Horrible! Actually playing this kind of game!

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Chapter 229 133. Being torn apart by a knife (added 9 for the leader Jiuyue at the beginning of the year)

Oh My God! What kind of nuclear energy development is this?

That guy named Gu Yuan Chunqiu, is he still a human being?

Kawasaki Toshihiko raised his head to the sky, closed his eyes, and tears flowed down his cheeks.

I tried several times but still couldn't pick up the handle on the ground.

I felt sad and sad in my heart, and when I thought about Nagisa's death, I lost all hope.

After dozens of hours of hard work, Kawasaki Toshihiko has truly inserted himself into the game.

And after experiencing so much, I feel more and more that Furukawa Nagisa is really an ideal partner. He himself is timid and not in good health, but he always cares about others.

Many times it is not so much Okazaki Tomoya who protects her and helps her, but it is better to say that it is Nagisa who guides Tomoya, turning him step by step from that rebellious teenager to the gentle, considerate and family-oriented husband he is now.

It was supposed to be a happy time next.

But……

Damn Gu Yuan Chunqiu!

Damn Ma Zhiquan!

He actually wrote such a cute Nagisa to death.

How can this not be uncomfortable?

Kawasaki Toshihiko wanted to send the blade to Furuhara Chunqiu now, but——

The game isn't over yet.

…

The screen is white.

After that, Tomo also fell into depression because he lost Nagisa, and his support in life was gone.

The sad BGM sounded.

A line of text appeared on the white screen:

[Just living according to previous habits]

[Get up, go out to work, eat, sleep...]

[Just repeating actions that the body has already memorized]

【I have been living like this all my life】

Toshihiko Kawasaki understands this feeling very well.

Because he also lost Nagisa just like Tomoya.

Kawasaki Toshihiko couldn't help but feel a sore nose when he thought that in the days to come, his lovely wife was no longer alive, and the partner who had been with him to prevent him from being alone could no longer be seen.

These days must be very difficult.

Fortunately, I don't have a girlfriend yet.

…

Tomo also continued to work with high intensity, trying to numb himself with non-stop work.

Because once I have some free time, I can’t help but miss Nagisa.

As time goes by, my daughter grows up day by day, and then reaches the age where she can go to kindergarten.

But because of the death of his wife, Ke Peng didn't spend any thought or time on this child.

He just instinctively followed the duties of a father, or a guardian to be precise, to take care of Xi.

Fortunately, Sanae, Shi's grandmother, did a good job. Although the little girl is very young, she is very considerate and knows how to understand the emotions of adults. She does not cause trouble to Tomoya and just does her own thing.

"Friend, please find time to travel. Don't be so tired all the time. Your body will be overwhelmed."

At Sanae's suggestion, Tomo also decided to take his daughter on a trip.

Sanae also prepared the ticket for her, just because she was afraid that he wouldn't go.

In fact, the people around him care more about him than Tomoya himself.

It doesn't matter even if Nagisa is gone, Sanae hopes that Tomo can cheer up soon.

…

Tomoya and his daughter were sitting on the train, next to them was a mother and her son.

The child acted coquettishly towards his mother, and Tomoya found it noisy, so he lost his temper and yelled at the mother and son: "Can you please take care of the people around you?!"

Little did he know that such an action frightened his daughter Xiao Xi.

When he came back to his senses, Xiao Xi was gone.

Tomo also got up and started searching, and finally found his daughter outside the bathroom.

Xiao Xi's eyes were red and she had obviously cried.

Tomoya felt a little distressed, "Did I scare you into tears just now?"

Xiao Xi looked out the window and didn't respond.

Tomoya called her unhappily, "Xi, I'm asking a question."

The daughter then turned around and said, "Huh?"

"I was so angry that I spoke loudly just now. Did it make you cry?"

She shook her head in denial: "You can't cry."

"Who said that?"

"Sanae."

"It's true, she is so strict. I didn't expect..."

"But... there is a place to cry."

"A place where you can cry?"

"Well, bathroom."

[That’s why she ran into the train restroom that no one had ever entered before]

"By the way, do you always cry alone in the toilet?" Okazaki Tomoya finally realized something.

"Yeah." Xi nodded.

"But what should I do outside?"

"Bear it." Xi replied.

Tomoya: "But like this, I always feel so bitter."

[I really don’t understand Aunt Sanae’s educational philosophy]

"I think you should cry when you want to cry."

After all, when you grow up, there are many times when you feel like crying and you have to endure it. "

"Yeah." Xi nodded.

I don’t know if it’s because I’m afraid of Tomoya, but from now on, Xi’s only answer is “Hmm”.

The person who couldn't cry even if he wanted to, was obviously Tomoya himself.

After getting out of the car, Peng also bought toys for his daughter and asked her to choose. Her daughter looked around and seemed not to be very satisfied with it, so Peng also picked a robot and asked her daughter how she liked it.

Her daughter's eyes seemed to sparkle and she nodded.

"This robot..."

