Great God, I’ll Support You

He is a stranger in a foreign country, and thinks about his family every holiday season.

When I was reading this poem, Ning Xin never thought that the feelings in the poem would be experienced by myself.

I stayed away from my parents and accompany Ke Yimo alone on this strange land in the United States. Without the extreme love and care of my parents, without the good care and care of my friends, the carefree life in the past 19 years has been subverted. Ning Xin is faced with more than just language barriers, the difficulty of studying in a foreign land, Loneliness. There was also the shadow of death lingering on Ke Yimo and her head.

It has been a year since I came to the United States. When I first arrived in the United States, Ke Yimo's physical condition did noticeably improve. However, due to the unsuccessful heart pairing, the original heart replacement operation has been delayed so far. Recently, Ke Yimo's body has deteriorated. Although no one has said it clearly, each other's heart is very clear. Ke Yimo's heart function has gradually failed. Whether they can wait for a suitable heart transplant depends on whether God gives them this opportunity.

Thinking of Ke Yimo in the hospital, Ning Xin held the holding box in his hand tighter. He looked up at the large golden house number at the entrance of St. Mary's Hospital, and took a sudden breath. The haze in his eyes swept away, leaving only a sweet smile on his face.

I saw Ning Xin in a white dress walk into the door from afar, and Miss Jian, who was responsible for taking care of Ko Yimo, greeted her.

"Angel, are you here to console your boyfriend again?"

Jian Jian never called Ning Xin's real name, but loved to call her an angel. Jane has an indescribable affection for this girl from the East. Jane also heard a lot about the story of Ning Xin and Ke Yimo. This seemingly fragile girl came to a foreign country alone for her boyfriend. When she first arrived in the United States, she was also nervous. In the face of several critical illnesses, she also burst into tears. In the past two years, it was her who was always with Ke Yimo, and it was also her who was crying in front of Ke Yimo but hiding in a corner alone. But no matter what kind of dilemma she faced, and faced with a boyfriend who did n’t know if he might be cured, this angelic girl never said she regretted it.

Every day I watched Ning Xin pushing Ke Yimo in the garden for a walk. The two people held hands and smiled in the warm sunshine. It was so warm and beautiful and so touching that they stood upstairs and looked at them. Miss Jane couldn't help but clasp her hands together and prayed that this **** bless the angelic pure and lovely children.

Facing the kind eyes of Miss Jane, Ning smiled and raised Yang's insulation box and said, "Yeah, is Emo still sleeping?"

Jian Jian shook her head and said, "No, he looks good today, and woke up very early."

"I'll go and see him then." Ning Xin waved his hand toward Jane, and gently opened the door of Ke Yimo's room.

Between the white walls, the water-blue curtains fluttered in the wind. Between the blue and white, the frail man stood at the window and looked at the children downstairs.

"Imo." Ning Xin gently

With a call, he pulled Ko Yimo's thoughts back to reality. Looking back at Ning Xin, Ke Yimo smiled with a curly frown, "Are you going to feed the pig again?"

"How can there be such a thin pig under the sky? How can I not feed it!" Ning Xin walked to Ke Yimo's side and took his cold hand to his palm. "I took a bite of mung bean lotus seeds, would you drink?"

Ke Ke Yimo stretched out his other empty hand, and slowly pressed it to Ningxin's cheek. The skin on the fingers is as smooth and tender as a child. Flowery woman, flowery youth. She is like a flower with buds, which should have been carefully taken care of in the greenhouse without rain or wind. And he brought this beautiful little flower into the world that did not belong to her.

For him, Ning Xin learns to grow up, learns independence, and learns to be strong. With the perseverance and tenacity that everyone can't believe, I endure the torture of life and death, and accompany myself step by step to this day. She didn't speak hard and didn't regret it. But when she accidentally found that she was crying secretly for herself in the corner, Ke Yimo was sad in the bottom of her heart. So when is the innocent and pure girl, then the exquisite and lovely girl, even when she is crying, she has to learn to cover it up?

