How Lucky I Am To Meet You

I went out, bought some food and came back, and started to clean up the kitchen and prepare to cook.

She has not contacted Tan Fenglei since receiving the news. She wrote the phone number on a paper, and it was stored in the mezzanine of the bag, but she didn't think it necessary to call him.

Since he came back to let people bring news, Tan Fenglei must go home.

If you have anything, just come back and say it.

Actually there is nothing to say.

Northerners mainly eat noodles, especially men in the north.

Xiao Meiqin kneaded the noodles and began to steam the buns and steamed buns.

After a long time, after waiting for her to wake up, she returned to the bedroom and pulled out her clothes from the closet.

This dress is a few years old, but I haven't worn it a few times. It looks very new.

Xiao Meiqin walked to the mirror, trying to tidy up her hair, and found that a thick layer of dust had accumulated on the mirror, which was blurry like a bronze mirror used by ancients on TV.

Also, let's not say that she has been away for so long. When she was in this house before, she was in no mood to look in the mirror.

Xiao Meiqin took a rag, wiped the mirror carefully, and cleaned the room again.

When it was almost time, the noodles woke up, and she went back to the kitchen again, and began to knead steamed buns and buns.

She didn't do much, so she only had one meal for two people. In the end, there was a small pile of noodles, and she was in a daze for the noodles.

Finally, I turned back to the living room, took the bag that was thrown on the chair, and according to the plan, took out a small paper bag from the mezzanine of the bag.

The paper with the phone number written on it was also rubbed out. Xiao Meiqin looked at the paper and put it on the table.

Wait until the meal is ready. If you haven't come back, just make a call.

Xiao Meiqin returned to the kitchen with the paper bag, poured the pills inside on the chopping board, and counted one by one.

She didn't know how much medicine was appropriate. When she went to the drugstore to buy it, the doctor would only give it a little at a time, and she also told her to take at most one and a half pills at a time.

But she suddenly reacted to half of the count. If she wanted to take the medicine to live, of course she had to follow the dose, but she had to take the medicine to die, naturally the more the better.

Xiao Meiqin lifted the cutting board, poured all the pills into a small bowl, and then smashed them with force.

It wasn't until the pestle became powder that she sprinkled it in the rest of the filling like a seasoning.

Then she paused again.

What should I do if I can't eat so many steamed buns and the dose is not enough.

So try to concentrate, just pack two.

Xiao Meiqin rolled the dough of the two buns to a large extent, and stuffed the rest of the stuffing in.

In this way, you don't even need to make special signs, and you can separate them by the head.

Tan You went around the alley a few times. In the past two years, she figured out where a new store was opened, where the old store has changed owners, and where the walls have been refurbished.

This alley entrance is the only way to her house. Xiao Meiqin has been back for a while now, and she is waiting to see if Tan Fenglei will appear.

If he dared to show up again, Tan You would dare to use the morning method to treat him again, and this time, he must cause substantial physical damage.

She knew that she had this strength, and the power that burst out when people had to do it was unexpected.

It's been a long time to stroll, and the result is gratifying.

If Xiao Meiqin didn't contact Tan Fenglei for the first time, or the two of them couldn't get in touch anymore, then it would be easier to solve the problem behind.

Tan You turned around again, spit out the dull chewing gum into the trash can and started walking back.

Along the way, there were few people in the alley, and Tan You didn't even have to say hello.

When I got back downstairs, the windows were open, the lights were on, and the bedroom and living room were on.

It was not dark yet, but the light in the room was dim, and it was already a dusk scene.

Tan You sorted out his clothes and hurried upstairs, pretending that he was just coming back.

Without touching the key, he knocked directly on the door.

When Xiao Meiqin heard the knock on the door, she was checking whether the buns were steamed well.

The sound of Wudi made her hand touch the edge of the pot, which was so hot.

While pinching her earlobe, she replied: "Here."

But in fact, she didn't rush to open the door. When she walked to the living room, she found that she hadn't changed her clothes.

Since it was a good plan, there must be no less than one step. Xiao Meiqin hurriedly went to the bedroom and began to wear that dress.

For too many years, she seems to have become lower, and the bones of her shoulders seem to have narrowed. This dress is worn on her, except for the fat on her belly, everything else is hanging empty.

