Heaven Official’s Blessing

forget...

--If you don't mind waiting for everything to end...I'll take you back to my hometown...I hunt for a living...raise you...

--Northern...the climate may not be as warm as here...but I will take care of you wholeheartedly...fed and clothed...and...Miss, I...

"You really can't remember the past at all?"

"Um."

"You really can't even remember a little bit? For example...for example, the clothes you wear are made of such good materials. You must have come from a wealthy family. Is your surname Chen, Wang or Sun? Do you have any impression? ? Don’t lie!”

"Why would I lie? What good would it do me to stay in a place like this...with no way to do something?" Like taking a shower or something.

"Old woman... the eldest girl really has no reason to lie! What good is it to live in a poor house like ours and eat rough food with us?" An old couple in the corner whispered.

"Shut up! I don't care if she has forgotten the past or was abandoned. I thought her family would have the money to get her ashore. As long as she was alive, there would always be someone in her family who would repay her kindness, but I didn't expect that God would deliberately oppose us. There's no hope for an amnesiac and crippled woman to do chores!"

"Whoever teaches you to save someone is not right..."

"What are you muttering about?"

"No, no, no, I mean, what are you going to do? You can't throw her out, can you? She has no ability to make a living..."

"If we don't have the ability to make a living, do we have to raise it? In short, we just need to get rid of this door god who eats, drinks, sleeps, and sleeps! It counts that we have wasted these days on her... We can talk about it when our daughter comes back tonight. "

"Didn't Xiao Cui come back to visit relatives in half a year after selling it in that village?"

"Come back and have a look at you, old man, are you alright...Maybe it's here to announce the good news! We, Xiao Cui, are pretty good looking, and our qualifications are better than that door god. It's better than living with us without three meals."

"Yes, yes, you think about everything properly, and I listen to you...I listen to you..."

"Of course I asked someone to ask Xiao Cui to pay attention to whether there is a young lady who has fallen into the river and cannot be found in the manor where she works. Xiao Cui has been working for half a year, and the door god has also stayed at our house for more than half a year. Really bless us to live a few days of good life in our lifetime."

"There is such an easy thing in the world to be right, God would not let me open my eyes and deceive the wrong wife..." The old man sighed hard and whispered to the eldest girl who was sitting on the bed. Cast a sympathetic look.

"Miss lame? There is no such person in Tianshui Village..." Xiao Cui pointed with her fingers: "The owner of the village is a man, and there are three sisters named Feng, Situ and Shen who are all able-bodied. I haven't heard of any missing ladies..."

"Is it really not? Could it be... Could it be malicious abandonment, so I didn't let you know? You have only been working for half a year, have any more senior servants asked him to see if he can't tell--"

"Mother!" Xiao Cui laughed, "How can there be such a coincidence in the world? Although our owner is strict, he will not abandon him maliciously... Is the girl fast asleep?" She stopped lowering her head when she saw her mother nodding. Voice: "I don't know why all the servants in Yizhuangli are new, not to mention long-term workers, even the manager is also hired from it. Experienced ones seem to have to start all over again. I also asked the rich people nearby and none of them disappeared. Or the crippled lady."

"Ah...God wants us to save her, so we won't give anything back... At least at least... let our daughter marry a good man, Xiao Cui, what do you think of the owner of Yu Zhuang? If you have a wife, don't worry about finding a chance to let her go." He's looking at you right in the eye"

"Mom! I was scared to death when I got close to the owner, so how dare I hit him with any ideas? Besides, he doesn't seem to have any interest in women, otherwise he should have married a wife to take care of us lower people... By the way, I just brought Those clothes that Ms. Feng asked me to burn said that no one would wear them again in the future. She is a strange person who usually likes to wear men’s clothes. I have never seen how wasteful it is for her to wear these clothes, so I secretly hid them. It’s also good to see if you can take a few pieces and buy them as a subsidy.”

"Rich people are so extravagant that it makes people jealous... This material really looks like what the door god is wearing inside..."

"Stop wishful thinking. Mother, I have to go back tomorrow. The owner is going to a place a little north to discuss business, and he wants to take Miss Feng with me. I am very tired after being selected as a maid."

