Hokage's strongest sword

: Monologue, Zhenbai’s Tears

After listening to Li Yang’s words quietly, Nangongzhe stretched out his trembling hands to take the black sword beside his bed. Holding the black sword tightly in his arms. The coldness of the black sword was transmitted to Nangongzhe’s body through the bandage on his body.

Originally, it was only slightly cold, but it made Nangong Zhe tremble.

“Rio…”

“I understand what you said. I also understand what you want to express.”

“However, thinking clearly does not mean knowing and acting.”

“I’m different from you.”

“My whole life is only a dozen years, and even more than half of my memories have been sealed!”

“I have killed a lot of people in the past few years. At the beginning, I was also very scared. Every night when I close my eyes, I can see the bloody faces of the people I killed looking at me. Although I didn’t say Any resentful words, but my heart is already frightened to death!”

“But, I endured it!”

“No matter how uncomfortable I am, how guilty I am, I have to endure it! Because, my sister, my only relative in this world is still waiting for me to go home! My sister, the stable life in Konoha requires me to go home. Assure!”

“So, I can only keep killing. Whether it is sand ninja, rock ninja, or fog ninja. Whether it is a civilian or a ninja. I can only kill one by one!”

“I know exactly where I’m going to end up if I keep going down this path.””White Fang’s fate will be my fate sooner or later!”

“That’s it, no, get, okay, die!”

“Used by others, betrayed by others! Become a pawn in other people’s transactions!”

“But I did it anyway.”

“There is no lofty goal. The peace of the ninja world, the will of fire! What does it have to do with me. I am not such a great person!”

“The entire Konoha education system is to brainwash your own villagers! Let them instill in them the consciousness of sacrifice for the village from an early age!”

“But I’m not a person raised in those villages. When I stumbled and barely survived in Konoha’s subordinate towns, when I looked at those Konoha ninjas who were kind on the surface but actually arrogant, I already understood! This world There are no people who fight for justice. They just wear the tiger skin of justice and pursue their own interests!”

“If a person is really purely pursuing peace, then he will become a weapon of others. If a person maintains kindness in his heart, then he will be caught by others!”

“Sand Ninja calls me Yan Luo. What is Yan Luo? To put it mildly, it’s a life harvester, but to put it bluntly, it’s an ugly evil ghost!”

“I decided to become a ghost for Rourou’s sake. But if such a person deceives me, what should I do?”

“Rio…the reason why I escaped from Konoha is not only because I want to escape the truth. More importantly, I don’t want my most important spiritual pillar to be destroyed by my own hands!”

Nangong Zhe did not shed tears, and there was not even the slightest sadness in his tone.

Every sentence was spoken with a calm breath, and it could be said that there was no emotional fluctuation. These heart-wrenching words seem to be telling other people’s stories.

However, the black sword in Nangong Zhe’s arms trembled slightly!

The knuckles holding the black sword turned slightly white from the force.

The internal force in Nangongzhe’s body that had been exhausted due to healing was flowing extremely fast at this moment. It is clearly a stream but flows like a river.

Li Yang could feel all of this.

One heart and one body allows Li Yang to feel Nangong Zhe’s anxiety and grief at the moment.

Nangong Zhe said a lot, and also said a lot of key things.

For Nangong Zhe, Nangong Rou is the spiritual pillar on which he lives.

The world is destined to be full of sadness, wanting to protect yourself and what you hold dear. It will inevitably hurt others.

Merchants exploit civilians better and better for their own families.

In order to survive, the civilians smashed, smashed, looted, and turned grass into bandits!

In order to have enough income, ninjas use force and charge huge commissions!

In order to maintain their dominance, the nobles knelt and licked ninjas, and continued to exploit civilians unscrupulously.

Which one represented by these simple bytes is not rolling blood and tears?

Who in this world is not a sinner?

Therefore, a person must have sustenance in order to maintain his true self.

What would happen if the sustenance collapsed. Nobody knows.

“Boy! You won’t destroy your sustenance with your own hands!”

Li Yang said very firmly.

“Why? I can’t find any reason to forgive Rourou myself!”

Nangong Zhe curled up, hugged the black sword in his arms tighter, and murmured.

“Hehe… I’ve lived for so long. How can I not know all the filth between people? But sometimes, the road people face is often wrong. Now for you, you and Your sister’s feelings have already been severely pried open a crack, and it’s pointless to try to mend it! But… what if the crack is only on the surface?”

There was something in Li Yang’s words, and he secretly instructed Nangongzhe.

“You mean, I don’t hate Rourou?”

Nangong Zhe is so clever, he immediately knew what Li Yang meant when he heard Li Yang’s words.

“If you really resist your sister. You won’t leave Konoha at all. If you really can’t forgive your sister’s deceit, you won’t still call her by her nickname! Memory is just a part of life, Not all of them. Your sister’s love and intimacy for you have never become hypocritical!”

Li Yang said in a trembling voice, each word struck Nangongzhe’s heart like a sledgehammer.

Suddenly, Nangong Zhe seemed to hear a voice whispering in his ear.

He kept persuading himself to go back to Konoha. Ask the facts clearly and let yourself really let go of your troubles.

The voice kept getting louder and reverberated.

“what!”

Nangong Zhe took a sip from his mouth, endured the pain in his body, and stood up. With his hands, he casually removed the bandages wrapped around his body. Walking to the hanger, he took off his clothes and put them on. Holding the black sword and his gauntlet, Nangong Zhe opened the door and walked out.

“Gonggong! What are you doing!”

Seeing Nangongzhe’s appearance, Zhenbai rushed over.

“Your injury hasn’t healed yet, so you force yourself like this. Do you think it’s okay?”

Zhenbai stared at Nangong Zhe’s eyes, the anger in his heartAnger suddenly broke out.

“I want to go back!”

Nangongzhe looked at Zhenbai and said without emotion.

In Zhenbai’s eyes, he seemed to have become a stranger that Nangong Zhe met by chance. A feeling of abandonment enveloped my heart.

Nangong Zhe’s eyes just looked at Zhenbai, and Zhenbai’s eyes were filled with tears. Raising his right hand, he was about to slap Nangongzhe in the face.

But it still stopped. He just covered his mouth to make himself cry a little softer. Turn around and run away!

(end of this chapter)

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