How Am I Still Alive?

Every broken ship has two nails in it, let alone an entire country.

Lu Ping An's recruitment of disciples is a political matter. The quality of the disciples is not important, but who he accepts is more important. But if there is a choice, Lu Ping An will naturally accept someone with better talent and looks pleasing to the eye.

At least, this "sane" little girl, Lu Pingan, looks very pleasing to the eye.

".Follow me and I will give you a good future."

What Lu Pingan admires most is probably that this girl has no worries and no relatives, but she does not fall into darkness and extreme personality.

Ability can be cultivated, but once character and morality are formed, it is too difficult to change.

She has the power to gain everything, but she is still very restrained. Being locked up in a mental hospital may be her dilemma, but it is also her self-control and choice.

And having been admitted to a mental hospital also means that she does not have complicated social relationships, which is a good thing for outsiders' Lu Ping'an.

"Let's go, this is not part of the plan. I hope the next student can meet my needs."

But after a brief conversation, Lu Pingan gave up his previous "comprador training" plan.

Not everyone can become a qualified comprador. Even an "agent" needs to have sufficient leadership skills and political wisdom. No one would want to use a really stupid person.

The charisma of a leader may sound hollow, but the ability to bribe his subordinates to cultivate power, or at least protect himself, is also basic.

If Miss Shiraishi had such ability, she would not end up in a mental hospital. Emotional intelligence and IQ are never equal.

Lu Pingan learned that she used to work at New Tokyo University and was imprisoned because her "ability was about to go out of control." In fact, she saw "too much" in her research and was ultimately unable to stabilize.

Now, after "eating" a part of Lu Pingan, she has stabilized. As far as Lu Pingan perceives, if she had enough resources and extraordinary materials, her growth rate would not be like this.

She turned herself into a useless person, without investors or trusted companions.

"Can the laboratory and research team that promised me get the money as soon as possible? I also need to get my previous results."

But Lu Ping'an likes this "straightforward" character very much.

He almost understood that the other party was an individual who could read everything, so the environment in which she grew up was quite straightforward. Good was good, bad was bad. It was good that there was no exquisite gray, but she was also very unpopular because of it.

"I don't know what I can bring you, or even when the next time I lose control will be. Even so, are you willing to accept me as your disciple? According to your tradition, a disciple is almost like a family member."

"The inner disciples are the ones who inherit the mantle. You still need to test and prove yourself."

Lu Pingan didn't finish his words. As for the "loss of control" that the other party was worried about, it was actually the reason why Lu Pingan chose her.

"Read this book within a month."

After thinking for a while, Lu Pingan took out a "notebook".

This is not the product of the forbidden library, but the forbidden knowledge recorded by Lu Pingan as a scholar.

As a profession that lacks combat abilities, low-level scholars have a core ability of "reading and writing". Some of the abilities they have barely awakened are basically auxiliary abilities to accelerate growth. Their main way of fighting is to fight with their "recorded knowledge" .

Those who are also painters use their own paintings, and the most common pure scholars, such as lawyers/judges, use their own recorded "codes", and the basis of these are the recorded "taboo notes".

This can be regarded as the way of cultivation for scholars. Most scholars "copy books" and copy them. They constantly absorb and collect all kinds of taboo knowledge, trying to understand the rules and the truth of the world, and record it to become a part of themselves and others. Those taboo notes left behind during his growth were not only records of his growth, but also his wealth, and might even be part of his initiative to divide it.

Some high-level scholars will deliberately "cut off" part of the knowledge and put it into forbidden notes. In this way, not only will they have powerful weapons, but they will also be safer and more relaxed.

Obviously, this girl "read" something, but was completely unable to understand it. Instead, her "world view" was shaken and she was on the verge of collapse.

It was like all her past knowledge system was based on "1+1=2", and when she accidentally discovered a strange reality that "1+1 is greater than 2", she wondered whether everything she had done in the past was wrong. .

Even if Lu Ping An helps stabilize it and even uses part of itself as its "computing power server", if it cannot solve the essential problem that shatters the worldview, problems will occur sooner or later.

This kind of thing happens occasionally among high-level scholars, and rational scholars will cut off these things. If you can't understand or even feel contradictory, it is probably not the knowledge itself that has a problem, but your ability is limited and you can only read part of it. , there are naturally mistakes and omissions in the picture.

Cut it out, leave it for a while, and then read it again when it grows up.

But this time, Wu Ling's problem is that the "content" she read is too high-end, and even she cannot imprint and separate it. This "knowledge" itself is materialized pollution, and it cannot be separated by just forgetting. Use it as a carrier to "record" it, but obviously her level is not up to it.

"If you read half of it, you should be fine. If you're not crazy."

At this time, Wu Ling, who happily took the worn notebook, shuddered. She could feel that Lu Ping'an was telling the truth.

"Then forget it."

"In two years at most, you will definitely go completely crazy. In this world, there are no more than ten fingers who can save you. Maybe you can try to see if you can meet others with better skills."

Lu Ping'an's book was placed there, and it did not emit pollution like other taboo notes, but this kind of calmness itself is what scares those who know the inside story the most.

[Some conjectures of Lu Ping'an's unified field theory (unknown level): It records some of Lu Ping'an's understanding of the universe and the world, which itself has no meaning, just like human beings themselves]

This is the truth that Lu Ping'an saw when he first obtained the Eye of Truth. It should be the upper theory of the immature "Truth of the Universe" of the little guy. This book cannot even be graded in the courtyard. If you only look at the level, it should be at the level of "above the gods".

But what bothers Lu Ping'an is that this book cannot be used. Like the little guy, Lu Ping'an's scholar level is not enough.

"Has anyone read it before?"

"Everyone is crazy, without exception."

The truth that Lu Ping'an said was quite excessive, but the girl's hand holding the small book tightened.

"Great. Too dangerous. Let me check it first." She knew that this was a manifestation of "knowledge" exceeding the limit of scholars, which meant that there must be a big secret hidden in it.

Looking at the girl whose saliva was flowing unconsciously, Lu Ping'an nodded with satisfaction.

Since he is a scholar, he should be like this.

It is not that I can die in the evening after hearing the truth in the morning, but that I will spend my whole life in the pursuit of the truth.

Lu Ping'an himself cannot be so pure, but the people he has always liked and admired are often those "idiots" who are too pure.

"Don't look at it first, find ten scholars and share your ability. You can't find it? Anxin, that was in the past. Now you can definitely find it, just say that I said it."