Her Mountain, Her Sea

In the past half of the summer vacation, Chi Tang should almost be discharged from the hospital.

Because her home is the scene of the murder and it is still locked up. She can't go back temporarily. Everyone thinks that she probably doesn't want to go back. Long before she was going to be discharged from the hospital, Teacher Ke came to see them and discussed with Chi Tang and asked her Like You Yu, stay at her house temporarily.

In addition to Teacher Ke, Aunt Ning also came and said to her: "Come live at my house, isn't it nice to live with me during the Chinese New Year? Summer vacation is more fun, and many people travel there. "

Chi Tang didn't answer, he just said to think about it and talk about it when he was discharged from the hospital.

Except for the first days, the sequelae of Chi Tang was a bit serious, but later recovered slowly. Even You Yu felt that she had nothing to do and had come out of that nightmare.

However, on the eve of being discharged from the hospital, Chi Tang suddenly left alone. She was discharged from the hospital by herself and sent a message to inform friends and teachers that she had gone to her mother.

"I went to see my mother. I went to live with her for a while and come back from school."

You Yu just went to Teacher Ke’s house to get things, but she didn’t expect that Chi Tang was missing when she came back. In fact, she didn’t quite believe that Chi Tang would go to her mother. You Yu had seen them get along, so strange. In the alienated atmosphere, why would Chi Tang suddenly look for her?

But Teacher Ke understands this very well, "After all, she is the biological mother. Now her father is still in jail, and she is still under adulthood. It must be better to stay with her mother.

Because Chi Tang did not reply to the news, and You Yu did not have Ms. Tang Yue’s contact information. At her insistence, Teacher Ke still called Chi Tang’s mother, and Ms. Tang Yue’s reply was “Chi Tang is indeed coming to me. Here it is."

This is not a lie. After Chi Tang quietly managed to discharge from the hospital, he went to find Tang Yue, stayed in a hotel near her home for two days, and met her twice. After everyone who was looking for her knew that she had come to his mother, Chi Tang checked out and left.

Tang Yue didn’t pay too much attention to this daughter who came and left suddenly. In her opinion, Chi Tang’s current condition is quite good, and although she is not an adult, she is also seventeen and has an ID card on her body. With money, she will take care of herself since she was young, so she doesn't need to worry.

Chi Tang went to another city alone with his bag on his back. She actually doesn’t know where she’s going. She chooses the location at random. She just wants to be alone. She doesn’t have to pretend to have nothing to do for the people around her, and she doesn’t have to show that she has no problems. Mian (qiang) laughed.

Leaving Nanlin, she was lying on the hospital (bed chuang). One day, the thought suddenly came up. Then the thought became stronger and stronger, so she did.

She carried a small suitcase and backpack, and got on the high-speed rail. By the window, there are many young people around her who are coming and going. They all come out to play during the holidays, but most of them are in groups. There are few people alone like her, and she also Not as happy as them.

Buying tickets, taking a car, and booking a hotel, Chi Tang was alone, took the room card, locked the door, and then sat in a strange room and cried.

The feeling of pretending to be okay was really too uncomfortable, she couldn't do it anymore.

There is no one she knows in the city where she came, and when she walked on the street, no one would look at her more. This feeling of not being noticed made her feel relaxed. She could be expressionless for a long time without saying a word. You can sit on the square or park bench for a day and watch the people around you come and go.

There are a lot of people and tourists in the pedestrian street here. Most of them are young people. Chi Tang was walking on this lively street and happened to see a girl wearing glasses. For a moment, Chi Tang thought he had seen You Yu, but only when he looked carefully, he only looked a little like.

She thought of You Yu. After taking care of her for so long, she suddenly left. You Yu must be worried and sad, but...

Chi Tang didn't know what he wanted.

The influence of her dad (killing sha) on her was so great that others might not be able to understand it. Even if she thinks about it now, she will still tremble uncontrollably, her heart will be cold, and she always feels hiding in every corner. With Chi Zhang's gaze, even if she knew clearly that the man had been caught and locked up, the fear in her heart could not be restrained. And after so long, she still didn't dare to eat (肉rou), she felt sick when she saw (肉rou) in the food.

During her most uncomfortable period, You Yu was by her side, as if unconsciously, every time she was sad, You Yu was by her side.

Not long ago, she woke up from a nightmare at night and felt uncomfortable. You Yu took her hand to accompany her (sleeping Shui). Between dreams and waking, she felt like You Yu kissed her forehead.

That action was full of comforting taste, but it seemed that my friend shouldn't be like this, or that the friend You Yu, and the friends of Wei Xingxing, are different.

