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"How did you find out that the rooftop can be climbed up? You grabbed me and it got stuck."

There are iron ropes on the rooftop door, but after pushing the door open, there is a large gap that can be squeezed through. Of course, it was easy for Jiang Wenshu to get through, but it was still a bit difficult for Lu Ze to get through.

After crawling and rolling, they finally reached the rooftop. The wind was very strong. The two came to the corner. Lu Ze found a dozen beers and two bags of peanuts placed here. Apparently, she had been up there before.

"We've already agreed on anything. Why do we have to climb here? Is it cold in such a strong wind?"

She was wearing a little thin clothing. Lu Ze looked at himself again and realized, come on, he was wearing even thinner clothing than she was. When the breeze blew, goosebumps suddenly appeared on his skin.

She didn't answer. She just sat down against the wall, picked up a bottle of beer, and handed it to Lu Ze. With a questioning look on her face, she asked Lu Ze if he wanted to drink.

Lu Ze took it, opened the bottle cap and took a sip. This beer was imported and had a light sour taste after drinking it. Lu Ze didn't like the taste very much and it was hard to drink.

"If you have anything to say, just go down. It's too cold. Don't catch a cold..."

"Actually, you think I'm dirty, right?"

Lu Ze didn't expect her first words to be so explosive. He was stunned for a moment, then shook his head.

"You don't have to deny it, I think so too... well, it's just dirty as long as it's dirty, what does it matter?"

The corners of her mouth raised, showing a disdainful smile, maybe she was mocking herself, or she was mocking some other people. To be honest, she was ready to be embarrassed after she called Lu Ze over.

Lu Ze shook his head again. The sports shorts he was wearing were too cold to sit on the ground. He walked to Jiang Wenshu, leaned against the guardrail, took a sip of beer, and turned to look at her.

"Who doesn't do some dirty things in this business? I've seen it a lot, and I know what's going on with me. We're all just trying to get across the river, so who can look down on the other?"

"But I'm different, right? Am I different?"

The neon lights in the distance flickered, shining onto the rooftop and shining into her eyes, reflecting a different light, as if wanting Lu Ze to confirm that she was different in Lu Ze's heart.

"Actually... it's the same. Once... I was in Hengdian, and there was a man named Xiao Ke who lived with me. Then, he slept with me for three months and ran away. It is said that

I worked as a mistress for a boss, and she begged me not to show my face to the boss, because she told him that she rented a house to live in. Then I really didn’t show my face, leaning against the wall to watch her pack her things, and watched her leave and get into an A8.

, never seen again.”

Jiang Wenshu was a little disappointed. She hoped that Lu Ze would say that she was different, but when Lu Ze said that she was the same, she breathed a sigh of relief unconsciously, and her heart was very complicated.

Lu Ze turned around and looked downstairs while holding on to the railing. There were more than thirty floors, and the first floor was three meters high, which was already one hundred meters high. He felt dizzy when he saw it. He retracted his head, took a sip of beer, and then continued to speak.

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"Also, there is a girl named Hanjun who lives in the same courtyard as me. This girl is a lunatic. She is obsessed with becoming famous. Then, after sleeping with the group leader, she sleeps with the stage manager. After spending time with the stage staff,

She had to accompany the young actor and slept with so many people, all of whom were just a bunch of little bastards. In the end, she still couldn't even play a small role."

She was fascinated by what she heard. She seemed to have found someone in Lu Ze's story who had the same problem as her, and asked, "What happens next?"

"Then? She is still living in that compound now, at least when I left. She worked as a young lady in Hengdian, with a straight job of 200, a big job of 300, a full package of 500, and a night stay of 800. But even so

, her madness hasn’t healed yet, she still wants to be famous, she still wants to be on fire.”

He touched his pockets and found nothing. He had forgotten to bring cigarettes, so he smashed them into his mouth. He thought about quitting smoking, but Jiang Wenshu handed over an unopened pack of the brand he was used to smoking.

