Holding On to My Man

After Gu Bai was sent out of the light curtain, the whole person was still in a sluggish situation.

If he didn't get it wrong, the monster should be calling his mysterious master to be the master. How could it be...

Before the monster mistakenly called his master because he had the man's original strength in his soul, that is to say, the owner of the other party is likely to be his man.

But now the other person calls the mysterious person to be the master, that is to say, the mysterious master is his man!

How is it possible, how is it possible...

Gu Bai’s brain is blank and his heart is inexplicable. He has too many questions, but now it is obviously not the time to ask for thinking.

Forced to calm down, he looked at the surrounding environment, this is a small sand dune not far from the camp, no one around and no zombies, it is still safe.

Since the mysterious person said to go back and say it, let’s talk about the task first, and don’t worry about it at this time.

Taking a deep breath, Gu Bai closed his eyes and received the story that was lost.

The plot began to be the same as he had received. The original family was very rough. He grew up in an orphanage and was later sold to a nightclub.

It was just that the original Lord was not as lucky as he was. He did not meet the person who saved him. No matter how he wished or not, he struggled and eventually became the young master in the night.

However, due to his good looks, plus he learned to observe the words from an early age, the days are not too difficult. In addition to picking up guests, life here is actually very comfortable.

He didn't think about running again, but the boy and girl who entered here had never been able to fly in the wings. He gave up after a few really bad boys who wanted to escape and died because he didn't want to die.

He thought that he might have been here in this life, until the old age faded and was abandoned.

But not long after, Shen Guohui, who knew his existence, came to the night and brought him home.

No one knows what kind of mood he was at that moment. When he was an orphan for so many years, he suddenly had a father who loved him. He was very embarrassed, very embarrassed, very scared, and stunned.

Because he is afraid that all this is just a dream, afraid to be abandoned again.

After arriving at Shen, he saw Shen Muze, who alternated with his fate.

At that time, considering various reasons, Shen Guohui did not tell them the real life experience. He only said that he was accidentally lost. He and Shen Muze were both sons of Shen.

The original owner was a sensitive person, especially in terms of feelings, so on the first day of entering Shen's family, he felt Shen Muze's dislike of himself.

Also, no one can calmly accept the father who loves himself and suddenly bring a brother back to share his favor.

Later, it turned out that he and Shen Muze were destined to be brothers who could not be friendly.

Shen Muze didn't like him. He didn't like Shen Muze either. So in the face of Shen Guohui, they might get along with each other, but in private, they are in the same situation, and all kinds of frictions are getting more and more fierce. Finally, they finally develop on the table.

However, Shen Muze was protected too well from childhood, and his character was a self-willed young man. Whether it was the trouble he had provoked, or Shen Muze first found fault, every time friction was not his opponent, he was mad at every moment.

However, despite the fact that the original Lord had the joy of victory, he actually envied Shen Muze and envied the other person's stupidity, because every time he saw such a simple Shen Muze, he would feel dirty.

No matter whether he is a young master or not, he can't deny that he was an orphan who was no longer wanted. He was a stray street, a bad boy who was stealing people's things, and even a young master who had been in a gold cave.

Even if there are countless reasons to explain, there are countless compulsions, but if it is blacked out, it is the fact that it is blacked out and can never be washed away.

The contrast between black and white makes him feel inferior and jealous.

At this moment, the end of the world suddenly came, Shen Muze had an ability, and he was just an ordinary person.

He began to feel more panic, more fearful, the end of the world is too cruel, he has no power, he is afraid to be abandoned again.

In particular, Shen Muze hates him very much and always wants to drive him away, so he can only choose to happily please everyone. This is the survival rule of a small ordinary person, to please the strong to survive.

He was very successful, and the weak was sheltered. He looked at the angry and sullen Shen Muze's heart.

Shen Muze is really an idiot. It is obviously a favorite of Dad. He likes Wu’s big brother and has the status of a young master. But he is too stupid. He only knows how to act, so everyone will like him. He has nothing at all. You don't have to be the other person to be a loser.

But... While ridiculing, his heart is getting more and more uncomfortable. The more Shen Muze is ignorant, the more he compares his dirty.

It was not until later that he and Shen Muze knew that their true life was inadvertently, and that their inferiority in their hearts was all unwilling.

It turns out that Shen Muze’s young master’s life, his father’s love, and happy days should have been his.

But because of a mistake, his fate has completely changed. Even the ordinary people's life is a luxury, struggling at the bottom of society, living without hope every day.

He is not a saint, he is just an ordinary boy, and he will hate resentment.

Shen Muze said by what he pretended, why do you dislike him, and why he hates him, the most should hate should be him!

The intensification of contradictions made him and Shen Muze no longer have the possibility of peace. In this way, they fought and clashed, grabbed and snatched, and finally one day Shen Muze couldn’t help but temper to run away from home.

When I got the news of Shen Muze later, it was already the death of the other party.

Shen Muze is dead, it should be good news for him, but in fact, this is not the case.

Because Shen Muze’s departure from home was because of him, they had a big dispute the night before, even if he did not deliberately go to Shen Muze, but it was because of him.

In the eyes of everyone, he is a vicious male with deep heart...

Wu Donghan was the first to be angry with him. Shen Muze always thought that Wu Donghan had changed his mind, but he didn’t have it at all. Wu’s brother was a younger brother, and Ozawa was the one he liked.

Although Shen Guohui is not angry, it is obviously disappointing. One is his own son who is right, and the other is a foster son who has been raising his feelings for many years. Both of them are equally important in his heart.

