History’s Strongest Husband

Chapter 234: Ning Yan Ravages Madly! Shen Lang Su Nan's Decisive Battle! Thunder Shocked

The next morning, the sun was clear and thin, and there was no cloud in the sky.

Inside the room, it was a mess.

The tigress Princess Ning Yan woke up earlier, still a little sleepy.

It seemed like I had a weird dream last night, dreaming that I was sleeping with the scumbag Shen Lang.

Or it was a dream that she put Shen Lang to sleep.

This dream was so frightening and real that it almost didn't wake Ning Yan up.

I yawned.

The tigress stretched her limbs and was domineering, and she had to sleep for another small sleep.

But she suddenly found that she was holding someone down.

I... am I hallucinating?

She stretched out her hand first, then opened her eyes suddenly.

Isn't the person sleeping next to him the scumbag Shen Lang? Not an inch of hair on his body.

Looking at myself, it's the same.

Looking at the ground again, there are pieces of clothes everywhere.

ah... ah... ah...

Tigress Ning Yan screamed in her heart.

But it's just screaming in my heart, it would be too embarrassing to shout out in reality, how can I, Ning Yan, be a person who is surprised at first glance?

Despite the panic in his heart, his expression remained calm.

Isn't it just men and women sleeping?

Didn't sleep?

No!

She... She really hasn't slept.

Then, her mind began to think wildly.

What should I do now?

what to do?

Should I slip away quietly,

Isn't that embarrassing?

And Shen Lang didn't want to sleep with me for a day or two, and now that he has finally succeeded, he must stalk me to death.

No, I have to find a way to stop his thoughts.

Although that kind of thing is indeed very comfortable, but I, Ning Yan, am a dignified woman, how can I be trapped by matters between men and women?

Before Shen Lang woke up, the tigress Princess Ning Yan began to prepare for the next conversation.

How should I refuse Shen Lang's stalking?

It was just an accident.

Never take it seriously.

Don't even have fantasies about me, Ning Yan.

It was impossible for us before, this is the first time and the last time.

I, Ning Yan, don't like you at all.

Yes, that's all.

The attitude must be decisive, otherwise he will definitely pester him endlessly.

At this time, Lord Lang finally woke up.

He opened his eyes, and immediately saw the naked tigress Ning Yan.

Eyes wide open first.

Then start remembering.

Ning Yan kept a straight face, spoke righteously, and was about to speak.

But Shen Lang was faster than her.

"Princess Ning Yan, last night was none of my business."

"Did you entangle yourself?"

"I'm a victim too."

"I won't be responsible to you, and don't have any wishful thinking about me."

"I love my wife very much. My son-in-law is doing very well. It is absolutely impossible for me to marry you."

"So what happened last night, you treat it as a dream, as if nothing happened."

"Everyone, sons and daughters of the world, should be open to such things."

"Why are you looking at me like this? And you look like you want to hit me?"

"You should have a broad mind. What is the mistake of men and women? Let him pass in the past."

"Huh? Why is there still blood?"

"Ning Yan, it's not the first time for you, is it? This is ridiculous. You have been married for several years, how could it be the first time?"

"You're not going to cut your own fingers, and then try to blackmail me."

In this world, cheap talk is going to be beaten.

In the next second, Shen Lang pressed Ning Yan on the bed and beat him violently.

Screaming again and again.

She played for ten minutes.

ten minutes!

After the fight, the two rolled together again inexplicably.

Another half hour passed.

Ning Yan pointed at Shen Lang and said, "You scum, you stole my dialogue just now."

Shen Lang regretted it so much.

If he had known that Ning Yan thought the same way, he shouldn't have said these words.

In vain to be a villain.

But isn't he afraid of being blackmailed?

"Shen Lang, even though we have slept together, we will still be brothers from now on."

Shen Lang nodded vigorously and said, "Good brother."

"Brothers."

Shen Lang said: "Ning Yan, on our side, there is a rule for being brothers."

The tigress said: "What rules."

Shen Lang said: "If there are two men in a dormitory who have a very good relationship, and one of them suddenly becomes a woman, what do you think she should do?"

The tigress said: "Move out."

Shen Lang said: "No, brothers should have fun first. So although you and I are good brothers, sometimes it's okay to play tricks..."

