I am a Good Man

"That was before, but I wanted to hear it later, but you never said it again. You didn't pay much attention to me, and you didn't seem to need me." His voice was low, and he felt a little aggrieved as he spoke.

This is the truth.

At first, he ignored her, but later he tried to talk to her, but she was already cold-hearted and withdrawn. He liked her taking the initiative, but he couldn't take the initiative. He slept separately, and then it became like this.

Into a deadlock.

Yu Lu turned to look at him but said nothing.

Ji Yang felt guilty and did not dare to look at her.

He knew exactly what he had done before. First he ignored her, and then he wanted her to take the initiative to talk to her, and even lost his temper and asked her to explain.

"I was wrong." He admitted his mistake again, reached out to hold her slender hand, and promised, "I won't be like this again. I will tell you if I have something, and I will never ignore you. I swear."

Yu Lu withdrew her hand, turned her head to the side, and leaned back. Her eyes hurt and she had no strength. She didn't want to talk more.

"Then stop crying, let's go home." Ji Yang leaned over and helped her fasten her seat belt, speaking in a lower tone.

Seeing Yu Lu's obvious regression, he felt very sorry in his heart. Her softening some time ago had actually given her hope and had shaken her determination to divorce. In addition, the Yu family was trying to establish an emotional foundation with him.

The person you like will eventually compromise because of the other person's slight improvement.

She is.

The car drove towards Ji's house and stopped. Yu Lu didn't say anything, unbuckled her seat belt, opened the door, got out of the car and walked inside.

How dare Ji Yang speak?

In fact, he hasn't done much, and Yu Lu has been giving back to him recently. After all, he is still the cheaper one.

Go upstairs.

When he went upstairs, Yu Lu had already gone to wash up. He would go in again when she came out.

He came back a little late originally, but by the time he finished packing and came out, it was already half past two at night.

Yu Lu was lying on the bed, hiding under the quilt, huddled up, with her back to him.

Ji Yang opened the quilt and went in, deliberately sleeping a little closer to her. When he lay down, the two of them were very close.

The house was very close, and she didn't seem to be sleeping either. She put her hands on her stomach and shrank her body a little more. She had just cried hard and breathed in from time to time.

Ji Yang felt even worse in his heart. He was indeed bullying someone, or someone he liked, and it was not a good feeling. He hesitated and reached out to hug her.

As soon as he hugged her, he sat up and asked worriedly, "Xiaolu, are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Yu Lu had a headache. She kept pressing her lower abdomen with her hand and gritted her teeth.

She was in her menstrual period and had been crying for a long time. Now she couldn't sleep in the middle of the night. She had pain in her lower back, lower abdomen, eyes and head.

When Ji Yang saw that she didn't answer, he looked over to look at her. The pillow was already wet. She closed her eyes and cried silently, and the tip of her nose was red.

"What's wrong with you?" He was anxious and stretched out his hand to wipe her tears. Yu Lu pushed his hand away with a heavy nasal voice. As she spoke, her tears soaked on the pillow along the corners of her eyes. "I beg you, don't talk." Okay?”

It kept buzzing in her ears, which made her feel very uncomfortable. She wanted to fall asleep quickly, but she didn't have the energy to reply to him.

Her tone wasn't impatient, it was pleading.

Ji Yang thought for a while, fell asleep again, and held her in his arms from behind. Yu Lu was unable to struggle, and her brain did not allow her to think too much.

Let it be.

Two years after their marriage, the two slept together for the first time, but the quality of their sleep was not good.

Yu Lu was in pain all the time. The more it hurt, the more she couldn't sleep. The more she couldn't sleep, the more it hurt. She was crying and couldn't hold it back anymore.

A vicious cycle.

By the time I fell asleep later, it was already after four o'clock.

The next day.

When Yu Lu woke up, her eyes were dry and astringent, and her head was dizzy.

After regaining consciousness, the whole person suddenly froze.

She was completely nestled in Ji Yang's arms, and his hand was attached to her belly. By the second half of the night yesterday, she was already in a daze, and she only knew that she felt uncomfortable.

He helped her rub her belly, but she didn't refuse.

In the end, he kept promising to admit his mistakes in her ears. It was buzzing, and she didn't know what he was talking about.

"Does it still hurt?" His voice suddenly sounded behind him.

Yu Lu felt so embarrassed that she pretended to be dead and closed her eyes as if she hadn't woken up.

"I know you're awake." Ji Yang spoke very straight.

"It doesn't hurt anymore." She turned over, came out of his arms, pulled the quilt, and buried her face in the quilt.

I don’t want to talk or see anyone.

Ji Yang sat up and looked at the bulging quilt, "As long as it doesn't hurt, don't go to the store today, I'm going to work."

After a while, a muffled voice came from the quilt, "...Hmm."

"Call me if you need anything." He said and stood up.

Even if she lowered her voice, she could still hear the sound of him tidying up through the quilt. Then, he picked up the car keys and gently closed the door after going out.

Yu Lu could not sleep anymore under the quilt.

Ji Yang is showing weakness. She is not pushy and heartless, otherwise she wouldn't have dragged on until now.

She also knows that it takes time to solve problems, and it also takes time to adjust.

After thinking wildly for a while, it was already nine o'clock, and she decided to get up.

Her eyes were a little swollen, she hadn't slept for long, and she was naturally not in good spirits. Even with makeup on, Ji's mother could tell at a glance when she came downstairs.

"Did you not sleep well last night? Or are you sick?" Ji's mother brought breakfast up with a worried expression.

"I didn't sleep well." Yu Lu forced out a smile.

In Ji's mother's opinion, this was not the case. The other party always reported good news but not bad news. Last night, she heard that the two of them came back, and it was very late. They were separated by a long time, and something didn't look right at first glance.

The relationship between the two has become increasingly tense recently.

But she couldn't say anything. She could only say, "It's okay if I haven't slept well. Let's take a rest after breakfast? Don't go to the store today, or you can go at night."