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On the weekend, Eldest Sister Qiao came to visit Qiao's father and mother, and after talking with Qiao's mother for a while, she went to Qiao Lan's room to take a look. Qiao Lan's room was now almost a spare room full of clutter.

Sister Qiao bit her lip and went to the kitchen to help Qiao's mother cook, and when the whole family sat down to eat together, she asked Qiao's mother, "Mom, hasn't Lan Lan been in touch with my family?"

"What to contact?" Qiao's mother's tone suddenly became unfriendly, "I called her head teacher last time to ask me to call me back, but there was no news at all. If you don't like to come back, don't come back forever. What are you waiting for?" I'm starving to death and I can't stand it anymore, and I don't want to come back."

Qiao Yuan gnawed on a piece of pork ribs, and said vaguely, "I'm not going to die of hunger. My third sister was the first in the grade in the last semester and got a scholarship of 5,000 yuan."

Seeing the opportunity, Mrs. Qiao spat, "It's a good thing to raise such a big white-eyed wolf, but I don't remember it at home."

"That's right", Qiao Yuan wiped his oily hands and agreed very much. Thinking of the last sports meeting, he just wanted Qiao Lan to go with him to meet his classmates, but Qiao Lan didn't go anyway, causing him to be punished by many students in the class. Regardless of people's jokes, it cost him another two hundred yuan to invite a bunch of people to dinner.

Speaking of this, Qiao Yuan suddenly remembered something, grabbed his chopsticks and asked Qiao's mother, "Mom, have you seen Third Sister again this semester?"

"No." It's been half a year since I saw Qiao Lan, but Qiao's mother's attitude didn't show any worry, as if Qiao Lan wasn't her own.

Qiao Yuan was a little excited, "You haven't seen me before, she has changed a lot, and she is completely different from before."

How is it different?

"It's so pretty, I almost didn't recognize her. Back then, there were so many people who chose her as the school flower. A few days ago, a boy from a wealthy family gave her flowers. The whole school knew about it."

Mother Qiao finally became interested when she heard this.

After eating, Qiao Lan took Qiao's mother's mobile phone to find the post bar in the attached high school, and found the photo of Qiao Lan at the sports meeting, which was once popular in the whole post bar.

"Look, look, I almost didn't recognize it."

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In the new week, Qiao Lan and Tan Mo changed seats and moved to the seat in front of Bai Yu.

Bai Yu was at the same table as another boy. They used to be in the same class in the first year of high school. I heard that they were very good friends. They also had carefree personalities, and they were like a pair of brothers with Bai Yu.

The two welcomed the "God of Learning" in an exaggerated tone like living treasures. Qiao Lan grabbed his arm to remind him,

"smile."

The young man was taken aback for a moment, his delicate and cold features were stunned for a moment, and then he smiled.

The two people in the back row had never seen Tan Mo have any other expressions, let alone such a beautiful smile. Bai Yu covered his heart and grabbed Qiao Lan exaggeratedly, "Beauty crit!"

Tan Mo had probably never encountered such an exaggerated intimacy before, and he didn't know how to react for a while, Qiao Lan whispered in his ear, "I told you that you look good when you smile, I didn't lie to you, did I?"

Tan Mo looked back at her again, and there was a smile in his eyes for a moment.

But Tan Mo's smile is always different from other people's. He doesn't smile from the heart when he is happy, but after a short and quick analysis, he feels that he should just smile at this moment.

So even Qiao Lan sometimes couldn't understand what was hidden behind Tan Mo's smile.

I don't know that Tan Mo is now looking at her more and speaking to her more, but he is struggling in the torment of those two sentences.

How do you match, how dare you.

When he was alone, he paused with his mobile phone for a long time before typing in the three "disabled people" with difficulty.

I admit that I am a disabled person, physically disabled, and mentally disabled, but I like someone.

After struggling to enter the three words "disabled", and then carefully input the two words "like", and then click search, but just glanced at it, the bloody wound on Tan Mo's heart was stabbed again in an instant.

The bright headline below reads, I like someone, but disabled people should never have love and desire.

Tan Mo suddenly closed his eyes, dropped the phone on the table, leaned against the back of the wheelchair for a long time, and finally picked up the phone again.

He wanted to find some different voices from these people's remarks, but he spent nearly an hour reading through the entire answer, but he couldn't find a reason to refute.

He has seen so many, but none of the normal people and the disabled finally got together satisfactorily. Even those couples who insisted on being together regardless of their family's opposition at the beginning, in the later years, eventually went to tragedy.

Just like a girl said, she once had a blind boyfriend, she loved him so much, she once severed all ties with her family for him, she thought that such love would last forever.

But later, she only survived for three years.