Xiao Meiqin sighed long, tears welled up in her eyes.

She thought she had forgotten, but only now found out that she remembered it clearly.

She remembered that young self, very busy, but always smiling.

She remembered the young Tan Fenglei who was thin, tall and handsome. On their wedding anniversary, they bought this dress and said to her anxiously: "I won't pick it. You can see if you can wear it. If you can't wear it, I will return it and exchange it for you..."

She remembered those ordinary but beautiful days, because in the following ten years, she thoroughly experienced what it means to be pain and suffering.

Okay, okay, everything is over.

Tan You and Tan Qi are both grown up, they are at the age to start their own family, they should lead a normal life.

She wanted to see what the person Tan You was looking for, and wanted to check for her, but after thinking about it, she understood that she had any face to check for others.

She wanted to see what kind of job Tan Qi would look for. Tan Qi was sweet and handsome, so she should not worry about finding a girlfriend. But when we get married, can we earn a house and car, can we get the woman to agree...

That's it, Xiao Meiqin shook her head and wiped away the tears.

Worrying is not fun. Without them, these two children have been harming the children, these two children will live well no matter what.

She pulled the zipper and walked out of the house.

Slowly passed the living room and slowly reached the door.

When opening the door, she lowered her head until she called "Mom" outside the door, and Xiao Meiqin shook her whole body before reacting.

The person in front of her was not Tan Fenglei who she was waiting for, but Tan You.

Xiao Meiqin frowned, raised her voice and asked her: "Why are you back!"

"You ran back, can I not come back?" Tan You glanced at her, opened the door wide, rubbed his shoulders and squeezed into the room. "If you come back and don't tell me, can I rest assured?"

"I told you," Xiao Meiqin's plan was interrupted, her mind was confused, "you won't let me come back."

"Yes, I won't let you come back." Tan You took a look around in the house, made sure there was no one in the house, and heaved a sigh of relief, "I am coming back this time to catch you back."

"What do you do at work?" Xiao Meiqin asked off the point.

"Where you go to work is important." Tan You said, "If you don't settle down well, I'm not in the mood to go to work."

"What is a bad settlement? How many years have I been here?" Xiao Meiqin paced back and forth in a small area in the living room, not knowing what to do.

Tan You entered the kitchen: "You are steaming buns... and buns? It's cooked."

Xiao Meiqin suddenly became nervous, walked quickly to the kitchen, and shouted: "Don't move!"

"What's the matter?" Tan You turned his head to look at her and pointed to the pot, "It's cooked."

"Let you not move without moving!" Xiao Meiqin said fiercely, "Get out!"

"What's the situation?" Tan You frowned and moved to the door of the kitchen, watching Xiao Meiqin turn off the fire, and pour all the steamed buns in the pot on the case.

The steam is steaming, not to mention, the smell is really hungry.

But Xiao Meiqin was standing in front of the chopping board, staring at the steamed buns, not telling her to eat or not to eat.

No matter how complicated the family situation is, there are times when Xiao Meiqin is in the mood to cook for them, or when he forgot to pay them for meals, but never when he does not let them eat.

Tan You leaned at the door frame and looked at her, thinking about all the possible and impossible.

She is very familiar with her mother, even if they have not been in a good relationship because of the endless quarrels over the years, but also because of these endless quarrels, she is very aware of the various emotions of this person.

Xiao Meiqin is afraid, restless, apprehensive, and at a loss...

She didn't even dare to look at Tan You's eyes, she just stood there blankly, her palms on the countertop, and the edges and corners of the cement were tight.

Tan You paused, walked to the sink and washed his hands, then walked quickly over, took a bun and said, "I've been in the car for a long time, so I'm very hungry..."

Before the steamed bun was brought to her mouth, Xiao Meiqin slapped her face. It was very fast and strong. Tan You felt for a moment that the slap was about to slap her face, which could knock her deaf in one ear. Kind.

She took a step back unconsciously, but the slap was actually directed towards the bun in her hand. Tan You’s fingertips were hit, numb and painful, and the bun fell to the ground and rolled. The circle stopped dirty in the corner.

"What are you doing!" Tan You raised his voice, "What do you mean, mom! I can't eat the food you cooked for Tan Fenglei, right?"

Xiao Meiqin said nothing, lowered her head, her fingers tightly clenched.