"Going north...how long will it take?"

"It will take more than ten days just to go there. I can't say for sure. It seems that the owner has been there before. This time is purely for inspection and to teach Miss Feng to talk about business...I'm really envious. They are also female Miss Feng. Life is much better than mine.”

"Ten days...there is more than one carriage? Even if someone hides in it, won't someone find it right away?"

"Mom! What are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking that there is no extra rice in the house to feed for nothing!"

"Mother, are you maliciously abandoning the girl who can't even walk away? Do you want her to starve to death on the street?"

"Shut up! What is malicious abandonment? We just hand over the rescued person to other people. What kind of bad future is there! Besides, it is impossible for a poor family like ours to raise her for a lifetime, if we can get her into the carriage without anyone noticing. It will be a few days until your landlord is here, as long as you don't admit it, he won't know who did it... Maybe he will take good care of her!"

"The owner is not the kind of kind person..."

"This is the best way. Even if she starves to death on the street, she will live an extra half a year because of us, right? That's enough money! Go to bed and figure out how to move her in an invisible way. .”

"mother……"

When she woke up, it was pitch black and she thought it was still dark, but she was uncomfortably curled up and the unfamiliar noise in the distance made her very clear that she had been "abandoned" again.

And it was abandoned in a crowded carriage.

Feeling around in the dark, he found that he was stuck in the corner of the carriage, and several round wooden barrels blocked the outside, almost covering most of his figure.

Not too bad, at least not trying to get her stuck in this kind of crack on purpose.

She looked at the blackness in front of her eyes, and the faint smell of wine came from the barrel. She sighed: "Okay, it's a bit bad, but at least it's not like the last time when I woke up and found my head was blank, I didn't even know what my name was, and I thought the old woman who saved my life was my own mother, and almost cried bitterly... This time at least I know who was abandoned, and I know why I was abandoned.”

The idea of ​​having fun while suffering made her feel relaxed.

Before she lost her memory, she must have been a good girl who was optimistic about her fate in adversity, right? She thought complacently, so after amnesia, not only did she not cry and scream, but she felt very relaxed, as if the burden was lifted, her limbs and bones were finally free... From this, she guessed that her past was unsatisfactory, and she might even be brutally murdered Is it abused by the husband-in-law? It doesn't look like...

The amnesiac self accepts the crippled legs calmly, indicating that her legs have been lame for a long time before she reacts like this...Who would want someone like her when she has been unable to move for many years?

Was it the man in the dream who couldn't see his face clearly?

"He keeps calling me Miss, Miss must not be too close... Then who is mine?" Is that person important to her? Why would she keep him locked in her mind while she even forgot her own parents?

"Where are you going, Xiao Cui?" A shout came from outside: "Didn't Master Yu tell you not to run around at night? Be careful and don't you get tired after we've been walking for a day?"

"Yes, I'm going to sleep right away, I'm going to sleep right away!"

After a while, the sound became silent, and the slight sound of footsteps approaching her, the curtain of the carriage was lifted at any time, and the faint light of the fire let her know that it was dark outside.

"I'm sorry..." The girl outside said in a low voice, delivered a bowl of food, and immediately lowered the veil as if she was afraid of being seen, so that the entire carriage returned to darkness.

She was quite amused and didn't intend to call out to the girl named Xiao Cui. What's the use of calling out? Force her to take her door god back to make offerings to?

It's not that she doesn't know the old couple's thoughts that night. She also heard their conversation clearly, but she has no position to say what to say, she can't say "saving people should have the responsibility of life" and then clings to the bed and refuses to leave. Roll your eyes?

The food is a bit cold, the faint fishy smell is mixed with the smell of wine coming out of the wooden barrel and the smell of not taking a bath... It's really hard to swallow, but if you don't eat it, you don't know when the next meal will be Come? She didn't want to starve to death and show her dead body for people to watch.

After reluctantly eating a few mouthfuls, I heard someone approaching outside again. Is it Xiao Cui?

Feeling so guilty and decided to bring her into the sun?