Lu Ze was not polite and took it and tore it open. He found that it was too cold to stand and squatted down. Jiang Wenshu took out a lighter from her pocket and lit it for Lu Ze.

After blowing out a puff of smoke, Lu Ze thought about it for a while before continuing.

"A month between the ages of 18 and 22 is more than 10,000 yuan, and there are good-looking ones with 30,000 to 50,000 yuan a month. Those under 30 years old have a minimum of 10,000 yuan a month, and they have to buy a bag every month. For the first time

The prices range from 30,000 to 50,000, and there are countless beautiful ones. Sometimes you can meet gay people looking for men, so who is not fucking dirty? I just don’t know what it was like before."

"Then there is no one who can persevere?"

"Yes, I was in the opposite house and was pinched by the gang leader. Then I quit and went back to my hometown. Now my monthly salary is 3,500, and the five insurances and one housing fund are paid by the company, so my life is quite easy."

Jiang Wenshu seems to admire this kind of person, this kind of person who is not willing to fall, even if she gives up her dream, but she is not, so she can only admire her.

"So, after thinking so much, is it useful to feel sorry for yourself all day long? If you choose this path, don't you still have to go down? If one day you really don't want to hang out anymore, won't it be over if you leave?"

"But...I have fallen in and I can't get out."

Her eyes became calm again, and she looked a little desperate. One wrong step would lead to a wrong step. If there was feces on her body, she would be disgusted even after washing it off.

After drinking a bottle of beer, she wiped her mouth and let out a wine burp. It was a long burp that took three or four seconds. After the burp, she felt happy and turned to look at Lu Ze.

"So you won't accept me, not because of what I have done before, but because of what you saw, right?"

"For now...that's it."

"Is it possible that I will accept it one day in the future? Or, if I won't make any more mistakes, will I still have a chance?"

"Hmm... I guess it's probably not big."

"Oh, that's it..."

Jiang Wenshu lowered her head, hating herself a little, and feeling very helpless. If Lu Ze hadn't seen her that day, there might have been a chance.

His legs were numb from squatting. Lu Ze stood up and jumped. He grinned and limped on the rooftop for a walk to let his blood circulate. He suddenly thought of the tap dance he had learned in the system course and tried it, but the result was still the same.

No, it doesn't look like tap dancing, it looks like epilepsy or stepping on a switch.

After he got warm from jumping, Lu Ze stopped, walked to the guardrail, and looked at the lights in the distance without looking at her.

"Maybe this is not what you think of love? You are an experientialist, and I am also an experientialist. My family knows their own affairs. You may not be Jiang Wenshu, but Tang Yufei. What you like is not Lu Ze, but Guo Xiaofei, so wait for a while.

, once you get a new role, this feeling will disappear."

After hearing this, Jiang Wenshu shook her head, her belief firm: "No, I am Jiang Wenshu, and the one I like is Lu Ze."

"It's because you drank too much. Go back and think about it carefully. Can I believe it? This is the end of tonight's exchange party. I'm too cold. Let's go back."

"Okay, let me pack my things."

This time she agreed to go back to the room, put away the unfinished beer, picked it up, got up and walked back.

"I'm pretty good at it. Do you still want to drink half a bottle?"

"That's not it. A bottle costs eight yuan."

She easily got through again, and Lu Ze's sports shorts had a cut on his butt, exposing his black underpants.

Back in the corridor, he suddenly felt much warmer. Lu Ze swiped the room card, waved to her, and prepared to go back to the house to sleep.

"Wait a minute..."

"Sister, what's wrong? I bought these shorts for 70 and they broke after just two days of wearing them. What else do you want to do?"

"Then we can be friends? Good friends are always good, right?"

Lu Ze tilted his head and showed an evil smile. At least he thought he was evil. With the shorts that exposed his crotch, he was actually quite stupid.

"I didn't say no."

After saying that, he opened the door and went back to the room, leaving Jiang Wenshu in the corridor with a chuckle.