Tan You continued to irritate her: "Did he give you a meal for so many years! Every time you can't mix up and ask you for money for food, you have to **** up the blood of the other three people in this family!" I don’t understand! Why are you coming back!"

I wanted to swindle some news, but once I started talking, I would get more angry. Tan You slapped it on the table with a slap on the table. There were dishes next to it. It shook. Tan You roared: Why do you want to come back! Haven't such days been enough! Do you still think that people like Tan Fenglei can change their minds! If he has a little conscience to find out, he won't make this house like this! He won't leave the orphans and widows behind Go and continue gambling! Don't let his creditors come and smash this house every holiday!"

Tan You kicked to the cabinet, feeling that he was probably crazy, so he couldn't control his emotions like this: "You still remember his previous okay?"

Tan You pointed to Xiao Meiqin's clothes and said something heartbreaking: "Are you still thinking about reuniting with him after a long time wearing the clothes he gave? Mom! What are you dreaming about! That Tan Fenglei died early! From him? It died the moment I got over the gaming table!!! What is left now is a vampire! It's a **** vampire!!!"

"Enough!" Xiao Meiqin yelled, raising his hand and waving all the steamed buns on the case to the ground, "Enough! Enough!"

Her body was trembling, tears continued to flow down her cheeks, and all the white and fat steamed buns rolled on the ground in a mess.

Xiao Meiqin stepped on those steamed buns, and it quickly became pulpy.

There was water on the ground, Xiao Meiqin staggered, and Tan You ran to support her.

Xiao Meiqin did not shake her hand away, she grasped Tan You's arm tightly, and Tan You gritted her teeth in pain.

That place was the place Tan Fenglei had caught when he was dying in the morning.

"Mom..." Tan You calmed down, and she began to calm Xiao Meiqin's emotions, "Mom, all right, all right..."

As soon as Xiao Meiqin lifted her foot, she kicked a bun beside Tan You's feet into the air.

Tan You suddenly wanted to laugh: "Mom, what do you mean, do you not cook for Tan Fenglei in the future?"

Xiao Meiqin didn't speak. When Tan You looked down at her, she noticed that her teeth were clenched, and fine sweat was leaking from her forehead.

She was so scared that her heart jumped violently. Tan You helped her body and tried to pull her out of the kitchen: "Mom, what's wrong with you? Is something uncomfortable? Don't be angry, don't be angry, it's all my fault , I just roared impulsively, don't think about it, don't think about it..."

A thin woman, who would be very heavy, Tan You didn't dare to exert too much energy for fear of hurting her, so she could only coax her little by little while watching people's reactions.

Xiao Meiqin's body trembled for a long time before finally responding to her words: "You are right."

Tan You said a lot just now, and she was stunned, not knowing what Xiao Meiqin said.

"You're right..." Xiao Meiqin began to repeat again, chanting many times.

"Mom, shall we go out and sit for a while?" Tan You said to her, "I'm thirsty and want to drink some water."

Xiao Meiqin finally moved. Tan You took her arm and put her back, finally took her out of the kitchen and sat on the sofa in the living room.

At this time, Tan You discovered that the house was quite clean and had taken a serious rest.

If you calculate carefully, when Xiao Meiqin goes home, she has to clean up the house and cook, almost without stopping.

Such non-stop, in fact, is not Xiao Meiqin's style.

Tan You poured two glasses of water over, and forced one into Xiao Meiqin's hands, looked at her, and asked her to take two sips.

Xiao Meiqin leaned on the sofa and looked up at the ceiling. After a while, her body finally relaxed, but her tears began to flow again, sliding down from the auricle, wet a piece of sofa.

Tan You lowered his head, not daring to look again.

This is the scene she caused. If it weren't for her emotional loss just now, Xiao Meiqin is still happily waiting for Tan Fenglei to come back to eat buns.

By the way, Baozi.

Tan You brought up the most terrible conjecture, and she asked Xiao Meiqin directly: "Mom, what are you just planning to do?"

Xiao Meiqin was finally able to answer her normally. She said, "What is it for?"

"Just now, before I came back, what were you going to do?" Tan You asked.

"Did I just stop talking?" Xiao Meiqin's voice was very small, "Enough, enough."

