How Am I Still Alive?

"You want to know the essence of my power?"

"Sir Xiuyi, I am willing to exchange information of equal value. I don't need a specific way. I mainly want to know the concept as a reference for the consciousness of the abyss swarm."

"Okay."

"Ah."

When the quasi-god Xiuyi easily agreed to Lu Ping'an's request, he was a little surprised.

Originally, he thought it would cost a lot. After all, if you want to target and kill an existence, you must at least understand its form of existence.

Lu Ping'an thought Xiuyi would still hesitate, at least needing information exchange, but he didn't expect the other party to agree so casually.

"Hehe, when you reach my level, you will know that the way is simple. There is no need to conceal where you are going. How to go is the key."

As he said that, the owl's claws took out a crystal stone.

Lu Ping'an looked at it carefully, but was stunned.

That was not a "U disk". There was a small castle in the crystal.

Lakes, city walls, castles, and even busy farmers and woodlands. In a corner of the castle, under the eaves of a small wooden house, an old woman was smiling and raising a teacup to herself.

"Sir Xiuyi"

Lu Pingan suddenly realized, and what he saw was the extremely ordinary crystal surface.

He took a deep breath, adjusted his state, and once again fully opened the Eye of Truth, and fully released his mental power.

".Sure enough, if it were you, you with these eyes would be able to see it."

Suddenly, a gentle voice sounded behind Lu Pingan's head. He turned around abruptly, but saw a small wooden house by the lake, and an old woman who was still smiling gently.

"This"

"This is the fief of Sir Xiuyi, it should be somewhere in Europe."

And beside Lu Pingan, the woman in nun clothes appeared again.

This time, she was not a puppet being controlled. In a sense, she existed here, but not only here.

Lu Pingan was also a little surprised. He hadn't seen Chris in this "complete form" for a long time. Obviously, it was not her power that made her appear in this posture.

"When you observe her, the two sides naturally have a connection, and she naturally drags you to her world. Do you feel that you can leave at any time?"

"Well, it feels like a dream, that is, the kind of dream that you can leave as long as you think "I want to wake up."

While being surprised, Lu Pingan also somewhat understood why Chris said "Sir Xiuyi will not ascend to the gods, that is a kind of humiliation to him" when they first met.

". Is she an existence above ordinary gods?"

Lu Pingan vaguely realized that the other party was not a small world or courtyard, but was really on vacation in a manor in Eastern Europe.

At this moment, Lu Pingan thought of the "firebird". There is an endless world under her wings, or in other words, her body itself is embedded in countless worlds. The two sides cannot be divided from each other. They seem to coexist, but they seem to be in different dimensions.

Similarly, there are "all spirits". Such existences are infinitely integrated and infinitely divided. One is ten thousand, and ten thousand is one.

"One is ten thousand, ten thousand is one? Is this your understanding? Very good."

"Uh, did I say it? Or did I read your mind?"

"Neither. We are too close at the level of consciousness. Your shallow thinking is transparent to me. Young people should learn to hide their little thoughts."

Lu Ping'an was stunned, and the next moment, the old woman laughed again.

"Not bad, it has been restrained. Is it a barrier of mental power? The basic skills are very solid."

Although it was a compliment, Lu Ping'an's expression was quite subtle. He had a lot of little secrets. Fortunately, the other party reminded him.

Lu Ping'an did not hesitate to respond to the kindness of the elder. He also smiled and sat outside the cabin.

Even if he didn't say it clearly, he knew that this "elder" didn't care about his little secrets being known by outsiders.

"In fact, it's just the opposite. We hope to be recognized and understood by more people of the same race. That is also our anchor point."

The old woman brought Lu Ping'an a cup of fragrant tea and told him with interest.

"We exist here, but not only here. Our 'self' is not on the material level. To be precise, what you see now, whether it is me still on Earth or my body on Mercury 42, is a cell of mine, or an information carrier."

"Big Group" Shuichi, quasi-god, or existence above level eight and not a god, is a level nine quasi-god.

But unlike most quasi-gods who cannot ascend to godhood without the right opportunity, she is disdainful and unable to ascend to godhood.

Gods, or the ordered kingdom of God with a certain will as the core, are closer to the existence of the material level.

And she

"It is difficult to explain my existence in words, but your eyes should be able to understand."

"Well, I have the honor of seeing the figure of the firebird"

"Oh, it's really amazing."

Gods are the egoistic domain forcibly constructed with "order (reason)", and are the entity kingdom composed of rules.

And Shuichi in front of him is himself a "reason", a whole that transcends the nature of dimensions.

Since she is reason, a pure existence of a higher dimension, and a whole composed of countless individual cells, she can naturally disperse her body everywhere.

She is like a "giant" of a high-dimensional existence. You cannot understand her completely, simply because your cells are of the same level as hers.

Kill her? Lu Pingan shook his head, helpless for his previous "arrogance". He had no means to kill such an existence.

"Gods are not the only direction of evolution. My "total amount" is not as good as that of gods. If they really want to make trouble with the old woman, I can only hide."

Although the old woman said it very modestly, Lu Pingan did not think she would be afraid of any god.

Lu Pingan closed his eyes, and a trace of blood appeared in his eyes. Although the "existence" in front of him was quite friendly, if he insisted on observing its full appearance, it would probably make himself unhappy.

Lu Ping'an didn't need to know "all", he just needed to know how to deal with the abyss cluster will.

"If it is the abyss will, I advise you to give up, it is far beyond my existence, it is impossible to kill. But if it is just the cluster consciousness of the abyss swarm, it is just a collection of biological groups in the abyss plane."

When speaking, Lu Ping'an was inexplicably attracted by the old woman's "eyes".

It was a pair of black pupils. Unconsciously, Lu Ping'an's eyes passed through, and he seemed to see it again, saw it.

"A green planet?"

"That is my largest body."

But the old woman responded with a smile. In her opinion, Lu Ping'an had more potential than expected. He actually found something he usually hid because he was "too close".

Perhaps, even gods will not be his end.

Lu Ping'an wiped the blood from the corner of his eyes and stopped looking around. In fact, at that moment, he also saw a woman, a "girl" who was much younger than the "grandmother" in front of him.

Which one is the body? Is it as she said, every piece is the body? Lu Pingan didn't think it would be a good idea to go deeper. Curiosity always kills the cat. He wanted to live a few more years.

And now, what he needed, the existence in front of him, could give a response.

"The collective consciousness of the Abyss Zerg is not a god, but 'god' is a form of existence. He is not weaker than ordinary gods."

In the eyes of some people, this is information worth a thousand gold, but in the eyes of the "old woman", this is the old man's mumbling that no one can understand in most cases.

And the boy's "distant" gaze from time to time shows that he not only understands, but even "sees".

"Amazing, the young are awesome."

And in the eyes of the old woman, there are no Chris and Lu Pingan.

In the same focus, in her left eye, there is the figure of the boy, and in her right eye, the shy smile of the woman drinking tea and chatting is reflected.

Two consciousnesses are talking to Xiuyi at the same time, but they seem to be the same person in parallel time and space.