How Could I Like Him

I lost with Hou Yu.

In the third set, Liu Mo was already able to adapt to his style of play. In Liu Mo's view, he was a low-profile version of Hou Mo, a bit more flexible than Hou Mo, but lacked too much practical experience.

There is no professional training in singles, so it is not as good as Liu Mo who has been trained since childhood.

Sui Hou Yu was ultimately lost.

When Hou Yu stopped with the racket, he felt uncomfortable, but after working hard, it was no regrets.

If it's someone else, I'm afraid that if I hear that the person to be challenged is Liu Mo, he will just give up. Sui Hou Yu persisted until the last moment, and did not stop until the end of the game.

Liu Mo also walked over and said to him: "You are awesome, I am under a lot of pressure! Fuck, it made my heart tremble and I thought I was going to lose."

"Well, you are very good." Hou Yu tried to cheer up and said.

"Don't have a frustrated expression. If the newcomers in our team are at your level, they can all laugh."

Hou Mo walked over quickly: "They have made a decision over there, there is room for maneuver, don't be afraid, I will tell you carefully later."

Sui Hou Yu was very surprised and looked back to the second floor and found that the people on the second floor had already left.

After looking around for a while, I found Coach Wang who was drinking hot water on the side.

"Really?" The emotions turned suddenly, and Hou Yu's expression became unnatural.

"Well, I didn't lie to you."

Hou Mo said to Liu Mo: "Brother Liu, I'll come to see you for dinner next time, I'll treat you, let's go this time!"

It is rare for Hou Mo to be polite to himself. He even called his brother and said generously that he wanted to invite dinner. Liu Mo couldn't smile and nodded: "Okay! Waiting for you!"

"Ok!"

Hou Mo followed Hou Yu towards Coach Wang, and the two helped Coach Wang out.

Coach Wang came by car, but unfortunately he couldn't drive because of a stomach problem, so he could only sit in the car for a while.

After getting into the car, Hou Mo told Sui Hou Yu both things.

What Hou Mo asked first was: "Can you find Ran Shu's direction?"

Following Hou Yu's gaze was a little dull.

He looked straight at a place, his expression remained unchanged for a long time, he didn't cry, and he didn't feel too nervous. He was just dumbfounded, but looking at it was even more worrying.

After a long while, he replied: "Last time...I was helpless, this time it is still the same. After so long, I haven't made any progress."

Hou Mo did not dare to say that Sang Xian was equally at a loss. He could only comfort: "None of us are as strong as those shown in the TV series. We are all ordinary people. We will be helpless when we encounter this kind of thing. Don't worry, we can think of a way. Sang Xian's road is quite wild, and he will find out by digging three feet, and he won't let his dad stop."

After Hou Yu took out his cell phone, looked at the unread messages, and then searched the address book, he finally put it down.

He can't do anything.

The place Ran's father was looking for was definitely something he hadn't expected. Even if he asked his mother to contact his mother, it would be useless.

Ran's father and Ran's mother are fighting for custody. Ran's mother doesn't love Ranshu much, but Ranshu is by her side to get the support from Ranshu's father.

He has nothing to do, the same as before.

Helpless, hesitating, scolding oneself for incompetence.

The feeling of powerlessness is particularly strong.

He can't get angry, he can't cry, he can't trouble other people anymore.

He can only try to calm down and think about what he can do.

What he needs to do most now.

After a long time, Sui Hou Yu asked: "As long as we can provide an inspection report with normal indicators?"

Coach Wang responded: "Yeah."

"Then treat it. Sooner or later, I have a problem with mania. It's just an outbreak now. Then I'm relieved too. It's nothing, don't worry."

"What about your college entrance examination..." Coach Wang hesitated to say something. He always felt that he was a bit selfish because he delayed the review time of Hou Yu's senior year for tennis.

Sui Hou Yu leaned on the back of the car and closed his eyes, and said calmly: "It's okay. I have experienced it once. The last time I was asked to repeat a year if I couldn't get the average score. I also rushed quickly. I’m on it. Besides, I’ve learned everything that needs to be learned. I’ve been reviewing for the whole year in the third year of high school, and it’s okay to delay for a few days."

"I will accompany you." Hou Mo suddenly took Sui Hou Yu's hand and said.

"Aren't you going to participate in the competition?"

"I'm not going."

Following Hou Yu opened his eyes again, he turned his head to look at Hou Mo, his eyes full of incredible.

Knowing that he would definitely not agree, Hou Mo quickly said, "I will never leave you behind for the second time."

Following Hou Yu picked up the phone to look at the calendar, and then estimated in his heart, "If I were to be hospitalized tomorrow, after five treatments, it would be the time when you went abroad, and then you go to the game, myself..."

"I'll be with you!" Hou Mo added persistently.

Coach Wang also felt uncomfortable, but just sat in the driver's seat and did not speak.

Sui Hou Yu stared at Hou Mo for a long while, and finally couldn't control his temper: "Are you **** sick?! Believe it or not, I discounted your leg?"

