Hidden Assassin

I got up yesterday afternoon. I wrote about 16,000 words in an all-night time. After finishing the hidden killing, I should be very tired, but I woke up after sleeping for an hour. I can’t sleep. This is my first novel. It took two years and two million words. Many authors I know have already written several books, and they have written several times the amount of words I wrote. Still struggling a little bit, especially after the seventh volume, digging out what I wanted to write little by little. Now that it's finally over, it's hard to put into words how I feel.

Let's start from the end first, talk slowly, talk as much as you can, and maybe you can go to sleep after talking.

First of all, the ending is not perfect-it is far from the picture I imagined in my heart, but it is not unfinished, it is not so bad that it is unfinished.

I wrote a book without an outline—no written outline—this matter has been told to people more than once, so sometimes when what I write is different from what some people predicted in their hearts, it is not accepted by them Sometimes, they will say, I must have hurriedly wanted to end it, or hastily wrote something that should not be there. This has been said since a long time ago, when Liu Zheng died probably It means that I have nothing to write. Random killings mentioned the plot. When the tumor broke up, I said that I wanted to finish the whole article hastily. The end of the seventh volume was the most controversial. In the summary of the seventh volume, I said The picture in my mind is only the memories of Jiaming at the seaside. Some people say that my eighth volume is to make up the words to make money. At this ending, I say that I was improvised, because there are still many things that have not been explained...

In fact, it is these things, the outline has always been very clear, but in terms of details, how to step on people and how to cause small passions, I always start to think about it when I start writing.

Well, complain, it's actually complaining. Some people say that I am a writer who writes purely for myself and will not be moved by readers at all. Sometimes I pretend to say that I am indeed like this, but I am not. I am actually easily influenced by comments. Many I have done fine-tuning on the plot, and the reason why I didn't change the big plot is because I know that once I modify it, I will be finished.

The ending of Hidden Killing has been imagined many times. Although the execution is not perfect, what is the problem? It is because some fighting scenes that should belong to Jiaming’s brilliance have been eliminated. This problem is actually followed by me from the eighth volume. The mentality has always been related to positioning.

The eighth volume of Hidden Killing is a sublimation of the plot of the first seven volumes. Well, I know that sublimation is a compliment, and I use it like a wangpo selling melons, but in terms of positioning, it is a sublimation of the first seven volumes. Whether the eighth volume is successful or not, and whether it has improved compared with the previous seven volumes, it is difficult for me to make an accurate cognition, because the eighth volume is in two different forms from the previous seven volumes, and some people don’t even need the eighth volume For this sublimation, they only need the relaxation and warmth of the first seven volumes—or the first six volumes to relax.

For example, some people think that I can’t find the feeling of the first seven volumes in the eighth volume. Is it a failure? There is no distinction between high and low needs, the difference is only in who the positioning I make is suitable for.

The first seven volumes of Yinsha are simple things, we can laugh heartlessly when we see that thing, even if it doesn’t need too much foreshadowing and background, it is as relaxed and warm as they are, but the eighth volume Survival is attached to the first seven volumes. Without the first seven volumes, there would be no eighth volume. I tried to stir up people's emotions in the eighth volume, so that everyone can look back. It must be combined with the memories of the first seven volumes. These things will make sense.

I think about what I'm mainly writing about: Lingjing's life in Vienna, Lingjing's reaction to hearing the truth after returning home, what she said to Julian, "I really want to see him", "He is my man" , the pain of breathing, Rusha's "We are all fools", Yahan's best winter, Kaoru's "Sakura", Heidi's crying. That's pretty much it.

Look, these are all sentimental plots, but they are **, the light that can only be emitted by condensing the plots of the whole book, have no meaning to write about? Make up the word count? No, but it’s not that the show was successful. I have no bottom. No matter how many people blame August Fire, I can say that I have done a good job, but I have no confidence in whether these plots are successful. The subscription has not been lost, but I don't know if it's because of the inertia since the August fire or because I really expressed these things. Many people who read books at the starting point don't need this kind of reflection. Therefore, I can't be sure about the audience.

There is a plot that is popular, the reunion of Jiaming with Lingjing and Shasha, but I failed, although it seems unsatisfactory now, but in fact I failed, it is completely different from the reunion I imagined. From the very beginning, I understood that I am a person with a small structure. I keep trying to challenge the big scene and I keep failing. The dangerous city on the sea, the bloody carnival, the pursuit of the count, and even the reunion. All of them failed, and the only one tended to succeed. Yes, just fire in August.

