Golden Greenery

For Zhuo Yang, the whole world is absurd on this day.

He never dreamed that his confession from thousands of miles away would have such a result. Yumei, his childhood sweetheart, is actually a lover of Kexie Piernan. She... turns out to be a lesbian. In Zhuo Yang's opinion, there is nothing more ridiculous in the world.

At this moment, Zhuo Yang was sitting alone in a cafe on the side of Queen's Road beside the Thames River, with the huge London Eye right in front of him. Against the background of the dark night sky, the colorful Ferris wheel looks like a terrifying entrance to an unknown realm. Two rows of neon trees wrapped with colored lights on both sides of the street extend from the entrance, as if leading people towards this bizarre circle. Hole.

Zhuo Yang could no longer remember how he said goodbye to Sun Yumei. He just wanted to escape from there as quickly as possible and escape from London. He told Yumei that he had to catch a plane and hurriedly left the starting point where there was no time. However, the airline was not run by the Zhuo family, and he did not have a plane that could take off at any time, waiting for instructions.

After the misplaced confession, Sun Yumei told Zhuo Yang the story of her and Cosie Piernan in a cafe at the foot of the hill in Greenwich Park.

That year, Kesi wandered from Finland to London with her guitar on her back, wandering in music. At the foot of this hill, Kexi, who was playing the guitar and asking for change from passers-by, met 16-year-old Rose Sun Yumei. She was attracted by her straightforward appearance and music, and she was also attracted by Rose's innocent, curious and friendly greetings. Warmed the heart. The two of them hit it off immediately.

Cosie Piernan is Les, lesbian, from the beginning of her sexual enlightenment. Rose was not, or she didn't know if she was at first, because her traditional and strict upbringing from the ancient East meant that she had no emotional experience or the beginning of an ignorant love affair in the first sixteen years of her life. The only person of the opposite sex who could leave a mark on her heart was the naughty little boy who bullied her and stole her cantaloupe when she was four years old.

She was just deeply attracted by Kexi's handsome appearance and wandering temperament. Indeed, even Zhuo Yang was impressed by Ke Qian's handsomeness.

Rose always came to hear Cosie sing, and they always loved being together. Slowly, slowly, they fell in love, everything came so naturally and quietly.

That spring, at the estuary of the Thames River, Rose and Cosie stood on the shore and looked at the endless English Channel. There were white sails on the sea, and the water was green under the spring light.

"Rose, I love you."

"Me-too!"

The sea breeze blows through the dense woods and grass on the shore, and the leaves are undulating and the meadows are rolling like green waves. The whole world seems to be green on this day, even the wind seems to be green. So, there was the ‘green wind’—Greenind!

Later, there was the band Greenind. Greenind was a gift from Kesi to Rose to commemorate their love.

However, sweet love always has to suffer setbacks. Kesi comes from Finland, the country with the most open concept of homosexuality in the world. Her motherland has tolerated this phenomenon very early and recognized the existence of same-sex marriage very early. British society is also tolerant of this phenomenon, and no one will openly question or slander it. However, Rose has been influenced by British humanistic culture and assimilated into Western society, but his parents' family has deep-rooted Chinese education concepts.

Rose's parents simply couldn't accept that she was a Les. She was their only daughter, and they regarded her as the apple of their eyes. When her relationship with Kexi was discovered by the family, the family, which had always been peaceful and harmonious, fell into a storm.

Rose argued hard, but just like Kexi couldn't understand her parents' attitude at all, her parents would never allow her to continue this relationship. In their view, it was unethical. The dispute gradually escalated, and like most Chinese parents, Rose was grounded by her parents, who forced her to leave Kexi and end this unreasonable so-called love.

Many times of communication failed,

As a result, Rose and Sun Yumei ran away from home twice looking for opportunities and hid with Zhuoyang in Hannover.

What's worse is that her parents can't understand Rose, and Kexi can't understand Rose's parents. Kosi, who grew up in a relaxed social atmosphere in Finland, believed that her relationship with Rose was as normal as breathing, but Rose's parents' opposition was as bizarre as humans' opposition to the existence of sunlight. In Kexi's view, Rose's parents interfered with Rose's personal freedom and violated her human rights. The attitude of Rose's parents was an anti-human and anti-social behavior.

There was a huge barrier in understanding and concept between the two parties. Kexi repeatedly tried to go to Rose's parents to argue, but Rose stopped her every time.

Rose didn't know if she was right or wrong, she didn't know if she was born to be Les, she only knew that she loved Kexie very much. But she also loved her parents very much, who were the people closest to her. In the past sixteen years, they had cared for her and loved her in every possible way, pampering her like a little princess.

Rose fell into great pain, and her attitude was considered by Kexi to be indecisive and a hesitation that betrayed love. Just like that, cracks began to appear in the close relationship between her and her.

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"Zhuoyang, will you discriminate against Les?"

"of course not……"

"Zhuoyang, are we still good friends in the future? Don't blame me."

"How can I blame you? We will still be good friends from now on. You are my... buddy..."

"Thank you, Zhuo Yang, thank you for loving me."

"..." Zhuo Yang didn't know what to say.

What could he say? Everything that was unclear was now clear. Why didn’t I see love in Yumei’s bright eyes that spoke well? Why is Yumei's mood always alternately low and cheerful? She was originally a girl with a happy nature.

Oh my gosh! Unfortunately, I thought that Kexi was angry at me because she was jealous of Yumei. I actually thought that Kexi had a crush on me. I was still so damn complacent. How fucking stupid was I? Kexi is jealous of me. I am the inexplicable third party, okay?

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From being at a loss at the beginning, to gradually becoming discouraged and depressed, Zhuo Yang sat alone on the street in a daze after bidding farewell to Yu Mei, and his mood became absurd. Everything made him feel dumbfounded. Strangely enough, Zhuo Yang didn't feel any pain of "falling out of love" at this time, but more of a sense of relief. Yu Mei was Les and rejected her confession, but Zhuo Yang didn't feel any sense of loss.

Then, Zhuo Yang felt angry again.

Is it interesting for you to hide it like this? We've known each other for so long, and we've met so many times, but you still can't take the time to explain it to me clearly? Is it that difficult to prevent me from misunderstanding? How much do you want to see me make a fool of myself?

I! he! mom! like! superior! one! indivual! people! Allow! easy! ! Is it fucking easy for me? ?

Alas, who would believe this if told? Is there any Mr. Golden Ball who is as frustrated as me? Is there any United Nations Goodwill Ambassador as bad as me? Is there anyone as unlucky as me?

Zhuo Yang does not have the pain of broken love, only a feeling of weakness; there is no sadness of missing love, only a head full of absurdities; there is no regret of fate, only a sense of nonsense.

The time has come and it’s time to leave for the airport. The rain kept falling, and the atmosphere was far from harmonious. Zhuo Yang fiercely threw the umbrella in his hand into the dark Thames River, shrinking his neck and rushed into the rain curtain.

Fuck your umbrella! Fuck the rain! Fuck London!

That night, Zhuo Yang dreamed of those big talking eyes again.