God Descends the Second Element

Since it is something related to her, it doesn't matter even if she listens to it.

Thinking of this, Mashiro Shiina had a natural look on her face, and she stood aside obediently, ready to continue listening.

"Yes, the reason why I don't continue painting is because of Mashiro. In fact, it's not just me, there are many people who gave up painting because of Mashiro."

Rita laughed at herself. She thought about those days again. It still makes people feel so painful to think about it now. But now that she has a listener, she is still willing to speak out and tell the other person, but when she speaks, she seems to be talking to herself. Normally speaking to himself: "The children in Grandpa Mashiro's studio are different from the innocent children in the painting classrooms outside. They are here to learn professional painting, and they hope to become famous painters. Coming all the way from all over the world.”

"These children always thought that they were special. After all, if they were not special, they would not be able to enter Grandpa Mashiro's studio. In the art world, that studio is like a holy place. Those who can enter are the proud ones of heaven. .”

"Although it may be a bit inappropriate to say this, I was once one of its members, and I was also relatively good, because I have been painting since I was sensible. For me, painting is the future, no matter what I draw , my parents and grandpa will praise me. I feel so happy when I hear their praises. I practice painting desperately in order to draw better, and I keep painting just to get their praise."

At this point, the expression on Rita's face began to become a little scary, and she said word by word in a cold voice: "But, everything started to change little by little since Mashiro came, yes, everything Everything was different, and so were my parents and grandpa. They were all obsessed with Mashiro's talent and ignored other things. And I was just one of them, so I started looking for it. I didn’t give up despite the constant failures in Mashiro’s competition, just to be able to win against Mashiro Shiina once in an honest and fair manner, so that my family could pay attention to me again.”

"I don't know how many times I failed, but I never gave up. But one day my grandfather and parents told me to forget it because I couldn't win against Mashiro, so forget it. There is no point in continuing to draw, so forget it! In other words, forget it! I was an unwanted child, so I was given up.”

"The result is like this. There is no surprise. The reality presented in front of us is very cruel, because everyone is like waste in front of Mashiro.

However, in a world of comparative talent like the art world, these are all taken for granted.

Yes, it is a matter of course. The weak will eat the strong no matter where it is, and the waste will be eliminated by the strong.

If you want to be a true artist, you will inevitably eliminate many people and use these people as stepping stones to keep moving forward.

But our situation at that time was a little different, just because of Mashiro's existence. "

"No matter how hard we try, we can't become like Mashiro. We are completely inferior to her. Mashiro is always so dazzling, and Mashiro's eyes don't look at us at all. Mashiro easily destroys us with invisible weapons just for the sake of The children who gathered in the studio to paint, trampled the dreams and hopes of all our peers who aspired to be painters, painlessly and expressionlessly as they are now, without ever showing a trace of guilt.”

"And once you see Mashiro's paintings, you will feel that the world in which we all live is different from hers. It makes people realize what real talent is and that incompetent people are fakes.

It seems as if they are laughing at us. Incompetent people cannot succeed no matter what. Even if they try their best, they can't see Mashiro's shadow. Mashiro even never looks at anyone in the painting! This is the greatest insult to us as painters! "

"I still remember Mashiro once told me that I will definitely be able to become a great painter. People like you will definitely not be able to understand how I feel. Mashiro asked me to do this from the moment he told me that I could become a great painter. A dream, even if it was given up by my family, I still didn’t give up because of Mashiro’s words, but I was wrong from the beginning. In the end, it was useless and the dream was taken away from me without permission! I didn’t even look at it. As a painter, all of this is caused by Mashiro, it’s all Mashiro’s fault!!”

Rita's heartbreaking voice echoed nearby, as if she had been abandoned by the world, full of unwillingness and resentment.

There was a "clang" sound, as if something fell to the ground.

The sudden sound startled both Rita and Wang Hao. They turned around and looked at each other towards the place where the sound came from.

What fell on the ground was a plastic bag containing three bottles of black tea. A beautiful girl stood there at some point.

Shiina Mashiro's face has turned pale, and her usual indifferent look has long since disappeared. Her eyes are hollow and full of confusion. She keeps mumbling to herself, repeating the same words: "Rita, I'm sorry... I'm sorry. ……sorry……"

Mashiro kept apologizing on the spot, his face full of confusion about the world, like a drowning person who couldn't find a life-saving straw, so helpless.

It was as if I suddenly knew the world again. I didn't know what to do next. I just stayed in confusion and fear. Everything was full of fear.

"Is there any use in saying this now? I don't need your apology! I hate Mashiro the most. It would be great if Mashiro never existed from the beginning!!!"

Rita said loudly and excitedly, showing a terrifying expression that Mashiro had never seen before, which made the latter even more at a loss. She felt so strange to her childhood friend at this moment, so she just kept apologizing. , repeating the words "I'm sorry".

Seeing this scene, Wang Hao had a complicated expression. Mashiro's appearance here was somewhat beyond his expectation. He had never thought of letting Mashiro get involved in such a thing.

But it's too late to say anything now. Although Mashiro is simple, he is not stupid. Even if Wang Hao says some remedial words, it will not help.

Now that Mashiro knows, there is nothing he can do. Although he really wants Mashiro to be a carefree and innocent girl, it seems impossible now.

It's not a bad thing to let the other party know some things.

"enough!"

Thinking of this, Wang Hao turned around and looked at Rita, his face already indifferent: "Have you finished what you want to say?"

Originally, Wang Hao thought that the other party should be more different, and he should also know what Mashiro was thinking.

But obviously, after listening to Rita's words, Wang Hao realized that the other party didn't know Mashiro at all.