After the failure of the reunion, in fact, in the reservation, I did not arrange a big fight to shine for Jia Ming. Oh, let’s go back and say, there are actually, what is the scheduled tenth volume? I like to read articles about Resident Evil or Wasteland. During the period when Jiaming wrote very smoothly, I watched the vampire movie "Evil Night Thirty", so I imagined that if Jiaming was in a closed In the small town, I originally took Lingjing and Shasha for a tour, but the vampire Niu B came coaxingly and plunged the town into dead silence. The people were turned into puppets. Jiaming held a knife and wanted to protect Lingjing and Rusha, what will happen?

At that time, I planned to use a whole volume to create such a thing. It didn’t need to express anything, and it didn’t need to promote any plot, just because I like Jiaming’s image and character very much now, and I put him in a The environment, then, is devoted to fighting and killing throughout. You can imagine August Fire's attack, you can imagine Jian Suyan's posture, chopping people, tearing down houses, chopping melons and vegetables, and people's heads flying around. Hehe, I am very excited to think about it, but if I really want to write it, I need the control and description skills. I don’t know if I can make it for you to see ten years later.

In short, for various reasons, this idea was abandoned.

Talk about Baoshu and Suyan.

I told people a long time ago that during the time when the diary was depressed, I was thinking about opening a new book. At that time, an idea appeared together with Hidden Killing. I made a choice between the two ideas, and finally chose In addition to hidden killing, another idea is "Treasure Tree, Treasure Tree", which describes the natural evolution.

What should the picture of this book be? A scene of an innocent child holding a box and standing under the eaves when it rains. There is a monster in the box. The child carries her and walks with her every day. Some people may find it strange to see the child walking around the city with the box in his arms, but no. Man knows the truth. The child's living conditions are not good. He has great power, but he doesn't use this power to take things that don't belong to him. He has been living happily and contentedly, with his monster companions, he stands on the eaves Next, half of his body is wet, behind is a high-end coffee shop, through the glass window, the people inside are almost two worlds with him, he will be envious, but he will not be lost, he will not feel that he is more Whoever is more noble. It is such a picture.

Jian Suyan is the monster in his box. In the end, the ugly duckling will of course turn into a white swan. The prince kisses the frog, and the frog becomes a princess. Therefore, when I introduced the concept of a natural evolutionary into Hidden Killing, one day, the real bodies of him and Jian Suyan will inevitably appear.

The power level of natural evolution is really far from the level of the hidden killing world, so if they want to show up without breaking the balance, I can only put it at the end, a shocking appearance, a glimpse, and then leave again Appear. The ending was planned a long time ago, and it's like this. I also left a foreshadowing a long time ago. For example, when Jian Suyan first appeared, she knew Jia Ming, why didn't she go to trouble Jia Ming? No one can guess what Jane Suyan said. Hehe, "So you saw my prototype." Because she felt that she was the impostor, she was embarrassed to face Jia Ming... and Mu Cun Hiroki said that the whole of Japan couldn't afford to offend Jian Suyan, It was also because of Xie Baoshu behind her. Baoshu carried the atomic bomb and ran to Japan to throw it. The two had a fight.

What else should the ending say? In fact, I have finished explaining that everyone has their own destination, and this destination is already perfect to some extent. As for whether Dongfang Wan and Jiaming have slept together, I really don’t know. Both ways of writing seem to be good. No, I don’t know if Heidi snatched Jia Ming from her mother in the end, but did Xun secretly get together with Jia Ming? I don't know either. If you want me to make a promise, I will tell you: They are all living in happiness at last. For them who have experienced separation, they are now extremely happy.

If you want to clearly see Jiaming overthrow everyone, and then see it as a perfect ending, it is impossible, not to say that this may not happen, but I don’t know how to write, my ability is only so much , How is the harem in urban novels self-consistent? Take a look at how many chapters I used to conquer MM Yahan? I tried my best, and writing to this extent is enough. If it is clear that everyone is overthrown, in such a chaotic situation, how can I guarantee that you will feel that Jiaming is not really a philanderer? For example, in the last few pictures, why did the descriptions of Heidi, Marilyn, and Kelly end after the brightest episode of Heidi crying? Jiaming spent one afternoon among three women, and no one refused. I wrote out every word he said, what would you think of him? It’s not that Jia Ming is caring, Jia Ming is not caring, but my writing skills are not enough, and I wrote it in detail, which may give you an illusion, so I skip it, because Heidi crying is the central tear-jerking plot, which has already been written, ok.

The article cannot be written to death. This ending, just in terms of closing lines, is already in place.

From the beginning of the eighth volume, the focus of the plot is basically not on fighting. The purpose of going to Japan and Europe is to close the clues of the characters. Some people have resentment for the death of Mimori at the hands of Baoshu. Why did he die so quickly? In the final analysis , I didn't set the concept of a big boss.

