Golden Greenery

It's been almost a year since Zhuoyang and Rysakova broke up, and he has already let go of what he should have let go of long ago, and he doesn't have many entanglements in his heart. If there is anything else, it is just commemorating my first love in my heart. It has nothing to do with others, anyone, or Rysakova. People are like this. Many times when they are reluctant to leave, they are actually just missing their own feelings and their efforts in the relationship, not the person in the relationship.

Especially what Li Xiaoqing said unintentionally: It's not that you still love her, you just don't want to have the chance to retaliate against her. Miss Xiaoqing herself had absolutely forgotten that she had said such a divine sentence that pointed directly to people's hearts, but Zhuo Yang remembered it. He is a person who is good at thinking, and more importantly, Zhuo Yang is a person who has the courage to admit his heart.

The ability to recognize one's own heart and dare to face it head-on is a very rare quality. It can be said that Zhuo Yang was struck by Xiao Qing's unintentional words that he didn't know where he heard them from. Later, he carefully analyzed his first love and found out whether he was more nostalgic or resentful.

Zhuo Yang is a smart man and someone who dares to explore his own heart. He found that it would be nonsense to say how deep his love for Rysakova was. The two of them had been together for two or three months, which was a joke compared to other couples who had slept in the same bed for more than ten years. . His initial struggle was more due to his inner resentment and unwillingness. Moreover, Rysakova was really a beauty. The inner dissatisfaction and anger, coupled with the greed for beauty, are subconsciously mistaken for reluctance to let go of love, or even reluctance to let go of Rysakova.

Men are always like this. They are naturally obsessed with beauty. The tolerance and kindness that beautiful women receive from men is definitely different from others. You can’t blame men for this, because this is determined by hormones and has been like this since the day the monkey came down from the tree and learned to walk upright.

Zhuo Yang recognized the essence of his first love, which was that he met the wrong person at the wrong time. When he first arrived in Germany, loneliness met passion, youthfulness met maturity, and confusion met beauty.

Therefore, Zhuo Yang completely let go and no longer struggled with Resakova. This can also be reflected in his music. His music contains laments for his first love, but no nostalgia for Raisa, and sadness for his own feelings, but no resentment for Raisa.

Zhuoyang doesn't hate Raisakova. He recognizes the essence of things and even understands Raisa a little. Fundamentally speaking, she has not sorry for him. She is two people who should not meet.

But Rysakova is different;

She really loves Zhuo Yang and has made huge changes and sacrifices for Zhuo Yang, even if her efforts will be resented by others. Rysakova now lives an extremely simple life, like a boring blank sheet of paper. She spends all her time studying, which has also made her musical talent develop by leaps and bounds. There were no men, or even women, around her, and the very monotonous classroom and dormitory was just a two-point one.

Rysakova also reflected on her emotional entanglement with Zhuo Yang, thereby further reflecting on her past lifestyle. She didn't feel anything when she was in the game before. She just firmly believed that as long as she didn't hinder others, she was completely free to pursue her own desires. But when she completely changed her lifestyle and stayed away from the indulgences of the past like a Puritan, she realized how terrible gossip was. Only then did Raisa understand how much harm such rumors could do to the people she loved.

She no longer resents Zhuo Yang, because she knows that Zhuo Yang has not sorry for her, and she cannot demand Zhuo Yang on the pretext of making huge sacrifices and changes. Those sacrifices and changes are just the responsibilities and prices she must bear for her previous life. However, the more devoted the person is in a relationship, the deeper the love.

She really loves Zhuo Yang, and if Zhuo Yang is willing to love her again, Resakova will not hesitate. However, Raisa knew the odds were slim. Perhaps Zhuoyang was not arranged by God to make me fall in love, but was sent to make me change my lifestyle and outlook on life. All of this is destiny and God’s will, Amen!

Zhuoyang and Rysakova no longer resent each other, but they still avoid each other when they see each other from a distance on campus. Neither of them knows what to say when they meet, what can they say, what should they do if they are embarrassed?

However, if you walk at night for a long time, you will inevitably encounter ghosts, and if you walk on campus for a long time, you will encounter enemies. That's what happened today. It was so sudden and unavoidable that I almost hit him.

I just passed by your heart, but met you at the corner.

When Zhuo Yang met Ruisha, although his heart could not be said to be as calm as water, he would no longer think about it. When they first met, he was quite embarrassed, neither walking nor stopping. Just twist your head and leave, it's not a big deal, it's so rude. Don't leave, I don't know what to say.

When Raisa met Zhuo Yang, her heart beat suddenly, like a little girl being stared at by a boy she liked for the first time. She wanted to hide but couldn't move her steps. She wanted to stay but was speechless.

The two people stood face to face like this, with one looking a little embarrassed and the other looking eager, but neither of them could speak.

Under the bright autumn sun, the wind was blowing a bit strong, and Rysakova's long skirt swayed in the wind, like a dancing butterfly.

It's inappropriate not to talk anymore, so I have to say hello. Zhuoyang spoke: "Hi, Raisa."

"Hi, Zhuo Yang." The two people's greetings broke the silence.

"...You, Raisa..., what..." Zhuo Yang was a little incoherent and didn't know what he should say. Nothing seemed appropriate.

It was Rysakova who took up the conversation: "Zhuoyang, congratulations on winning the Schumann Gold Medal. You are amazing."

"Thank you, Raisa."

"I heard that you have become the captain of the team. Congratulations again, Zhuoyang."

"Thank you, Raisa..." Zhuoyang felt a little more at ease now: "Raisa, how are you doing lately? Are you okay?" It was a very cliché and low-level question.

"...Well, everything is fine." After Raisa answered this meaningless nonsense, the two of them fell into silence again.

"Um..., I have something else to do, Risa. I'm leaving first. See you Risa."

"Well, goodbye, Zhuo Yang."

The two said goodbye and walked away. The fierce wind passed between them like splitting the surface of a sleeping lake.

Zhuo Yang, who walked forward, couldn't help but sigh: Raisa is still so beautiful, she is really a charming woman. well--!

Rysakova, who walked forward, couldn't help but sigh: Zhuo Yang is still so cute, and the smell on his body is still so fascinating.

The strong autumn wind swirled forward, carrying fallen leaves on the ground, and then swept up, along the wall of the roadside building toward the sky.

"Zhuoyang——" Rysakova suddenly turned around and called Zhuoyang, her eyes showing deep attachment.

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