Kawasaki Toshihiko suddenly remembered the previous plot between the little girl and the robot.

It seems that the toy robot that Tomoya bought for his daughter has exactly the same structure as the robot there.

Could it be that the daughter is the little girl there and this toy robot is the robot there?

He thought for a moment, but couldn't find the answer, so he continued reading.

In the evening, my daughter suddenly made a request: "Tell me about my mother."

Tomoya was stunned for a moment and did not agree.

Seeing this, Toshihiko Kawasaki suddenly felt a little blocked in his heart, as if he had been critically injured like Tomoya.

He couldn't help sniffing, and his mind was hopelessly reminded of Nagisa's appearance.

Then his vision blurred for a while.

After taking a deep breath to suppress the emotions in his heart, Toshihiko Kawasaki continued the game.

The first day of the trip was not smooth. I couldn't contact my accommodation, and I couldn't go to the zoo that Xi wanted to go to.

Okazaki Tomoya asked his daughter where she wanted to go tomorrow.

Xi replied, "I want to see flowers."

After many twists and turns, most of the time was spent running around.

All in all terrible.

The night passed.

In the morning, the weather was unusually hot.

Tomoya took his daughter to the edge of a flower field.

The daughter took the robot and ran and played in the flower field, looking extremely happy.

Tomoya also smiled happily when he saw this.

He leaned against the tree and rested with his eyes closed.

The weather is really muggy.

During a nap, when my daughter came back, the robot was gone.

Tomo also helped search, but couldn't find it.

So he said: "Stop looking for it. I will buy an exact one on my way back."

The daughter shook her head and refused, and continued to search.

Tomoya had no choice but to sit next to him and watch his daughter looking for the robot.

A gust of wind blows, and the clouds cover the sun, creating shadows.

In the flower field, the scene suddenly changed and turned into a little boy, and it was obviously Tomoya when he was a child.

Tomoya's childhood also seemed to be looking for something in the flower field.

Behind him, a man approached, but the next second the perspective returned to Tomoya.

Tomoya suddenly realized that he had been to this place when he was a child.

He stood up and told his daughter to look around.

In the sunset, Tomoya was walking quickly when he suddenly saw an old woman.

The old lady's name is Okazaki Shino, and she is Tomoya's grandmother.

Grandma tells what happened to Tomoya's father, who lost his wife at a young age.

No matter work or life, it was extremely difficult, but I still raised my children alone.

The death of his wife was a huge blow to his father because he had always worked to protect his family.

【However, he did not give up】

[Because he said, you cannot fall into despair, because you are still young]

【Peng Ye】

【Your father, he said he must raise you up no matter what】

[At that time, that’s how he held your hand all the way to me. 】

[Since then, he has started the hardest period of his life]

[It’s very difficult to juggle work and childcare at the same time]

[As a result, he was fired numerous times]

[Even so, he never left you alone and used the little money he had to buy you toys and snacks]

[In order to raise you, he lost everything on the day you successfully married]

【Peng Ye】

[Do you think your father is an unfit father?]

"No, I am..."

Tomoya couldn't help but recall his own experience. It was only then that he realized how difficult it was for his father, and realized that he was actually a worse person than his father.

Kawasaki Toshihiko had tears in his eyes.

All the previous foreshadowings were suddenly revealed here, and at the same time, we also realized how difficult it was for Okazaki Tomoya's father.

He took a deep breath and tried his best to hold it back, but what happened next was like a terrible tear gas bomb that directly blasted him to pieces:

Tomoya and his grandma came to the edge of the flower field.

Daughter Xiaoxi still couldn't find the robot.

So Tomo also walked into the flower field.

"You've been looking for it."

"Um."

"That's it."

As he said this, Tomo also remembered that his father would squat down to talk to him when he was a child, so he also walked up to his daughter and squatted down.

"Xi, that robot may never be found again. There's nothing we can do about it, so I'll buy you a new one, okay?"

"That one is only one."

"Aren't there a lot of them in the store?"

"You picked that for me and bought it for me."

"Eh?"

"It's dad, it's the first time."

After hearing what his daughter said, Tomoya was stunned.

Many things became clear at once.

No wonder his daughter, as a girl, likes the robot he bought so much. No wonder the robot is gone and his daughter insists on looking for it and refuses to give up.

He lowered his head and no longer dared to look at his daughter.

"Xi, are you lonely?"

"Um."

"Are you happy traveling with me?"

"Um."

"That's it."

"..."

"Xi, can I stay with you? Although I have always been a bad father, I will work hard for you in the future, so, can I stay with you?"

"Um."

"Really?"

"I want you to stay with me."

"That's it."

"However, I lost something very important today, and I feel uncomfortable... Dad, um, I don't have to bear it anymore? Sanae said that the only places where you can cry are the bathroom and Dad's arms."

"Uh-huh."

Tomoya nodded twice.

The daughter quickly stepped forward, threw herself into Tomoya's arms, and burst into tears.

bomb.

Tear gas exploded all at once.

