Global Movie Emperor

"The dark clouds will eventually clear up. Don't think about anything, or tell me what you are thinking about. When it gets full, I will leave first."

The two of them came to a small but very private restaurant. The owner was a friend of Song Guiyuan. When he saw the two of them entering the room, he took them to a private room on the second floor. The food and drinks were quickly served. On the table, Lu Ze took a bite and it tasted very good.

The two of them drank Xifeng. It was still a cold day. They scalded it with hot water before filling the wine cups with blue and white patterns. They were small, delicate and elegant.

Lu Ze didn't miss either. He clinked glasses with Song Guiyuan, picked up the wine cup and poured it into his mouth. It wasn't spicy in the mouth, but it was warm and comfortable in his stomach.

"You haven't slept these days, okay? The circles under your eyes feel like being punched. You can stay silent, because I'm here to comfort you. I don't care whether you speak or not, as long as you listen to what I say, hey! Don't Come on, let’s have some food.”

Song Guiyuan put a piece of fish meat into Lu Ze's bowl, filled up the wine, leaned on his seat and looked at Lu Ze, playing with his Dupont lighter in his hand, lighting it up and then turning it off.

"To be honest, if I were you, I wouldn't be able to bear it right now. Really, I'm not pitying you, nor am I feeling sorry for you like a girl. I'm just thinking about it from your perspective. It's so fucking fucked. This world is so fucked up. He can eat people, you know, come on, man."

"Ding~"

The wine cup made a crisp sound. Lu Ze was indeed hungry. After the second cup, he took a large mouthful of vegetables and stuffed it into his mouth to chew. He put down his chopsticks and raised his head and sighed.

"It actually doesn't matter now. When you pick up this bowl of rice, you will be the one who is full and the one who will choke to death. This is a given. Whether you live or die, it all depends on fate."

"What you said is wrong. It's not a given. It all depends on what you think and how you go. Although I'm not familiar with Jiang Wenshu, but because you are in contact with her, I have also spoken to her. She is a nice person, but she The choice, to put it bluntly, is indeed extreme."

Old Song took a piece of cucumber shreds with chopsticks and chewed them in his mouth. He held the chopsticks between his fingers and waved his hand. He really disagreed with Lu Ze's view, because in his eyes, nothing was as important as his life. She chose this way. , but my ability to accept it is too poor, and it has nothing to do with fate.

"She has depression, it's quite serious."

"Oh, then I was wrong. Then this is fate, it is cause and effect. If you get it, you can't get rid of it. Apologize to her and leave again."

The cup was a bit unsatisfying. Lu Ze picked up the wine glass and poured it for himself. He drank almost two taels in one breath. Lao Song didn't stop him. He put his thumb and index finger to his mouth, spit out the fish bone and threw it on the table, waiting for Lu Ze's drink. below.

"Do you think I'm too cowardly?"

"How do you say it? I don't think so. Again, in this industry, if you want to be tough, can you be tough? As an actor, when you join the crew, you are controlled by the director. When you enter life, you are controlled by the company. , what is the saying? Freedom is real freedom only in an environment that is not completely free. Therefore, toughness is real toughness only when it is not completely tough. Whatever you do, you have to do it in your heart. Countless."

"It has nothing to do with that. From the time I came out to now, I have been cowarded many times. I have turned a deaf ear to many things, pretending not to know, or ignoring them. Many people have said that I care about feathers and that I am too arrogant in front of my younger generations. , and have never been willing to support the younger generation, and even said that they are snobbish. In fact, I know it, and I don’t refute it. I admit that I am like this. Why? Because I don’t dare... I have a family to support, this One wrong step in the circle will cause the whole circle to collapse, so I am careful every step I take, and I will make peace and make money, and I will retreat if I can."

"Is this wrong? Who is not like this? You are young and mature. I married a wife and I did the same thing after I had children. I was afraid of offending others in order to support the family. Is this wrong?"

Old Song spread his hands and felt that there was nothing wrong with Lu Ze. He married a wife at the age of thirty-four and had a son at the age of thirty-six. To him, Lu Ze's actions were not problematic at all.

"But I didn't stand up when I should have. In the end, it was me who regretted it. I don't want to do this anymore."

The two of them drank wine very quickly. In less than half an hour, they finished a pound of liquor and opened the second bottle. They started drinking at 11:30 at noon and continued until about 5:00 in the evening. In the end, each of them drank a pound and a half, plus After a box of beer, Song Guiyuan became more and more confused. He found that he couldn't drink Lu Ze anymore.

"It's over. Now I'm no longer your opponent. It's really over. I can't drink you anymore. Wait a minute... I'll answer the phone. Hello? Wife~ I'm here with Lu Ze, ah?"

Song Guiyuan was talking happily, but he couldn't explain it to Zhuang Xue. Lu Ze looked worried and stood up to take Song Guiyuan's call.

"Sister-in-law, I'm Lu Ze. Brother Song is here with me. Have a drink with me, son? What son? Oh, by the way! I'm at Zheng Yi's house. I asked Zheng Yi's wife to take care of him. Well, I drank too much. I'll be there tonight. I'll sleep here and let him go back tomorrow, okay."

Lu Ze was also confused now and hung up the phone. Song Guiyuan gave him a silly smile. This time he came out without telling Zhuang Xue. Zhuang Xue was frightened. She also thought that Lao Song had lost her son because he was thirty years old. It is estimated that Lao Song is the only one who has not slipped away at this age.

"Sister-in-law went to Zheng Yi to pick up your son. You stay here tonight."