There is nothing Jia Ming needs to defeat. I like the character of Oshouki very much. I will pay respect to the paranoid, because I can’t do many things. Even if you are paranoid and want to destroy the world, if you can do it hard, I will hold it Respect, of course, in order to be able to live, I will definitely stand on your opposite side. I originally wanted to arrange a dialogue for them, but then I thought about it, the dialogue is also optional, the character of Mishouki has been shown in the dialogue between him and his father, he has long been in hell.

I have conceived the last chapter many times. If it is placed in a movie scene, the robbers rush out, the surroundings are chaotic, the camera is zoomed up, we see the whole city, we see the past and the future, time flows, and then the camera is pressed down, and there are noisy sounds around Getting up again, Dongfang Road said to the robber: "You have arrested the wrong person." The screen turned black, the robber shouted, and then the sound of loading the gun, and then there was silence, we can know from the surrounding noise that there is still In a scene that combines chaos and tension. In the end, Jiaming's sigh came from off-screen: "You really caught the wrong person..." The movie ended, the lights came on, and the scene finally ended.

What I imagined was this scene, why this sentence, because from the beginning to the end of Yinsha, his plot of pretending to be b and pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger is based on this sentence: "You really caught the wrong person ..."

The purpose of this chapter is probably to set off a corner of this book again, so that you can vaguely remember some stories, that’s enough.

There is actually a problem of haste. Although everything is developing according to the set clues, it is undeniable that I have experienced great fatigue when I write this. I am trying to advance the plot. No matter what is subconscious or what is prompting me to do so, it must be There are rush issues, but it's not to the point where it's unfinished, and even if I get better, I don't think I'll be able to change this, add some fighting? dialogue? Make it longer? No need, just go here.

It seems that there is nothing to talk about trivial things from the beginning. The first seven volumes have probably been finished before, and the things to be said about the eighth volume to the end are basically here. Oh, there is one thing that everyone is very concerned about. In the future, there will be a sequel to Hidden Killing. I guess it will be tens of thousands of words long. Let’s take a look at the parents of a few years or ten years from the perspective of Taotao. This group of people , There are already some ideas, but in a short time, it should not be written, but there is such a plan.

Hiding this book, I give myself sixty points.

Then there is the next book, with many ideas. For now, let’s tentatively decide on a project of urban superpowers. It is an idea transformed from "Baoshu, Baoshu", a story of a baby-faced otaku who is a natural evolutionary person, although it is relatively pure. , but it is not consistent with Xie Baoshu's completely lawful and kind personality. Some changes have been made to improve the ability of natural evolutionists, and he still adheres to the warm urban route, interspersed with funny and messy pigs and tigers, and after contacting the world, he fights with supernatural powers Try to keep it as stealthy as possible.

Then... there is one thing I really want to say...

There is always a picture in my mind. When I was in elementary school, I was in a two-story earthen teaching building. The classrooms were simple and the glass was broken. Looking through the window afterwards, the water droplets on the wires between several buildings can also be clearly seen. A bird landed on the wires, and the wind blew in through the windows. The whole world is as clear as water.

I have never seen such a clear picture again.

It may be that the eyesight has become worse, or the heart has become more complicated. If this is used as a symbol, I always want to express it and integrate it into any kind of thing. That is the ultimate I want to portray.

How should I put it, I never think that Internet literature is a way of portraying traditional literature, and I hate the concept of division. No matter what the carrier is, the meaning of literature lies in expression, and there has never been any difference between Internet literature and traditional literature.

Well, I'm still a literary youth.

You don’t have to agree with me, I’m not pure, if I can’t hold on, I’ll compromise and retreat, but within the range I can hold on to, I still want to hold on to something, try to hold on, someone asked me to help me How much money you earn is actually not much, especially after the update slows down, make sure you have enough food and clothing. If you speed up, the income will of course increase. Someone told me that you force yourself to type 610,000 words every day, no matter what The quality is all sent out, anyway, the guaranteed number of words is enough, I can't do it now, maybe one day I can do it, but before that, I always have to struggle.

I have to say thank you to the readers who can accompany and support Yinsha here, I really appreciate it. The plot of the seventh volume is the most tangled part for me. After the breakup, the subscription dropped. I also prepared for a further decline in the subscription. However, after the seventh volume, although there are abusers and noisy people, the subscription has increased. , which proves that I'm at least sticking to something right, and thus gets me further.

Of course, the new book should not engage in such intense and dangerous plots anymore. In fact, I insist on entertainment and fun. I have lower resistance to some plots than ordinary people. I am afraid that I will be in a bad mood for a few days when I see the cuckold plot. Depressed, can't eat well, and will immediately give up any book by the author when he sees his favorite heroine killed. The principle of writing a book is just like when Yinsha started writing. I hope to write a book that can entertain myself and everyone.

Thank you again for your support for Hidden Kill, basically it can be said... We will see you in the next book.

After writing this, I can probably sleep in peace.

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