Honeyed Marriage

chapter23

Ruan Yan stayed in place, watching Zhou Mengyan get closer and closer, the tall and tall figure growing bigger and bigger in the blurred vision.

Until standing in front of her.

Zhou Mengyan looked down at her, and finally fixed her eyes on the girl's eyes that seemed different from before.

"What's wrong with the eyes."

He had guessed it for the first time.

Ruan Yan still felt a little in a daze, "I...I don't feel like it's dark in front of me..."

Her voice trembled slightly, and her wrist was held in the next moment. She was led to sit by the bed. The man leaned down, met her gaze, and asked quietly, "Speak slowly, what you see in your eyes is How is it?"

Ruan Yan organized the following language:

"It's very vague, but it's not like I used to see nothing. I can see very vague things now, like..." Ruan Yan thought, "Like a high degree of myopia."

It's like a thing is mosaicked, you can only perceive something in front of you in your field of vision, but you can't see the specific color, outline, and style.

So Ruan Yan still couldn't see Zhou Mengyan's face.

"If I want to see what it looks like, my eyes will be sore..."

People with myopia can solve it by wearing eyes, but she is always fuzzy now.

Zhou Mengyan said: "First relax, don't let it discern things."

She nodded.

"Your current situation shows that the treatment has begun to work." He said.

Ruan Yan also realized it, excited and nervous, "Then what should I do now?"

"Go to the hospital this morning and check it out."

-

After washing, changing clothes, dining, etc. were busy, Ruan Yan was about to leave. Originally thought she was accompanied by Ye Qing, who knew Zhou Mengyan said to be with her.

He hadn't been with him since the treatment for so long. Ruan Yan still wondered how he would personally accompany her to the hospital today. The man explained that he would go out too, just now there is a little time.

The two set off and went to the hospital where Ruan Yan saw his eyes. The doctor who treated Ruan Yan was a well-known ophthalmologist in the country. He has many years of practice and rich experience.

After the examination, the doctor said that he indeed found that the hematoma in Ruan Yan's eyes was dissipating, and that the originally compressed nerves were gradually released, so that she could see more clearly.

This also means that Ruan Yan is one step closer to Fuming.

All we have to do now is to continue the treatment and protect the eyes so that they cannot be overworked.

After seeing the doctor, Ruan Yan always had a smile on her face and was full of joy. Zhou Mengyan next to her looked at the pear vortex at the corner of her mouth, and for a while, she said quietly: "Don’t stand under strong light these days, let your eyes adjust to the light first. ."

"it is good."

The man asked Ye Qing to send Ruan Yan home and left. On the way back, Ruan Yan told Zhu Xingzhi the good news first thing.

"Wow, that's great! I just said don't worry, you will get better if you treat it slowly." Zhu Xingzhi was also happy for her, "Maybe one day when you get up in the morning, your eyesight will be completely restored."

Ruan Yan looked at the sunlight outside the car window, greedy as if he was lost, "I don't know when that day will come..."

"It's fast, it must be fast. By the way, I also have good news here."

"what?"

"Didn’t I promise to help you find out if there were any dramas performed in Lincheng recently? There will be a Shakespeare’s "A Midsummer Night’s Dream" at the Guohui Grand Theater tomorrow evening. I don’t like watching dramas, but I sacrificed my life. Do you want to accompany the beauty?"

Ruan Yan was startled, ""A Midsummer Night's Dream"?"

"Yes, what's the matter?"

Ruan Yan suddenly thought it was a coincidence.

Because the drama she played as the heroine in her junior year was "A Midsummer Night's Dream".

She is so familiar with this script that she can no longer be familiar with it.

After Zhu Xingzhi learned of it, "Then do you want to go?"

Ruan Yan nodded, "Of course I'm going." She naturally wanted to see other people's performances.

"Well, I will pick you up tomorrow night."

-

After making an agreement with Zhu Xingzhi, Ruan Yan returned home and stayed at home all day. The improvement of her eyes made her happy for a long time, and she began to adapt to her current "highly myopic" state.

In the evening, Ruan Yan took a shower and sat on the sofa next to the bedroom, listening to the book that he hadn't heard just now.

She wanted to lie halfway on the sofa, and just moved, the Bluetooth headset on one side accidentally slipped out and fell to the ground.

She bent down, fumbled with her palm on the ground, but didn't find it.

