, let's go back to Luhua and start over there. If you are willing to go back, I will marry you. I will repay the mortgage with you in the future. If you can't let go of your parents, you can take over.

Do you dare to serve me?"

"I can not do it."

This city is destined not to have a Lu Ze home, so Lu Ze just plans to work here to make money, and when he makes money, he will go back to his hometown to buy a car and a house, and support his parents. This will reduce the pressure a lot. Before that, he can't

Walk.

"Then let's break up and I'll pack my clothes."

She had her own ideas, and Lu Ze knew that once she made up her mind, it would be impossible to change the matter, so Lu Ze did not stop her.

There was the sound of a suitcase being opened and locked in the bedroom, and then the cabinet was opened and something was being put into the suitcase. Lu Ze didn't move. He sat on the sofa and covered his face with his hands. His mind was blank and chaotic.

Half an hour later, after packing her things, she pulled her suitcase and walked out, glanced at Lu Ze, then opened the door and left.

"Wait a minute."

"What else?"

Lu Ze quickly rummaged through his bag, took out a jewelry box from it, approached her as if to please, opened it, and found a bracelet inside.

"Um...didn't you look at it for a long time before? I saved up enough money to buy it. You...put it on and take a look?"

"No, since you won't leave here, it's impossible for us. Let's return it and buy something for your parents with this money."

"Take it here, put it on, and think about it."

Lu Ze directly took her hand and put a bracelet on her. Her arms were very thin and white, and the bracelet looked great on her.

"She's quite beautiful and matches you, haha."

She suddenly wanted to cry, but she held it back, patted his beer belly, left a word, and turned around to leave.

"Take care of yourself and don't drink so much all the time, otherwise your liver will not function properly."

"I send you?"

"No, then you can go back."

Returning to the room, he picked up a bottle of whiskey from the wine cabinet in the kitchen. He stretched his neck and looked down from upstairs, watching her walk to the community with her luggage, take a taxi and leave.

Perhaps many men cannot achieve the balance between work and family, and the same is true for Lu Ze.

Suddenly thinking of a song by Cao Dong, Lu Ze picked up the wine glass, poured himself a glass of wine, put it on the floor, and sang to himself: "She understands, she understands, I can't afford it."

He raised his head and drank a glass of wine, turned his eyes to the TV show, followed a piece of silly music, and didn't know how he could laugh.

After that, I got drunk and fell asleep on the sofa.

.......

Life can't become decadent without anyone. You still have to make money, even if it's not for her, you have to do it for your family.

He is still like that, doing work during the day and socializing with clients at night. He gets better and better at work and is more and more valued by his leaders.

The third phase lasted for three years, and he was promoted again. When the course was about to end, he had almost saved up enough money. He probably could buy a house with full payment when he returned home. After all, Lu Hua's house was really not expensive.

"Brother Lu, I have your express delivery."

"Hey, no problem. Okay, Mr. Zhao. I'll sweep up the bed to welcome you tonight. No problem. Okay, okay. Just put the express delivery on my table. Okay, okay. Mr. Zhao, let's see you in the evening."

After hanging up the phone, Lu Ze turned his chair and picked up the mail, which was in the style of a postal contract folder.

It was very thin, probably just a piece of paper? It was torn open, and there was not even a piece of paper inside. When it fell down, a bunch of bracelets fell out...

Lu Ze drank a lot that night. Even Mr. Zhao was frightened by him. He and Lu Ze had a good relationship, so there was no need for Lu Ze to drink to death.

"Mr. Zhao...it's snowing outside...you have to...you have to pay attention to your safety. Okay, let's go, driver. Goodbye, Mr. Zhao."

"Brother Lu, are you... okay? Why don't you get in the car and walk with me? I'll take you back first."

"No, I live nearby. I'll be there in a few minutes. Come on, Mr. Zhao. Thank you for your concern."

He asked his subordinates who wanted to see him off to leave, and he walked towards the old residential building where he once lived. In fact, the hotel he booked this time was far away, far away from the old residential building, but he just wanted to walk there.

.

It snowed, fell to the ground, melted and froze, and the snow became heavier and heavier, and the drunkenness began to set in.

"Plop."

By accident, he fell to the ground. He reluctantly tried to get up, but found a bright light shining on his face. When he looked back, he saw a large trailer driving towards him.

“Beep beep beep beep!!!!”

"boom......"