Goddess’s Personal Doctor

I stared at Zhao Yawei.

She hesitated.

Her eyes were still red. She used to wipe away the traces of the eyeliner and the fundus of her eyes, and she slowly wiped away those traces with a wet towel. The less charming she turned into the one I was familiar with. Zhao Yawei, she took care of herself a little and sighed: "I don't know, who can tell what true love is like? But I think love is beautiful, remembering that person always brings Sweet feeling, as long as there is a world with him, everything will be fine, but without him, everything will lose its taste... But you and Jie, you are not with each other, don't you still have your own life? "

I looked at her and shook my head: "This is the love you imagined, but everyone's imagination is different, so you don't know how pure my relationship with Xu Jie is!"

"What about Mo Jin and Han Yun?" Zhao Yawei stared at me and said lightly, "Love is a matter between two people and cannot tolerate the existence of outsiders, so true love is also selfish, if neither you nor Xu Jie feel that It's just a matter of two people, so that's a problem in itself..."

I was stunned for a moment, suddenly silent!

"Then you..." I looked up at Zhao Yawei and said, "Since you already know it very well, why are you crying?"

Zhao Yawei's eyes dimmed slightly, and she said with a complex and helpless expression: "If possible, I have been looking for the love in my imagination. Jie'er and I actually have different visions for love and life, but as time goes by As time went on, I gradually understood one thing, that is, the herd effect belongs to the thoughts of ordinary people, and women with feelings usually choose a man who is not mediocre even if he is deviant. This is like many men encountering A woman like a goddess, she knows she can't get it, but she has a delusional mind. "

I vaguely understood what Zhao Yawei meant, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "What do you mean, the mutual attraction between men and women is Stockholm Syndrome?"

"No!" Zhao Yawei frowned and sighed, "The real love is not Stockholm, only the love with pain is Stockholm, because there will always be one party who will rush towards the other party without hesitation even if they are hurt. Moth to a fire means."

"So, if you think I hurt Xu Jie, we're not really in love, right?"

"Isn't it right? If you really love Xu Jie and regard your relationship as love, then you should only protect her, instead of making her feel pain time and time again. There is no way to leave you, you have your own selfishness in your heart, this is no longer pure love, but possession!"

At this moment, I suddenly felt that Zhao Yawei's words made sense!

Of course I have feelings for Xu Jie, and they are very deep, but if I use Zhao Yawei's words, I do have a selfish and possessive mentality. As a saint in my heart.

But if Xu Jie is really my only saint, why should I do it again and again when I know it will hurt her again and again?

After all, is it really not love between me and Xu Jie?

If it's not love, what is it?

I raised my head and asked Zhao Yawei this sentence with a frown.

Zhao Yawei also frowned, shook her head inexplicably and said, "If I knew what this was, then I wouldn't be in such pain, so I think this is a bad fate, and it is also Stockholm Syndrome. I know that I will be hurt, but I am still attracted to it unconsciously!"

I smiled wryly and thought, should this be my fault or not?

This is a difficult question to answer. For example, if a group of boys fall in love with a very beautiful school girl, it is very likely that the school girl is also riding a few boats at the same time, and then the other boys who are not attracted by the school girl are the cruel school girl. , Or should I blame the school for the cheap ones?

Of course, there is a slight difference between women and men. The useless thing is that if a woman steps on a few boats, she must be a bad guy. Although a man may also be considered a scumbag, as long as he doesn't get married, it is actually a common problem for the general public. Psychologically, I will feel excusable, as long as this man has money!

Uh... Thinking of this, I suddenly remembered my current life, and I couldn't help but subconsciously shook my head and smiled wryly at myself: "I am indeed a scumbag to the extreme, it seems that no matter how I refuse to admit it, I am indeed like this. A person!"

"That's not necessarily true!" Zhao Yawei stared at me and smiled wryly, "The difference between scumbags is very big. For example, although you are infested with flowers, you are not the kind of irresponsible person, at least as far as I know, if not You really gave your sincerity, and with the kind of character of Jie, you will definitely not drag the water with you, so a man like you, the most deadly poison to a woman, once it gets on it, you want to leave You, it's too difficult, because after meeting you, everyone else has become a mortal, and it's hard to get through..."

"Haha, should I be happy, or should I be speechless?" I stared at Zhao Yawei, looking extremely helpless.

Zhao Yawei stared at me faintly and said, "I finally talked about everything today. I thought that when I said these words in my heart one day, I would feel very shy and embarrassed... But I was crying a lot. It will be so easy to say what's on your mind after that!"

"Then... does that mean you've finally let go?" I asked Zhao Yawei, looking at me.

"You hug me and I'll tell you!" Zhao Yawei's cheeks suddenly turned red.

I just opened my arms hesitantly, but Zhao Yawei suddenly plunged into my arms and squeezed hard, as if she wanted to completely rub herself into my body, her tone was low with a hint of trembling. Said: "If I could go back to the beginning... when I was in that cave, if I had the courage now, I might not have so many unprovoked heartaches!"

"Uh……"

I also suddenly remembered the scene where Zhao Yawei and I were alone in that cave. At that time, it was snowing heavily outside, and Zhao Yawei's body was as white as snow. It's getting cold, and the body temperature is really high!

My eyes looked into the back collar of Zhao Yawei's dress, and her curves from back to hip were almost in full view. The scene at that time seemed to become more real!

Realizing that Zhao Yawei's face was getting hot, I couldn't help but push her away lightly but forcefully and sighed: "Mr. Zhao, now that we have said everything on our minds, you should know better than anyone, Stockholm. The syndrome is manageable!"

"Well... I know!" Zhao Yawei stared at me and sighed softly, "This is the best result now!"

"Yeah, it doesn't affect us, and it doesn't affect your relationship with Xu Jie. Maybe you can only stop here!" I said.

Zhao Yawei stared at me with a wry smile and said, "Well, I can only go so far as a woman, if I go any further, I will become shameless, but there is another thing I have to do. Let me tell you, the Lan family was crushed by you. When Lu Qingfeng passed by just now, he had already agreed to some requests from the elders of our family, so you should be prepared. Today's Hangcheng is already turbulent, and our Zhao family... It's on the side of Lu Qingfeng!"

My eyes were stunned for a moment, and then I said with a light smile: "This scene involves more and more people, and things become more and more complicated, but because of this, life is exciting enough, because no one can Anticipating the next step, even Lu Qingfeng finally chose to find someone to stand by!"

Zhao Yawei nodded and stared at me and said, "Our misunderstanding has been resolved. I hope that no matter whether the family is an enemy or a friend, you will always understand me, and stop deliberately embarrassing me and hurting my heart!"

I nodded and sighed: "Mr. Zhao, since you understand what love looks like and Stockholm Syndrome, then you..."

"It's too late!" Zhao Yawei shook her head and said, "If you have loved someone, you will understand that no matter how you want to forget, you will never forget it in the end. Stockholm Syndrome may be cured, but once a person's heart is broken When you fall in love with someone, it's a lifetime."