Goddess’s Personal Doctor

"Is this an excuse for a loser?"

"I lost, and I don't need any excuses and reasons, because I can foresee that I will lose everything, including life, people are good at dying, and you don't listen to me, I will be a failure after all. The loser!" Bai Yujing sat down and sighed like a collapsed mountain, "In this game, the loser loses everything..."

"If you're willing to tell me more about the inside story, I'd be willing to continue talking nonsense with you." I stared at him, who had no fighting spirit, and said with a sneer.

"Let me retain some of the dignity of the loser?" Bai Yujing raised his head and stared at me with complicated eyes, "Although I foresee your future path, maybe you can go further than me, as I think it is my destiny. The opponent, at this time, I hope you can go further..."

How far is it? Bai Yujing and I can't talk anymore about this issue, because he has lost his fighting spirit and even lost his desire to survive.

The situation in Jingzhou is cloudy.

After leaving Bai Yujing's office, I knocked on the door of Guan Cang Yue's office. The moment Guan Cang Yue looked up at me like an uncle from the neighborhood committee in the conference room, his eyes were sharp like a sharp sword, piercing the heart. !

"You still haven't dismissed your thoughts?" Guan Cangyue asked indifferently, staring at me.

I was slightly startled, felt the strong oppression, and nodded forcibly calmly and said, "I'm sorry for disappointing you, Guan Bu, I'm really not this material!"

"It's your own choice to advance or retreat. Do you know the difference between the strong and the weak?" Guan Cangyue stared at me and asked.

I know that there must be 10,000 thoughts in 10,000 people's minds. Guan Cangyue didn't really want to ask me this question, he just had something to say to me, so I just shook my head and waited for his answer. !

"The strong are fearless, the ocean flows across the sea, the weak are cowardly, and Wang Feng rests his heart..." Guan Cangyue shook his head as if a trace of disappointment flashed in his eyes, "I thought you were a qualified fighter, but maybe I was wrong. It's gone!"

I was silent and didn't dare to answer, but I couldn't help but think too much of his words in my heart. The ocean crossing reminds me of Bai Yujing's saying, "Butterflies can't fly over the ocean", which shows that Bai Yujing's heart He also has the ambition to cross the sea, but unfortunately, how many people in this world can cross the sea?

The words Wangfeng resting on the heart should come from the "Book with Zhu Yuansi" to describe a person's mentality of retreating in life. Originally, he was indifferent to fame and fortune, but it was used by Guan Cangyue on the weak. Under the ordinary appearance of Cang Yue, maybe he is not an ordinary soul, this can only prove - I still don't know him!

"Go and hand over to Guo Han. After that, you will have nothing to do with the security department!" Guan Cangyue said lightly, then lowered his head and stopped looking at me.

I hesitated for a moment, then suddenly said, "I want to recommend Qiu Yu..."

"From now on, you are not a member of the security department, which means that you have no right to recommend, and those who can withdraw from the security department will prove insufficient loyalty, and the recommended people will be difficult to use safely, so you don't have to recommend anyone. !" Guan Cangyue's tone came out with an extremely cold aura.

I stood there embarrassedly for a few seconds, then turned around and left Guan Cangyue's office with a bitter expression. The last feeling this office gave me was -- ruthless!

When I handed over to Guo Han, Guo Han was quite polite, and he took care of everything as before. I handed over my small book and documents such as the right to carry guns.

Guo Han asked me inexplicably, why he still proposed to quit despite being promoted. Wasn't this intentionally making Guan Bu's face ugly?

Actually, what I really wanted to say in my heart was the sentence Guan Cangyue said in the conference room, "Daos are different and do not conspire."

Guo Han hesitated, and finally sent me out of the security base without saying anything.

In the evening, after eating at Xu Jie's side, I felt a little empty in my heart watching TV in the living room. : "Aren't you happy to quit the Security Section?"

I shook my head, wrapped my fingers around a strand of her hair and sighed: "This is a decision I made by myself. There is no question of being unhappy, but I feel that some things are too boring!"

"It's boring? What do you mean?" Xu Jie asked curiously.

"Bai Yujing lost, but he showed some humanity in the end. At least some of the decisions and actions he made in the end showed that he was at least a human being!"

"Could this be an illusion?" Xu Jie asked with a smile, "His human touch has never been used on others. No matter how evil people are, there is a good thing when they die, right?"

"Maybe..." I smiled wryly, "But Guan... Although I won, but at the end I felt that there was no trace of humanity. I suddenly couldn't understand the human heart in this world. How complicated is it?"

"Heh... these questions are philosophical questions!" Xu Jie lowered her head, put her smooth forehead on my face, stared into my eyes and said, "Xiao Yan, you are still old. Small, don’t think too much about these issues, it’s easy to make yourself unhappy.”

"I gave up the identity of the security department just to make myself a little happier!"