A man's voice sounded:

"You haven't slept yet?"

She was startled, thinking that someone was asking her outside the carriage, and she was hesitating to answer. Suddenly, she heard a male or female voice answering the man:

"Cang Yuan is you..."

"What? Did it startle you? You thought he was alive? He was buried in the ground, didn't he?"

"I know...it's just...I've been feeling very uneasy lately."

"The person you're worried about should be Situ Shou."

"Why did Qin mention her again?"

"She will bring trouble to you sooner or later. This time you deliberately left her alone in the center of the village, what is she doing? I don't know? You want to prove that she will not make trouble without you. If we go back Did something really happen? Are you willing to let me kill people?"

kill?

As she was eating in the carriage, she almost shook her chopsticks in shock. Could it be that she was hidden in the murderer's carriage... Didn't the old couple say that the carriage was owned by a rich family? ?

A little bit of curiosity... In fact, curiosity must be her nature before amnesia urging her to squirm quietly and force her pale face to the corner of the car window.

A pair of eyes quietly peering into the world outside the carriage--

The faint moonlight sprinkled on the unfamiliar building on the ground, and she stared at it for a while before she recognized the inn on the signboard.

"Cang Yuan Shou'er is unintentional." The sigh of the thin young man with his back to her attracted half of her attention.

It turns out that the person who couldn't tell the difference between male and female voices was a man! She thought to herself, her eyes jumped to another man. The man should be called Cang Yuan, he was dressed in blue, his face was hidden in the dark, and he couldn’t see clearly——In the dream, the man’s shadow intuitively flashed across her mind, making her heart beat again, as if she was about to find some clue, that man called Cang Yuan She broke her thoughts and said: "Forget it, I won't argue with you much. You have to hurry tomorrow, even if you can't sleep, you can lie down and rest for a while, don't teach your righteous father to die and still haunt you."

"Is... is he really dead? Cang Yuan... I have never asked you about the fate of the same death that you Fu said after they died... Is there anything else that you didn't say besides dying at the same time in the same year, the same month, and the same day? "

Yu Cangyuan narrowed his eyes when he heard the words:

"what do you want to say in the end?"

"...Is it really dead? I used to think what if they didn't die? Will the fate of the two people be exactly the same? Only the two of them know the best about fate after experiencing almost the same death but not dying. Will it overlap--"

What the young man named Ming Xiang said was so profound that she couldn't understand it at all and couldn't listen carefully. Her vision was blurred and the heavy dizziness made her finally realize that the meal just now had been drugged again...

Damn it, she didn't even see what the man named Cang Yuan looked like--

The fingers clutching the car window were weak and blurred, and the eyes barely fell on Cang Yuan. He was pleasantly surprised to see him turn around slowly, as if he was going to answer, hold on a little longer, hold on a little longer, and you can see... see... ... The window curtain slipped from his fingers, and his whole body fell silently onto the carriage.

The moonlight clearly illuminated Yu Cangyuan's stern face.

"What's the matter?" he asked.

"I seem to hear something."

"That's just wind, you're too sensitive."

"Maybe...Cang Yuan, you are too realistic and everything will be rationalized by you, maybe you will miss the thing you want most in your life."

That man will not want her most in his life, so it's better not to find her... In the carriage, the remaining mind of her is thinking in a mess, although she doesn't know where her future will be, but now she finds her according to the cold tone called Cang Yuan. It's hard to guarantee that she won't be sent back to that old couple again! She doesn't want to live a life where people look at her with blank eyes every day and--even if she can't take a bath and go to the toilet, she is treated disgustingly... She I don't want to stink forever...

"...going to the north... I don't know if he is doing well..."

It's north...it's the same place where the man in the dream lives. That's why she pretended not to know and let the old couple get into the car. She wanted to get closer to the man in the dream...even if it was only a little closer Maybe there is a chance to meet him?

Although the world is so big and the chance of meeting the man in her dreams is very slim, she just wants to go if she wants to!

She had a premonition that as long as she had the opportunity to see him, she would think of the past and how happy and a good girl she was.

