I am a Good Man

"I don't want you to say sorry. This kind of life is terrible. It's not a good direction for me or you. The two of us together will only get worse and worse."

She didn't say the second half of the sentence, but Ji Yang understood.

Separation is the best option.

"Are you willing to let her go?" Ji Yang's gaze was hot and he was very stubborn before she could answer. "I can't let it go. We have been together for so many years. No matter how hard it is, I can't let it go. I won't break up. I don't agree."

"Why can't we leave each other a good impression?" Ruan Xin turned her back to him, with a cry in her voice.

Who is willing to give it up?

How many decades are there in life? He was like another her in this world, so familiar with each other that with a look or a word, she knew what he was thinking and whether he was lying to her.

"I don't want to leave a good impression in your mind. I just don't want you to leave. If you leave, I won't be able to find you at all. You will definitely hide far away from me and cut off all contact with me."

"Yes, I drank on purpose, and I was gambling on getting sick. I'm betting on my wife's soft heart, will you feel distressed and worried about me being here alone? Yesterday, I thought a lot by myself, and I couldn't bear to apologize to you, but I still feel sorry for you. I am willing to bow my head to break up.”

Ruan Xin wiped her tears and did not turn her head.

She knew he did it on purpose. How could someone who was so drunk that he was delirious call her phone right away?

Even though she knew it, she still came.

Both of them knew the twists and turns inside and coordinated with their respective performances.

"I don't want face. In front of you, I don't need to care about the so-called face. I am already very depressed. I live like a beggar here, and you are the only one accompanying me." He said sadly and took a breath.

Having just graduated, I was severely beaten by society. My enthusiasm was slowly cooling down, and my life was gradually becoming confusing.

"It's normal to have difficulty in the beginning." Ruan Xin still comforted him.

When I first joined the job, my salary was pitiful. Half of it was paid for rent, and the other half was kept for food, drink, and clothing, just to survive.

"It's not that you think my salary is low or that I'm incompetent. I know our relationship is in crisis. I'm indifferent and you're anxious. Then I'm annoyed and you're tired."

When Ji Yang said this, Ruan Xin's choked cry came out, as if someone was talking about a painful part, and his shoulders were shaking violently, "I know you and don't change, what's the use?"

The two of them had many problems before, and he didn't want to analyze or solve them with her at all. He always said to live in the present and just be happy now.

The problems covered up will become bigger problems, and they will not be able to talk together at all, and there will be little relationship left.

"I'm very tired. Even if you don't put pressure on me, I will put pressure on myself. I asked you to come and work together. We have been together for so long. I should also give you a good life. The house is very expensive and I want to give it to you." Things are very expensive." Ji Yang said helplessly, cautiously and tentatively, "Daughter-in-law, I thought about it yesterday, can we live closer together? If we are separated, there will be less conflicts. Each also has some free space.”

Ruan Xin turned to look at him, her eyes tangled.

She has decided to leave.

"I may be busier next month, with a lot of pressure, and my life will be messy. I don't want to impose negative emotions on you. I will adjust myself and handle our feelings well." He said sincerely. .

It was impossible for her not to be moved.

Even if she still saw a little hope, she would not leave. She had only come to stay with him for a year, and she couldn't bear to part with him.

Two forces are fighting in my heart.

"I know you want to leave. I am also very tired. Sometimes I quarrel and think about separation. Life is still so long. Why can't I be more relaxed? But I think about it again. No one will accompany me since I was young. , no one can replace the weight you hold in my memory.”

"The energy I spent on you cannot be given to the next person. The trust I put in you and the determination to spend this life with you cannot be replaced by others."

Ji Yang's eyes were also a little red. He looked directly into her eyes and his clear words echoed in the room, "In this life, I will never love someone so hard again."

Chapter 607: Extra: She was probably deceived again

Ruan Xin finally relented.

What Ji Yang said was not what she felt in her heart? If not, how could you forgive him again and again? Hold on to hope again and again.

After the two separate, she may not give so much love to the next person in this life.

He continued to hold her hand, and the two of them got closer, and continued: "It's too damp and dark here, and it's not good for your health, my wife. I've found a house for you. You can live there, and we'll all Calm down for a while, okay?”

There was no coercion or questioning. He kept a soft voice throughout the whole process and asked her for her opinion.

"I paid the deposit."

As soon as he finished speaking, Ruan Xin frowned, "I didn't say I was going to live there, so don't make your own decision."

Especially when it comes to money issues, the deposit cannot be returned after you pay it.

"I asked my colleague that she lived there before. It was pretty good there. It was safe in the community. Although it was a shared house and the house wasn't too big, it was much better than here. It had all the necessary things. It was not easy for someone to move. Let's go, if it's not settled, someone will move in soon," Ji Yang explained to her.

She was even more helpless and anxious when she learned that after paying a month's deposit, the monthly rent was 2,900 yuan, and she had to pay one for one deposit.

"I'm not going. Let's see how we can get the deposit back." Ruan Xin looked at him very seriously, "The rent here is only 2,000, and we are still living very tight, with no money left."

They all only had a monthly salary of 4,000 to 5,000 yuan, which was increased after becoming a full-time employee during their internship. Before, they only received more than 3,000 yuan.

"My monthly salary has been increased to 6,800, so you can live there." Ji Yang insisted, "The other three people living together are also girls, so I can rest assured."