The word love is so heavy, so painful, and so painful. Others only ask if life is just like first sight, and he prays that if life doesn't have first sight.

I felt Ke Yimo's emotional ups and downs and asked nervously, "What's wrong with you, Yimo? Are you uncomfortable?"

Ke Yimo shook his head, and then smirked with a bitter smile: "Girl, don't just feed me all day long, care about your own body. How comfortable the small face used to be, it's so thin now, it's too thin . "

"Cut, you still have a hand! You are my hedgehog!" Ning-minded with a small mouth, pulled Ke Yimo to the bed and sat down, and filled him with a bowl full of lotus seeds. "Tell You Ke Yimo, this is the masterpiece of Miss Ben's two hours. If you don't finish it for me today, I'll be with you. "

"Okay, miss, can't I drink it?"

Su Ning shook her head proudly and said, "It's pretty much the same. If you obediently drink lotus seeds, I will reward them as appropriate."

"Reward?" Ke Yimo raised an eyebrow, "Willn't it be" Congratulations on winning the prize again? "

Sui Ning suddenly heard a black line on her face, and smiled awkwardly: "This ... it was a few months ago. Why do you remember this?"

"Girl, how about thinking about my expectations for your so-called rewards that day, after drinking a whole bowl of chicken soup, the reward is the mood when I come to another bowl? Is n’t this remembrance, it ’s fresh memory "Don't dare to forget it." Ke Yimo said without a snoring, his eyebrows glared, and Ning Xin suddenly felt guilty.

"I promise, I swear, a similar situation will never happen again!"

"Really?"

Su Ning nodded, "Really, more true than gold!"

Wu Ke smiled with ink, and really picked up the spoon and drank the spoon.

Su Ning was sitting beside Ke Yimo with her chin in her heart, staring blankly at him, her beautiful eyes were full of love and craving. Lord Father said that the memory of a person will blur over time, but the person in front of her looks like this, she wants to remember it forever, imprint it in her heart, and engrav it in her life.

"Drinking it." Ke Yimo turned his head to Shang Ning's gaze, "Why do you look at me like this?"

Su Ning smiled with a tilted head. "Imo, have I told you that I can be your girlfriend, I am very happy?"

Ke Yimo hesitated, instead of waiting for him to speak, he said to himself, "I know, you feel you owe me, and you think that if it weren't for you, I would find a better boy. But Mo, I tell you, For me, you are the only one. It is actually a happiness to give to someone you like. Because I am loved and loved as well. "

He took out a tightly wrapped brocade box from his small bag, and after a while, Ningxin finally summoned the courage to pass the brocade box to Ke Yimo.

Ke Ke took the ink box and carefully opened the lid. I saw a small white box with a crystal clear white jade peach in it. It seems that it is an ancient object of some ages.

"This is the treasure of the Ning family. My dad said that it has been passed down for more than ten generations. It is both a family treasure of the Ning family and also used by the Ning family to make love tokens. My father gave it to my mother, and my mother gave me Now, I'll give it to you. The daughter of Ning's family is stuck to this point. If it is still disgusted, I will have no face to go home. "Ning Xin blushed, and her white and pink cheeks were red and bright, as if The most beautiful dew rose under the bright sun.

Yan Ke Yimo's eyes fell on the white jade peach, without a word for a long time.

I only hope that Baoyu will protect the peace, and hope that the affection will be at ease.

Fat white jade, crystal clear, no dirt and no impurities, just like the lover in front of her is pure and transparent. She is presented in front of herself like the world's most flawless gem, but how can a cramped heart and a critically ill body hold her in the palm of her hand?

The gaze was close at hand, and the eyes of Ningxin were large and bright, as if glittering with crystals. After being refracted by the sun, they could not be seen immediately. For a moment, Ke Yimo tried to escape, but suddenly grabbed Ningxin's shoulders. Before he could react, the temperature from his lips was moist and warm. The sweet milk scent lingering in his arms is the smell of his life imprinted on his heart, the lover's breath.

