Hinata, Stop Pretending

When Hinata, who was eating melons, felt as if she was about to be really involved, she temporarily suppressed the throbbing from her heart and the change in expression that was almost unbearable.

But she is obviously not a person who can really be content with the status quo and really choose to wait quietly for the final judgment.

So she couldn't help but asked, "What's going on?"

"What exactly are you trying to express,"

This is no longer the kind of inquiry that is caused by really not knowing. Now what Hinata said by this sentence is actually: Tell me! What is the problem with my appearance that it forced you to choose another path.

This time, Ranmaru still didn't answer Hinata's question positively, and still used that kind of paradox, choose the kind of how to say, vague, no, anyway, it seems to be answering Hinata's question in an alternative way.

It seems not.

Lan Wan said: "Oh! It turns out that life is so short, and there may be too many changes in human affairs."

"He doesn't look deeply, and he doesn't want to look that deeply, or he doesn't want to look that way because of evasion."

"So he can be more unscrupulous, he can be more willful, when some things develop in a direction that he cannot control. He can also be more free."

"There are more choices than me. For example, he can choose to leave, really leave."

"But I can't! The more I see, the more I can know that I can't really be like him."

Having said that, the direction of his words seems to have changed a bit.

"Although people like me and him who are really isolated, no matter what the reason is, they should probably be regarded as the most painful people in this world."

Speaking of the tone, he seemed to be watching Hinata quietly for a while with those very transparent eyes that seemed not to be mixed with any impurities, and then said: "But, until now, I seem to have seen something. "

"Seeing something clearly again!"

"Although we are suffering, lonely, and seem to be abandoned by everything, but no matter what, we still have some traces of our existence."

"It's possible to go back to the past, to have many, many things that we should still have.

It can be said that although we can't see the future, there is no future, if we don't have another person to accompany us now, we may always be in a daze. "

"However, we still have roots after all. We have roots. No matter how turbulent we are, we will still leave behind our own legacy."

Then he seemed to get a little excited, not because of excitement, but a kind of catharsis that seemed to come from emotions.

"But, today, no, maybe earlier."

"When you were really observed by me, I didn't notice anything because I didn't pay much attention to it."

"However, as you come and get closer to me, I seem to feel a little different, and then I will observe you seriously and pay attention to you."

"Finally, I finally see something different in you."

When I said this, it seemed that I was too excited, looking at the image, it seemed that I was about to dance.

If Hinata saw this scene from a third-person perspective at this time, she would definitely say: "Wow, I'm about to climax."

Then he would stuff a mouthful of popcorn into his mouth with great excitement, and then pour another mouthful of happy fat house water.

But when she successfully faced these things in person from the first-person perspective, what did she say, she was actually confused, yes, just confused.

She is confused, because the development of things has far exceeded her expectations at this moment, and she still has no idea what kind of development process will follow.

So at this moment, feeling confused and a little bit of fear, she obviously couldn't pretend anymore.

Instead, she directly asked a question in a very imageless manner. Perhaps this should be the first time she has lost her composure since she traveled to Hokage.

"What, what exactly did you see?"

In fact, when Hinata asked this sentence, she had already vaguely noticed something.

But this is a necessary normal reaction of human beings to the unknown instinct. coming

Ranmaru still spoke the most excited words in a very calm tone: "Although Kiba and I are somewhat cast aside, we are people with roots after all."

"But I am on you," he said, shaking his head and continued: "If we are at a loss and feel that we are alone."

"You, what I see is rootless duckweed, and you can't really integrate into this world at all. It seems that compared with me and Ya, you are really standing on the opposite side of this world."

What Ranmaru said was rather mysterious, and Hinata is naturally unwilling to admit it when she has obviously lost her composure at the moment.

So she seemed to say something that was an excuse but not an excuse with that kind of helpless tone: "How is it possible, what are you talking about, don't you see that I am living very well now!"

Ranmaru did not try to defend what Hinata said, but continued to say: "Although standing on this piece of land in this world, you are a rootless person after all, no matter how you pretend or deceive yourself."

"But the fact is already doomed, you are not in this world at all, how should I put it, yes, it seems that you were not born in this world, like a sudden extra alien."

As he spoke, he spoke, but his tone was not as calm as before. It was obvious that his tone was full of emotional fluctuations.

"Although Ya and I are enduring the loneliness of our kind, we still have bonds after all, and we still know that we have our own kind."

"Although the number is not large, it may be one in hundreds of thousands, one in several million, or even tens of millions, hundreds of millions,"

"Although it's slim, it's still there after all, but you, I'm sorry, what I see is the only loneliness that truly belongs to this world."

While talking, he actually lowered his head and continued: "Although you may be very indifferent in front of outsiders, you can blend into all environments even if you are willing."

"But if you get to the bottom of it and trace the source, you will still be out of place."

"This kind of incompatibility, maybe what you bear is the kind of truly unique loneliness,"

"What kind of experience is this? I saw it. I, a person of the same type, saw at this moment that I had to bear more than I could imagine and understand. One who can bear loneliness."

"Do you know how I feel? Do you know what I'm thinking? Do you know how complicated my mood is?"