Ruan Yan stood up, bent down and fumbled slowly.

When Zhou Mengyan finished busy, when he walked back to the bedroom, he opened the door and saw Ruan Yan kneeling on the sofa with his back facing him.

The girl's thin lace suspender dress was attached to her body, drawing the exquisite lines vividly.

She was bent over, with a black drape over her shoulders, her spine continued to extend downward, her waist recessed in a beautiful arc, and her short skirt had long slender legs, snow-white and delicate, even her toes were lovely.

This is a scene that is easy to imagine.

Even Zhou Mengyan is no exception.

His eyes darkened and he walked forward. Just as Ruan Yan fumbled for the earphones, he heard footsteps behind him.

The man's muffled voice sounded behind him: "What are you doing."

"I, I'm looking for headphones."

Ruan Yan stood up with the headphones and turned around.

Under the man's vision, the girl's cheeks were flushed, her pupils were cut, her red lips were slightly glowing, and under the slender neckline, the front spring of the V-neck of the suspender nightdress |

His eyes grew deeper and he restrained his voice.

"Did you find it."

"Ok……"

As soon as Ruan Yan was about to sit down on the sofa, Zhou Mengyan suddenly hugged her. The next moment she was put down on the sofa, and his body was covered.

Chad's face blushed, her eyes filled with water vapor, "You..."

With the light in the room, she saw the man's vague outline, her heartbeat was turbulent, and she felt his palm covering her back, causing a fire.

Because the sofa is not long enough, she can't lie flat, and can only bend her body. Zhou Mengyan looked down at her and said dumbly: "Will this be uncomfortable?"

Only then will he be considerate of her.

"Hmm..." Ruan Yan nodded lightly.

Her head is indeed uncomfortable.

She thought he was going to take her to the bed, who knew that he embraced her and changed positions with him. He was leaning against the sofa chair, and she and him were sitting face to face.

Her lush white jade fingers subconsciously put on his shoulders, and in Zhou Mengyan's vision, she bowed slightly forward, as if sending herself into his arms.

His Adam's apple rolls and his voice is low and hoarse:

"Is that much better?"

"We... shall we not go to bed?"

The man bent his face, bit her soft lips lightly, and let out a few words: "Come here first."

Ruan Yan's face turned red.

She never knew how to refuse.

It's not like the darkness in the past, because she can see it slightly, she has a more real feeling, and her heart beats faster.

Sounds unsuitable for children gradually sounded in the room.

At the end of the first time, Zhou Mengyan embraced her and stood up, Ruan Yan hugged his neck, her face was buried in his neck, and he heard heavy breathing from his throat, his ears were red.

He suddenly turned to the closet, Ruan Yan's back leaned against the cold closet, between the ice and the fire, she was like a boat, thrown up and down by the waves.

Returning to the bed, Zhou Mengyan recalled the appearance of Ruan Yan that he had just seen tonight. After all, he got his wish and perfectly reproduced what he thought.

Ruan Yan's red face was half buried in the pillow, and after a while, his kiss fell and took her breath away.

Zhou Mengyan in the day, calm and solemn, sensible and calm, full of abstinence, not to be contaminated by seven emotions and six desires.

But only Ruan Yan knows what it looks like when a man loses his mind at night.

All abstinence is false.

-

Tossing late last night, Ruan Yan actually woke up almost noon the next day.

When she woke up for the first time this morning, she heard Zhou Mengyan taking a shower in the bathroom. Later, she was so tired that she had sore waist and weak legs. She turned over and couldn't help but fall asleep again.

She touched the nightgown on her body, it was not the one from last night, she sat up, and could guess that she must be traces of him all over her body, green or red.

It finally disappeared two days ago.

pissed off.

After washing, she sat in front of the makeup mirror, and the servant knocked on the door to come in and said that she could go downstairs for dinner. Zhou Mengyan was not at home today.

So in the afternoon, Ruan Yan took a bath in the fitness room of his home for a while, put on a burgundy lantern sleeve dress, and put on a fake makeup.

At five o'clock in the evening, Zhu Xingzhi came to pick her up at home on time.

The two went to dinner first, then went to the Guohui Grand Theater.

After getting out of the car, Ruan Yan walked into the main entrance with Zhu Xingzhi in his arms. There were many people who came here to watch the drama tonight, and the pedestrians who passed by saw Ruan Yan holding a blind cane and looked at them more.