Before Shen Lang finished speaking, he was slapped on the bed directly.

This time, we didn't roll together again.

"Shen Lang, let me warn you, it was the second time just now, but it will definitely be the last time."

"If I, Ning Yan, hang out with you again in the future, I will castrate you."

My day.

You are fooling around with me, why castrate me?

Ning Yan put on her clothes and walked out.

…………

Outside the courtyard, Imperial Ambassador Yun Mengze was playing the flute.

Don't get it wrong, it's a real bamboo flute.

Ning Yan clenched his fists, intending to kill the stallion.

But after looking at his white and tender little powder fist, he felt that he should not be the opponent of this stallion.

Give up angrily.

"Yunmengze, if you fall into my hands in the future, I will kill you."

After the harsh words, Ning Yan left.

But at this time, the panic was completely fermented, and the whole person was at a loss.

Don't want to go home, but don't know where to go.

In short, it is flustered.

Shen Lang's clothes were torn, and he put on a random shirt and came out.

Yun Mengze said: "My brother looks much more relaxed now, and his mental state is much better."

Shen Lang was a little embarrassed: "Brother, thank you."

But after he finished speaking, he regretted a little, why should he thank you?

Well, you Yun Mengze, you actually cheated on me?

I, Shen Lang, am such a clean and self-conscious person, I will never do anything to offend my wife.

It's you who hurt me, it's you who hurt me.

However, these shameless words seem to be unspeakable.

Yun Mengze said: "It's nothing, I'm a useless person, that's all I can do, but Ning Yan should thank me, my brother doesn't lack women, but she lacks men."

Shen Lang said: "Her, what's going on with her?"

Yun Mengze said: "Her husband is a very passive man."

Lord Lang understood in seconds.

It turned out to be a small subject.

This is gay cheating.

Yun Mengze said: "Wu and Yue have been at odds for a long time, coupled with Jiang Li's sudden death, the King of Yue was a little passive, so he tried to find a way to get married, and betrothed Ning Yan to the son of Prince Lian of the empire. As a result, this kid only likes men when he grows up. That's how she developed the character of a man like Ning Yan, she's just pretending."

That's right!

Yun Mengze said: "But she pretended to be a man for too long. So she is very troublesome, her vision is high, and ordinary men look down on him. After getting along with her for a long time, the man who is worthy of her, I really treat her like a man, and I can't get up at all. Didn't Langdi almost enter this state?"

Shen Lang felt that he had entered the fourth stage.

Unexpectedly, in fact, it is still in the third stage of stone.

Yun Mengze said: "I don't think so, I have to deal with this matter quickly, otherwise this girl is about to go on the road of no return. You two are like dry wood and fire, so I will throw it on you by the way." With a handful of oil, I became Wang Mengze for a while."

Shen Lang knew after hearing this, my brother has also read "The Boundless Love of Jin X Plum", and knows the allusion of Wang Po.

"Brother, in fact, the book "Boundless Wind and Moon" should be written by you."

Yun Mengze said: "I tried it, but I can't write it well."

Shen Lang said: "Why can't you write well?"

Yun Mengze said: "Brother Lang, the standard of your book is too low, and I can't fully express what I continue to write."

Shen Lang was startled.

Brother, my book "Boundless Wind and Moon" is already much higher than the original book, you still think it's too low.

What are you planning to write, "Zhu Yanxue"?

Then Shen Lang said: "Brother, "The Amorous History of Dongli" was written by you, right?"

Yun Mengze was startled, quickly looked around, waved his hands and said, "Don't talk nonsense, don't talk nonsense, you will die."

Shen Lang said: "Brother, then I'm leaving, it may take a long time to get together again."

Relax your body and mind, and then you will face a fierce decisive battle.

After the decisive battle, accompanied by the decisive battle.

Yun Mengze said: "Brother is a useless person, I can't help you, I can only wish my younger brother a complete victory here."

Then, he bowed down with both hands.

Shen Lang returned the courtesy meticulously.

In this way, Shen Lang left Yunmengze's mansion in a beggar's attire.

Shen Shisan yawned outside.

Dasha is still in high spirits.

"Second idiot, what happened to your clothes?"

Shen Lang said: "I was torn apart after fighting with others."

Dasha said: "Are you fighting with Ning Yan?"

Shen Lang was startled: "How do you know?"