"If you give up some things, you will also get some. Maybe it's because you have been fighting with Bai Yujing for too long, and suddenly the pressure is relieved, and there is a psychological gap before you feel uncomfortable, right?"

"Well... Maybe." My hand moved down and slipped into the gap between Xu Jie's legs just after bathing.

Xu Jie was caught off guard, and suddenly let out a frightened whisper, and then realized that there was someone next to her, so she immediately covered her mouth, her face was covered with red clouds in an instant, she stared at me, bit her lip, and said, "Uh... ...You're changing too fast...ah!"

"Sister, do you miss me?" I felt her emotion and couldn't help but stare at her blurred eyes and asked.

"Yeah." Xu Jie's eyelashes fluttered, and she reached out and pulled mine out and hummed, "You haven't washed your hands after eating, go take a shower, or you won't be allowed to touch me!"

"Then I choose not to touch it!"

"Kill you--"

"Hahaha……"

Deliberately teasing Xu Jie, looking at her shy and coquettish expression, and then quickly went to take a shower, while Xu Jie brought me clothes and towels, he directly pulled her in, In the bathroom, Xu Jie did the thing that made her feel ashamed but very happy with the shy gesture that Xu Jie usually did not dare to do.

Little is better than newlyweds.

A happy and a sound sleep, suddenly thunder and lightning in the middle of the night, Xu Jie and I were both awakened by the sound of thunder and lightning outside, but when we felt that we were still tightly snuggling and intertwined, we suddenly felt relieved.

It turns out that the upheaval outside has nothing to do with us, as long as we are with the people we love!

During the intimacy just now, Xu Jie directly hugged me and slept with me in the midst of happiness. At this time, she remembered to get up and wash her underside, otherwise she would feel sticky and uncomfortable!

I watched her rustling out of bed and went to the bathroom. After a while, she jumped up like a cat and got into the quilt, then hugged me and curled up in her arms and asked in a low voice, "Xiao Yan, you Do you think you will get pregnant this time?"

"You haven't given up yet?" I couldn't help laughing and crying, "So I just took the initiative to hold me and didn't let me quit, or was it because I wanted a baby?"

"Oh, you don't understand..." Xu Jie said with a bit of melancholy, "You said I have no problem, but we have been together a lot, and we didn't take safety measures for you to come out a lot of time, but Ya Wei, she is... I am... ah!"

"It's okay, God always leaves better gifts behind!" I said while kissing Xu Jie's forehead.

"Hopefully, but I'm also a woman, so I'm a little uneasy. Although we have multiple children at this time, it may not be the best choice!" Xu Jie sighed helplessly.

The thunder and lightning came down with the wind and rain outside the window, Xu Jie suddenly sat up with the quilt, looked at the wind and rain outside the window, took my hand with great interest and said, "Little inkstone, get up—"

"Why?" I was pulled up by her in confusion.

"Would you like to accompany me to the window to watch the rain?" Xu Jie jumped out of bed barefoot, like an innocent little girl.

"What?" I couldn't help crying.

"Look, I haven't had a good look at the night view of the city of Jingzhou in the wind and rain!" Xu Jie coquettishly dragged me to the window, and she didn't even care about not wearing clothes.

I was brought to the window by Xu Jie, and then she asked me to hug her tightly from behind. There was lightning and thunder outside, and under the wind and rain, the rain streaks all over the glass of the window.

Xu Jie, however, with a peaceful and happy face, stretched out her hand to the window through the glass, as if feeling the wind and rain outside. After a while, she suddenly turned her face and raised the corner of her lips slightly. He said to me gently and deeply: "Kiss me—"

I was stunned for a moment, led by Xu Jie's lips, and fell into this wonderful feeling of happiness. Sometimes emotion is a very wonderful thing. It's just a kiss, no more words and actions, but I It seemed that he understood Xu Jie.

This is what she wants, to be with me, no matter it is windy or rainy outside, there is no distance between us, it would be good to be together like this forever, this is what Xu Jie's kiss made me feel!

But men are different. Kissing will bring more reactions. When Xu Jie gradually felt it, and was ready to meet me with my changes, there was a somewhat abrupt mobile phone vibration in the house!

"No matter..." I bit Xu Jie's ear, looking a little anxious!

Xu Jie stopped me. Although her eyes were all blurred, she said softly and rationally, "Don't be in a hurry for a while, and my sister won't run away. Check the phone first!"

I was helpless, but I was reluctant to part with her, so I just picked her up and went over with her, then picked up my phone and glanced at it. When I saw the message, my whole body froze for a while!

Xu Jie felt it, turned her head to take a look, then took a breath of cold air, and after a long stagnation, she sighed dumbly, and said in an infinitely desolate tone: "This world... It's really real!"

"Butterfly... can't fly over the ocean!" I couldn't help but read this sentence, and then let out a deep sigh, the kind of unlovable Bai Yujing that finally came to mind when he was in the office. Desolate look.

Bai Yujing - Suicide!