Indeed, it is more or less strange for a blind person to come to the theater.

After checking the tickets, Ruan Yan and Zhu Xingzhi sat on their seats. Ruan Yan looked at the bright stage in front of her. Although it was blurred, her heart was still surging. This is because she hasn't watched a drama on the scene for nearly five months.

Zhu Xingzhi turned his head to see the smile on her face and touched her head: "Is there a long-lost sense of familiarity even if you are not on stage?"

"Ok……"

She missed the theater so much.

After the play officially started, Ruan Yan could only hear the lines read by the actors, but he unconsciously imagined the scene in his mind, as if he was on the scene.

Like a movie clip flashed through her mind when she was standing on the stage, wearing a long dress in classical court style, playing Hermia.

Affectionate, fearless, and persevering.

On the stage: "Don't leave me, please stay..."

"Don't leave me, please stay, even if you kill me."

Ruan Yan murmured subconsciously, and said lines almost at the same time as the female protagonist on the stage.

"Have you seen my Sailed..."

She felt that what she said no longer seemed like a rigid line, but a real voice from the bottom of her heart. When she merged into the drama, all her emotions were affected by the characters, crying for them, and laughing for them.

When the drama ended successfully and huge applause broke out at the scene, Ruan Yan clapped his hands, his eyes were hot, and a strong thought rushed to the top of his head, and then spread his limbs.

At that moment, there was only one strong thought in her mind--

She really wants to return to the stage to play a drama.

-

A few days after watching "A Midsummer Night's Dream", Ruan Yan's emotions went up and down.

But whenever the idea of ​​returning to the stage breeds, she will think of her current situation and feel timid.

And destiny, often when people hesitate, cleverly fuels the flames.

In mid-December, she participated in the first drama "Secret Love in Peach Blossom Spring" in her sophomore year, which is about to be two years old.

One day, she received a call from a friend, Qi Qian, the former deputy head of the Siyu Drama Club of Lincheng Drama Academy.

Qi Qian is a student of Ni Zhuang. In "Secret Love in Peach Blossom Spring", she is the number one female, one year older than Ruan Yan. She has graduated this year and is now entering the entertainment industry.

Ruan Yan and she met at that time and had a very good relationship.

Qi Qian is a **** and coquettish girl, and her acting skills are really good. She often gives Ruan Yan some suggestions.

After the first year of "Peach Blossom Spring", Qi Qian was signed off by the company. In addition, she had a good family background and went smoothly all the way. Some time ago, she played the female number two in a love city sweet drama and became popular.

"Yanyan, I heard the teacher say that your eyes had an accident, but didn't tell me what the situation was. Are you afraid that I am worried again?" Qi Qian was angry.

Ruan Yan explained and smiled: "And didn't you tell me to join the crew for a few months? I was afraid to disturb you, so I didn't tell..."

"Of course you have to tell me about such an important thing. Mainly blame me. I was really busy recently. I just finished a drama." Qi Qian took the fruit plate from the assistant and bit the cantaloupe. "By the way, I will have it tomorrow. Kong, our "Peach Blossom Spring" crew is two years old, I will be the host, come out to gather together?"

The people on the "Peach Blossom Spring" crew are very close to each other. They keep in touch even after the performance. This is why Qi Qian has rarely been in touch with dramas recently, but still does not forget to contact her former friends.

Ruan Yan hesitated when he heard the words: "I..."

"I know what you are thinking, but everyone is looking forward to your coming, and you rarely bubbling in the group recently, come on?" She softly persuaded, "I will not be in Lincheng in a few days. "

Ruan Yan did not know how to contact them before.

Everyone went their separate ways, chasing their dreams of acting or drama. She felt that she was embarrassed to see them in the current situation, and everyone would worry about her.

However, under Qi Qian's persuasion, Ruan Yan finally agreed.

The time for the second anniversary party was set on Friday night.

That evening, the driver took Ruan Yan to the agreed hotel. When she arrived, she saw Qi Qian who came to pick her up at the door in person, dressed in a cheongsam and retro makeup.

Seeing Ruan Yan's appearance, Qi Qian was stunned at first, and then took her hand tightly:

"Yanyan, you want to kill me."

Ruan Yan smiled, "Sister Qi Qian——"

"How are your eyes now?"