Dasha said: "It should be that Ning Yan also rushed out just now, saying that the next time I see you again, I must beat you to death."

next time?

Want to have a next time?

Think beautifully.

Ning Yan, you tigress is gorgeous, but I will never provoke you.

Grandpa can't afford to mess with you.

When passing by Huang Feng's side, I vaguely heard her muttering "scumbag".

I was forced, okay? I am also a victim, there are not many men who are as clean as I am.

But forget it.

What are you explaining to such an ugly girl?

Because of her appearance, she is used to being cynical, and as the master, she should tolerate her.

Just like that, Shen Lang swaggered through the market wearing a smashing beggar outfit.

"Hey, isn't that Shen Lang who can't do it?"

"Why are you walking so arrogantly?"

"Wagging its head and tail, it looks like a dog."

These are the evaluations of men.

And the evaluation of women.

"It's really handsome, even in a beggar's clothes."

"One of the four most beautiful men in the entire country."

"Yes, even more beautiful than a woman."

"Unfortunately, that doesn't work."

"Wagging its head and tail, it looks like a dog."

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The tears shed today are the water in my brain yesterday. The blood shed today is the sin committed yesterday.

How cheerful it looks is actually how chilling it is.

In the capital city at this time, countless ordinary people are ignorantly cheerful, but the court is full of chills, and the storm is about to come.

Zhang Chong stood in front of the mirror with a thin body, wearing an official uniform.

After being imprisoned, the Zhang family was poor and could not afford a large mirror.

This mirror was still given by Shen Lang.

After wearing it, Zhang Chong frowned slightly.

The uniform is a little too big.

No, it's not that the official uniform is getting bigger, it's that his body has become thinner and shrunken.

"Father, you need to lie in bed for at least a month with this illness, and it's only been ten days now, how do you go to court?"

Zhang Chong didn't speak, but put the official hat on his head meticulously, and walked towards the door.

After walking a few steps, he felt a little dizzy, so he slowed down a little, closed his eyes for a while, then continued to walk out, got into a carriage, and drove towards the palace.

After entering the court.

Everyone came forward to greet each other.

"Yong Weng, why don't you recuperate at home and come here so early."

Zhang Chong said with a smile: "I haven't been to court much before, and I haven't seen the world, so I can't wait to come today."

It was like this before every court meeting, serious and lively.

This is the style of high-ranking officials in the DPRK and China. Even if there is a crazy confrontation in the future, they may joke with each other before the DPRK meeting.

Zhang Chong really didn't go to court much before. Before he served as the prefect of Nujiang, he was only a fifth rank in the capital, and he was not qualified to go to court.

Now, he is Doctor Yushi Taiyou, and his official title is high enough.

Su Nan smiled and said, "Lianzhi, what memorials do you have for going to court today?"

Lianzhi is Zhang Chong's nickname.

Zhang Chong said with a smile: "There is a book that I want to play Su Weng, but I don't know whether I should take it out or not."

Don't Su: "Don't scare me, don't scare me, the old man is very timid."

After a while.

Everyone was silent.

The Prince Jian Guo entered the palace and sat down beside the throne.

"Father is going back to the palace soon, the Japanese palace is really trembling these past few days, like walking on thin ice."

"It's all thanks to the strength of the ministers. In the past few days when the father is away, the court has been peaceful."

"It's best not to have anything to do today. My wife will let me pass the period of prison in peace."

After the prince finished speaking.

The entire court seemed to be ignorant of the results of the frontier meeting.

However……

Everyone knows that the kings of the two countries will hunt, and Yue loses.

Not only did we lose the game.

And Wu fight also lost.

Not only lost, but lost very badly.

The scene was very ugly.

But the more this time, the more relaxed the atmosphere in the court.

Naturally, if you win, you have to make a big statement, and you can't wait to flatter the sky.

And if you lose, it's like nothing happened.

Don't mention half a word.

Don't look sad, or are you mocking the monarch?

Don't show joy, or are you gloating?

The eunuch next to him said in a loud voice: "All the ministers have come to play, but have not left the court."

No one has this, so don't cause trouble at this time.

If someone steps up at this time, they may face a catastrophe.

Will bear the boundless wrath of the monarch.

because……

The frontier hunt is lost.

This made the monarch lose face.