Kawasaki Toshihiko was completely beaten to pieces.

Tears were streaming down my face at this moment.

Woo woo woo...

hateful!

He said it three times in a row. While cursing, he couldn't help but sigh -

Furuhara Chunqiu is really amazing.

Laying the groundwork, and then throwing a bomb to kill it at the end, you can't stop crying, okay?

…

On the train back, Tomoya began to tell his daughter about the heroine:

"Mom, she always gives the impression that she is crying. Even when we first met her, she had no confidence and was weak, standing at the foot of the school ramp."

"Then, what do you think she said at the bottom of the ramp?"

"She closed her eyes and shouted [red bean bread]"

"A cute habit, right?"

"That's mom. She's always very humble. She always buys leftover red bean bread from other people's selections at school."

"Then red bean bread became her way of cheering herself up."

"Aunt Sanae was busy with work at that time and didn't have time to make lunch for her. In fact, it's not impossible to squeeze in the time, but my mother took the initiative to refuse."

"Mom, that's the kind of person she is."

"And... let me think about it, and... and, mom."

As he spoke, tears welled up uncontrollably, and various images of the heroine's memories flashed through, causing Tomoya to gradually burst into tears.

In the memory, Nagisa stretched out his hands to face Tomoya and said, "Come and rely on me."

Outside the screen, Toshihiko Kawasaki was also crying.

…

After returning, Tomoya's whole person changed. First, he found his father and reconciled.

Because he has understood how difficult it is for his father, and also understands that his father actually did this for himself.

Then, spend more time with Xiao Xi, hoping to be a competent father.

Although Nagisa is gone, at least Tomoya still has a daughter, he still has a father, and the family is still warm.

As long as you work hard, things will get better one day.

Just when Kawasaki Toshihiko thought that everything would get better from now on, and his life was embarking on a new journey.

The plot suddenly took a turn for the worse.

One night, Tomoya woke up and found that Xiao Xi had peed on his pants and was walking unsteadily.

A look on his forehead revealed that the child had a high fever.

I originally thought it would get better soon, but the high fever persisted.

After seeing a doctor, I discovered that Xiao Xi, like her mother, had a strange, unexplained, persistent high fever.

And there is no cure.

This time Tomoya panicked.

Not only was he panicked, Toshihiko Kawasaki was also panicked.

My heart skipped a beat.

That feeling...

The hope that was finally obtained was like the only star in the sky that was suddenly picked off by a big hand.

The whole world is dark.

Xiaoxi's high fever persists, and Tomoya has to earn money to support the family, so he can only ask Sanae to take care of his daughter. While working hard, he comes back every day to care about his daughter's condition.

Unfortunately, there is no improvement, and it is getting worse.

By the time winter came, it was obvious that Xiao Xi couldn't hold on any longer.

"Xi."

Xi opened his eyes a little and looked at Tomoya.

"Hey, Xi..." Tomoya choked, "Let's go on another trip?"

A weak smile bloomed on Xi's face, but she had no strength to respond to him.

"Our relationship is much better this time." Tomoya said, "Let's go there again."

"Go to that far place, okay?"

"Well..." Xiao Xi nodded.

Great, Tomoya picked up her little body and changed her clothes.

Xiao Xi squatted half-crouched, so stubborn that she said, "I can walk alone."

"No, it's okay, Xi, can daddy carry you?"

Xiao Xi shook her head, "I can walk by myself."

"That's it."

But where can Xiao Xi go with her own legs?

So Tomoya took her hand and walked forward even though the pace was slow.

Tomoya thought to himself: As long as we get to the station, even if she falls asleep, he can take her to wherever she wants to go.

However, just on the road, it started to snow in the sky.

Snowflakes were flying and spread a thin layer on the ground.

"Xi, can you still leave?"

"Well..." Xiao Xi responded with a weak voice.

But at this moment, Xi let go of Tomoya's hand and fell into the snow.

"Xi!"

The hero quickly knelt down and held her in his arms.

Can't go anywhere anymore.

Xi closed her eyes and just gasped in pain.

【I can't go on any longer】

[I just hugged Xi, who was suffering from a high fever, and curled up]

Tomoya couldn't go anywhere and could only hold this little dying life to protect her from the wind and snow.

【What am I doing? 】 Peng also blamed himself.

[That flower field is far away in the horizon and cannot be touched at all]

[Xi running in the flower field in summer is completely out of reach]

[I originally thought that we could have a much better trip than the previous one, because we are a father and daughter, and we will live together from now on...]

"Dad. Where...are you now?"

Tomoya cried, "In the train."

"Oh...Dad." Xi said in an almost inaudible voice.

"Um."

"Dad, I love you the most."

Tomoya burst into tears when he heard his daughter's words.

"Me too, and so does dad. He also likes Xiao Xi the most."

At this time, large snowflakes fell.

This is a scene that can only be seen in dreams.

Time is frozen at this moment.

The feeling is fading from my fingertips.

His vision gradually darkened.