"Healing."

Qi Qian nodded, "They are almost all here, let's go in."

When the two entered the elevator, Ruan Yan asked how she was doing. Qi Qian shook her head: "It's very difficult. I'll turn around. There will be another scene next month. I have to perform it. I'm afraid I'll pass up one day."

"You are under a lot of pressure, so you have to pay attention to rest."

"Like it, I can't help it, I haven't been home for half a year..."

When they arrived on the third floor, the two went to the box, pushed the door in, and heard a lively sound.

"Hey, Ruan Yan is here—"

Several people who were chatting turned to look at the door and stood up excitedly.

"Ruan Yan, long time no see!"

Several boys walked to the door and greeted her to come in.

"Hi……"

"Come on, sit down first."

Ruan Yan felt ashamed of everyone's enthusiasm.

In fact, Ruan Yan was very popular in the crew before. The boys naturally liked her who was soft and sweet, and after the girls had contact with her, they all liked her easy-to-go character.

After sitting down, everyone cared about Ruan Yan's eyes. The original director, Liu Bai, a senior this year, asked: "Ran Yan, my brother is an ophthalmologist. Would you like me to introduce it to you?"

Ruan Yan: "Thank you, I am in treatment."

"Ruan Yan, then you can tell me whenever you need it."

"Yes, Ruan Yan, do you want me to be your bodyguard and punch five people with one punch?"

"Let Silang go, I look forward to seeing him in the orthopedics department of the hospital tomorrow..."

Ruan Yan was amused by everyone, and the familiar feeling of meeting old friends emerged, which made her relax a lot.

Except for Ruan Yan, everyone was from the Academy of Drama. Most of them are still performing in the Siyu Theater. Qi Qian asked about their recent activities.

Liu Bai said that they were rehearsing Ibsen's "Doll's House" recently, and there will be a provincial tour next month. This is the last large-scale performance before graduating from the senior year. It was also guided by Teacher Ni Zhuang.

"Here, we have recorded a few clips, let me show you."

Qi Qian sat between them, took the mobile phone, and a few people stood behind her. Everyone laughed from time to time looking at the tidbits in the mobile phone.

"Look at what Silang is so cheap, with a silly smile, so fits the role of Haier Mao hahahaha..."

"My name is very good!"

"Sisi always forgets this line. We repeated this scene several times that day."

"..."

Ruan Yan sat in the seat, clutching the bag lightly with his fingertips, listening to their laughter, feeling isolated from their excitement.

In fact, she originally had the opportunity to act in this "Doll's House".

She couldn't see and didn't know the point of everyone's laughter, like a bystander, completely unable to intervene.

When I was happy, there was a bitterness in my heart.

-

Everyone was eating this meal and chatting about the recent troupe or academy. Ruan Yan listened quietly more often.

Hearing some people complain about the hard work of acting, she even felt envy for a while. At least they can do what they like, but they can't do anything.

When the dinner was about to end, Qi Qian pulled Ruan Yan out of the box and walked to the bathroom.

"I feel that your personality is much more restrained and quiet than when you played the drama before."

Qi Qian said suddenly.

Ruan Yan was taken aback.

When she used to act in dramas, she was indeed very lively, but since a car accident, blindness, and changes at home, her temperament has faded a lot, as if her heart is empty.

Qi Qian: "Are you worried tonight?"

Ruan Yan lowered his eyes and smiled faintly for a while, "No, I just saw you...I feel envious."

Qi Qian immediately understood what she meant and shook her hand, "I understand your mood."

It was the biggest blow to her that Ruan Yan could not continue to play the drama.

Walking into the bathroom, Ruan Yan saw a fuzzy door. Before Qi Qian opened it, she raised her hand and pushed it open.

Qi Qian looked at her movements and asked:

"Aren't your eyes completely blind?"

"I can see a little."

After Ruan Yan described it to her, Qi Qian had a pause in her mind, "Wait, if you want to return to the stage earlier, it's not impossible."

"Ok?"

"I think you can see the outline, it's okay to play some simple roles on stage!"

Qi Qian suggested to her, "You can contact Teacher Ni and ask her if she has any role you can play at this stage. I think you will like it even if you play a small role?"

Ruan Yan nodded immediately.

Not to mention a small role, even if it is just a trick, as long as she can get in touch with the drama, she will be very happy!