"Then I will accompany you in a wheelchair."

As Hou Yu wanted to hit someone, but was reluctant to do it to Hou Mo, he could only open the door of the car alone and walked out of the car to kick the curb.

"Fuck! Fuck! It's **** annoying!" He kicked the innocent stone violently, the hair on top of his head, and the coat he was wearing trembled.

The clenched fists and the violent veins all showed his discomfort.

Hou Mo could only follow to get out of the car, hugged him with his arm from behind him and said, "Brother Yu, I thought about it. I will not be delayed. I just want to be with you, in your state. I can't go!"

"Let go!" he yelled irritably.

"If you don't loosen it, I won't loosen it if you kill me, Brother Yu...Don't do this, you're so uncomfortable for me." Hou Mo hugged him like a mangy dog, tightly and refused to let go at all.

He can only hang his head and try to endure his emotions.

Ran Shu was taken away from him by his father again.

He needs to be treated again for tennis.

In fact, being hospitalized was the source of his psychological shadow. He had never told anyone before, and now he had to face it again, but he did not hesitate.

why……

Why does such a thing happen at this juncture?

It seems that everything is embarrassing him.

Everything can crush him.

"Five times." Sui Hou Yu said suddenly, "Return to normal indicators within five treatments, and I will accompany you to go abroad for the game. If it does not return to normal, we will have treatment after the game, and both will be done at the same time..."

"But you will have sequelae after the operation. You will not be able to stand the long flight abroad."

"We set off a day earlier, rested more in the middle, and looked for a connecting flight. I can still bring the book. I will review it when you don't have time for the game, and I won't fall in the college entrance examination, okay?"

Hou Mo was silent for a while, still seeming to hesitate.

After waiting for a while, Hou Yu said, "There is another choice."

"what?"

"Break up."

"..."

Hou Mo took a deep breath, his chest pained.

Hou Mo released Sui Hou Yu, pushed him back in the car, closed the door for him, and said to Coach Wang after getting in the car: "How are you, coach? Let's go directly to the hospital. I will deliver the things that Brother Yu needs for hospitalization in a while Go to the hospital."

"Okay." Coach Wang finished his answer and started the car directly.

Sui Hou Yu was still busy during the day.

In the morning, I was called to the original Fenghua campus, at the hospital at noon, and busy with the game in the afternoon.

In the evening, he was hospitalized in the hospital. After various tests, he went to the emergency department and received the first electroconvulsive treatment that night.

Before entering the operating room, he was still holding a mobile phone in his hand, and sent a message to Su Anyi to understand the situation.

Su Anyi and Sang Xian have been working hard, but unfortunately they still haven't found Ran Shu.

Su Anyi persuaded him to take good care of the treatment and leave the matter to them. All he has to do now is to prepare for the examination, so that the guilt after Ranshuo will be reduced.

Looking at the phone screen with Hou Yu, it's **** good. Every time he turns on the screen saver, he and Ran Shu take a group photo.

It's hard to see every time.

He finally gave the phone to Hou Mo and followed the nurse to the direction of the operating room.

Hou Mo has been following him to the door of the operating room, watching his slender body wearing the hospital gown, he looked so sick, and he felt a little more desolate.

Seeing the door of the operating room closed, Hou Mo's heart also tightened, even a little breathless.

He leaned against the wall to relax for a while before walking back to Sui Hou Yu's ward.

They came in a hurry, and a lot of things needed to be tidyed up. The bed in the room was arranged by a nurse to help them tidy up. Hou Mo prepared slippers, towels and other things in the ward alone.

The ward was cleaned up, and I went to the nurse's station to ask for precautions.

He asked a lot about everything, and the nurse answered patiently. The head nurse looked at him and asked, "Is the patient's family not here?"

"I am a family member."

"Brother?"

"Uh...brother."

"You look like brother."

"He is tender."

Relying on his good memory, Hou Mo remembered all the precautions. After that, he was the only one to accompany him in the ward, and he had to take care of him. It was late at night after the operation, so he could only prepare properly in advance.

Calculating the operation time is almost over, he walked outside the operating room to wait, but he didn't wait for anyone.

This made him a little nervous, and saw medical staff coming out to ask questions.

"Oh, he is being tested in the recovery area. He has to wake up and regain consciousness. The anaesthetic will not be released until he is back."

"Ok, thank you."

He can only wait alone against the corridor wall.

There was a clock on the door of the operating room. He saw that it was 3 o'clock in the morning, but he didn't feel sleepy at all.

With every breath, there is a trace of pain.

The last time he was hospitalized with Hou Yu, he was alone, or just a twelve-year-old boy. Was he scared? Does he feel lonely?

Even if you can take anesthetics, your body feels uncomfortable, right?

Just thinking about it, the door of the operating room was opened and Hou Yu was pushed out.

Hou Mo hurriedly greeted him and asked, "What can I do?"

"The patient's family will help move the patient to the bed later."

"it is good."