Chi Tang even wondered if she was confused when she dreamed (sleeping Shui). She was in a bad state of mind, had many messy dreams, and was too tired.

There are many uncertainties in her heart for family, friends, and future. She is not sure what she wants or what she wants to do. She just feels extremely tired and irritable. She was defeated by her dad again. After that horrible experience, she felt as if she had become a lot more vulnerable. There were many times when she cried inexplicably, and she needed Youyu to constantly comfort her... Chi Tang really hated this. Fragile, she hates herself.

When it got dark, the lights on this side of the square were on, and some people set up speakers and musical instruments not far away, preparing to perform. There are always such musicians in the square, most people will not stop for them, but some passers-by will stop to listen.

Chi Tang sat there for a long time, watching young people who were a few years older than him playing with musical instruments, and then singing one by one. He sang a few songs and took a break, and sat next to Chi Tang.

"Little sister, you have been sitting here for a long time. Why, are you quarreling with your family?" the young man asked her.

In the past, Chi Tang was accosted by someone she didn't know. She didn't bother to pay attention and would just stand up and leave, but now she really didn't have the strength to get up and leave. She just sat there and looked at the young man without speaking.

The young man smiled, "Seeing you are very unhappy, can you sing, go sing a song?"

He pointed to his own equipment, "I can't sing and don't have a (guan) system, just roar, just like going to KTV."

Chi Tang didn't know why he suddenly came to invite himself, his tone was very alert, "I don't know you."

The young man looked at her expression and laughed, "Seeing you look confused and sad, just come over and chat with you. Although I really look like a perverted brother who strikes up a little girl, I really do nothing bad. Mind, but it’s good for a girl of your age to remain vigilant."

Maybe this little girl didn't know that she still had a little scar on her face. It was really pitiful to sit here and watch the people around you come and go. The young man thought.

I don't know why, maybe it was because I didn't sing for a while. Chi Tang really walked over and picked up the microphone on the shelf. The young man came over to accompany her and asked her what song she wanted to sing.

Looking at that row of accompaniment, Chi Tang casually ordered a familiar "Baikal". When the prelude sounded, people passing by would look at her with interest. When she sang the first sentence, the young man on the side clapped his hands and was a little surprised, "Singing well."

Slowly, there were more passers-by stopping around, listening around the periphery. Chi Tang didn’t like singing in this kind of occasion before, and would feel embarrassed, but there were too many inexplicable emotions in her heart. She wanted to (fa) vent, so she didn’t care much about it, and sat there quietly. Finished singing a song.

Someone applauded her, and others called another song. Firstly, she did sing very well, and secondly, such a young and beautiful girl is very seductive.

After singing this song, Chi Tang was about to put down the microphone, and suddenly heard the accompaniment play again. The young man standing by as an audience asked her, "Will "The First Dream" sing?"

Chi Tang picked up the microphone again.

...

"Keep your tears on your heart,

Will bloom brave flowers,

Can be in the tired time,

I close my eyes and smell a fragrance..."

She finished singing two songs, put down the microphone, and left with her bag. The young man waved to her, "Little girl, anything will pass."

Chi Tang left here and went to another city. Although she was still aimless, but once again heard someone singing in the street, she stopped and listened. When the man stopped to rest, she hesitated for a while, and asked, "Can you let me sing a song?"

The man was a little surprised, but nodded anyway.

On such a strange street, taking the microphone of a stranger and singing to a stranger is a very novel experience, but she feels a little better.

Back with the bag on his back, I received another news from You Yu on the way. Wei Xingxing and the others also had them. They all asked her how well she was doing recently. They thought she was with her mother.

She typed a few words, deleted it after thinking about it, and put away the phone.

Most of the people who sing in the street are men. Once I saw girls, two girls sitting together, one with long hair and one short hair, looked pretty cool sister, singing a love song together.

Chi Tang stood not far away watching them sing, because people came and went in the street, and she was the only one standing there, and the two girls also noticed her. In the middle of the way, a girl went to buy (奶Nai) tea, and the other girl had a cup and a cup, and she waved to Chi Tang.

Milk Nai) Do you drink tea?"

Chi Tang shook her head. She would not drink drinks and food from strangers outside.

Seeing her refusal, the girl shrugged and didn't care, put it aside, and chatted with her, "You have been listening here for a long time, how about it, how are we singing?"

Chi Tang nodded silently.

After that, they didn't talk any more, and the two girls quickly packed their things and left. They held hands, talking and laughing while walking, one of them leaned his head on the other shoulder affectionately.