"But it will be more difficult for you to act like this. The line is one aspect. You spend more time on the line. You have to be psychologically prepared."

Qi Qian said: "You think about it. If you really have this idea, I support you very much."

-

Qi Qian's words were like a stone thrown into the calm lake in her heart, making waves.

Her original loss instantly turned into excitement, constantly thinking about the possibilities Qi Qian said.

She is like this, can she play a drama?

Maybe she can really try it?

Once this idea is completely catalyzed, it will thrive and become irresistible.

In the evening two days later, Ruan Yan hesitated for a long time, decided to tell Zhou Mengyan what he was thinking, and listened to his opinions.

In the bedroom, she was sitting by the bed and heard Zhou Mengyan just coming out of the bathroom.

She stopped him: "Meng Yan, are you free? I want to talk to you."

The man wiped the water droplets on his black hair with a towel, then walked to her, "What's the matter."

She struggled for a moment, then told her heart:

"I'm going to play a drama."

Zhou Mengyan frowned upon hearing this, "Playing a drama?"

Ruan Yan guessed that he must be surprised.

"Yes, my eyes are getting better now, right? I want to play some simple roles, even without lines."

Zhou Mengyan sat on the sofa opposite her, under the black hair that was rolling down with water drops, black eyes looked at her: "Did you go to a drama with your girlfriend the last two weeks?"

"Um...what's wrong?"

"After watching a drama, are you planning to do it?"

Ruan Yan was stunned and heard what he meant that she thought she was hot for three minutes, "No, I liked it before, and I also acted..."

Seeing the man did not say a word, she added:

"I don't have much to do at home every day. I don't want to be idle and be a vase."

Her life is like the world she sees with her eyes now, without focus and without center.

She didn't want to live a canary life for a long time. Assuming Zhou Mengyan was no longer around her, what else would she have? She wants to do what she likes and make her life more fulfilling and happier. This is her simple little wish.

The room was quiet for a long time, and the man finally spoke:

"Ruan Yan."

"You imagine things too simple."

Zhou Mengyan raised his eyes to look at her:

"No matter what else, how can you get on the stage if you can't see it? What should you do if there is another accident?" She can't see it, and the safety of the play is difficult to guarantee. What if you knock or fall?

Ruan Yan was silent suddenly.

It is indeed inconvenient for her to do a lot of things now, and she has some difficulties even taking care of herself completely, but she thinks these can be overcome...

Zhou Mengyan calmly and rationally explained his reasons: "Playing a drama is not a matter of touching your mouth. The lines, standing, expressions, etc., these are the most basic things that are very difficult for you."

Ruan Yan retorted in a low voice, "I can practice."

She will try her best to finish it.

"If you just think life is boring and want to have some fun to relieve your boredom, you can go shopping, stay at home, read a book, play and play the piano, you don't need to choose this." He said lightly.

"I'm not looking for fun..."

Her voice is very soft.

His denial of her was like a needle pierced into her heart.

In his eyes, does he think that her greatest value is to be a vase-like Mrs. Zhou? To his heart, he felt that she couldn't do it at all, so she could only stay at home and lead a pampered, caring life.

"When your eyes are completely healed, you can do whatever you want."

"..."

Ruan Yan turned his head to one side and was so angry that he didn't want to bother him.

Seeing her stubborn and aggrieved little expression, Zhou Mengyan's tone still didn't slow down: "I don't recommend you to do such a thing at this time. Think about it yourself."

The man got up and walked out of the bedroom.

-

Perhaps because of this unanimous conversation, Ruan Yan and Zhou Mengyan had little communication or physical contact for the next two days, and the relationship between the two suddenly dropped.

The servants in the family could see that Ruan Yan was in a bad mood, and they also noticed the subtle atmosphere between her and Zhou Mengyan.

In the morning, she sat on the bay window in a daze, and finally decided to call Gu Yuan.

"Grandma... I want to tell you something."

Gu Yuan smiled, "Yanyan just say whatever he wants, I'll listen."

Ruan Yan told Gu Yuan about the things she had been struggling with for a long time recently. After Gu Yuan listened, "Grandma, do you support me in acting?"

She suddenly didn't know how to choose.

Zhou Mengyan's words were heart-wrenching, but very truthful. From the most objective point of view, he gave an analysis to weigh the pros and cons.