When Ke Yiyan stepped into the door of Ke Yimo's room, the scene in front of her made Ke Yiyan wait for the next sky thunder to stun her.

It is said that ... It is said that peeping at children is not suitable for long eye drops. But two deep-hearted lovers, do you dare to lock the door and kiss again? Do you dare?

"Ah ... sister." When it came to people, he jumped out of Ke Yimo's arms rather than a rabbit.

"Well, you continue, I don't see anything." Ke Yiyan smiled awkwardly, and couldn't help but abandon herself in her heart.

I heard that Ning Xin's face was even more bitter. ratio

Raising Ke Yiyan's kind lies, what she needs now is actually a dug pit, okay?

"I, I ... I." Anxious for a escape excuse, Ning Xin glanced around the ward, and finally locked Ke Yimo. "Imo, are you hungry? Would you like to eat? I'll buy it for you, OK?"

Ke Kemo nodded his head very cooperatively. "Hurry up and be careful on the road."

Squinting, Ning Xin flew out of the ward, Ke Yiyan's eyes stared straight at the unfinished thermos on the table, staring silently.

"Ning Xin is still the same as before!"

以 To his sister, Ke Yimo smiled unwillingly, turned his head and looked out the window and said, "It's different, now the peace of mind is no longer a child you thought you would never grow up."

She Ke Yiyan accepted the smile on her face, and her eyes flashed with patience and pity.

For a year, Ke Yiyan looked better than anyone else. Who would have thought that the peace of mind that had been so much loved in the first place could really be what it is today?

A person with ten fingers who doesn't touch the spring water, a person who has no ability to take care of himself, while studying hard in a foreign country, learns to take care of himself and Ke Yimo. She accompanied Ko Imo with a child-like smile, but she hid her tears in the dark. From beginning to end, she didn't say a word of bitterness, nor did she say a word of regret. Carefully guarding this love that was not favored by others, struggling in the face of life and death, waiting for a longing for not knowing where to hope. Trying to shield Ke Yimo from the wind and rain with her own weak body. Even Ke Yiyan had to sigh, preferring to Ko Yimo, he was lucky. So what kind of existence does Ko Yimo have for Ning Xin?

I love, but I cannot keep it.

He was guarded, but not available.

If everything goes back to the past, if everything hasn't started, she still knows nothing like a child today, and he can be a little human today. But this world, let them try the most beautiful love of youth, but also gave them the most unforgettable memories.

He stared at the few clouds outside the window, and Ke Yimo suddenly spoke.

"Sister, can you promise me one thing?"

"what?"

如果 "If one day I'm gone. Never leave Ning Xin to see what's on my bed, never."

Since I can't promise, I simply let everything go.

How much love I once had, in the smoke and rain.

If ... this is the only thing I love you, I am so happy.

The days are still going on, and Ning Xin still lives at the front line of life between school, dormitory and hospital.

For happiness, Ning Xin is actually very simple. But it was just holding the various soups that he had boiled every day and watching Ke Yimo drink it obediently. Ke Yimo was pushed to walk through the hospital's garden, sitting on the bedside while feeding him fruits, while telling him what happened every day at school.

But when one day Ningxin stepped into Ke Yimo's ward with a thermos bottle, looked at the empty ward, and looked at the sympathy glances on Miss Jane's faces, they knew that even the simplest happiness, heaven To charge the most expensive interest.

He went crazy to the door of the operating room, and Ningxin's head was blank. When she saw the three words in the eye-catching operation at the door of the operating room, her feet were filled with lead, and she couldn't take a step forward.

The door of an operating room is a wall of life and death. This side is me and the opposite is you, but this distance is the end of love and has not continued.

One year of persistence and one year of patience, until this moment I want to erupt, but Ningxin forgets how to cry.