"Sure, no problem."

Seeing him like that, Lu Ze paid and took him away. The two of them wandered out of the door, took a car and walked home. In the community, Lao Song even fell down and his palms were bleeding. After drinking the wine, both of them became very nervous and ignored it.

After entering the house, he threw Lao Song on the bed in the guest bedroom. Lu Ze turned around and left the house, sat on the sofa and drank some water. His head was dizzy, but he didn't want to sleep at all. He lit a cigarette and listened silently to Lao Song. Snoring like thunder.

After staring at the TV for two hours, Lu Ze felt that he had not drunk enough. He stood up and rummaged through the refrigerator, but there was no wine in it. After thinking about it, Lu Ze took the key and left the house again. He took a taxi to a nearby liquor store. Bar.

It seemed that he had never been to a place like this since his debut. Before that, he had worked as a waiter in a bar in Lu Hua.

I opened a booth, ordered a table of drinks, and poured a glass of Highland whiskey. The female resident singer on the stage sang a gentle song, which was the theme song "Shape of My Heart" from "This Killer Isn't Too Cold". , this song Lu Ze liked very much. He hummed along softly, raised his glass and drank it down in one gulp.

"My handsome self, do you mind sitting here?"

Lu Ze did not refuse. The girl sat next to Lu Ze. Her makeup was a bit thick and her age could not be clearly seen. She poured herself a glass of wine and clinked the glasses with Lu Ze.

Lu Ze's hat was worn low, and it was quite dark in the bar. The girl couldn't see Lu Ze's face clearly. She didn't mind what Lu Ze looked like, as long as he wasn't too ugly. At first glance, she thought he was someone who came to drink to relieve his worries. She likes it the most. Anyway, she often goes out to bars at night, and she doesn’t have much money. She is used to being taken away by men. She wants to do something she likes with a man who can still sleep, and find a place for herself to live. Maybe the man will give you a small gift thoughtfully the next day.

The two of them didn't communicate much. The girl brought up the topic a few times, but Lu Ze was not very interested in answering. She didn't know how to continue the conversation. She pursed her lips and played with her phone while listening to music.

She was used to hanging out until around ten o'clock in the evening. At this time, nightclubs also started to have disco music. Most men wouldn't mind going to have fun again, but she met Lu Ze, a boring man.

"how old are you?"

"Twenty, what's wrong?"

Lu Ze looked her up and down. He was used to seeing the group of trainees in the company. He grinned: "Really twenty?"

"Yes, is there a problem? Am I still older? Huh? You are Lu..."

"Here, find a place to stay and go back to school tomorrow to study hard."

The girl seemed to recognize Lu Ze, and her expression changed instantly. After all, Jiang Wenshu and Lu Ze were having a lot of trouble at the moment. How could someone of this age not recognize them.

Lu Ze did not continue talking, but took out all his cash from his wallet, which was about two to three thousand, handed it to the girl, stood up and left.

Before, he wouldn't have cared about where the girl lived, or whether she was dead or alive, because it had nothing to do with him, and maybe he wouldn't even let the girl sit next to him.

Now give her some money. Whether she takes the money to spend it in a nightclub or really finds a place to live. Lu Ze doesn't believe that his advice can make this girl, who is actually sixteen or seventeen years old, return to life again. Taking the right path, the reason why he gave her money was just to make himself happy, other than that...

no other meaning.

In fact, he didn't drink much in the bar, but he probably drank fake wine. When he saw the wind, Lu Ze walked to the corner and vomited on the ground. Then his brain became completely dizzy and shut down, and he stopped thinking.

He originally wanted to go home, but as he walked he realized, where is he? Why does it feel familiar but not recognized?

He didn't know where he was, so he just found a place to sit down to block the biting wind.

A man walked up to him. Lu Ze looked up and smiled.

"So...what are you doing out here again?"

"Can you still get up? Grab a car and go home. Sit here and don't freeze your joints."

"No, I'm so confused that I can't stand up, so do you want to use my body?"

Doctor Lu looked down at Lu Ze with a complicated expression, but shook his head. In fact, he was so drunk that he could still only walk in circles with his body. He didn't want to suffer for Lu Ze for this kind of dizziness.

"I remember...you should have studied psychology on your own, right? Did you see that she was sick?"

"I see it, but this is your life. No one will interfere. This is what you should bear, not one of us."

"I didn't ask you to shoulder the responsibility. Even if you don't give me some hints while she's alive, I know it's impossible to give any hints. It doesn't matter, it's all over."

"No one has given us hints about our lives, so why should we give you hints about your life?"

"But you don't have more than a thousand fucking people living in your head throughout your life."

"But our life is not as long as yours. It is a lifetime for you, but it is a few years for us, more than ten years. For you, it is only one night."

The two looked at each other and smiled. Lu Ze took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it for himself, pointed at Dr. Lu and shook his fingers.

"I have a clue. I seem to know what's going on with you."

"Then I'll wait and see."

Doctor Lu left, walking further and further away. Lu Ze closed his eyes until he could no longer see his back.

"are you crazy......."

The rag-picking man cursed and left. The drunkard sitting on the garbage heap was talking to him about some nonsense. Then he stopped, looked back at Lu Ze, and hesitated for a moment. , quickly walked over, rummaged through Lu Ze's pocket, opened his wallet, it was empty, and threw it on Lu Ze.

He clenched the ring on his hand so tightly that he couldn't take it off. The man simply gave up, put his watch and cell phone in his pocket, and ran away.

"...."