Everyone is very clear about the character of this Lord.

If he is not happy, then the sky of the whole country of Yue will be overcast with thunder and lightning.

What he is best at is venting his anger on people.

The last time Nujiang County's new policy failed, how terrifying was the atmosphere in the court?

All officials face up every day with their necks hanging and their buttocks tucked.

After the monarch vented all his anger, everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

So what were the consequences of the monarch's anger last time?

Zhang Chong was imprisoned for half a year and almost died in prison.

Dozens of officials of Nujiang County were killed.

Nearly a thousand people were killed in Jin Haibo's Tang family.

After that, officials above the court were killed one after another, imprisoned, and more than a dozen people were dismissed.

However, the last time Nujiang County's New Deal appeared to be a success. The old aristocratic Tang family was wiped out, all fiefs were taken back, military power was gone, and the entire Leizhou Islands were newly acquired.

Trying to brag about it can be regarded as a great achievement.

A hundred years later, the history books will only write that the monarch Ning Yuanxian expanded the territory, won the Leizhou Islands, and saved hundreds of thousands of overseas orphans.

And this time the frontier will be defeated.

No matter how much whitewashing, no matter how much bragging, it is impossible to become a victory.

This time the monarch lost even more face.

So what are the consequences?

How amazing will his anger be?

How many people will die this time?

God knows.

The key point is that in the past twenty years, every time the kings of the two countries met at the border, Ning Yuanxian always won.

But this time, not long after Wu Guoxin came to power, Ning Yuanxian kept calling him a yellow-haired child with a wet baby, so he didn't pay attention to it at all.

The entire court has been preparing for a long time to celebrate the victory of this frontier meeting.

All the officials congratulated each other, and they had already written several copies.

Moreover, there will be special celebrations in the capital, and the queen will give porridge, and even choose the most bitter county to be exempted from taxes.

It is the joy of the king and the people.

Let the people of the world share the glory and enjoy the grace of the king.

I have been preparing for this victory celebration for so long.

The result is lost!

How ashamed and angry would Ning Yuanxian be?

unimaginable!

"If there is a book to play, there is no book to retreat."

The courtroom was still silent.

Zhang Chong looked around, but still no one played.

So he came out, bowed and said: "His Royal Highness, the minister has his own."

Everyone looked at Zhang Chong immediately.

You are awesome.

You are not afraid of death.

You have just died, and you plan to die again?

The monarch is coming back soon, and the overwhelming anger is about to descend, so don't make trouble, okay?

The prince restrained his smile and said, "Say."

Zhang Chong said: "Su Lin, the nephew of the Marquis of Zhenyuan, Su Nan, has no title or fame, but he serves as the master of Zhenyuan city. , disregarding human life, the entire Baiye County has no one to care about, please investigate thoroughly."

Everyone was stunned.

Just such a trivial matter?

Is it worth you to bring it to the court?

This is the court hall of the capital, not the governor's mansion of the central capital of Tianxi Province.

Of course, this is just a small signal.

It's a statement, and I, Zhang Chong, intend to make it difficult for Su.

The prince said: "Marquis of Zhenyuan, is there such a thing?"

Su Nan came out tremblingly, bowed down and said: "No wind, no waves, even if there is no such thing, we must investigate thoroughly."

The prince said: "Okay, let's check."

Then, the prince said: "Doctor Zhang, do you have anything else to do?"

Zhang Chong said: "Nothing."

The prince said: "Since everything is fine, let's retreat."

All officials withdrew from the court.

This court meeting ended in less than two quarters of an hour.

After leaving the palace.

All seriousness and liveliness disappeared without a trace.

The faces of all the officials were stern, and they got into their official sedan chairs without saying a word.

He looked up at the sky.

Even though the sun is shining brightly, it feels cloudy.

The monarch loses and loses face. Everyone shrinks their necks and waits to get through the next difficulty.

Things are hard, let's all suffer.

I don't know how terrible the monarch's anger will be this time?

How many people will die this time?

But dead friends don't die poor people, everyone just keep their heads down and act like turtles.

Didn't you see that even the big troll Wang Chengxiu went off fire?

Usually, the doctor censor sprays the sky and the air, and sprays whoever sees it as displeasing.

Today, however, he kept bowing his head, as if there were ants counting on the ground of the court hall.

