Golden Greenery

Joanna Reed said she learned from the news media that Enke's wife Theresa would hold a press conference at 3 p.m. Looking at their watches, Zhuo Yang and Joanna decided to go directly to the AWD Arena Press Center.

There was still some distance to go, so the two had to get out of the car and walk. Starting from the morning, about 35,000 Hannover citizens spontaneously went to the AWD Arena to mourn Enke, including not only Hannover 96 fans, but also a large number of Madiburg fans. .

More and more people gathered, and a large open space at the exit of the stadium was covered with flowers and candles. Many people wore Enke's No. 1 jersey and mourned quietly there. Zhuoyang saw Mad Dog and Bald Colliver in the crowd. Everyone greeted them slightly and walked towards the press hall together.

Enke and his wife Teresa met when he was playing for Monchengladbach, and Teresa later accompanied him to Lisbon, Portugal, and to Barcelona. After arriving in Hanover, Theresa gave birth to her daughter Laura. But Laura had a congenital heart disease and died during surgery when she was less than two years old.

On the day of the surgery, Enke was playing, the new season had just begun, and Zhuo Yang had just transferred to AC Milan at that time. After Laura died, she was buried in Emped, a small town about 20 kilometers away from the center of Hannover. Enke and Laura lived in that small town.

It is now widely speculated that Enke's death was related to his daughter Laura, because the place where he died was only 200 meters away from Laura's cemetery.

Accompanied by Hannover 96 Chairman Martin Kinder and Chief Superintendent of the Hannover Police Department Higze, a haggard-looking Theresa arrived at the press conference. Despite her grief, Teresa tried her best to remain dignified and calm. She was a strong woman.

From Theresa's mouth, people learned the root cause of Robert Enke's giving up on life - depression.

Enke's first serious episode of depression was when he was playing for Barcelona in 2003. The symptoms were induced by huge psychological pressure due to failure on the court. But that year Enke, under Theresa's advice, underwent medication and psychological treatment, and soon he was brought back to Hannover by coach Lining, and the symptoms disappeared.

This year Enke's depression returned again, and the symptoms were more severe than a few years ago. Teresa suggested that he be brave enough to disclose his condition and actively seek treatment, as Deisler had done. But this time, Enke didn't listen to his wife. He was afraid that disclosure of his depression would affect his participation in the World Cup in South Africa.

Therefore, Enke concealed his illness and naturally did not take any treatment measures. Recently, his symptoms have become severe.

The human body is a complex organism made of various substances. Human thinking, emotions, senses, etc. are all at work in the final analysis. The human pituitary gland secretes something called dopamine, and dopamine controls human happiness. A large part of the cause of depression is the decrease in dopamine secretion from the pituitary gland.

According to the medical profession, approximately seven out of every 100 people suffer from depression to varying degrees, and the United Nations World Health Organization analyzes that nearly two out of every ten people are depressed. There is such a big difference between the two data because many people do not know that they have symptoms of depression or have even heard of this disease.

In fact, depression, like the cold, is a very common physiological disease. The Western medical community describes it vividly: Depression is like a black dog lying on your head all the time! In Europe, depression is also known as (the black dog).

Zhuo Yang has heard of depression before, but has never understood it. His understanding of depression is the same as that of most people: Do you think too much? Why are you so confused? You should face the pressure bravely!

After the press conference ended, Zhuo Yang, Joanna and others went to comfort Teresa. Teresa said that after the matter is settled, she may sell the house in Empede Town and take Laila back to Monchengladbach to start a new life.

Laila is a little girl that Enke and Theresa adopted this year.

Not yet a year old. Later, a psychologist analyzed that the time for Enke and his wife to adopt Laila was not good. The appearance of little Laila would make Enke recall more of his daughter Laura, who died less than three years ago, which would in turn aggravate his condition. .

Enke and Teresa also had eight dogs. Teresa said she planned to give them all away and asked Zhuoyang if she wanted one. Then, Zhuoyang thought of Enke's Dalmatian dog named "Voldemort", which was named by him.

"King, our Chief Superintendent would like to ask you to come over." Constable Third Class Warren Braun came over and said.

Zhuo Yang was a little surprised, but he still followed Warren to the small office next to him. "Mr. Zhuo Yang, please don't mind, it's just routine work." Chief Superintendent Higze said.

Although Enke's death is very clear, it was an abnormal death after all, so some investigations still need to go through procedures. The police asked Zhuoyang because Enke called Zhuoyang half an hour after leaving home, and this was the last number Enke dialed before his death.

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Until attending Enke's funeral two days later, Zhuo Yang was in a state of confusion, filled with self-blame.

He didn't know what Enke wanted to talk to him about. Maybe it was just a casual chat between friends, with no actual meaning and no importance at all. But Zhuo Yang felt that if he had canceled his ticket after answering the phone that day and went to have a drink with Enke, what happened next would never have happened.

He can't get over this psychological hurdle!

Many people came to the funeral, 100,000 Hanover citizens came to see Enke off, and 30,000 Hanover 96 members came to see off their captain. Two clubs, Hannover 96 and Madiburg, came. Borussia Monchengladbach, Benfica, Barcelona and Tenerife, where Enke played for during his lifetime, all sent commissioners to express their condolences. The Bundesliga and the teams Enke played for all held a moment of silence before the game in the past few days, including Barcelona's home game against Malaga.

Many people from the German Football Association and the national team also came, including Loew, Bierhoff, Grandpa, Ballack, Kahn, Xiaozhu, and Troll. My grandfather said that there are a lot of depression among professional players, including Deisler, Kahn, and many others he knew. My grandfather wanted to do something in this area.

At the funeral, Zhuo Yang also met an unexpected person-Mourinho.

In 1999, Enke followed the old coach Jupp Heynckes to the Portuguese club Benfica, but Hei Gonggong was dismissed after one season, and it was Mourinho who replaced him. Although Mourinho only stayed at Benfica for a few months, he was very optimistic about Enke during his tenure, and the two were in contact from time to time.

Mourinho told Zhuoyang that when he learned that Enke planned to defect to Barcelona in order to play in the Champions League, he had advised Enke. Because Mourinho knows Barcelona's football very well, Enke is a traditional small penalty area goalkeeper, and Barcelona's goalkeepers often need to stand on the line of the large penalty area to support the defense.

According to Mourinho, if Enke wants to succeed in Barcelona, ​​he must completely change his goalkeeping style, but that is almost impossible.

Whether you like Mourinho's style or not, he is undoubtedly one of the people with the deepest knowledge of football on the planet, one of the best.

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Kou Kou refuted Zhuo Yang's idea.

"You have no responsibility in this matter, brother Zhuoyang, everything is your illusion. Mr. Enke's call to you may have something to do with his tragedy, but your answer has nothing to do with this matter. relation."

"If nothing happened later, would you still feel guilty about rejecting your friend's invitation because you had to return to the team on time?"

"Yes, that's it! Since your decision is very normal and there is nothing wrong with it, you will not be responsible for anything that happens later."

"Brother Zhuoyang, don't use other people's mistakes to punish yourself."

Kou Kou showed her opinion beyond her 20-year-old age. She firmly disagreed with Zhuo Yang's adoption of the Dalmatian dog named "Voldemort".

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