Hearing the ear, the familiar voice could not hover over and over again, as if Ke Yimo still leaned over and said to her lowly.

"Ningxin, I love you, not just to talk, but to love with my life."

Then live well and live together. Living alone is very painful, do you know?

"Ningxin, I regret it. I regret making you fall in love with me, and regret coming into your life."

Liar, you regret it, but I look back. The person who pulled me into the water has no right to let go.

"Ningxin, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely find you and compensate you for everything I owe you in this life."

Afterlife, who knows what the afterlife looks like? All I want is this life.

Su Ning's eyes were dull and empty, and at that moment Ke Yiyan was panicked like never before. Shake again and again, and shake again and again, Ke Yiyan took the crying voice and held Ning Xin in her arms tightly and refused to let go.

"Imo will be fine. You would rather cheer up. You have come through so many storms, and Imo will never leave you."

Seeing that Ning Xin still did not respond, Ke Yiyan could no longer control herself, shouting: "Ning Xin, you wake up. Emo has something for you, he has something for you. You Do you want to see it? "

Imo ... What is left?

Su Ning nodded heartily, licked her thirsty lips and said, "Think."

"On the bedside of Imo, can I accompany you to get it?"

"OK." Ning Xin continued to nod, and Ren Ke Yiyan pulled her back to the ward.

Ke Yimo had a large iron box in his bedside table. He would rather hold the iron box in his arms, and shook his hands to open the lid.

In the box, there are several large star-shaped glass bottles. Each one is beautifully packed with chocolate candies, and three large bottles have been accumulated.

好友 [Friend] Ning Xin: I will never lie to you, even if it is a game, Ning Xin will never lie to Mo Yan.

好友 [Friend] Mo Yan: If you don't lie to me, I ask you to eat sugar. [Friend] Ning Xin: OK, OK, you said, I like chocolate. [Friend] Mo Yan: From now on, I will take a chocolate every day. If there is a chance to meet in reality, I will give it to you.

Seems to be a very distant memory, at that time Xiaolingshu was cute and playful, and the white swordsman at that time was dashing and handsome.

She said, I will never lie to you.

答 He replied, from now on, I will take a chocolate every day, if there is a chance to meet in reality, I will give it to you.

It's just a moment of temptation, but the chocolate in the glass bottle has witnessed the continuation of this relationship.

I peeled a chocolate in my mouth and chewed. Sweet bitterness is the taste of love. So, how long has this love been sweet, and how long will it take to spend the rest of my life to taste this bitter taste?

Su Ning shook her holding the glass bottle, and suddenly burst out pouring out the chocolate.

Three large jars of chocolate rolled around the ward, spreading out and forming a colorful ring. Ning Xin sat in it, slowly reached out to pick up the chocolate one by one, counted the number and put it back into the glass bottle.

Suddenly, a little bright light attracted the attention of Ningxin. Under the light, the silvery white rings dazzled, and the brilliant diamonds were colorful.

的 The diamond ring lying between chocolate candies is small and crystal clear, but the distance between the half arms, Ning Xin is no longer able to pick it up.

After three years, I shall marry you, and you shall marry me.

I just kept my promise to you, but you lost my promise to me.

角 There are inexplicable tears in the corners of eyes, warm tears, such as blood stabbing heart.

"Ko Yimo ..."

In the hallway, the call of heartbreaking heart lingered for a long time.

Su Ningxin only felt that there was a dark, hollow brain and a stinging heart in front of her eyes, and she could no longer bear everything in front of her. The vague consciousness came from the mountains, the suffocating dullness ran through the skeleton.

"Imo ..."

"I hurt ..."

If it is pain or pain to meet, you would like to disappear in this life, I beg for this love indefinitely.

The encounter in the vast expanse of people is fate, evil, and fate.

I do n’t ask for the next life, I just want this life to join hands in expectation, and there is a moment of tears in the sky ... Pity.

I stay with me and live.