The rainstorm is coming, the earthquake is coming, all the animals shrank their necks and hid in their caves.

……………………

Dark clouds come from the north.

The originally cloudless blue sky was gradually shrouded in darkness.

It's getting hotter and hotter.

However, the dark clouds pressed down, but there was no thunder.

But the thunder seemed to ring at any moment.

The longer it was brewed, the more frightening this thunderbolt would be.

The capital of the country is not far from the Wuyue border, only about three hundred miles away.

After the frontier meeting was defeated, Ning Yuanxian returned almost without stopping.

The so-called non-stop is really rushing day and night.

Thousands of people will be paralyzed from exhaustion, their legs will be broken, and they will die of sleepiness.

But almost no one dared to speak out.

Even the mouth of the war horse was covered.

Thousands of people returned south in such a depressing and quiet way.

Some court ladies couldn't bear it any longer, they staggered and fell to the ground, splashing blood all over their faces.

The samurai beside him dragged her away without saying a word.

From the beginning to the end, I didn't dare to scream or cry.

The monarch's car is like a moving palace, not a horse-drawn car, because it is too bumpy, and it is carried by a dozen super strong men.

Be even and steady.

There is a bowl of water in the car at all times, no matter whether it is going uphill or scared, this bowl of water cannot leak out.

The chief eunuch, Li Xun, hadn't slept for two days and two nights.

He was still busy as usual, and there was no panic on his face.

But only he knew the fear in his heart.

During this time, his hairs were always standing on end.

I don't even dare to drink water or eat, because it might be convenient and fart.

When the ruler is not going his way, it is a sin for the people around him to drink water even more, and it is a sin to pant more quickly.

The key is that the anger of the monarch Ning Yuanxian has not yet poured out.

For almost two days and two nights, I didn't say a word or curse.

This is the scariest thing.

When Ning Yuanxian scolded people, it was nothing.

When he was silent, he was truly murderous.

If anyone obstructs his eyes at this time, it will be bloody bad luck.

Ning Yuanxian lay on the couch, narrowing his eyes slightly.

He also didn't sleep for two days and two nights.

The frontier meeting, which has been winning for more than two decades, has actually lost.

The tone was so high before that it was like a war between the two countries.

It even rose to the point of national fortune.

As a result, both civil and military battles were lost.

The situation in the Nanbei Kingdom was very anxious, and it was the time when Ning Yuanxian needed victory the most. As a result, the young King Wu from the north slapped him hard.

What a shame!

How old is he?

When he thought Ning Yuanxian's son was too young, he actually beat Ning Yuanxian in the chess game.

That's nothing.

The key is the charge of the cavalry of the two countries.

The country of Yue was defeated miserably!

The defeated soldiers did not need to be punished, because almost all of them died. Of course, less than a quarter of Wu's cavalry remained.

But if this news gets out, it will lead to the destruction of the elite cavalry of the Yue Kingdom.

What kind of turmoil will this cause?

Everyone would think that the army of Yue State was no longer strong, and the cavalry lost so badly.

There will be associations.

King Wu is young, like the rising sun.

Ning Yuanxian of the Yue Kingdom is old, like the setting sun, constantly falling.

"Is the widow old?"

Ning Yuanxian couldn't help but took a mirror and took a look at himself.

It seems that he is really old-fashioned, not as energetic as before.

Immediately afterwards, Ning Yuanxian discovered to his surprise that he had gray hair.

Is it normal to have white hair?

He looked very young, like a man in his thirties, but he was actually in his fifties, and he was the same age as Xuanwu Hou Jinzhuo.

He is not even a few years younger than Su Nan.

But discovering this white hair made Ning Yuanxian very angry.

He always felt that although he was fifty years old, he was only in his thirties at most.

Still the same mirror as before.

The previous bronze mirror was hazy, and the figure reflected was bright and young.

Now the glass mirror is so bright and clear that even wrinkles and gray hair can be seen.

Shen Lang invented this?

What did he invent?

Does he rely on his youth?

Yes, he is young, just twenty years old.

The monarch suddenly wanted to smash the mirror in his hand.

But I still endured it, because it would make me look weak.

He is a vain man and a hypocrite.

Even if you want to get angry, you won't get angry clearly.

The kings of the two countries will lose the border hunt, and the widows don't care.