What Cangyuan, Situ Shou, Mingxiang or Jufu... She didn't feel at all when she heard these names, but the righteous father they talked about... always made her feel uncomfortable or... She also has an annoying righteous father And the man in the dream is her righteous father?

After thinking about it, it was too late to feel any feeling, and the heavy fog finally dragged down her sanity.

Before falling asleep she had only one thought--

After taking the drug, the eyes could not be opened, the ears could not hear, but the sense of smell was still there.

It stinks...

Really really stinks.

If someone dares to approach her at this moment without distaste, he must love her to the bone, she can marry, there is nothing to pick on her.

Can Chin give her a bath?

At least give her a bath that hasn't touched water for half a year, right?

How many days had passed without seeing the light of day in the carriage?

She only vaguely remembers shaking constantly, waking up and eating, knowing that she will fall asleep, she still eats; she would rather fall asleep than idle and wonder how miserable her future will be...

It’s fine if she has a skill, but her fingers are tender, her skin is flawless, she can’t even embroider flowers, her legs are crippled, and to be honest, she might be sold to a prostitute, and no one would want to... It’s more likely that she will end up begging on the street. ?

After all, only the rich and the rich can live with disabilities, right? So... where will her future go?

To the north, to the north... Is the man in the dream really someone? !

Is she too naive?

Chasing after that faint hope, expecting a miracle to happen, and meeting the man in the dream on the way to the north...Let's not say that she was locked in a carriage that was out of the sun all day, and even if she bumped into him, she would be wrong. What's more, what if... it's just a dream? Is it just a dream come out of my own imagination?

Since no one looked for her in those six months, she was really abandoned maliciously, right? She doesn't believe that from her bad temper to the point of being abandoned, she will be abandoned because of her disability--

To put it bluntly, no matter how optimistic she is, no matter how determined she is, she will have to depend on others for a lifetime of disability, who would be willing to take care of her?

Who knows if the words she dreamed were made up? Would anyone really treat her like this?

The days in the carriage were like this, full of hopeful thoughts, and dejected thoughts, so that I really wanted to cry out and let the owner named Cang Yuan decide her future.

Waking up drowsily this day, the carriage stopped shaking, and there was a commotion outside. She raised her sweaty hair on the side of her cheek and struggled to fumble.

No meals? She is so hungry.

The faint light slowly expanded from the front, and it took a long time before he realized that someone was about to open the door of the carriage. With a beating of her heart she knew it was time to reveal her fate.

"Ah?" Xiaocui exclaimed outside.

"What's your name? Xiaocui, are you scared to death?"

"No... Brother Zhang, I... I'll help unload the goods..."

discharge? Sure enough, it has reached its destination. What will happen to her is--

"Can a girl move these wine barrels?" The man said with a smile, "You can help me with other things."

"But……"

But I'm afraid that she will be found out. The owner named Yu Cangyuan must know that Xiaocui can't get rid of the responsibility. In the end, she might be forced to return to her savior! Too stupid to stay!

"Xiao Cui's weather is a bit cold, why are you sweating profusely?"

"Ah!" Xiaocui jumped in shock and turned around, blurting out, "Miss Feng..."

"Hush Master Long. What's the matter with you? Just let a man do this kind of heavy work..." Feng Mingxiang narrowed his eyes as he noticed her excessive panic and asked in a low voice: "What's inside Something that shouldn't be there?"

"No...no..."

Obviously, Xiaocui's panic attracted Yu Cangyuan, who was in the distance, to come over. Only the sound of calm footsteps came, and then a stern voice sounded, "Is there something hidden inside?"

No one responded, only intermittent crying was heard.

She in the carriage wanted to cry when she heard the words, Yu's tone was so severe that anyone who reached the age of 20 would be scared to cry. She could no longer expect him to open a charity home to raise her.

"Cangyuan, you frightened her, even if she hides something in it, it's not something scary, isn't it Xiaocui?"

"Who knows what tricks she's up to. Xiao Zhang opens the car door!"

The car door was slowly opened, and the daylight penetrated through the gap between the barrels. She instinctively shrank back to avoid the peeping sight from outside.

