Hospital No. 444

When Jin Yunran heard his nephew's question, his heart suddenly tightened.

"Auntie, I asked the foreign teacher in our bilingual kindergarten, and she kept telling me that my dad must have gone to heaven now, that is, Heaven, where God lives. The teacher will not lie to us, right? "

"Yunyi, well, of course heaven exists..." Jin Yunran replied without hesitation: "Your father must be in heaven now."

Jin Yunran was fortunate that because the child was too young, her sister insisted on waiting until he went to school before giving him a mobile phone, so he didn't use search engines much. In addition, Western festivals are celebrated frequently in my sister's house, such as Thanksgiving, Easter, and Christmas. It is not surprising that he would believe in God and heaven.

The dinner table suddenly became a little heavy because of Gao Yunyi's question.

"Okay, Yun Yi, let's eat..." Jin Yunlan immediately gave his son a piece of broccoli.

"I don't like eating this..." Yun Yi frowned immediately when he saw the broccoli in the rice bowl, but looked at his mother's eyes and did not continue. Instead, he picked up the bowl and started chewing silently.

"This kid just doesn't like to eat vegetables." Jin Yunlan sighed and said to Jin Yunran, "This is the only way he looks like me when I was a kid. In other aspects, he looks like you."

"Yunyi, you can't be picky about food." Jin Yunran also wanted to change the subject of "heaven" earlier, so he also gave his nephew some broccoli.

Because of the food, Jin Yunran leaned very close to Yun Yi. Suddenly, the child said in a voice that only she could hear: "Auntie, will dad come back from heaven to see us?"

Hearing this, Jin Yunran's chopsticks suddenly stopped, and the broccoli almost fell on the table.

She originally wanted to say "yes" subconsciously, but then she realized that this was not a question that could be easily brushed off.

What if she said "yes" and her nephew took her seriously? Just because the other person is a child doesn't mean that the other person won't take anything you say seriously.

"I'm afraid that won't be easy. Once people go to heaven, it's hard to come back easily."

After saying this, Jin Yunran clearly saw Yun Yi's extremely lonely eyes.

She could understand the child's current mood.

When she and her sister lost their parents, they were already past the age of believing in the existence of heaven.

Jin Yunran was thinking that when this child goes to school, he will soon know that there is no such thing as heaven. When a person dies, he is dead, and no soul will remain.

After eating, Alan went to wash the dishes, Yun Yi went to watch TV, and Yun Lan took Yun Ran to the room arranged for her on the second floor.

Entering the room, Jin Yunlan sat on the bed in the bedroom and looked at Jin Yunran blankly.

"Yunran... I still don't have any sense of reality. I always feel that Qi Shu has not left, as if he is still here."

"Sister," Jin Yunran immediately walked up and hugged her, "everything will pass."

"I'm serious..." Yunlan pushed Yunran away and said, "I have no sense of reality at all, as if all this is just a nightmare. I seem to feel that Qishu is still in this villa, still with him. Yun Yi and I live together."

"Sister, don't be like this..." This is what Jin Yunran is most afraid of, "I understand how you feel, but if you act like this, my brother-in-law can't leave peacefully."

"You said that too...everyone said that to me..." Jin Yunlan shook his head desperately: "Everyone is like this. What do you say to me? He is a good person and will go to heaven. He will turn into a star and look at me in the sky. Yes, he will rest his eyes under the Nine Fountains... In fact, I don't find it comforting at all. If he can be in heaven, under the Nine Fountains, why can't he be by my side?"

Jin Yunran wanted to refute, but suddenly thought that maybe it would be better to follow his sister's words now. Otherwise, it would be really bad for her to follow her to "heaven".

"You, you are right...sister. Brother-in-law will not let you go easily. Maybe...he is right next to you and Yun Yi, watching over your mother and son."

Saying such creepy words, Jin Yunran only hoped that his sister would never have any bad thoughts.

"Yunran, can I ask you a favor?" Jin Yunlan grabbed Jin Yunran's hand with a sincere expression and said, "Most of the relics of the prayer book are placed in his study. I... I want to ask you to help me. I'll sort out his belongings. I, I don't dare to go there again..."

Jin Yunran naturally understands her sister's mood. In this case, she will definitely be moved by the scene.

"It's said to be sorting...but I don't know what to do with my brother-in-law's things. He is a well-known writer at the top of the best-selling list. Maybe every draft is valuable."

"His editor-in-chief came to the house before, and all the manuscripts he wrote and stored in the computer were copied away. The rest is not important."

"Oh well."

Then……

The two sisters suddenly fell silent for a while.

"Recently, I always feel that my memory is getting worse and worse." Jin Yunlan flipped up his hair, "After Qishu left like this, I often think about things in the past, but when I look back on many things now, it seems like they were separated by a month. Century. Yunran, if only I were as capable as you, I could become a well-known designer at a young age."

"elder sister……"

"Mom and dad always love you more. Sometimes I even think they are too partial."

Jin Yunran listened to his sister's words, and the more he listened, the more worried he became. Will his sister suffer from depression?

"My parents prefer me because I was weaker when I was born, so they pay more attention to me. It's not because they think you are not good, sister."

"Yunran."

Suddenly, Jin Yunlan looked towards the ceiling.

"I recently discovered that I really envy you."

Jin Yunran was stunned.

"It was the same when my parents passed away. You had to do a lot of the funeral arrangements yourself. At that time, I would just hide and cry. I didn't dare to face the portraits of my parents. In movies and TV dramas, it is common for the protagonist's parents to die. But when I really lost my parents, I realized that it was not as easy as they said. At that time, relatives secretly said that you were more like the eldest daughter of the Jin family. "

Jin Yunran didn't know what his sister wanted to say.

This is nothing like "memory is getting worse."

Suddenly, she stared straight at Jin Yunran.

"Only when you are by my side will I feel at ease, Yun Ran."

"Well," Jin Yunran nodded heavily: "I will always stay by your side, sister."

…

The villa is really too big.

Jin Yunran came to the study room on the third floor in the northeast corner of the villa.

This is where my brother-in-law works daily.

The study room is about sixty square meters, and the bookshelves are filled with densely packed books, quite a few of which are novels published by my brother-in-law under the pen name of Abyss Blue Whale.

Probably more than two-thirds of my brother-in-law's works take place in European and American countries. After he earned a large sum of royalties, he began to travel around the world.

Norway, Iceland, Greece, Egypt, Romania, Vienna, Poland... My sister often shares with her the places she and her brother-in-law have been. Over the years after their marriage, Jin Yunlan's circle of friends has become a world travel guide.

Jin Yunran raised his hand slightly and touched the masterpiece novels written by his brother-in-law. She has read all of these books, including vampires in the Principality of Bavaria, gladiators in the Roman Arena, the Inca Empire in the Spanish colonial era, and the mummy curse of Ramses II in ancient Egypt.

Moreover, she bought all the reprints of these books after they were published, filling her bookcases at home.

Open the drawer under the bookshelf...

Inside are diaries written by my brother-in-law.

I don’t know when my brother-in-law started insisting on it, but for so many years, he has been writing a diary every day without stopping. Her sister told her personally that even if nothing special happened during the day, her brother-in-law would definitely finish writing a diary before going to bed before going to bed.

She picked up the last diary.

The police once took the diary back for investigation, but found nothing, so they sent it back again. My brother-in-law's parents must have looked at it, but they still found nothing.

This can also be considered her brother-in-law's relics that she wants to sort out, right?

Suddenly, she had an idea that she shouldn't have had.

My brother-in-law is dead...

Then could she read his diary during his lifetime?

Let me remind you in advance

This volume... is terrifying.

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