Golden Greenery

Don't talk right and wrong in front of others. Even if she has passed away and cannot be heard or seen, you cannot tell her desolation in front of her tombstone.

Zhuoyang and Mertesacker left Cheryl's tomb, left the cemetery, and sat down casually on a hillside not far away. Zhuo Yang held a long dog's tail grass in his mouth and listened to Grandpa Mo telling Cheryl's long story.

These things were all learned by Grandpa Mo from Cheryl’s family after her death. The content and experiences are not exhaustive, but through inference, a complete outline can still be obtained.

Ten years ago, after Cheryl and Grandpa Mo broke up, the middle-aged Lithuanian man who caused her loss of love also disappeared without a trace. In fact, from then on, Cheryl's life has been ruined, unless she can have the wisdom of Grandpa Mo and be able to free herself from the oppression of her soul. But she clearly isn't.

A few months later, Cheryl went to Berlin, where she had an uncle. In Berlin she returned to high school classes, having dropped out a few years ago because of her relationship with Mertesacker. But this time, she still failed to finish high school and dropped out of school again after one semester.

With no other way to make a living, Cheryl worked as a waitress in a bar in Berlin, but she only worked for half a year. In the summer of 2005, she went to Manchester, England, where she worked as a barmaid. This time, she did it for four years.

That bar is a Manchester United Red Devils fan bar, and Mertesacker is a Manchester United player.

2. Moved to Dortmund and joined Uncle Zha. Cheryl also returned to Dortmund from Manchester and continued to work as a waitress in the bar until last year.

Cheryl has never appeared in front of Mertesacker in these years, not even once, and the two have not made any contact. But among Cheryl's belongings, there are four season tickets for Manchester United and four seasons for Dortmund's home games. Each ticket is used, and the ticket stubs are from eight full seasons.

She also left that epitaph.

In July last year, Mertesacker held a wedding with Ulrich in his hometown of Marienburg. A week later, Cheryl quit her job in a Dortmund bar and returned home to Patenson, where she had been away for eight years.

Five days later, on August 1, 2013, Cheryl took a large amount of sleeping pills in her bedroom and said goodbye to a world that was once full of tenderness but full of malice.

Cheryl's suicide caused ripples in the little Pattenson. Father Mo thought about it again and again, and finally called Dortmund to tell his son the news. So, Mertesacker, who rushed back alone, met Cheryl again, nine years after they broke up, in this cemetery.

"Sheryl only did this after she learned that I was married." Grandpa Mo said.

"But it has nothing to do with you, grandpa, you can't bear anything for this matter. You have Ulrik and little Karl, you have to be responsible for them."

"I know." Grandpa Mo said, "So when her mother wanted to hand over her relics to me, I didn't ask for them, just the game ticket stubs and some posters, my game posters."

"In China, these things should be burned. After they are burned, they will be taken away to another world. They still belong to her."

If you look at this from a bystander or a third perspective from above, Cheryl’s actions, her epitaph and her relics are very selfish and will burden Mertesacker with something that he is completely unaware of and completely Things that we should not be responsible for,

Hijacking of conscience.

But she is dead after all. Death is like a lamp going out, and everything returns to dust, so neither Zhuo Yang nor Mertesacker will say anything more.

"The day she died was August 1. Thirteen years ago, August 1 was the day she and I began to fall in love. I kissed her on that day. It was my first kiss."

Zhuo Yang did not interrupt Grandpa Mo's words, but just listened to him quietly with a dog's tail grass in his mouth.

"At that time, Cheryl and I were both under 17 years old, and we were still a few months away from our birthdays. At that time, I was in the Madiburg youth team, and Xiaozhu was also there. Scar, Detu, and Er Ge had just arrived. , you haven’t come yet.”

"Three months later, Cheryl had just celebrated her 17th birthday. She told me she didn't want to go to school, but her mother didn't agree, so I let her move into my apartment."

"Later, Cheryl's dad came to her home, and I drove him away. Her ex-boyfriend, the little brat named Felix, also came to see him, and was beaten half to death by Scar and Clark. ." Clark Edmund, nicknamed 'Superman', would later be known as the 'Three Heroes of the Peninsula' together with Mad Dog Rand and Stick Ackerman.

Grandpa Mo was his first love, but Cheryl was not. She had just broken up with a boy in her class at the time, and Mertesacker took advantage of it when he was comforting her.

"From then on, no one cared about Cheryl and I anymore. We were together for three years until what happened later."

"Zhuoyang, what do you think Cheryl's love is?"

Zhuoyang was silent for a long time, unable to answer this question.

"I don't know what love is to Cheryl. In fact, I don't know her at all." Zhuo Yang said: "But she is stupid, a very stupid person. I am not saying that she betrayed you, but that she chose to commit suicide. "

"No matter who it is for, even if it's because of you, grandpa, it's not worth her life. She's too stupid. Since she regrets it, why hasn't she looked for you after all these years? Since she hasn't looked for you, why can't she think about it again?"

"Pearl, to be honest, I can't understand people like Cheryl. Either she has to bravely admit her mistakes and work hard to recover what she lost, or she can't look back and live her life again. But what she has done in these years There is no meaning at all, is it just to satisfy the desolation in my heart?"

Zhuoyang shook his head as he spoke.

"So the question of what love is is very complicated." Grandpa Mo said, "I can't answer you, and you can't answer Cheryl's question."

"Cheryl just lost herself in regret. I don't want to say it's not her fault, but now that I think about it, Cheryl's character is indeed flawed and it's too easy to get into trouble in the wrong place."

"In this world, each of us is easily lost, and it is important to find yourself. Zhuo Yang, I think if you can find yourself in your love with Kou Kou, you will also be able to find the answer to your question."

Zhuoyang spat out the grass in his mouth. "Grandpa, although I still don't quite understand, I believe you are not trying to show off to me."

"Of course not!" Grandpa Mo smiled: "Zhuoyang, there is another thing. I have been lying to you."

"Actually, I didn't enter the bottleneck under the pressure of Piggy in the Champions Cup final last May. Last August, after I learned about Cheryl's death, I rushed back to Hannover and stood in front of her tombstone. , after seeing the epitaph she left."

"Zhuoyang, I entered the bottleneck from that day on."

Zhuo Yang was stunned again.

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