"It's nothing! It's our overthinking." Feng Mingxiang casually glanced at the buckets piled up in the carriage, guessing that the innocent Xiaocui would not do anything earth-shattering in the carriage, at most, she just hid some of the maids. It should be something.

Yu Cangyuan obviously didn't believe that he stepped forward to unload the wooden barrels piled on top first. She was startled intuitively and curled up her thin body in the corner.

What is she nervous about?

Anyway, she will be discovered sooner or later, and her fate will be determined sooner or later... It's just that she really doesn't want to be forced to go back to that old couple!

That Yu Cangyuan is an unsmiling person, if he begged him to give her a place to stay, he might just dig a grave and tell her, a useless person, to jump in and die, right?

I'm about to know her future, and I'm scared to death because I know that reality is reality, and the beautiful fantasy I created by hiding here will never come true.

She held her breath when she saw a pair of hands stretched out in front of her and was about to move down the drum.

"Master Yu!" The affectionate voice sounded.

The hands that stopped in mid-air could touch her face that hadn't been washed for a long time.

"Boss Chen?" Yu Cangyuan smiled and explained to Feng Mingxiang in a low voice: "He is the head of the winery in this area. I'll take you there to get to know him."

While Yu Cangyuan's eyes fell on Feng Mingxiang, she quietly peeked out a pair of eyes in the carriage to see the big landlord who came to drive her these days.

Sure enough, he looks so stern. Although he is smiling, he seems to be repulsive. It is completely different from the man in her dream...

Ah, the man in the dream was always standing in the shadows, she couldn't see his face at all, how could she know that the face of the big owner was not the man in the dream?

Feeling faintly in her heart, as long as she sees that face, she will think of everything in the past--just remember the past, okay? Was it worth enough for her to meet that man to equate it with knowing the pain of the past?

This thought flashed by very quickly, and Yu Cangyuan said with a smile: "Boss Chen asked you to come out to pick us up, juniors, we are really flattered!"

"Where is the fact that Master Yu became the new owner of Tianshui Village in a few days, and his power may not be weaker at all than the old owner who died of a sudden illness, so you, the general manager, will inherit everything."

That tone was a bit thorny, and Yu Cangyuan didn't intend to waste his emotions with this kind of person, so he turned to Xiao Zhang with a smirk: "You and Xiao Cui go to the previous carriage first, and take out the gift you are going to give to Boss Chen, be careful not to bump into it." That's fragile. Come back later to unload those casks."

His voice drifted farther and farther away, she struggled to get up, poked out a pair of curious eyes from behind the barrel, and saw that the door of her carriage was open, but no one paid attention to it anymore.

She leaned out a little more and noticed that many people were busy unloading the goods, wearing uniform clothes, they should be long-term workers under Yu Cangyuan.

Her eyes fell on this seemingly small town with interest. The people who came and went wore thick clothes with a rustic atmosphere. This should be a small town in the countryside, right?

Still no one discovered that she might end up being discovered because of her stink.

Turning her eyes around, she suddenly saw a man walking forward with his back turned to her, carrying a lot of animal skins on his shoulders, as if he was about to sell them, so she couldn't take her eyes off.

...I hunt for a living... Can I support you? Miss……

"Qin, I don't want to look away because I'm also a hunter..." That's why I feel good about hunters when I see them.

The man stopped suddenly.

She was taken aback and thought he heard herself talking...Impossible? It's such a long distance, even if you have a downwind ear, it's hard to hear what she's saying.

Or was his own gaze almost burning his back so he stopped?

"I'm thinking wildly... If I knew I should have spoken out earlier, I don't have to speculate about my fate anymore." She sighed and was about to resign herself to her fate and hide in the carriage when she saw the man turn around very quickly.

I had a face-to-face meeting with him before I even had time to avoid it.

The sudden impact made her dizzy, and countless pictures flashed in her mind, making her almost retch.

There was no expression on the man's face, and a pair of black eyes looked straight at her.

There was another noise in the distance, and someone was yelling to unload all the things in the carriage.

Startled, she instinctively stretched out her hand to him and shouted:

"Take me away."

