harry potter book of crimes

Sarah wanted to be a human being, but the more she thought about it, the more she realized that she would probably never be a "human being".

Some things may have been doomed from the beginning.

Even if her soul is finally completely completed in the future and becomes just like ordinary people. And then as time continues to pass, so that everyone who knows her identity and origin is killed - yes, she does have this ability, but after all she

You can’t fool yourself, let alone the world.

Her existence is like the natural rules in this world. No matter how much they change, what actually changes is just everyone's perception. Apart from all subjective factors, the rules themselves are naturally eternal.

Therefore, she, Sarah Hohenheim, is the biggest failure and miracle in the history of alchemy. She was born based on rules, and may be the only life.

Yes, even when she was first "born", as a defective product, she was actually a living being. However, although she was a life, she was never a "person".

This sense of alienation bounded by rules is probably the real reason why Sarah has always had difficulty integrating herself into the crowd.

"...Miss Lovegood, you know, I have never been very understanding of people's emotions. So, I hope you don't mind if I'm wrong...I think you seem to be hesitating.

?”

Sarah lowered her head, tinkering with the doll parts in her hands, and spoke casually. But even if her voice was very soft, the movement outside was extremely noisy, but Luna was still there in the attic.

Can hear clearly.

After all, the two of them were almost sitting side by side at this moment.

"Um."

Hearing Sarah's words in her ears, Luna paused, but did not deny her guess. In a tone that she didn't know whether to affirm or deny, she responded slightly, and then said leisurely:

"In the past, I was not very good at hesitating, and I don't like hesitating either - a person's life is actually very short. If you have to hesitate about anything, if you delay a few more times, this life will be over!

"

Luna probably recalled her mother, and suddenly felt a little sorry for her. In order not to have any regrets in her life, for herself and her father, she always hoped that she could live a happier life.

But after a slight pause, she seemed to think of something else and suddenly pursed her lips.

"But... then I met Hermione," she said. "Hermione is a very smart person. If she gets serious, she might be smarter than Maka! However, she always hesitates to do things.

Hesitant, thinking over and over, and sometimes even denying himself...I didn't understand it before, but now I know that sometimes, hesitating is not a bad thing."

Having said this, she turned her head, put her hand on Sarah's shoulder, smiled softly and said:

"You should know, Hermione likes Maka."

"Yes!" Sarah nodded, "Everyone who stayed at Hogwarts at that time probably knew about this."

"Well," Luna smiled again, then blinked, "so I hesitated...well, maybe...because I didn't quite know what I was thinking at that time. It wasn't until later that I

I understood a little bit, but then I became hesitant."

It seemed that she was recalling her days at Hogwarts. Although the smile on Luna's face was always so faint, it never faded.

She continued to mutter:

"Then we made it difficult for Maka too... Well, human emotions are too complicated. I can't understand them. Maybe Maka doesn't understand them very well either. Everyone is confused."

"That's what I should say." Sarah joked casually, but Luna nodded seriously.

"Yes! That's true." She looked at Sarah again, a little curious, but she just took a look and continued, "But I don't understand either... Maybe it's because of this that I learned the rule of empathy.

Let’s write it! I just want to know more about what other people think, maybe it can be used as a reference-oh, it seems that I shouldn’t talk about this now, we just...yes, ‘hesitation’, we are talking about hesitation.”

As if she realized that the conversation had strayed from the topic, Luna brought the topic back a little abruptly. However, her speaking style was always like this. If she didn't go off the topic, it wouldn't be like her anymore. This time the topic changed to her.

On the contrary, it seems very natural.

"Sarah, you just said that I was hesitant...you are right! I always felt that I shouldn't disturb Maka when he was doing things - it would be difficult for me to help him, so,

At least it can't drag him down, right? When he works hard to rush forward, there must be someone behind him to guard a quiet place for him. When he gets tired, there will be a place where he can lie down and rest at any time.

…

But now, looking at Hermione chasing Maka's back in front, she is still unwilling to stop even if she can't see her anymore. I feel... maybe what I have been thinking all along may not be right.

Sarah, so...what do you think will happen 'in the future' if this continues?"

Luna's last words sounded a bit melancholy to Sarah's ears - this kind of emotion was absolutely rare in Luna, and even Sarah knew this.

But Sarah also knew that when Luna asked this question, she didn't actually want her to give an answer, but more of just asking herself.

So, Sarah didn't say anything, she just turned around and reached out to gently stroke Luna's long pale golden hair.

This scene actually looks very weird. Judging from the appearance of injuries, Sarah is actually younger than Luna. But her movements are extremely natural, as if she is a mother comforting her daughter. There is no

A little bit of an abrupt feeling.

Luna seemed to accept Sarah's actions and didn't reject them at all.

After a moment of silence, Sarah turned her head and glanced at the unclosed trap door at the top, and looked at the cloudy sky outside.

The wind picked up, whistling on the roof, causing Sarah to raise her eyebrows subconsciously.

At this time, Luna probably also felt some changes outside, and hesitantly raised his head and looked at it and said:

"Is it going to rain...?"

Sarah nodded, frowning slightly.

"Well, it looks like this."