At this moment, Shen Muze died, and the natural deceased was big. The original master could clearly feel that there was a gap between him and Shen Guohui.

Between him and Shen Muze, Shen Muze, who was still stupid and stupid, won.

The other party used ignorance to let him lose everything, so that he lost his father, big brother, and everyone's favorite.

The deceased has gone through a hundred, and the living talent is the most painful, especially the original person who climbed out of the mud, and the warmth is like a life-saving straw.

He not only resents Shen Muze, but also resents everyone, even resentment... Shen Guohui.

If he can, he is not at all rare to return to Shen, even if he is in that kind of place to climb and filthy for a lifetime, he is willing, at least that he does not have to experience the pain of losing.

Getting and losing is not a bad thing for ordinary people, but it is fatal to the heart of his inferiority.

If you don't go back to Shen, if you are older, he might buy a small house with a 'deposit' of selling, open a small shop, live a quiet life, or even luck, he may find one that will never be Abandon him and like him.

But now, he lost everything and was more painful than when he had nothing before.

Therefore, the original Lord is very reluctant.

He hates Shen Muze, but he does not want Shen Muze to die. He died so easily as he used to. He wants Shen Muze to be like him. He really loses Shen Guohui's love and loses Wu Donghan's love. He enjoys the same pain as he once!

"call……"

After receiving the lost story, Gu Bai took a long breath.

The emotions of the former Lord prevented him from protecting Shen Muze again and again. He thought that the original Lord did not really do anything. I am sorry that the other party’s wish is atonement.

Now the plot is like this. I have to say that the original owner is actually a fool.

Although he said that he hates Shen Muze and hates everyone, it is actually an excuse. He is just a contradiction. He is only confused. He hates but can't really retaliate.

Even if he always felt that he was dirty and bad, it was a boy who was purer than any white paper. He was a stupid child...

.........

Chang Shu breathed, Gu Bai pressed down and returned to the camp in the direction.

Ahu and others have already returned one step at a time, and they are all shocked when they see that they are no longer zombies. But then they began to care about Xiao Li.

Although he spent a little time in the light curtain, but it was already a week away, Xiao Li disappeared after he jumped down. He has not returned yet, and Ahu and others are very worried.

Gu Bai was silent for a while, then he jumped into the strange mud to find it alone. Ahu and others did not dare to follow up, because the black mud is harmful to them, and can only be searched by the special case of Gu Bai.

However, Gu Bai spent a whole ten days of hard work, and after shopping through the entire range of the mud, he did not find Xiao Li a hair, as if this person disappeared out of thin air.

In the end, Ahu and others can only guess the death of their own boss. Only Gu Bai’s heart has an answer, and everything will be known when he returns to the starry sky.

The original Lord’s wish is not difficult. Shen Muze is really stupid. He does not need to retaliate against him. He can kill himself.

Looking back at Gu Bai, who has recovered his mind, he finally couldn’t stand the inner shackles and hided himself for a long time. The life of the original owner cried out to Shen Guohui.

No matter how embarrassed and regretted he is, the moment he decides to bring Su Shi to the amusement park is a wrong decision. His behavior is no different from intentional murder.

Shen Guohui was unable to accept the fainting on the spot. Wu Dong’s heart was like colic, and he was unable to accept the simple boy in his mind.

Looking at Shen Muze who has been constantly regretting and saying sorry, Gu Bai has no sympathy.

The original owner is really stupid. He always said that Shen Muze is too stupid, but in fact the most stupid is himself.

He does not need any inferiority, Shen Muze is not clean, he is ignorant and stupid, and the original Lord is actually the purest person in the heart.

The truth of the matter was clear, and Gu Bai did not receive the compensation that Shen Guohui wanted after he woke up.

The original Lord’s feelings for Shen Guohui are very complicated. He is very eager for Shen Guohui’s father’s love, but he does not want it now. He does not want to go back to Shen’s family. He does not want to have anything to do with Shen’s family. He does not want Shen Guohui’s father’s love to be made up. missed.

He is Su Shi, not Shen Yu.

Even if Su Shi is no one who loves and struggles to live at the bottom of society, there are many unsatisfactory things, but he is happy.

And Shen Yan, but forever lived in the cautious appreciative, inferiority, and even in the end, even lost all the pain.

It’s so stupid, people can’t help but feel bad...

This mission is actually not difficult. Even the original wishes of the original Lord are actually very simple. As the original owner wished, Shen Muze really lost the love of Shen Guohui and Wu Donghan’s likes.

In the past, Shen Muze thought that he had lost, but in fact he always had it. He died in the past life, but the original owner was thus far away from Shen Guohui and Wu Donghan.

At this moment, Shen Guohui was as disappointed as the former owner, and he was disappointed with Shen Muze. Wu Donghan could not accept the reality and chose to leave him.

Without the protection and love of Shen Guohui and Wu Donghan, Shen Muze struggled alone in the last days, and truly realized the cruelty of the last days.

Coupled with inner regrets and torture, he tried to find relief for a few times, but he didn't succeed every time. God seemed to be against him, so he could only continue to live, day and night. The pain at the moment is tortured and finally dies naturally.

When I saw Shen Muze’s breath, Gu Bai returned to the stars with confidence.

In these years, Shen Muze’s death is not the result of his death. The original Lord’s wish is to let Shen Muze live alive and understand his pain. He naturally cannot let people easily commit suicide.