Gundam SEED’s Final Destination

Noel was silent.

Kira's words were full of determination, a tone that truly made self-determination and was willing to do anything for it.

I recall that once upon a time, Kira was still a hesitant and struggling guy in the war.

Unknowingly, Kira also found his own reason to fight.

"Where's Noel! How determined are you to fight with!?"

Just when Noel was stunned, Kira's voice sounded again, saying: "You have experienced so many battles and so many battlefields. Have you really found your own reason to fight?"

"What do you think?" Noel smiled. Could it be that he didn't make it clear just now about the reason for fighting?

"You said your reasons are purer than mine!"

Kira did not answer Noel's question directly, but just said to himself: "But why do I see you who are constantly struggling in the abyss!"

"You have helped Lux, you have helped Aslan, you have also helped me, you have helped the Archangel, you have helped Frey..."

"But at the same time, you also helped Speaker Sara, Cruze, Zaft..."

"If you have really found your own path, why are you still swinging around?"

Kira's words may be a little ethereal and the words are not precise, but they are enough to convey the meaning.

At least that's what it sounded like to Noel.

"Do you really know what you are fighting for?"

Kira asked again: "Why on earth do you want to embark on such a ridiculous battlefield!?"

In fact, this matter was not discovered by Kira, but by Lux.

As a person who can influence the battlefield, Lux and others have also discussed whether they can draw him into their own forces.

However, after countless speculations and discussions, they found that they could not understand the significance of Noel's actions at all.

He had no idea what he was after.

that power? Probably not. If it was power, Noel shouldn't be here. Instead, he should be the remnant of the Sara faction within PLANT.

money? There have never been rumors that Noel likes money. Even Noel, who later owned an independent officer's villa, did not move out of his original residence, which proves that he is not a person who likes to have fun.

Excluding material factors, there is only inner philosophy.

Noel did indeed protect PLANT, but he did it in a very vague and contradictory way.

For peace? He also did his part for peace, but just like before, his behavior was too contradictory and absurd.

Instigate war? I can't think of a reason for him to do this——

Therefore, Lux and others speculated that Noel was initially forced to embark on the battlefield and worked hard for it.

But as Noel became ZAFT's peace representative to attend the Earth Conference, they were surprised to find that Noel did not stop as they and others suspected, but went deeper and deeper.

But then he suddenly became the leader of the team...

It was completely incomprehensible. He was wandering around like a headless fly, but unlike ordinary headless flies, his fly was a bit larger.

"You are right. I am indeed confused, hesitant, and unsteady at the same time."

Noel smiled calmly, looked at the distant sky, and said: "I have no extravagant hopes of becoming a human master, nor do I have the ambition to change the world. I just want to live."

"and you--"

"Do you want to know why I fight? Why do I step into the battlefield?"

Noel interrupted Kira's words and said with a smile: "War, peace, death, massacre, politics...actually it doesn't matter to me."

Kira was stunned. Just like Noel discovered that his words were sincere, he also inexplicably found that Noel's words were sincere and not deceptive at all.

There is no basis, he just has this feeling, and he is also sure that this feeling is correct.

But that's why he found it difficult to understand, war, peace... Since he didn't care about all of this, why would he step into the battlefield?

"Because, from the beginning to the end, I just want to survive. I will try and act on all possibilities that allow me to survive."

Noel sighed and said: "Maybe it sounds ridiculous to you, but that's the fact. Peace and war are meaningless in my eyes, and I don't care how many people die because of it. As long as I can fulfill my inner wish, it is enough." ”

"Are you - serious?" Kira was shocked by Noel's cold words and looked at the machine in front of him in disbelief.

"Ah, I have always been very serious. As long as it allows me to fulfill my ideals, let alone trivial things like war, I can personally wipe out even this world for you to see."

Noel's voice was dull, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

But to Kira's ears, his voice was indeed so cold, it even made him feel suffocated.

"Actually, I really want to thank you today."

Just when Kira was trying to make herself doubt Noel's words, Noel's voice came again, saying: "If it weren't for what you said today, I might still have hesitated."

"What do you mean?" Kira felt her heart tighten, and she had a very bad feeling.

It was a feeling that was beyond words, as if he could tell the truth from Noel's words, which was as unacceptable as it was.

"What the world will be like has nothing to do with me from the beginning, so I don't have to hesitate for meaningless things, just do what I want to do."

"you--"

Boom——

Before Kira could speak, thick smoke suddenly billowed from the forest in the distance.

"mission completed!"

Shihe's voice sounded in the communication.

Without the support of MS, MS cannot be stopped by relying on pure manpower.

"Retreat, there's no point in continuing the fight."

Noel ordered as he looked at the gradually brightening red dot on the radar.

Ever since Kira appeared, there was no possibility of continuing this battle today.

Without their own delay, it is impossible for Shihe and others to defeat the Atlantic Federation team in a short period of time. In addition, this place is close to the Atlantic Federation forward base.

If we continue, let alone fighting, it is doubtful whether we can leave.

"Noel——" Looking at Noel who turned to leave, Kira subconsciously shouted.

But when the words came to his lips, he didn't know what to say.

"That's right Kira."

Noel seemed to have thought of something and suddenly stopped the machine, turned around and said: "This MS is no longer suitable for you, at least it is not enough to give you the power to change the battlefield. I hope you will not die in my hands next time. "

This was his last kind reminder, and it was worthy of Kira and Fleur.

After Noel finished speaking, he turned around and started the engine to leave the battlefield.

He suddenly realized what he should do. His recent experiences made him put the cart before the horse.

Calculating? Planning? politics--

I am not a person who is good at these things, but I always use my shortcomings to match the strengths of others.

At the same time, my philosophy seems to be simply to survive.

As long as you can survive, that's all. Why should you pursue peace?

Besides, can I really survive? The answer is uncertain.

In this case, instead of worrying about the future war, it is better to think about how to solve your own problems.

What if it can't be solved?

And is war really scary to me?

It doesn’t seem like that——