Hearing the words, the man ran over quickly and picked her up neatly, without any hesitation, as if the peculiar smell on her body was just two or three days without cleaning.

"Go quickly and don't run into them!" she shouted frightened.

The man didn't even look back at Yu Cangyuan or Feng Mingxiang, holding her warm body tightly with both hands, and almost ran away from the town.

"Brother! You're not selling it? Hey, hey! Don't you want to run away with a woman and lose the animal skin? What are you doing? Do you want to sell it or not--"

Feng Mingxiang involuntarily turned his head and followed the gaze of the complainer, seeing the familiar back of a man, she was slightly surprised and blurted out:

"Is it him...: Who is he holding?"

"Who?!" Yu Cangyuan turned around.

"I mean I seem to see bad luck..." And holding a girl. who is that girl

"Oh?"

"Why don't we drop by to find out about bad luck?" She always felt that it was weird that bad luck would only hug a woman and that woman had died a long time ago. "I remember he mentioned that his hometown is here if you want to find it."

"Half a year ago, he left without even saying a word, so why should we see you again?" Yu Cangyuan obviously had no special desire to meet bad luck. He said lightly: "Sometimes it's not good for him to be sadder when he sees someone."

"But just now I saw..."

"Ah!" Xiaocui suddenly screamed.

Yu Cangyuan narrowed his eyes: "It's her again!" He walked quickly towards Xiao Cui and noticed that she was staring blankly at the carriage. Following her gaze, Yu Cangyuan leaned into the carriage and grabbed a very old blanket.

"What's the fuss about hiding a blanket..." Suddenly he had a flash of inspiration and he scolded: "What do you think of the carriage in the village? There are people hiding in it! Who are you hiding? Who do you want to harm?"

The stern but certain guess made Xiao Cui lose her soul in fright, her legs limply knelt down on the ground and shouted:

"My servant never wanted to harm the owner or Master Long's future. I think...yes...yes, a few days ago, my servant had a beggar who was cold and hungry, so I asked her to hide in the carriage to keep warm and give away the leftovers. She eats nothing but..."

"is that so?"

"it is true!"

"Is it a person with inconvenient legs?" Feng Mingxiang suddenly asked, attracting Yu Cangyuan's surprised gaze.

"Ah! How does the young master know?" Xiao Cui blurted out.

"Sure enough!" The unlucky man just now was hugging a girl. "Is it a boy or a girl? About how old?"

"Wu Xiang, you..." Yu Cangyuan was at a loss, and this way of asking was clearly doubting that Ju Fu was not dead.

Feng Mingxiang raised his hand to stop him and looked at Xiaocui seriously:

"You tell the truth and don't hide it."

Is it so serious just to hide someone? Or does Miss Feng want to find out if she, a maid, is qualified enough to stay by her side? There is no young lady who would let a cruel maid stay by her side. She just obeyed her mother's order and abandoned a girl who couldn't move...

"Yes...it's a man! He's still a child! That's why the servant was soft-hearted and hugged him into the carriage for a moment. That's why I yelled out because I was anxious when I saw him suddenly disappear! Little...young master, please forgive the servant!"

"Is it a man?" Feng Mingxiang murmured.

Yu Cangyuan whispered: "Do you doubt that she is not dead?" Seeing her expression of not looking, he smiled wryly and said, "You are very thoughtful and suspicious, no matter what you suspect, I can understand that only she... If she is really not dead, why bother?" Hiding in the carriage and not seeing us? As long as she yells, she can live with us again, right?"

"That's actually..." I don't know why the image of a man hugging a woman like an unlucky man always stays in his mind. "You really don't want to find bad luck?"

Yu Cangyuan shook his head and turned to leave.

Feng Mingxiang looked back at the street where there was no familiar figure.

"If one didn't die... the other wouldn't die either... Would the fate of the two be the same if they died once? Could it be because of the same that she didn't want to see us for fear of hurting us? Or am I thinking too much... "

I thought too much. Feng Mingxiang wondered if Daoyi's father's death was witnessed with his own eyes and buried with his own hands. Could it be false?

Just now it was just...a back that looked like an old friend.