Tan You didn't speak, Xiao Meiqin began to say, "Enough is enough, the debt can no longer be owed, you can no longer pay the debt, I can no longer..."

Xiao Meiqin paused: "Enough to live, your dad and I should live enough."

Tan You stood up abruptly: "Did you add medicine to the bun?"

Xiao Meiqin did not answer, but did not refute either. She kept that position, still crying.

Tan You was so shocked that she couldn't help herself, she asked again: "Mom, have you drugged the buns?"

Xiao Meiqin closed her eyes.

Tan You shouted: "Mom what do you think! What are you going to do? You poisoned Tan Fenglei and then you went to jail?"

"No." Tan You grabbed her wrist, "Are you planning to die with him? Are you planning to die with him?"

Xiao Meiqin tilted her head, just crying.

Tan You was really scared. Xiao Meiqin mentioned death many times during the quarrel, but she did not see her put it into action.

This time, being able to sneak back from Orange City to Gu City alone is the most amazing thing Xiao Meiqin has ever done in her life. Tan You never expected that she could do this kind of thing, but she was actually holding back. Such a big trick.

Killing and committing suicide were the same as the culprit who made her life miserable. Tan You never knew that her mother had such courage.

She felt her heart trembling. This was a kind of fear that cut into her bones. Although many times, she felt it was not pleasant to get along with Xiao Meiqin, but she couldn't imagine what would happen if this person completely disappeared in her life.

This is her mother, the only elder she can rely on. This reliance, at her age, is not money or living ability, but it must be less.

Those things that have been dependent from the embryonic period gradually grow into the sense organs deep into the bone marrow. Tan You can't be sure, after leaving this one, she will be able to find the next one in her life.

The harbor, even if it is not a calm harbor, even if it is a dilapidated harbor, is the only place where you can anchor.

Tan You clenched Xiao Meiqin's wrist, the tighter he clenched, his voice trembling: "Mom, you can't die, can you hear it? You can't die..."

Xiao Meiqin murmured: "What is the use for me to live? What is the use for me besides burdening you..."

"Why are you useless?" Tan You choked uncomfortably. "When you were in Orange City, didn't I have a home? I can go home to eat, go home to sleep, and I can lie down when I'm tired. At home, lie motionless for a day..."

"Mom, I live alone and live very hard. I move and move every day. I have a lot of things to be busy every day, but I feel like I was wasting time. I feel that after so many years, I have not done anything. ..."

"We made you so bitter." Xiao Meiqin said, "It's fine if it's gone..."

"No, it's not." Tan You said, "I don't need you to do this anymore, Mom, I've taken care of everything."

Xiao Meiqin opened her eyes, looking at her with bloodshot eyes.

Tan You did not intend to tell her this soon, but now Xiao Meiqin has the heart to find death. She feels that it is time to turn everyone's minds around and start to make the right decision: "Tan Fenglei will not appear again. Now, we have nothing to do with him, and debt collectors will never come back. We leave Gucheng and go to Orange City this time, or which city you want to go to. We make a new home and never have to come back. ."

Xiao Meiqin did not refute her this time, only asked her: "How did you deal with it?"

Tan You twitched his lips: "Don't worry, it's within the law."

Xiao Meiqin didn't speak any more. After a while, she looked at Tan You, "Is it really not coming back?"

"I won't come back, where is not alive." Tan You replied.

"Is it really necessary not to come back?" Xiao Meiqin asked again.

The key point is "Yes." Tan You looked at her very seriously: "I really don’t need to come back. I will take care of everything. No one will come to collect debts, there will be no harassing calls, and no one will drop at midnight. The door, no one will enter the house and throw things..."

"Okay, okay..." Xiao Meiqin murmured, her expression in a daze, a little ignorant, "I listen to you, listen to you."

"Yes." Tan You stared into her eyes and said, "Listening to me is the greatest help to me. I can solve these problems. As long as you listen to me and trust me from the bottom of your heart, I am no longer a child. Up."

"Yes, it's not a kid anymore." Xiao Meiqin looked at her, and suddenly raised her hand to touch her cheek, "I'm grown up."

"Yes, grown up." Tan You smiled.

Xiao Meiqin also laughed, smiling with her crying eyes, making Tan You feel like a blunt saw in her heart.

After the talk, Xiao Meiqin said she was tired.

