I am a Good Man

Cao Jin had some porridge at noon and felt hungry, so he walked over and sat down.

Ji Yang gave her a bowl of rice and a pair of chopsticks.

She held her daughter while eating and didn't ask him about the interview. According to past experience, asking him would put pressure on him and make him feel bad.

The two of them were eating without any communication, only the sound of clinking bowls and chopsticks.

After a while, Ji Yang spoke, "I went to five companies today."

"Yeah." She responded without any emotion.

"The one I wanted to go to the most, but the price I promised for 10,000 yuan turned out to be 8,000 yuan, so I left." He picked up a piece of green vegetables.

Cao Jin said nothing, not wanting to respond to him.

In the past few months, she was tired of hearing all kinds of excuses.

Anyway, he just didn’t want to go, he felt it was too hard and tired, and he didn’t want to do it.

"The second one is just in case, but having to work overtime every Saturday means four more days of work." Ji Yang immersed himself in eating, "I promised them to go to work tomorrow."

Cao Jin's hand holding the vegetables paused, as if he thought he heard wrongly.

"I'm quite confused. From the time you were pregnant to the time you gave birth to Jinjin, I felt very tired, but I don't know where I was tired. I was running away every day and anxious every day. In this case, I might as well go to work."

“Maybe when you’re tired, you won’t think so much.”

His voice was low and his words were tired and helpless, and he seemed unwilling to do this.

Cao Jin felt that he was worthless. In the past, he did not work at home and took no responsibility. Now he was forced to work and had to be a spinning top to earn money to support her and her children. Suddenly he felt that it was not easy for him.

He is also a first-time father, having been a boy before.

Ji Yang looked at the child in his arms, his eyes softening, "It doesn't matter if you work, you can make money to buy milk powder for Jinjin, and you can buy a lot of things when you go to school."

Cao Jin: "..."

He thought simply. When his children grow up, they will have to spend money on various things. But he doesn’t have any plan, so he just buys milk powder for school?

"I'm going to work tomorrow, let's play games." After finishing his meal, Ji Yang went to the side and turned on the computer.

Cao Jin didn't stop him and finally went to work. If he still quarreled with him, he might not go to work tomorrow.

However, she felt relieved at the thought of him going to work.

The salary is not much, but if it can cover daily expenses, her anxiety will be reduced a lot.

The child was quite well-behaved today, sleeping on the bed without crying or fussing. Cao Jin took a while to take a bath while she slept.

Ji Yang always played games until after twelve o'clock, and by then she was already ready to go outside for a walk with her child in her arms.

When she was carried out today, Ji Yang called out to her.

"What are you doing?" Cao Jin looked at him. The other person's hands were still operating the keyboard and mouse. "Wait for me and finish the game."

She ignored him and walked out.

"I asked you to wait a moment, wait a moment." He shouted hurriedly, still operating quickly, and his movements became faster and faster. He quickly killed his opponent, threw down the keyboard and ran out.

He didn't catch up until Cao Jin went downstairs. He almost fell down without paying attention, and his body was swaying.

It made her laugh.

"I asked you to wait for me." Ji Yang walked to her side and looked down at the big toe that had just been hit by a stone. The skin was a little broken.

Cao Jin naturally saw that she wanted to say something, but in the end she held back, "What to do?"

"It's so late and I'm worried about you being alone." He said.

"Then take it." She said, about to hand her daughter to him.

"I won't." He shook his head, still a little at a loss.

"I didn't see you caring before." She held her daughter in her arms again and looked away from him, unable to guess his purpose.

"I didn't think it was dangerous before, but today I saw someone snatching a child at the train station." He made up a story at random.

When Cao Jin heard this, his back felt cold, his hands holding his daughter tightened, and his breathing became rapid.

She became a mother and knew how important her child was to her. If she was robbed, she didn't know what she would become.

"Although the security is very good recently, please don't come out when I'm not around." Ji Yang saw a car approaching and pulled her aside.

Cao Jin originally didn't care that he could accompany him, but when he heard what he said, he couldn't refuse at all.

Silence fell.

I just hope he doesn't break his promise.

The street was very quiet at night, and the night breeze was very comfortable. He put one hand in his trouser pocket and walked forward with his head lowered beside her.

Dimly, she glanced at his profile from the corner of her eye. She had a high nose and three-dimensional facial features.

He is also like a big boy who does whatever he wants.

And what about her?

This is just one year.

It has become beyond recognition.

I lost my freedom, my job, and so much, and I was trapped at home. I was originally happy to start a family with him, but now I am in pain.

Countless times I wondered if giving birth to this child was the right thing to do.

Should I have listened to him and beat the child?

But looking at the cute face of my daughter in my arms, sometimes I feel that it is worth it. It is worth all the hard work and fatigue.

After walking in a long circle and back again, Xiao Jinjin fell asleep in her mother's arms. Cao Jin was tired from walking, his feet were weak and his hands were sore, so he sat down on the bench next to him.

He sat next to her.

Cao Jin ignored him, but for the first time he felt at ease and could close his eyes.

"Go to sleep, take a nap and go back." He spoke softly.

She didn't respond and fell asleep so deeply for the first time after giving birth.

Ji Yang sat aside and watched her for a long time. Finally, the baby in her arms woke up and moved several times, but Cao Jin did not move.

He reached over to play with her.

The other party didn't cry or fuss, and even stuck out his tongue at him and smiled.

The corners of Ji Yang's mouth turned up unconsciously.