Global Movie Emperor
Chapter 93 Find a reason to live
Hiding under the blanket, Lu Ze kept swaying and staring at the door of the bedroom for the whole night. He wanted to see Lu Weiguo, but he didn't dare.
The first time he saw Lu Weiguo back home covered in blood and looked at him with one eye from the door, he was frightened crazy. Until now, he can often see his father, but he still feels scared .
But yesterday, Lu Weiguo grabbed his hand for the first time and prevented him from killing people. For the first time, he had an intersection with his dead father, and he had already begun to affect Lu Ze's life.
Suddenly...he heard the entrance door being pushed open, and a footstep came towards here, his heart began to beat, and then Li Yumei entered the bedroom.
"mom......"
"It's too cold in this room. I'll light a fire for you. Mom can see your face."
Li Yumei's rough hand touched Lu Ze's face. There was an obvious handprint on his face, and he didn't go down after a night, which made her feel very distressed.
"I'm fine, I'm going to make a fire..."
He hadn't been touched by his mother for a long time, which made him very uncomfortable, so he hurriedly put on his shoes and went outside to grab firewood, and sat silently on the pony to light the stove.
She brought a meal. In fact, that man is pretty good on weekdays, but he would scold Li Yumei when he was in a bad mood, and he rarely beat her. It just happened that he did it yesterday, and Lu Ze bumped into him.
She brought rice, braised saury in braised sauce, which was brought by Li Yumei after the man sobered up, because he also knew that Lu Ze's annual income from farming was only a few thousand yuan, and he couldn't eat it at all.
Lu Ze accepted the man's apology, otherwise Li Yumei would have a hard time being caught in the middle. He sat by the stove, lit the pure copper pipe left by the old man of the Lu family, and smoked silently.
"Let's eat."
What can a widowed, second-married woman do? Even if she was beaten, she could only accept it silently. As a traditional woman, widowhood is not a shameful thing, but a second marriage and divorce is enough. People will gossip in the village, not to mention that her income is not high. Lu Nan goes to school, if divorced... Lu Nan will have no money to go to school.
She felt that she hadn't been sorry to Lu Weiguo, that man, or Lu Nan. The only one who owed her the most was this son. In the past few years since his mental problems, she didn't fulfill her responsibility as a mother and didn't take good care of him.
For a while, she choked up. Lu Ze didn't speak, but just knocked on the cigarette bag and picked up the chopsticks.
He was eating, Li Yumei watched, and reached out to touch Lu Ze's long hair, but Lu Ze avoided it a little, he was not used to Li Yumei touching him.
"I want to get out."
Li Yumei didn't understand Lu Ze's words, she was stunned for a moment: "Where are you going?"
"I want to go out, not in the village anymore, go out to work."
This is what Lu Ze thought up this morning. He can no longer be in the village. Now he can often see Lu Weiguo appearing in every corner of the village. This made Lu Ze even want to die. He thought, maybe in a different environment, another Lu Weiguo did not go Maybe he won't show up again.
"No, I don't worry about you going out. What can you do when you go out? Listen to me, just stay in the village."
She is a cruel mother, but she is not a big-hearted mother. If he goes out in this mental state, whether he can survive outside is a problem.
"Then do you want to see me hang myself in the house tomorrow?"
That's what he thinks, if this continues, it's better to die. Although he wants to live, but this is really better than death. Go outside and see the outside world, maybe there will be someone who can survive reason.
"But what can you do outside? I'm afraid..."
"At least I can live. I won't die from hunger. I want to find a reason for me to live. Now it's meaningless to live."
Lu Ze had already made up his mind, he wanted to leave, he finally had the courage to look his mother in the eyes, and said firmly, he had to leave.
Li Yumei couldn't refuse, because she was really scared. When she saw her son again, he was hanging on the beam of the house, not breathing. She didn't dare to bet on such a thing, because she also knew that her son had mental problems.
"Then mom will buy you a mobile phone some other day. When you want to come back outside, call mom. Mom will pick you up. Do you think it's okay?"
Lu Ze didn't speak, just put the empty bowl on the stove, went back to the house and hid in the bedding, he became a turtle, avoiding all the care of his mother, he couldn't accept it.
Li Yumei took a look at him lying on the kang with an empty bowl, sighed, and left. She will go to the town to buy a mobile phone for Lu Ze in a while, and use the money she earns instead of others.
…
It was snowing in the afternoon, and when Li Yumei came back from the town, it was already dark, and she was holding the mobile phone left for Lu Ze in her hand. It was not expensive, more than 600 yuan, and it was the cheapest one in the mobile phone store.
"Son? Son?"
There is no light in the room, because Lu Ze never turns on the lights, which would waste electricity. His income is not high, and even the electricity bill is a pain in the ass.
After calling twice, but no one in the room answered, Li Yumei pushed the door open with trembling hands, but it was still unlocked. This house, which carried the memories of the four members of the Lu family, was no longer worthy of a thief's patronage.
"Slap..."
A drop of tear fell on the ground, because Lu Ze was not in the room. Although the bedding was dirty, it was folded neatly. When I opened the drawer, there was no clothes inside.
Li Yumei had never regretted so much before today. Her only son left. She knew that her son hated her, but she didn't expect that he didn't even say hello to her the day he left.
The moment she gave up on Lu Ze, she had already expected this day, but it came so suddenly...she still couldn't accept it.
Sitting on the chair, she wailed loudly, from today onwards, she has no son, no more...
At this time, Lu Ze had already boarded the bus leading to Fengtian. His future, like this bus, was running on the dark road, unable to see the road ahead.
…
It was past ten o'clock in the evening when he arrived in Fengtian, and he didn't have a tool to tell the time. He knew it when he saw the clock tower while walking on the street.
He was carrying a big snakeskin bag, and people passing by walked around him, because Lu Ze didn't look like a normal person.
He found a small hotel, 30 for one night, he plans to sleep here for one night now, and start looking for a job tomorrow.
"Give me the money, register it in this book, and just follow what's written on it."
The fat hotel proprietress threw the registration book on the table, waiting for Lu Ze to pay, but when he touched the bag, Lu Ze panicked.
"Where's my money? Where's my money? Money...money gone..."
Lu Ze rummaged through his bag in a panic, and then he saw a cut in the bag. Obviously, the more than 4,000 yuan he had saved for five years was gone! Let someone steal it!
"I......"
"If you lose your money, go to the police. Turn left and it's diagonally opposite."
The proprietress has been running the hotel for more than 20 years. This kind of thing is not uncommon, and she has lost her sympathy over the years. She just pointed out the way to Lu Ze, put away the register book and continued to watch TV and eat melon seeds.
"thanks, thanks!"
Lu Ze picked up the bag and ran towards the police station with his thighs. He hoped that he could get it back now that he hadn't lost it for a long time.
"...."
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