Tan You was afraid that she might have something to hide, so he just dragged her to say something for a long time, and observed her performance, and confirmed that she was really tired. Then she followed her into the bedroom, sat on the side of the bed, and watched She fell asleep.

With steady breathing, not a rhythm that can be pretended, Tan You got up and left the bedroom.

The door didn't dare to close, it opened wide to prevent an emergency.

In fact, she is also very tired, physically tired, and highly excited. After this kind of excitement, she will fall into depression and depression.

Tan You sat on the sofa in the living room, tired and hungry, unable to sleep and having nothing to eat.

She took out her mobile phone, wanted to order a takeaway, and suddenly remembered the buns in the kitchen.

Suddenly standing up, Tan You rushed into the kitchen. The steamed buns and steamed buns were still scattered on the ground. Tan You suddenly fell into thinking about how to deal with these things.

She didn't know whether everyone was drugged or just which ones were drugged.

She didn't know what kind of medicine she was taking. Since Xiao Meiqin had even gotten the medicine that could kill people, Tan You had every reason to suspect that it was all kinds of terrible medicine.

You can't just pick it up and throw it out in a trash bag, in case it gets picked up by a tramp... even if there is no tramp, a stray cat or dog should not be poisoned to death.

Tan You knelt down, looked at the things on the ground, thought for a while, and finally got an idea.

She went to find several plastic bags and put them layer by layer on her hands, and then took all these steamed buns to the toilet, facing the toilet drain, bit by bit, broken and thrown in.

Throw it for a while, rinse it again, throw it for a while, rinse it again.

When all was done, Tan You got up from the ground with numb legs and feet, feeling full, and didn't want to eat at all.

She returned to the living room. She couldn't watch the TV, and the mobile phone could only use data.

So he played the small game mechanically over and over again, until the sky darkened and Xiao Meiqin woke up.

From the moment she opened her eyes, Tan You carefully observed her state of expression. What surprised her was that Xiao Meiqin was in very good condition, better than ever.

I don't know if it is her illusion. Tan You feels that her eyes are now bright, and people are not so rickety anymore, just as if a dream has passed, she becomes resolute and determined.

Tan You faintly felt that this was good news, but because of the abnormality of the previous day, she was not so sure about the result.

So you can only stay in step with it.

The two went out for dinner, and then returned home. Tan You slept next to Xiao Meiqin for the first time in so many years. She was afraid that she was too sleepy and sleepy too much in the past two days, so she just played on her mobile phone until late at night. I stopped the vibrating alarm clock and forced myself to get up intermittently.

After tossing about it all night, Xiao Meiqin was asleep most of the time, but occasionally awoke, she would like to say: "Go to sleep."

It wasn't until the next morning that Tan Youyue's friend Xiaohe who accompanied her on errands came over, and she relaxed her nerves.

He pulled Xiaohe aside, told him clearly, and then asked him to accompany Xiao Meiqin out to buy vegetables. Tan You took advantage of these twenty minutes, fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow, and fell asleep.

This day has been very long. Tan You has roughly finished all the things he wants to do in Gushi. Finally, in the evening, he booked a ticket back to Orange City the next day.

She had to stay for a few more days, and she was afraid that she would be so sleepy that she would faint if she staggered.

Tan Fenglei didn't show up again. Tan You used someone else's cell phone to call the landline. When looking for Lao Feng again, the person who answered the phone said that Lao Feng was no longer here.

The night was very quiet. Tan You relaxed a little and slept a little longer. When he opened his eyes early in the morning, Xiao Meiqin was in normal condition and the whole house was in normal condition.

Tan You jumped out of the bed and started packing things without washing: "Mom, take everything you want with you, take the important ones, clothes, etc., I'll buy you new ones..."

"That's nothing to take," Xiao Meiqin said, "There is nothing valuable in this family."

"Take some memorial." Tan You walked to her and Tan Qi's house, "I have a photo album that I have to get. You can find your own."

Xiao Meiqin began to open the cabinet and flip through it. Tan You just opened the cardboard box in the room when the phone rang.

At this time, when she didn't have a call to wait, the ringtone was like a horror omen.

Tan You suddenly became nervous. When he took out his mobile phone, he muttered silently in his heart.