The widows are angry because you made a mistake.

But at this moment, a sound of horseshoes came hurriedly.

The eunuch Li Xuan's eyelids twitched suddenly.

Do you want to die? Do you want to die?

Sure enough, after hearing the rapid sound of horseshoes, the monarch's temples jumped violently, and he was about to utter a thunderous fury.

"Your Majesty, an urgent report from the Black Water Terrace!"

It is Blackwater Terrace again, which belongs to the intelligence organization and violence organization of the monarch alone.

"What's the matter?" Li Xuan asked coldly.

"He Guiren of Lang County committed suicide." Heibingtai Wanhu said.

The nobles had a high status in the Han Dynasty, second only to the queen, but their status was different in subsequent dynasties.

In the state of Yue, any woman who was loved by the monarch but did not have a concubine was called a nobleman.

He Guiren is He Concubine.

She was once favored by the king's oiran, but it turned out that she didn't see popularity, and she was involved in Li Wenzheng, a Jinshi, and even involved in the party struggle between the crown prince and the third prince.

The monarch executed Li Wenzheng decisively, snuffing out the seeds of fierce party struggle, and then sent He Concubine back to her hometown of Langjun and placed her under house arrest.

When Shen Lang returned to the capital, she passed through Lang County. She even visited the official post and waited for more than an hour, as if just to ask Shen Lang, did you write the song "When Will the Moon Come?"

The monarch raised his eyebrows sharply, and said sharply, "When did it happen?"

"Two days ago." The master of Heishuitai said, "This is He Guiren's suicide note."

"Bring it in!"

A moment later, He Yujin's autographed suicide note appeared in Ning Yuanxian's hands.

"Your Majesty, my concubine has been wronged.

All of this is Shen Lang's conspiracy. In order to kill Li Wenzheng, he dragged me into the water.

I am pure and flawless, the reason why I didn't become popular that night when His Majesty doted on me was also his fault.

Shen Lang asked someone to sell me the song "When Will the Bright Moon Come" that caused a sensation in the country of Yue. The dress that His Majesty never forgets was also sent to me by someone from him.

He passed through Lang County more than half a month ago, and I asked him personally.

The portraits in Li Wenzheng's home, and the blood-stained silk handkerchief were all written by him.

This person overturned the fate of courtiers and concubines, and played with His Majesty in applause.

The hearts of courtiers and concubines towards His Majesty are as clear as the sun and the moon.

If possible, His Majesty can cut open the belly of the concubine to see whether the concubine's heart is red or white.

The concubine is willing to die to prove her innocence. "

The monarch read He Yujin's suicide note over and over again.

The whole person is like a depressed volcano.

Brewing flames to the extreme.

He felt betrayed, a shameful betrayal.

Shen Lang, the widow treats you well.

How dare you treat me like this?

In order to kill Li Wenzheng, you just played with He Concubine's fate, how dare you play with me?

The villain in Li Wenzheng's family who cursed the prince was also your work?

You are so poisonous.

In order to kill a small enemy, even at the expense of party struggle?

How dare you curse the widowed prince?

That's why Li Wenzheng cursed the crown prince after investigation and investigation, but there was no result.

Because of the failure of the border hunt, Ning Yuanxian was already in a state of extremely suppressed anger, almost without reason.

Just like a depressing volcano, it is necessary to find an eruption point.

Now, here comes the eruption point.

"Looking for death, looking for death, looking for death..."

The monarch roared frantically.

"I treat you so well, how dare you betray me?"

"The heart is cold and the heart is cold."

"This kid is vicious!"

"Heishuitai, go... go... go and take Shen Lang!"

"Into Blackwater Prison."

……………………

"Boom..."

The dark clouds over the capital were suppressed to the extreme.

finally!

Suddenly there was a loud bang of thunder.

It makes people shudder.

Almost the whole earth trembled.

Hundreds of black warriors from Heishuitai rushed into the Jin's courtyard like a tidal wave.

Capture Shen Lang!

…………………

Inside Zhenyuan Marquis Mansion.

"Father, the warriors from Heishuitai rushed into the Jin family's other courtyard and arrested Shen Lang."

Su Nan stretched out his hand and looked up at the sky, as if he was waiting for the rainstorm.

"This son is dead!"

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