"As long as Yanyan likes it, I support it unconditionally."

Ruan Yan's heart warmed and teased herself, "...but I'm also afraid that I won't be able to do it by myself. What should I do if I am embarrassed on stage?"

Gu Yuan smiled, "I don't believe it, my dear baby is so smart, right?"

"Grandma, you are so kind..."

Ruan Yan really likes this feeling of being trusted unconditionally.

Gu Yuan finally said to her: "If you want to do it, don't ask about your future. Even if you try, you won't regret it if you don't succeed. The most important thing is that you know what you want."

-

The night after the phone call with Gu Yuan, Ruan Yan reopened the video of "A Midsummer Night's Dream" that he once acted.

After the performance of this drama at that time, it caused a sensation in the whole school. For three consecutive days, it was full of friends. Many people in the drama school also knew the name of Ruan Yan. Not only is it a financial scholar, but also has a talent for acting.

At that time, Ruan Yan was regarded as the most arrogant girl in drama.

Because she has an innate charm of acting, she can play each role in a real and natural way, and bring her own unique imprint, no matter what kind of personality, she can control it.

Only now, the scenery is no longer.

She put on the headphones and listened to the conversation inside, and then she couldn't help standing up, facing the floor-to-ceiling window, and following her own lines inside, she couldn't help but recite.

She read the lines, added gestures and expressions, gradually getting better, and then reset the progress bar to the beginning, performing by herself.

The girl was so intoxicated that the bedroom door behind her was opened.

Zhou Mengyan finished his work, went back to the bedroom, opened the door, and saw Ruan Yan who was acting in full swing——

"Dad, sorry. I can't be his wife. I don't love him. I have fallen in love with Lyside."

"Demetrius once said that he loves my friend Helena..."

Zhou Mengyan's eyes were surprised.

Ruan Yan in front of her was recklessly lively and energetic, with a focused and serious expression on her face, her eyes seemed to shine brightly, and she seemed to be totally not alone in her quiet and restrained manner.

It's like a proud little peacock, full of confidence.

She had never shown this look before him.

"We meet in the forest, please pray for us, and don't tell anyone else, goodbye, Helena."

After Ruan Yan read the last line of Act 1, he was overjoyed to find that he was not unfamiliar with the performance because he kept in touch for a long time.

She was happy when she suddenly heard a noise behind her.

She was taken aback, and immediately turned her head to see a shadow of sound standing at the door.

"You, when did you come in?"

Why didn't he make a sound? He wouldn't have all just...

Zhou Mengyan walked in, closed the door, and met her gaze: "You were just performing."

"..."

Ruan Yan recalled his performance just now, and his face immediately blushed.

She stood there, but suddenly remembered what he said to her the previous two nights, "You imagined things too simple", and her emotions rolled over.

The room fell silent, Zhou Mengyan saw that she didn't intend to speak anymore, he withdrew his gaze, walked to the cloakroom, and suddenly heard her voice:

"Wait, I want to talk to you."

Zhou Mengyan turned and looked at her.

Ruan Yan approached the silhouette of the man, and finally stood in front of him.

She lowered her head, spoke in the bottom of her heart for a while, and finally raised her face, her white cheeks a little red, but she wrote with firm seriousness:

"I like drama, not for the three-minute enthusiasm you said, to pass the time. Although I did not choose to study my favorite drama school in college, it has always been a dream I love. I like drama since I was a kid. I performed at that time and won the first prize.

I have never mentioned it to you because I know you are not interested in my life and would not want to understand, but I want to tell you...I am serious. "

With little self-confidence, Ruan Yan struggled for his own reasons:

"I have considered the question you mentioned before. Although I can't see it, I use my mobile phone and try to memorize it after listening.

I will also try to adapt to the stage, understand the position, walk the stage over and over again, so that the audience will not see that I have visual impairment. There are still many difficulties, and I will overcome them to make sure not to cause trouble to others. "

Ruan Yan: "I know things are not that simple, but before I try it, please don't think I can't do it, just in case..."

What if she succeeds!

Zhou Mengyan looked down at her.

Ruan Yan clenched the palm of his hand, like a little rabbit whose tail was stomped on, mustered up the courage, and took the words that had been held in his heart for a long time back.

"Anyway, Zhou Mengyan, you can't just touch your mouth and say I can't!"