But the result disappointed her, probably to punish her for throwing down a good girl who had to renew her for a lifetime. In the past few days, Xing Jiaxin has not sent a message to her, nor will a phone call come in.

The number displayed on the phone now, she didn't save her name, but she was familiar with it. After a little thought, she knew it was...

Uncle's.

Tan You's whole body tightened suddenly.

She slid the phone away with her fingers stiffly, and after slid several times before connecting, she said dryly: "Hello."

No one called.

They didn't care about her name, and hurriedly shouted at her: "Tan You, Tan You! Are you still in Gushi!"

Tan You wanted to say that she was not there. Before she could answer, the second uncle continued shouting: "Tan You, come to the People's Hospital, your father is rescued, come on!"

Tan You was beaten by the news, she froze in place, not knowing what to do or what to say.

The second uncle was so anxious that he cried out: "Tan You! He is your father anyway! He is very dangerous now, come on!"

Tan You heard himself say coldly: "He has nothing to do with me."

"It's not the time to be stunned!" The second uncle shouted, "People's Hospital! Call me when you are here, I don't have time to tell you now!"

The phone was hung up, Xiao Meiqin came to the door of the room and asked her, "What's wrong?"

"Nothing." Tan You replied abruptly, and then quickly bent down and churn in the cardboard box.

She didn't know what she was turning over, her head was so messed up, all she knew was that she couldn't tell Xiao Meiqin, she couldn't destroy the result of her hard work, and couldn't let their future fall into a bottomless abyss again.

Xiao Meiqin looked at her, and after a while, said, "I have a while."

After speaking, she didn't ask any more questions, and turned back to the master bedroom, which was really different from before.

Tan You stopped the flipping motion, his hands and feet were soft, and he fell to the ground.

The dust from the cartons floated in the sunlit air, small and large, like microbes and stars.

Tan You didn't know what to do, so she counted the dust drop by drop.

I don’t know how long it took, Xiao Meiqin appeared at the door again and asked her: "Have you found the album?"

Tan You turned his head abruptly, then looked down at his empty hand: "Ah, I didn't find it."

"I remember there might be a box on the closet." Xiao Meiqin walked into the side lying, ready to help her find it.

Tan You raised his hand, trying to stop her: "No, it doesn't matter if I don't look for it."

Xiao Meiqin looked at her, but Tan You didn't dare to look directly at those eyes and turned his gaze.

At this moment, her cell phone rang again.

Tan You took out and glanced at the phone number of his second uncle.

She directly hung up, then got up and walked out: "Let's go, or we won't catch the plane."

Then the next moment, she heard Xiao Meiqin's phone ring.

Xiao Meiqin's cell phone was in the master bedroom. Tan You didn't wait for her to react, so he rushed over and grabbed the cell phone.

Sure enough, it was still that number.

Xiao Meiqin walked quickly to the bedroom, frowned and asked her: "What's the matter?"

Tan You hung up the phone in a panic. In order to prevent him from calling Xiao Meiqin again, he simply dialed it with his mobile phone.

She pressed the phone close to her ear and walked out quickly, for fear that Xiao Meiqin would hear it. But just passing by Xiao Meiqin, the call was connected.

Tan You didn't speak, her steps stopped.

The second uncle's voice was rough and choked. He opened the door and said straightforwardly: "Tan You, your father is gone."

☆Chapter 77

Tan Qi was taking a nap when he received the news.

He was a little unbelievable, as if seeing that message happened in a dream.

After being dumbfounded in bed for a long time, he mobilized his facial features and brain, and called Tan You.

When the phone rang for the first time and no one answered it, Tan Qi jumped from the upper bunk and almost fell to the ground.

Xiao Hei was tapping at the computer while hiding in the curtain. Hearing this sound, he opened the curtain and asked him slowly: "What's wrong with you?"

Tan Qi stared at him blankly, and quickly saw through his round spectacle lens.

Tan Qi wanted to answer him, but felt that the news could not be said first. He shook his cell phone and started to make a second call to Tan You, then raised his hand to the little underworld and said, "You wait, wait a minute."

Xiao Hei waited for him steadily.

Halfway through the ring this time, the phone was finally connected. Tan You gave a "hello". Tan Qi knew when she heard her tone that half of the matter was true.

"Xiaohe sent me a message saying..."

