Human Greed

Su Yi turned her head slightly and looked at Xu Ruoxing. Her heart softened because of Xu Ruoxing's words, and her tense nerves also relaxed a little. Xu Ruoxing took her hand and said, "It's okay, Su Yi."

Clenching both hands tightly, warmth covered the back of Su Yi's hand and spread into her heart.

It's okay Su Yi.

Su Yi, it's not your fault.

Su Yi, you are just sick and will be cured.

Su Yi lowered her eyes, looked at the two hands holding each other, nodded, and replied softly: "Well, it's okay."

she will be fine.

It will be fine.

Su Yi showed off her face with a calm expression. Xu Ruoxing patted her hand and sat beside her for dinner. After the meal Xu Ruoxing said: "Grandma said you were naughty when you were young?"

The last time I went to grandma's house, Su Yi didn't think that she would remember it, she was embarrassed for a few seconds, and asked, "Weren't you naughty when you were young?"

Xu Ruoxing said, "Not as skinny as you." She blinked, "I don't climb trees."

Being carried down from the tree by someone is cute enough to imagine, Su Yi pursed her lips and said, "That was when I was a child."

Xu Ruoxing nodded: "It must be more than this, right? What else?"

Su Yi just wanted to tell her that she was gone, but when he thought about what happened when he was a child, he couldn't help but smiled and said, "I even plucked grandma's flowers."

It's not something Su Yi can do at all, Xu Ruoxing is very patient: "How did you pull it out?"

Su Yi said: "I didn't know it when I was a child, and it didn't bloom. I thought it was a grass, so I pulled it out."

After pulling it out, she still didn't forget to ask the grandma who just got off work to ask for credit. The angry grandma almost didn't turn over. She thought of those things with a smile on her face and soft eyes. Appear real.

Soft, longing for warmth, a little happiness can be remembered for a long time.

Xu Ruoxing took Su Yi's hand distressedly, and asked, "What else?"

The light from the dining room shone on them, Su Yi was led by Xu Ruoxing to talk about many things about her childhood, and after she finished speaking, she asked Xu Ruoxing, Xu Ruoxing really didn't remember two things about her childhood, her memory is not as good as Su Yi's.

Or maybe it's not because of a bad memory, it's just that when she was a child, she was plain and happy. Su Yi is different from her, and the pain she suffered afterwards is what sets off the happiness of her childhood, which is especially precious.

That's why I never forget it.

On the way back, Xu Ruoxing and Su Yi also went to a famous night spot nearby, surrounded by crowded crowds, Xu Ruoxing took Su Yi to walk in the crowd, there were many office workers, so it didn’t seem out of place, Su Yi kept holding Xu Ruoxing’s hand tightly, buying coffee When Xu Ruoxing received a call from Pei Yiran, she said to Su Yi, "Wait for a while."

Pei Yiran had just returned to China, and when she landed, she was notified by Xu Ruoxing's assistant that she had no idea of ​​leaving get off work, so she immediately contacted Xu Ruoxing.

Xu Ruoxing was standing by the window, and Su Yi was queuing up. She heard Pei Yiran ask, "Mr. Xu, what do you need from me?"

"Mom." Xu Ruoxing said, "Are you busy recently?"

Pei Yiran paused, feeling inexplicable, Xu Ruoxing shouldn't be greeting her, Pei Yiran asked: "Is something wrong with the company?"

Xu Ruoxing didn't hide it, and said directly: "Recently, Xiuzhan may have an accident."

Pei still thought for a few seconds: "Recently there is a lawsuit coming to me, which is more complicated, so I will push it down first."

After all, she is s.x's consultant, and she must first consider s.x's interests. Xu Ruoxing didn't hide it: "I will send you the detailed information when I get back."

Pei Yiran said, "Okay."

She typed on the keyboard, and there was a crackling sound. Behind Xu Ruoxing was Su Yi who had bought coffee, standing a few meters away. Xu Ruoxing looked at her, and suddenly said, "Mom."

Pei Yiran stopped typing on the keyboard, and hummed in confusion.

Xu Ruoxing asked: "Su Yi she—she received psychological counseling in school, do you know?"

She guessed that Pei Yiran knew that Su Yi first appeared in junior high school, and Pei Yiran had no reason not to know. Sure enough, Pei Yiran closed the computer and asked: "What's wrong?" She frowned: "What happened to Su Yi?"

Xu Ruoxing said, "Why did she receive psychological counseling for the first time?"

Pei Yiran was very silent on the other end, and said: "Su Changhe and I often quarrel." Strictly speaking, we quarrel every time we meet, at home, in the law firm, and in front of Su Yi, every time we quarrel. , Su Changhe would slam the door and leave. When Su Yi was a child, she had a stress reaction to closing the door, but it was not serious. She said after a few seconds: "The first time I received psychological counseling was because I saw her father cheating."

In front of her, in their wedding room, Su Yi didn't go to school that day and stayed at home because of a cold. When she heard something, she thought it was her coming home, and rushed to the bedroom. Su Chang and another woman—Su Chang He scolded her severely, kicked her out of the room, and closed the door.

At that time, something was obviously wrong with Su Yi, but she didn't notice it. It was the school teacher who informed her. Pei Yiran asked, "What happened to Su Yi?"

Xu Ruoxing said: "It's okay." She thought about it for a while and still didn't hide it: "There is a little psychological problem."

Pei was still silent for a while: "Do you need my help to contact the doctor?"

Xu Ruoxing said: "No, I will arrange a doctor."

