Gundam SEED’s Final Destination

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, February 21 is here.

Noel was still lying on the hospital bed, clutching a letterhead in his hand.

But at this time, there was no smile on his face, and his eyes were blurred and dull.

If you look closely, you will find tears glistening in his confused eyes, and he himself wonders why there are tears.

Several doctors in white clothes beside him were busy sorting out his broken body.

Because of the pain, Noel was unable to use sedatives or anesthesia.

But even under such circumstances, the pain from the broken body still did not cause ripples in his heart.

"Didi~"

"歘~"

While the doctors were busy tidying up Noel's body, two beeps came from the ward door.

The door opened, and Cruze walked in wearing a blindfold and a zaft military uniform.

"What happened?" Cruze looked at the scene in front of him and couldn't help being slightly stunned.

No one responded, the doctors were busy treating Noel, and the researchers were constantly checking the data.

Noel lay there with eyes blurred.

Cruze opened his mouth to speak, and out of the corner of his eye, he suddenly spotted the letter signed in Noel's hand.

"I just received information that the first, second, and third fleets of the Earth Alliance are heading towards the lunar bridgehead." Kruse said as he slowly walked to Noel and slowly picked up the envelope on the table.

Sender: Anna Joy

Shipping address: July Colonial Satellite, Junius~7.

Recipient: Dear, Brother Noel Kasia.

In addition, there are letters signed: Lenoa Sara, and Asya Yito.

But apart from the different names, their mailing address is the same, Junius 7.

"Earth...United Forces?" Noel slowly turned his head and looked over after hearing this. He didn't know what mood to face all this at this time. He was angry, sad, painful, confused... all.

The Earth Alliance, I used to be a part of the Earth.

He had great expectations and affection for the earth at the beginning. He really wanted to go and see the earth. Even if it was not his hometown, it was still the earth and the star of mankind.

But now...

Junius 7 is the satellite where the orphanage is located. While he was sleeping, everything settled.

The place where I belong is gone forever again.

The mood of other time travelers after crossing over is unknown to Noel, but he himself has always felt a sense of loneliness and confusion.

Especially when he first arrived, when he was lying alone on the hospital bed, looking out the window at a strange world. He didn't know who to contact when he was in pain, and he was so confused that he didn't know where to go.

The feeling of loneliness was extremely strong, so strong that it suffocated him, and he was so confused that he was at a loss. He could only use the biological instinct to escape anesthesia.

Although he forces himself to escape from these two feelings every day and tells himself to take it as it comes, his reason still keeps telling himself that you are not from this world.

Even though the body structure is the same, your heart and soul are still incompatible with this world.

So from beginning to end, he didn't have much sense of belonging to the earth and plants.

In other words, I don’t have any sense of belonging to the plant, and I only have a sense of belonging to the earth because I once belonged to the earth, and my love and nostalgia for the earth remain.

This feeling lasted until he returned to the orphanage.

When he was uneasy, the people in the orphanage accepted him, and Asya gave him sincere feelings like a close friend, making up for his inner loneliness.

Let him know that he also has his own friends here, and that I can also integrate into them.

It turns out that I can find belonging again and find my own place of spiritual sustenance.

Anna is like a naughty sister. Although she deserves a beating and although she wants to beat her down every time, seeing Anna's naughty look makes Noel really happy in her heart. It is a kind of unspeakable satisfaction.

Sister Aya, a girl less than twenty years old, in order to make herself look more mature and reliable, she dresses up in an old-fashioned way every day and imitates the makeup on TV.

Although she often seemed nondescript, the warmth in her heart and the way she stared at everyone all the time made Noel always remember her.

Sickle...

Peter...

Every companion in the orphanage is so real and sincere, giving Noel a sense of belonging and satisfaction that he has never had before.

Although every night in the dead of night, he would stare at the stars and savor the suffocation of loneliness, but as time went by, that feeling of loneliness gradually disappeared.

And it was precisely because of Asya and the others that Noel could taste loneliness, so he cherished everything in the orphanage.

So even if he could roughly guess the name of the plant safety satellite and could leave alone, he still did not choose to leave. Instead, he chose to stay in the orphanage and hypnotize himself.

There is no room for the soul in a foreign country, and there is no room for the body in the homeland.

No matter in the past life or in this life, Noel still chooses the soul.

In fact, he is not afraid of death. Even though he talks about how to survive every day, and even knows what is the best way to survive, he still chooses to stay in the orphanage to accompany them.

Death is not terrible. When you don’t know the meaning of life and can’t find the belonging and attachment in your heart, your breathing will lose the meaning of existence.

Like we said, you don’t know how lucky you were until you lose it.

However, losing twice in a row left Noel in deep confusion.

"They will reach the moon tomorrow." Kruse put down the letter and looked at Noel.

"Really?" Noel slowly withdrew his gaze and looked at the ceiling above his head in a daze.

"Are you going to continue to be depressed like this?" Kruse continued to ask.

"Depressed?" Noel's expression was as calm as dead water.

"Can't you find the direction for the future?" Kruse looked at Noel's expression and couldn't help but think of his past self.

It's all so similar, almost exactly the same as before.

"Future...hehe." Noel sneered and looked at Cruze. In the future, you, a guy who wants to destroy the world, are you talking to me about the future?

"I used to be just like you. I couldn't find the meaning of life. I didn't know where to go or where to return."

Cruze said as he walked slowly to the window, looked at the bustling scene outside the window, clenched his fists tightly and said, "But it doesn't prevent me from moving on. Since I don't know where to go, then just go wherever I want. I don't know." Wherever you should return, go and create your own destination.”

"Then what? What do you want to tell me? What do you want to express?" Noel asked back. This kind of meaningless words really touched Noel's heartstrings.

"Do you want to know your future? Then stand up and walk out. Wherever you go, your future will be there." Kruse turned to look at Noel.

"Wherever I go, that's my future?" Noel heard this and slowly clenched the letter in his hand. Wherever I go, that's my future, but where can I go?

"I will go to the lunar plane next to participate in the defense battle, fight for myself, and fight for my future!"

Cruze said as he walked to the door of the ward under Noel's gaze, turned his head to look at Noel, and said: "If you don't know where your future is, you don't know where you should go, and you don't know your destination. , then stand up and move forward, at least it will be easier to get the answer than lying here."

As the door slowly closed, Kruse's figure disappeared into the ward.

"Stand up and move on..."