Tan Qi paused. Before he could finish speaking, Tan You answered him: "It's true."

Many unspeakable emotions surged into Tan Qi's chest in an instant, and he couldn't find a reason or a suitable word to describe it.

Too complicated leads to a blank instead.

He froze there for a few seconds, then asked: "Sister, where are you now?"

"In the hospital." Tan You replied.

"I'll buy a ticket and go back now." Tan Qi said.

"Okay." Tan You hung up.

Xiao Hei was still staring at Tan Qi. Tan Qi looked at him and said in a daze, "My dad is dead."

Xiao Hei frowned, and stood up a little at a loss, trying to comfort him: "Tan Qi, you..."

"My dad is dead." Tan Qi said again, this time everyone can hear the excitement in his tone.

Xiao Hei's comforting words were stuck in his throat, completely stunned.

Tan Qi turned around and pulled out the suitcase stuffed in the closet: "I have to go back for a few days. I don't know the specific number of days. You can ask for a leave of absence from the class guide and tell me during class..."

"Good." Xiao Hei replied in a daze.

"You don't need to take clothes..." Tan Qi paused and said to himself, "Do you want to take clothes? Or take two. They have to change and wash. If they need any clothes for any process, it shouldn't be. I am ready now..."

Xiao Hei kept looking at his back until Tan Qi quickly packed his luggage and turned around: "Ah! My ticket, let me see it!"

Quickly sliding his finger on the phone, Tan Qi murmured: "I hope there is a nearby flight......"

"I'll help you see it." Xiao Hei is the omnipotent little hacker in their dormitory, but there is nothing he is not good at about computers.

"Okay." Tan Qi simply put down the phone, "You can check it for me."

The little black finger knocked on the keyboard, crackling, and quickly said: "There is a flight in two hours, you are coming out now..."

Then he paused. He saw Tan Qi's eyes flushed with a pool of water, and then he fell off the moment he looked over.

"Can you make it in time?" Tan Qi didn't seem to find himself crying, his tone calm.

"This will make the road to the airport not get stuck in time." The little underworld said.

"Okay." Tan Qi pulled the suitcase and walked out.

"Hey, Tan Qi." Xiao Hei stopped him, and paused, "Don't worry, you can ease your emotions. If you are anxious, you will easily get into trouble..."

"I'm not in a hurry." Tan Qi looked at him, smiled, and immediately objected, "No, I am in a hurry. I really need to slow down my emotions, I'm too excited."

I am so excited……

Dad was too excited when he died?

Xiao Hei didn't know what to say, so he could only stare at him blankly.

Tan Qi suddenly turned around and couldn't take two steps, raised his hand and patted twice on his shoulder: "I take a breath, huh...ha...huh...ha..."

"Okay." Tan Qi returned to the original position, pulled the suitcase and went out, "get it off."

But in fact, it took only half a minute. When Tan Qi pulled the suitcase to the stairs, the moment he lifted the suitcase, he was excited again when he thought that Tan Fenglei was dead.

This kind of excitement made him feel cold-blooded, but he couldn't control his instinctive emotions.

In the process of his growth, and in the memory of his self-consciousness, Tan Fenglei has always been the burden of this family, the devil of this family, and the source of his life completely different from other classmates.

When he was young, he was weak and didn't dare to think, so he could only hide as far as possible. Later, he grew up, with strong muscles and careful thinking, so he thought about it more than once to completely solve Tan Fenglei.

He thought of many ways, bright and dark, cruel and violent, unconsciously chronic... Whenever he saw relevant content, he would think of Tan Fenglei.

That's why he finally had the ability to resist that time before the New Year, he dared to roar out loudly, beat back loudly, dared to tear all the peace of chaos apart, and wanted to see a new sight.

But it was precisely because of this chaotic peace, this chaotic peace maintained by his mother and sister, that he could not go any further and do excessive things.

Excessive? Tan Qi didn't think it was too much.

Now, suddenly, without warning, everything is over.

No matter how many things remain to be dealt with, how many unknown situations will occur, Tan Qi feels that everything is over.

Everything that this family controlled, everything that this family suffered, all the sources of unhappiness, all the suppressed desires, and the inequality that cannot be said is over.

His current mood cannot be said to be happy, because the word happy is too monotonous and superficial.

He feels the wind is blowing under his feet and feels