"You may or may not know, but what I want to say is that the reason why I gave up many things is to stand here and tell you these things."

"Actually, the most fundamental reason is that I want to explore, yes, explore, explore what I don't even know what to explore."

"If people really have such loneliness, then maybe it can no longer be called loneliness!"

"That may have reached a brand new realm. As for what this realm is, I don't know, and no one can experience it except you."

"So only you can name this realm,"

Talking about his not-so-healthy body, he managed to get up from the ground.

It's true that when he said this just now, Hinata had long forgotten that she was still holding Lanwan because of her ecstasy, and she didn't even know when she let go of her hand.

But these are not important, what is important now is Ranmaru's performance, seeing that after Ranmaru struggled to get up from the ground, he did not stand up.

Instead, he crawled and fell on the ground, which can be said to be a real five-body projection. As for why he behaved like this, perhaps only Ranmaru himself can understand.

Exaggerated? I don't know, because although Ranmaru is talking about Hinata, what is he thinking at this time.

Or maybe only he himself knows the crazy idea that arises in his heart,

And after using such a big gift, Ranmaru didn't care about the messy clothes, his skin and hair that had been messed up by mud and rain.

Instead, he said in a solemn tone, as if he was really worshiping the gods.

Just listen to him speak: "I am willing to follow you, I hope to stay by your side to really let me understand that brand-new realm."

His eyes were still as clear as before, as if they were still as untainted by the world as the bright moon hanging high in the sky.

Hinata is still trembling, yes, she hasn't recovered from the verbal shock from Ranmaru just now.

After all, it has been a while since I came to this world, and it has been several years after careful calculation.

In the past few years, relying on her golden fingers and her foresight about Hokage, she has actually been living a very nourishing life.

But when this day really came, Ranmaru couldn't help but completely shattered Hinata's heart from a direction that even Ranmaru himself hadn't noticed.

And this is not something that ordinary people can accept at will. No matter what, Hinata still felt very overwhelmed when this happened suddenly.

The rain in the sky continued to fall, and it didn't mean to stop. On the contrary, it had a tendency to fall more and more.

Hinata is also because of the confusion that she has almost never encountered, and at this time it really completely broke her own state of mind.

And this made her seem to forget many things at once, forgetting that it was still raining at the moment, forgetting, and continuing to cover her body with a layer of chakra that could prevent the rain from washing her.

At this time, Ranmaru was kneeling on the ground, looking at the mental head and other conditions, obviously, it seemed that he had begun to become delirious.

That's right, relying on Ranmaru's fragile physical fitness, it is actually very difficult to persist in the rain for so long.

As for Hinata, because she didn't have the protection of Chakra, she was completely drenched by the rain at this moment.

It completely lost the momentum and solemnity that was just like a god.

I don't know when it started, Hinata's Tenseigan has disappeared, replaced by the normal ninja-like white pupils of the Hyuga clan.

And as the Tenseigan disappears, all the special phenomena belonging to Tenseikan will naturally disappear.

For example, the seeking jade, such as the chakra feather coat attached to the reincarnation eye chakra mode that covers the whole body, has long since disappeared.

All that is left now is Hinata who seems to be at a loss and seems to be completely lost.

...

Tian Tian and Xiao Li, at this time, carefully and conscientiously cleaned the battlefield that was affected by the fight between ninjas who seemed to have powerful abilities capable of staying in the air.

It's true that they are gathering to discuss some of their learnings and perspectives.

At this moment, footsteps sounded suddenly, it was a very crisp sound, it was the kind of special sound that can only be made by the shoes on the feet stepping on the mud.

Although the voice is not loud, in such an environment, how can it be possible to be full? It seems to be very lax, but in fact, it can be said that it has already been vigilant to the surroundings to an alarming degree.

Maybe there will be some turmoil in the future, then they will directly tell the enemy what a thunder strike is.

After hearing the sound of footsteps, Xiao Li and Tian Tian communicated in secret with gestures and eyes that no one else could perceive.

And when the sound had gathered them to a very close distance, Xiao Li and Tiantian, who seemed to have not noticed anything just now, immediately exploded into trouble.

The tandem and the back are completely surrounded by people in the middle, but if you look closely, this seems to be a bit serious.

Because they found out that the person who came was actually Hinata, who had been gone for a long time after their asceticism was fruitless,

But at this time Hinata's image, how to put it, let's not mention the embarrassment.

The most important thing at this time was that she was still holding a boy who looked like a big boy in her hands.

And from the looks of it, Ranwan's physical condition is not very good, and it looks like not only has he passed out.

His face seemed terribly red.

After Tian Tian and Xiao Li saw that it was Hinata, they lost their previous thoughts.

On the contrary, after seeing Hinata like this, no matter how many doubts he had, they turned into words of concern in an instant.

Tiantian said: "Xintian, what happened just now, where did you go and why did you come back now?"

Hinata didn't speak or make a sound, it seemed that Hinata was like a wooden doll at this time. There doesn't seem to be any fluctuations of human emotion at all.

And at this moment, Hinata, who was originally expressionless, suddenly turned pale at this moment.

It seems that at this moment, all of Hinata's energy was suddenly taken away, but the simple point is that it seems to have emotional fluctuations again.