Hellbound Heart

Sebastian was extremely shocked at himself when the realization that he had just had sex with Izabelle face to face hit him. He was so stunned that his mind just blanked out for a moment.

That rule of his was something he had never once broken since the moment he had started engaging in sex again. He could not bring himself to look at anyone's face while doing it, because every single time, every woman beneath him who had been looking at him while he fucks them, just turns into the monster in his nightmare. Their faces changed, the color of their hair also changed into that... and he... he would completely lose his mind. His vision would go black and he would wake up with the woman under him almost broken. It had happened consistently with a couple of women who were brazen enough to sneakily break his rule despite his warnings to them even before they start engaging in sexual acts. Both of them had later on scrambled away from him in fear and never appeared before him again after that.

Since then, he had always been quite alert. There were still women who dared to break his rules when they thought that he was too much into the act to notice or realize it, but his instincts had been fast to adapt and he would always catch them off guard just in time. He had never let anyone succeed in triggering him for many years now. Until what had happened in the club earlier on.

He still could not quite believe he had let that happen. He failed to even catch that f**king hand before it slipped under his shirt! And it was all because of Izabelle. He was crazily distracted and had momentarily lost his entire senses at what she had told him.

And now this... when he parted her legs in his attempt to take her while watching her, something in him suddenly stopped him. Fear gripped his heart as he knew that something would happen, that the nightmare would come and he would see that hellish face in hers too. He would definitely kill if that happened! He knew he could never unsee it. So, he had almost pulled away when she had suddenly flipped herself around, baring herself from behind for him to devour.

The moment he took her, everything just got forgotten. She had consumed him whole - body, mind and soul, leaving no room for darkness and nightmares.

Holy f**k, what had this woman done to him?

He could hardly believe it went on well and he did not... and nothing happened! No nightmares occurred, just a pure dream and divine ecstasy!

It was the kind of heaven he had never even dared dream. A heaven he thought would never be possible for someone as dark and filthy as himself.

His head dropped on the curve of her shoulder and settled there. However, his eyes were wide open as he hid his face from her gaze.

There was only one thing in his head right now, and that was the decision that this woman who had f**ked him to bits and pieces... this woman who was the only one who just naturally pulled on his hellbound soul and gave him the taste of the heights of heaven... she belonged to him now and forever!

The only thing that had been stopping him was the worry that he would only drag her down to his hell and burn her along with him. But now that he had realized she was capable of dragging him up to her heaven where the both of them could frolic there together even for a while, Sebastian's fears and hesitation now dissolved like mist disappearing under the rays of the sun.

His eyes gleamed intensely and then he pulled away and met her beautiful and heavenly gaze. Her eyes were so clear and so blue, that they actually resembled the sky during the fall, when the skies turn a bright blue hue that uplifts the mood of everyone who would look up into the sky. It was these eyes so bright and beautiful, along with her smile, that he didn't want to change. He had been fearing that one day, those bright orbs would lose their shine and her smile would no longer reach her eyes. He knew that's an undeniable possibility. Because everyone he had cared about in his life so far got broken and lost their smiles in the end.

However, at this moment, he no longer cared anymore if she would get tainted if she continued getting entangled with him. The fear that her light and her smile would eventually be dulled by his very own hell, that she would only suffer with a man like him, was no longer enough to stop him.

He would selfishly bind her to him and take her along into his dark world and offer no escape. He would chain her to himself for all eternity.

Reaching out, he pinched her chin gently before lifting her face to look at his. His eyes were devil-bright as they burned with a whole new kind of intensity Elle had never seen before. "You belong to me now, Izabelle." He declared in a voice that sounded as though he was a god that was creating and passing an ultimate law that no one could ever go against or sever.

"No, you can never run away from me anymore. You are mine and only mine!" he added with a near-dangerous passion as his eyes glowed with an internal light that suddenly turned his grey eyes almost silvery white. "So, you better engrave that in your mind and soul from now on... because even if you scream, and cry and beg me to let you go..." he shook his head at her, "I will never let you go. Never! You hear me? Even if you try to escape, I'll come after you even if you run to the very ends of the earth and take you back into my arms in the blink of an eye." His thumb caressed the skin near her lips. "Are we clear on this, Iza?"