He was a little disappointed. He looked at Rita and continued expressionlessly: "If that's all you want to say, it's really boring. I didn't expect that Mashiro's trusted friend since childhood would be so unbearable. From the beginning to the end, He was talking about his misfortune and never understood Mashiro’s thoughts.”

"What do you mean by this? Mashiro and I have grown up together since childhood. Do you think I don't know what she thinks?!"

"Literally, I say you are a selfish, arrogant guy who doesn't care about other people's thoughts! Can childhood sweethearts who grew up together be able to understand another person's thoughts? How innocent! Do you really know Mashiro now? What do you think? In that case, do you know what she likes now? Do you know how much effort she has put in behind the scenes? You don’t know anything at all!"

"Hao! Stop talking about Rita like that! It's all my fault. I was too stupid to notice..."

Shiina Mashiro said to Wang Hao, her whole body was shaking like an abandoned cat.

Fear and fear of being disliked by Rita, just like being abandoned.

Rita is such an important existence to Mashiro. Mashiro, who usually doesn't care about other people's opinions, may only care about Rita.

In the past ten years since the age of six, Mashiro has been the only friend who has been painting together and face to face.

So Mashiro cares about Rita very much, because Rita is his childhood sweetheart and his only friend. Mashiro has even regarded her as a relative without knowing it, so he is afraid of losing her.

For Mashiro, who has only had Rita around her since she was a child, Rita has become an important part of her life, and has exposed her to other things besides painting.

I could have endured the darkness if I had never seen the light.

Rita Einzworth is the ray of light in Mashiro Shiina's life, bringing the light of hope.

"Sorry, Mashiro, there are some things I have to say now."

Wang Hao wanted to stretch out his hand and rub Mashiro's head, but he stretched it out halfway and then retracted it. Now Mashiro must know everything clearly.

However, he looked at Rita with an even colder look, and continued: "Zhenbai, even if a person is injured, he will not tell others anything, he will just bear everything silently behind his back, what are you talking about? Have you ever thought about speaking openly?"

"Shut up!"

"You haven't thought about it at all! If you use others as a reason, then forget it, but don't you know? Mashiro was drawing when you were drinking coffee, Mashiro was drawing when you were playing, and even you Mashiro was also drawing when he was sleeping. Even you, who is considered a friend by Mashiro, never knew what Mashiro was doing and thinking. I originally thought that Mashiro still had you as a friend. It seems that you were just doing it to satisfy yourself. You only get close to Mashiro because of your desire. Don’t you really know that Mashiro has nothing but painting? A guy who gives up halfway has no right to say that to someone who has been working hard!"

"Shut up! Shut up!!"

"It's all Mashiro's fault you say. You actually know that Mashiro doesn't understand these things at all. She won't understand these things if you don't tell her, so you keep making excuses for yourself. Work hard to respond to other people's expectations, blame others when you fail, and never say what you want to do. You seem to have no explanation at all? From the beginning to the end, you keep talking about other people's faults, but you are constantly anxious, Fear, sadness, suspicion, self-blame, depression, hatred, hostility, resentment, revenge, jealousy! In fact, you are the one who made the mistake! Why don't you tell these things? In fact, it is because you are unwilling to face reality at all. !”

Words are like frost, ruthless and cold, and the reality is explicit.

Wang Hao's words were like a sharp sword that ruthlessly broke through Rita's disguise. The latter said excitedly: "Shut up! You don't know anything at all! You are so high and mighty, you obviously don't know anything. It’s so bad to just analyze other people by yourself and then make irresponsible remarks! Is there any fun in doing this? You bastard!!”

As soon as she finished speaking, Rita ran forward and stretched out her hand to rush forward and hit Wang Hao.

Wang Hao looked at the rushing Rita expressionlessly, and when the other party approached, he gently dodged to the side, and sneered mercilessly: "Is this all you can do?"

"Ah! Shut up! If you're a man, just stand there and see if I don't tear your nasty mouth in half!!"

After being dodged by the opponent, Rita became depressed and even more irritable. She felt like a clown.

Wang Hao turned a blind eye to all this and continued to sarcastically say: "If you can do it, just give it a try."

The annoyance that could not be vented filled Rita's heart, and she became angry. She picked up her bag and threw it towards Wang Hao, but unfortunately the latter dodged them one by one.

She picked up the drink that fell on the ground and threw it over, but Wang Hao easily dodged it aside. When there was nothing left to throw, Rita glared at Wang Hao with red eyes, turned around and ran away.

A slight drizzle began to fall in the sky, the wind picked up fallen leaves, and people at the amusement park began to leave in twos and threes.

Wang Hao just watched all this with cold eyes. He would not go to Rita, because Mashiro's current situation made people even more worried.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and gradually there were no people around.

Shiina Mashiro was like a homeless cat, curled up alone next to the street lamp in the amusement park.

Wang Hao quietly approached the other party and silently put his clothes on Zhenbai's head.

Cold air, icy rain.

This world seems to have lost its warmth to Mashiro Shiina.

Rita's words negated all of Shiina Mashiro's past life.

"Hao, I don't know anything. I never thought of hurting Rita. I am a bad boy..."

Shiina Mashiro raised her head blankly, with a pair of hollow eyes that made people feel distressed just looking at them.

"No, Mashiro, you are not wrong. From the day you and I met, I knew that the girl named Mashiro Shiina has always been so kind and innocent, as if she was a carefree person who should not You are like an elf who exists in this society. You have brought a lot of joy to me and everyone in the Modern Dimension Research Society. I have always believed that I can meet Mashiro Shiina. It is really great!"

Alas, the military training is really a bit tiring, and thank you for the reward QAQ