Sui Hou Yu is very light, and Hou Mo can move it alone, but in order to move Sui Hou Yu more securely, he still used the method the nurse said.

After Sui Hou Yu lay down, he looked up at the infusion set and then took a look at Sui Hou Yu's state.

Sui Hou Yu seemed a little confused. He could only sit by the bed and help Sui Yu rub his legs and said, "I read the news, Su Anyi said nothing, and Sang Xian didn't send me any more messages. You will go to bed first. Right, I watched it."

He knew what Sui Hou Yu wanted to know.

Sui Hou Yu didn't say anything, just closed his eyes, and didn't know if he was closing his eyes to rest up his mind or trying to fall asleep.

Perhaps it was because You Hou Mo had been by his side, helping him to relieve the numbness on his body, so that he gradually became sleepy, and fell asleep not long after lying on the hospital bed.

Hou Mo hadn't slept, staring at the infusion set, and when the medicine was finished, he rang the call bell, and a nurse came to help pull out the injection.

He stretched out his hand to help Sui Hou Yu turned sideways, and helped Sui Hou Yu rub his back, so that Sui Hou Yu would not be uncomfortable lying on his back for a long time.

After doing this, it was dawn, and he was still not sleepy, so he simply sat in a chair and stared at Sui Hou Yu.

Electroconvulsive therapy will affect the memory in a short period of time, and even cause the patient to be confused during the treatment. What to do with the front foot will be forgotten by the back foot.

Even so, Sui Hou Yu was still thinking about what Ran said.

After waking up the next day, I looked at the phone from time to time or asked Hou Mo.

During this period, Coach Wang would come over during the day and take turns to take care of Hou Yu with Hou Mo, giving Hou Mo a chance to catch up.

In the evening, Su Anyi, Deng Yiheng, Shen Junjing, and Ai Mengtian all came to the hospital to see Sui Hou Yu once. The next two days are weekends, but they all have only one day off, so they can only come and take a look at them during the evening study time.

In the middle of the night, only Hou Mo will be left to look after him again.

Deng Yiheng and Shen Junjing said that they would come to help on Sunday. Hou Mo hesitated for a while and agreed.

These people left before the hospital closed. Hou Mo sent the people away and returned to the ward and stood at the door looking at Sui Hou Yu, still lying in bed with his eyes closed and silent.

He walked over and sat on the side of the bed, reaching out to hold Sui Hou Yu's hand, but he felt Sui Hou Yu's fingers tremble. He seemed to be taken aback. He opened his eyes and saw that he was quiet again.

He finally realized that Sui Hou Yu didn't like hospitals.

After entering the hospital, Sui Hou Yu became depressed.

"Brother Yu, I'm here, I'll be with you." He took Sui Hou Yu's hand and said, as much as possible to comfort him.

"Yeah." Sui Hou Yu replied.

Before the second treatment, Hou Mo accompanied Hou Yu to the door of the operating room as usual.

As Hou Yu was about to enter the operating room, he suddenly turned his head to find Hou Mo, and he hurried over.

As a result, he walked over, but Hou Yu looked at him for a while and seemed to forget what he was going to say.

After thinking for a while, I didn't think of it, and finally just said: "Forget it."

Then went into the operating room.

Hou Mo watched the door of the operating room closed, looked around, found the stairwell and walked in, crouching on the jogging platform, and finally started crying uncontrollably.

He was originally a crying ghost. He had been patient a few days ago. Today, seeing Hou Yu forgetting things, he finally couldn't help crying with distress.

He was the one who played tennis with Hou Yu.

With Hou Yu, you can actually give up tennis.

With Hou Yu, you don’t have to experience these...

Hou Mo wiped away his tears quickly, and if he wanted to work hard to cheer up, he had to take care of Sui Hou Yu.

As a result, he started crying as soon as he got up, and he could only hold the wall with one hand and continue to cry.

I have been strong for a long time, and want to be vulnerable for a while, cry to vent.

He began to rejoice that the wrong choice he made when he was young still has room for reversal.

He was actually lucky. He could meet someone he liked when he was a teenager, start a beautiful relationship, wipe out his youthful hostility, and give him gentleness.

He cherishes this lost and regained friendship, and he also cherishes the person who treats him sincerely.

if it is possible……

He wanted to take all his illnesses and pains on himself, and not let Sui Hou Yu bear them alone.

Facing the wall to relax for a while, he wiped away his tears and walked out again, waiting to come out with Hou Yu.

He wants to be a hero who can overcome obstacles for the person he likes.

In front of that person, he must be calm and strong.

After Hou Yu returned to the ward, the first thing he did after regaining his senses was to look around, and finally looked at Hou Mo.

Hou Mo opened his mouth and didn't say anything after all, but just held Sui Hou Yu's hand.

Sui Hou Yu didn't have much strength, but worked very hard, and then took Hou Mo's hand and clasped tightly.

Following Hou Yu's dignity for a while, his throat finally healed better, and he said the first sentence: "I want to talk about it."

He forgot a lot of things.

The mind is confused.

But... he wanted to narrate it.