It was too hard, she said, and sometimes when she couldn't keep going, she would ask herself over and over again, why she was so tired, why she couldn't live a normal life like a normal person.

She used to be a normal person too.

Many people wondered from the beginning whether disabled people should fall in love with normal people. As time goes by, their bodies get worse day by day, and they are under a lot of pressure. , to give her beloved a tomorrow, and finally got the answer in repeated disappointments

.

Tan Mo was eager and impatient to find a happy case, a possibility of happiness that would make him not so desperate, and finally saw someone saying that he had found love, but after reading it, Tan Mo only felt that more desperate.

Someone said that she once saw a very beautiful and good boy, he could not speak, but he was very good, after many years he got married, his wife was a very beautiful girl who also could not speak.

Someone said in the simplest but cruelest way, that the lobster and the lobster match the lobster. If you are not healthy, you should find someone who is not healthy, lower your standards, and hope for others.

Yes, they call that word luxury.

For a moment, Tan Mo thought that if he really went to receive treatment, he could really stand up again, but after he woke up, he suddenly realized that everything was a self-deception.

Some people have physical disabilities, while others have mental disabilities, but mental disabilities are more terrifying than physical disabilities.

Even if he stands up and looks like a normal person, he understands better than anyone else how terrible his mental and spiritual disability is.

Tan Mo suddenly understood the meaning of the last two lines of the poem that he did not understand.

i could have endured the dark

if i never saw the sun

Yet the sun has made my desolation

become a renewed desolation

When redemption appeared in his life, she brought him warmth and light. Because he had seen the beauty of the sun, he could not return to loneliness and darkness, but the sun could not rescue him from the darkness. No, everything becomes a luxury.

In the two Chinese classes on Wednesday afternoon, the Chinese teacher showed everyone a world classic movie, "Edward Scissorhands".

It is required to watch the film carefully, and give her a review after watching it.

The robot Edward created by the inventor living in the old castle, on one Christmas, the inventor was preparing to put on Edward the Christmas gift prepared for him, a pair of human hands, accidentally fell to the ground and died, so Edward There are no hands like normal people, but sharp scissors.

After he was brought home by Pegg, he fell in love with the beautiful Jin, but in the end he was questioned in the small town and hid back in the castle again.

Because Edward is a monster, his feelings for Jin come entirely from his temperament, without utilitarianism, and are all other people's disputes. He can do theater for Jin, use scissors to make food for others to eat, endure the temptation of neighbors, and even cover his conscience for her, conceal the truth, and steal.

Kim asked him why

Edward said, "Because you told me to."

This world-renowned classic movie has an ending full of regrets. The touching line "I can't hug you when I pick up the scissors, and I can't protect you when I put down the scissors" made many girls in the class cry. The love for Edward, the protection of the beloved is misunderstood, and the feeling of powerlessness can only be fled.

In the impressions submitted that day, most of the thoughts expressed were consistent, attacking human nature and social indifference.

The Chinese teacher selected the best integral projections for everyone to see in class. Someone wrote,

"Deep love doesn't have to be together to have a good ending. Even though parting is extremely sad, even if we have been strangers since then, when I recall it now, I am still very happy that you remember me. I will always be the most beautiful when I was young."

Edward will always remember Jin's most beautiful appearance, but Tan Mo can never understand.

He didn't tell others that at the end of watching the film, Edward returned to the castle alone, and Jin had his own life, married and had children. At that moment, Tan Mo felt that if he were Edward, he might choose to die.

In his world, there are always only two answers to love, one hundred or zero.

Teachers don't ask Tan Mo for homework, but this time Tan Mo also wrote a review, but he didn't give it to the teacher. He watched his classmates criticize the society, but recalled that he was writing this review When I was in love, the pain that Edward felt the same as Edward surged up in my heart.

Everyone said it was the indifference of society, but Tan Mo wrote that it was because of the intolerance of others.

Just like Edward, just like him.

Edward has a pair of scissor hands that are different from human beings, but he has two legs that cannot stand, and a brain that cannot understand emotions.

Edward used to be very popular because of the pair of scissor hands, but after falling in love with the heroine, everyone suspected and rejected him because of these hands; After an excellent girl, maybe everyone will feel weird and disgusting just like Xiang Xiaohan.

Edward's scissorhands are just a symbol, it represents the alien, out of place, he can't really regard it as a pair of scissors, the pair of scissors represent autism, poverty, disability, etc., which normal people don't accept.

One day many years later, he and Qiao Lan, just like Edward in the movie, will live alone and will eventually have their own life.

Tan Mo closed his eyes and didn't say a word for a long time. After an unknown period of time, Tan Mo tore the homework book in half, threw it into the trash can, clenched his trembling hands, and exhausted all his emotions. All pressed down.

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