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Chapter 133: pursue
After Xing Zheng got permission to visit Lu Mingze anytime and anywhere, he saw that Lu Mingze in the intensive care unit had no special changes and left with a mirrored phone case with satisfaction.
It is said that when he confessed, Lu Mingze's heart rate soared again, but soon returned to calm.
Due to the presence of Lu and Lu's mother, Xing Ye could not say anything to Lu Mingze. After leaving the nursing home, he softly said, "What are you thinking?"
Lu Mingze said dullly: "I always feel so sudden, and you bully me can't move."
Xing Yuan thought for a while and thought, "I know it's too sudden for you, but you don't have to respond to me. I also know that you are not angry, but you don't know how to deal with our relationship. You are very passive, you passively follow me, passively understand me, and passively get along with me.
"There is inequality between us. I can always put you in the system space to prevent you from seeing my parents. I can throw you in the dark and leave you alone, but you can only rely on me. This way of getting along allows you Very disturbed, even if you have a feeling, you do n’t know if you really like it. You ca n’t be sure if your affection for me is the suspension bridge effect, and you are worried that I like you if you like the feeling of being in complete control of a person.
"After you are more afraid of rejecting me, the relationship between the two of us cannot be as natural as in the past, and you are afraid of losing intimacy, so you dare not answer me easily?"
After Lu Mingze heard Xing Yi's words, he sighed quietly: "Are you a maggot in my stomach? And why do you even list a couple of threes and fours like writing a dissertation and deeply analyze your heart?"
At this point Xing Ye had arrived at the company. He locked the door and ordered Assistant Qi to come to him after an hour.
He put a small mirror on the phone holder, so that the two people's eyes were as level as possible.
"Because I'm afraid," Xing Yan said to Lu Mingze.
Lu Mingze tilted his head in puzzlement, what was Xing Zheng afraid of? It is him who is restricted by freedom, and it is also him who is disturbed. Xing Yue is always the one who dominates. Why is he afraid?
Xing Yan looked at Lu Mingze's inexplicable expression, and said softly, "I'm afraid I don't have enough pure feelings for you, which will hurt you.
"As I said just now, we get along too unbalanced. I have control over your life and death. This is an unfair relationship.
"I discovered my feelings for you when I was amnesiac in the hospital world. When I returned to the real world, I did n’t tell you immediately, but I found some time to reflect on it. You are a very good person, and it is very much like you. Simple things, I have to figure out whether my relationship really likes, tolerates, can't bear harm, or a distorted desire to control, to dominate the puppet, and ... empathy after losing all my family. "
Hearing Xing's words, Lu Mingze could not help but took a nap. He whispered, "You are so scary."
But the fact is exactly as Xing Yi said, the unequal relationship between the two people is likely to distort the relationship to this point.
Fortunately, even if Xing Ye was in love, he could deeply analyze it first. Such an analysis gave Lu Mingze a little peace of mind. He asked, "Are you thinking clearly now?"
Xing Yan laughed: "I don't know clearly."
Lu Mingze: "..."
Xing Yi sighed: "I took a look at my mood while you watched your aunt ’s lecture, and expressed my feelings from gratitude nine years ago, the companionship of my family after the death, and whenever you were The peace of mind around me, the shock of seeing your face after amnesia, the ecstasy of misunderstanding your relationship with us, the desire to monopolize / imprison you in my world, and the spiritual world After losing your anxiety, I took out all the feelings and calculated the weight of each feeling, and finally found that I couldn't figure it out.
"I feel that I have these feelings, but they are not. My feelings seem simple, simple enough to be happy when I see you; and seem very complicated, so complicated that I can't remember when I am interested in you. When I trace the root of this relationship, it seems that you have left different marks in my heart since the first meeting.
"But this is unreasonable. If I really fall in love with you at first sight, I won't be able to leave you alone for nine years. But the truth is, I just think you are different. I seem to like you and bring my memories with me. A layer of filters can no longer be treated with ordinary heart.
"In the end, I came to the conclusion that love is such an unreasonable thing. It is as simple as the secretion of dopamine. It is so complicated that supercomputers all over the world add up to my emotional data.
"You said, what should I do?"
Lu Mingze heard his eyes straight, and saw Xing Yan asking him, waiting for his answer. He shook his head and said, "I don't even understand what you don't understand."
Xing Yan said: "I only determined one thing in the end, that is, I don't want to lose you. I want you to return to your body, I hope your parents can ... not say support, at least don't stop me from seeing you. I A person who is good at seizing the time, I know that this time, it is the easiest to move your parents' hearts and let them accept my moment, so I decided to settle other chores first and focus on you. "
"What is chores?" Lu Mingze puzzled.