Pei still didn't speak anymore, Xu Ruoxing put away her phone, turned to look for Su Yi, she was standing under the tree, the warm wind was blowing gently, making her hair messy, Xu Ruoxing walked to her, Su Yi handed her coffee, asked : "The company's phone number?"

Xu Ruoxing confessed: "Your mother's phone number."

Su Yi pinched the coffee cup, and when she heard this word, her heart shrank a bit, there was nothing unusual, Xu Ruoxing looked at her, and remembered Su Yi after amnesia, the first time she knew that she answered Pei Yiran's call, she was excited, He asked her nervously, "Are you asking about me?"

At that time, she still had expectations for Pei Yiran.

Unlike now, there is only meaninglessness left.

Su Yi said: "Because of the company?"

Xu Ruoxing nodded: "Yeah." She lowered her head: "I also told you, I told her."

Su Yi squeezed the cup tightly, and didn't blame Xu Ruoxing for telling Pei Yiran these things, but just said lightly: "Oh."

She turned her head, sipped her coffee, and said, "Let's go home."

Standing beside her, Xu Ruoxing took a sip of coffee, which tasted very bitter.

After arriving home, Xu Ruoxing was still busy with business, so Su Yi went to take a shower first, and when she came out, she saw Xu Ruoxing had a video call with someone else, presumably discussing business, before she approached, she heard Pei Yiran's voice from the computer, she stopped, looked Looking at Xu Ruoxing, he turned his head and went back to the room.

Xu Ruoxing looked up at her, held the mouse on the mouse, said something to Pei Yiran and hung up the video.

Back in the room, Su Yi was sitting in front of the dressing table. Her hair was half wet and scattered behind her. The ends of her hair dangled into Xu Ruoxing's heart. Xu Ruoxing walked up to her, lowered his head and asked, "Su Yi, are you angry?"

Su Yi raised his head slightly, his pupils were pale and his eyes were clear, and said, "No."

Xu Ruoxing said, "You're just angry."

"I'm angry and I told your mother about your illness."

Su Yi put down the comb, refused to speak, kept silent, Xu Ruoxing squatted down and said, "Su Yi, you and..."

"I don't want her to know." Su Yi opened her mouth and said, "I'm not angry with you, I'm angry with me. Why am I so dishonest?"

Xu Ruoxing said: "Su Yi, being sick is not a disappointment."

"It's just that I don't live up to it." Su Yi's voice choked slightly: "I just don't live up to it. Since I was a child, they don't love me or love me, but I still want to behave better, maybe they will like me, I work hard First in the exam, I am the most obedient child in the eyes of the teacher, I don’t let them worry, but they still don’t like me.”

Su Yi said: "I don't live up to it. I obviously can't care about them. I can be like a normal person, pretending that I don't have parents. Without them, I can live a good life. I have always been like this..."

Xu Ruoxing's heart shook slightly, and he was speechless.

She thought that because of family reasons, Su Yi disguised herself with indifference and put up a high defense, but she didn't expect the truth to be so cruel. Su Yi just wanted to make herself look decent.

Xu Ruoxing squatted in front of Su Yi, stretched out his arms to hug her, and said, "I'm sorry."

Su Yi burst into tears, and she said, "Don't apologize."

"You're right," she said.

Xu Ruoxing said: "I told your mother without discussing it with you, I'm sorry."

Su Yi held back for a few seconds: "It's not your problem."

"It's my problem." Xu Ruoxing said: "I also make mistakes, you can be unhappy, you can be angry, you can even get angry at me, these are your rights, but don't think that being sick is because you don't live up to expectations."

Su Yi was silent.

Xu Ruoxing said: "You are very upbeat."

She looked serious, her eyes were full of emotion, she couldn't hide her love for her, Su Yi blinked, her eyes were red, she looked at Xu Ruoxing, and murmured, "Am I very proud?"

Xu Ruoxing nodded, with a very positive tone: "Well, you are very upbeat, especially..."

Before she finished speaking, Su Yi held her face in both hands, bowed her head and kissed Xu Ruoxing. Xu Ruoxing was in a squatting position, unable to bear the force on her legs, and fell to the ground. Su Yi didn't let go of her, and fell down together with her. On the ground, there was a thin blanket on the floor, light brown, short hair, Xu Ruoxing inserted his fingers into the blanket, exerted a little force, and supported his waist from behind, Su Yi knelt with one leg stuck in the gap between her legs, hands still Holding her fair cheeks, her skin flushed because of the force

The two breaths were entangled, Su Yi was like a savage little beast, disorderly, crazy and messy, she pulled Xu Ruoxing's neckline, the clothes were scattered on one side, Xu Ruoxing's elbows supported his waist from behind, his upper body was exerting force, his swan neck The lines are beautiful, Su Yi frees from her lips and buries into her neck, her collarbone leans forward forcefully, the bones stand out, Su Yi rubs her fingertips, as if stroking a work of art, bit by bit, inch by inch.

Xu Ruoxing pursed her lips, and the clarity of her eyes gradually faded, covered with a thin layer of mist. She raised her head slightly, feeling her body go from warm to scorching hot, to warm currents rushing down.

Su Yi hugged her, Xu Ruoxing's cold fingertips were soaked in Xu Ruoxing's temperature, the skin touched was like electric current, Xu Ruoxing's body trembled slightly.

a long time.

Su Yi raised her head from her arms without resting, her eyes were still red, and her voice was slightly choked: "Xu Ruoxing, am I very competitive?"

Xu Ruoxing didn't have time to answer, only a muffled groan remained.