Xing Yan said: "Family love, worldliness, public opinion, life, society, interpersonal, etc. These things can all be called chores, but they are really obstacles to feelings. What I can do is to solve it before you recover your body. These obstacles so that you can just think about whether you like me without worrying about other things.
"I think I'm an over-rational person. I probably don't know how to write the words" romantic "in my life. So the way I pursue you can only do everything I can, and then you decide whether Love me."
"Then if I can't always respond to your feelings? Don't you think your investment has failed?" Lu Mingze asked.
"It doesn't matter, the emotion itself is unclear. I feel that everything I get along with you is a reward."
Xing Yue is analyzing the emotions and attitudes of a project to deal with their feelings, but Lu Mingze clearly heard from his words. Xing Yue is saying, "As long as I can be with you, I have nothing to ask for."
Lu Mingze squatted down, covering his face, as if blushing.
Xing Jing poked Lu Mingze's figure on the mirror and said: "Actually, I think you think it is too complicated. Now my focus is not on you, but on your parents and let them recognize me, so I can visit you often. Body, shake your hand, or kiss your face or something. "
"No!" Lu Mingze jumped up immediately and said, "A handshake is okay, but before I get back to my body, don't kiss me!"
"Okay, I know. It's fine when you come back." Xing Yan smiled lightly.
Lu Mingze wanted to say "it won't work", but when he saw Xing's smile, he said involuntarily: "Then wait until you come back and talk."
He did not refuse, it seemed that he could not refuse.
After the long talk, Xing Ye went to the meeting. Lu Mingze didn't want to listen to the secrets of other companies, so he asked Xing Ye to put himself outside the conference room and watched by the security guard.
Lu Mingze was placed on the table, and the two security guards around did not understand why the boss asked them to guard a mobile phone, muttering in a low voice, what might be a trade secret in the phone.
Lu Mingzetuo was sitting with his cheeks in a daze.
He was very flustered, afraid that the intimate relationship between the two would change because of Xing's confession. However, after listening to Xing Yi's analysis, Lu Mingze felt that Xing Yi was still Xing Yi. Even if he was in love, he would probably arrange the schedule and strictly implement it.
Will someone divide their feelings by percentage? Science students are terrible.
After thinking for a while, I realized that Xing Yi was all in my head, and Lu Mingze also felt inexplicably, just like Xing Yi said, as if this person was different in his heart nine years ago.
"Did I also have a memory filter?" Lu Mingze thought.
Since then Xing Ye has been busy with the work and did not disturb Lu Mingze's thinking, but Lu Mingze thought of his mind as a mess, and finally did not know what he was thinking.
Xing Yan was right, he didn't think clearly, love is an unreasonable thing, just follow the feeling and go!
After returning home at night, Lu Mingze, who was dizzy, said, "Come after me."
"Huh?" Xing Xu, lying in bed, looked at him side by side, not understanding how Lu Mingze's magical brain circuit came up with this conclusion.
Lu Mingze patted his cheek and raised his breath, "I haven't talked about love, and I don't know how to talk. But I don't hate to get along with you, love to listen to you, love to listen to you as aggressively as a class teacher. Reason analysis task, I don't feel any discomfort during this time, except ... when you are buried in the chest and thrown into the bathtub, oh, and when you enter the river, when you knock on the door in the cold wind in the middle of the night ... ... "
Xing Yan heard what he said, and he struck his forehead with his index finger. If he had the ability to predict, he would be better at the beginning.
Lu Mingze started to index Xing's various evil acts on the mirror in the novice world. After counting, he said, "Besides these, it's all very good. So, chase me in your way, and I will come up with a solution that I like, and we will do well. Get along, adapt to each other, and face each other with a whole new mentality. "
Xing Yun thought for a while and asked, "The vibration of the mobile phone will make you feel dizzy. Does that mean that you can feel the outside influence on the mirror? How did you feel when I kissed the mirror?"
When mentioning this Lu Mingze, he was angry, he said with a bulging face: "Go and find a small hand, especially the small one, 5 cm, kiss it, I feel what it feels like. Or you find two pieces of meat, It ’s a particularly large one. Roll on your body and you will know what it feels like. It ’s not beautiful at all. ”
Xing Yan: "..."
He thought hard about the reason and then said, "So the point is that the difference in volume leads to a decrease in comfort. After all, you are too small, so next time you try a full-length mirror, it may feel different."
Lu Mingze said: "Alright, if there is a mirror in the next world, I will change to a larger full-length mirror."
Xing Yan smiled: "That's it."
Lu Mingze: "?"
It seems that something is wrong. Did he make some bad promises?
The author has something to say: See you at eight in the evening ~
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